𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 1𝙠

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 😡😡🤬👹

OKAY BRUV NAH UR SO GOATED FOR THIS WHOLE SONG LMAO

i didnt get the free voc prof by u *crying*

@recyclexbin

lyrics:

(pre-chorus)

im concealing more than ever
uve been dealing w my temper
give me another chance
i swear ill change myself in advance

(chorus)

cuz i felt every pinch nd punch
u tore up all of our trust
i just wanted all ur love
cuz bby im in need of ur touch

(verse)

lets be honest
i feel exhasted 
so much pressure
i wanna vomit
u said we’re good to go 
but I won’t fall for it
ur so medicinal
but like a toxin
u tied me in the knots 
made up of my own thoughts
im self imprisoned in my head
i wanna run away instead
id rather burn than rot
u act like this isnt what u taught
everything that i believed in
all of it has lost its meaning

(pre-chorus)

im concealing more than ever
uve been dealing w my temper
give me another chance
i swear ill change myself in advance

(chorus)

cuz i felt every pinch nd punch
u tore up all of our trust
i just wanted all ur love
cuz bby im in need of ur touch
cuz i felt every push nd shove
did i really do too much
i tried to figure out who fucked up 
can i be the one u love
the only one

(outro)

the only one
can i be the one you love
the only one
the only one

the only one (recyclebin + floppy vision)

who is this noodles fella?? why is he here??? HOW is he here?!?!?

prod me
check out noodle man!!! // @noodlesbutwithb
art by caffeinesnob on instagram!!! https://www.instagram.com/caffeinesnob_/
music vid by sainthouse!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAsIA3_xI9I

(boods)
backup seatbelt 
boy im gonna hit that
catch this big L
watchout for my missile

mic check mic check
is it even on yet??
*rythmic mic taP*
at least i am rhymin'

fuck your problems i got one too
got one big debt and some fake friends too

life is hell gotta get that food
so suck it up and go back to school

shut it cuz my ears are ringin
you're sickening and i'm fuckin pissed yeah

silence, i don't wanna hear it
i'll stay right here i'm goin to bed now

shut it cuz my ears are ringin
you're sickening and i'm fuckin pissed yeah

silence, i don't wanna hear it
i'll stay right here i'm goin to bed now


(egg)
fuck me
ya i rly wana die
i got unfinished business
u better fucking listen here

who fucking cares anymore???
ima stomp ur face on the floor!!!

u liar
ur a little pieace of shit
where r ur friends now
dont u fucking break down here

ima make u pay u little bitch
get a taste of my mfing stick

idc what u say
u turned ur back on me
u fuckin abandoned me

its been quite a while
i hope u never come back
i know u feel the same
ur friends told abt that

so shut it cuz my ears are ringin
you're sickening and i'm fuckin pissed yeah
silence, i don't wanna hear it >:L
i'll stay right here i'm goin to bed now

(boods & egg)
shut it cuz my ears are ringin
you're sickening and i'm fuckin pissed yeah
silence, i don't wanna hear it
i'll stay right here i'm goin to bed now

*brr big drop part brrrrr*

(dobeleewaq)
i would like to formally apologize 4 this next part im so sorry
......
no more JERSEY
no more BEDSQUEAK
no more HYPERPOP
no more DARIACOOREE!!!

shut it! +boodles

with https://soundcloud.com/angelicxmei <3

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/11iriss ( ・ω・゛)

lyrics :3

[ me ]

i let u lock ur heart in mine
we can stay up until sunrise uh
and the sunlight shines in ur eyes
and its only u that i would die for <3

dont wanna rush it
just wanna let ur heart say come in
and if its about love we can touch lips
if u just wanna talk ill come running
running

[ mei ]

every past that we just made
hope everything is okay
i been walking far away
but ill stay for u today

hold our hands up
i think that we can make it
no one can change us
even if times were heavy

im ready
never thought that could be u
u know already
ill tell u something tell u truth

acting like u have no clue
tell me something about u
always making me immune
falling in love i know its trueeee

[ me ]

dont wanna rush it
just wanna let ur heart say come in
and if its about love we can touch lips
if u just wanna talk ill come running
running

and it breaks my heart when u dont look away
its okay to cry in life sometimes we feel afraid
but just know ill comfort u if u ever feel that way

guitar thingy i also made

it's okay <3 ++angelicxmei (sai x miharu)

prod. dercept x hey rick
https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZcL2ymLHH6oaZSlf9iAbo?si=cf761e67e00e4a76

i got no love, nobody lovable (lovable)
gave me a chance but im too gullible (gullible)
baby my love it's not so terrible (terrible)
spending my life with you its gonna be all true

i got no love, nobody lovable (lovable)
gave me a chance but im too gullible  (gullible)
baby my love it's not so terrible (terrible)
giving my life its gonna all for you

you said you're coming back hey, its been awhile
you left me on read ur so predictable (predictable)
you gave him ur love ur so typical (typical)
running it back, we need miracles 

baby i don't think its the right time
don't go ahead playin with my heart again
you're spinning in my head 
please never love again 

(fuck)

i got no love, nobody lovable (no lovable)
gave me a chance but im too gullible (too gullible)
baby my love it's not so terrible (so terrible)
spending my life with you it's gonna be all true

i got no love, nobody lovable (no lovable)
gave me a chance but im too gullible  (too gullible)
baby my love it's not so terrible (so terrible)
giving my life it's gonna all for you

dercept: https://www.youtube.com/c/proddercept
heyrick: https://www.youtube.com/c/HeyRickBeats

one more chance

production @v_letical
mixing mastering @v_letical

lyrics:

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change

(blit)
its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
(go)
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change
dont try 2 talk to me if u dont like me
yea u do all this stupid stuff 2 spite me
its killing me, the pain its stuck inside me
i dont like u, im just tryna say it nicely

did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it 2 me
(blit)
did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
(go)
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it t-

(blit)
(go)
(blit)
(im restless, no sleep)
(ik i hurt u, go burn me)
(go)
(whats wrong with me)

(165)

i'll never change

@jacynyte
@josuanatanaell
prod. k4nji

(jacy)
dont say ur fine i know ur not okay
been up all night thinking bout that day
we could never cross paths im just in the way
no im not that hard to replace
and its not that hard to say
that lifes a constant heartache
and its so easy to blame
the bad weather or the rain

but i dont rlly mind it
doin what i want give a fuck if u dont like it
and theres no point of hiding
when theres no point in trying
high pressure gets hard to manage
lay in bed, i just cant stand it
my head just cant fix this damage
eyes red and im feeling manic

(me)
Why don’t u look at me just once
Just a single time
What better bout him?
Ohh its bout the money

I gave u my everything 
i tried my best to keep u 
Oh, I failed again
end of my love story

Gotta let go gotta move on
Let’s forget bout the past 
Broken heart broken home
My life is just fucked up

Do I regret? No no no
I feel better by myself 
Ill restart my life
Ill make u regret

(josua)
and ill make you regret
cause you did something that i cant forget
i dont want to be with you anymore
i broke down, i fell down to the floor
and ill restart my life
ill find a better girl to be my wife
dont make me do something bad with this knife
and i hope youll pay for what you did in the afterlife

yea just leave me alone i dont want it anymore
i lock myself in my house
close the curtains lock the door
looking up, prayin to God
crying again on the floor
and again and again maybe this is all my fault 2x

regret* w/ jacy nyte + josua natanael (k4nji)

vocal stems for remixes or whtever : https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NEbbsr_v7PN8VOatiup7P-MtRyeO6SOf?usp=sharing

yea i would die tomorrow
oh i would die tonight
i need someone that i could follow
i need someone to guide me thru
cause i cant seem to find a way
and i just dont want me to stay
so i just pray and pray and pray
that someday ill find my way
that someday ill find my way

i believe that someday ill find my way
and i will find the path thru this earth and i will find my worth
cause i didnt know
that i 
even worth more than trash
i just hope that it's all true
and i dont know what to do
i pray to God but i still feeling blue
please tell me what do i mean to you
you dont like me?
then why would i live
and continue on living
I DONT KNOW
i just would like to die tomorrow

or i would die tonight
i need someone that i could follow
i need someone to guide me thru
cause i cant seem to find a way
and i just dont want me to stay
so i just pray and pray and pray
that someday ill find my way
that someday ill find my way

id like to die tomorrow

i'll be with you until your light burns out

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@noyaclarissa https://open.spotify.com/artist/1lMzaA8LkKlY5UmD9tg4nf?si=aaCC5jEoSZOHbdXUxTdTNA
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@kyoakyo

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@remiliaxd : 

(it was wasted)
(all of the times that we had, it was wasted)
(and i don't want to fall down on the pavement)
(is this my payment?)
(for the times that we had, everchanging)

but i can't face it
everything is changing
idk who's left in the world
who's remaining?
i let the pain reign
hear your voice, it's so faint
cause when the sun shines
indicate it's way too late

yeah i do nothing well
all the signs point my fate to the wishing well
it's like you cast a spell
constant fear running down, i'm not doing well

where did you go now?
yeah, take it slow now
lost in the dark
yeah you're there and you shine so bright
i wish that you'd stay for life

oh, but just to get this far
idk what's left
calling out upon the darkness and you're so far (in your heart)
and you're so far, but you're so far

@noyaclarissa :

everytime u say u hate me
u never said a word to me
everytime i tryna talk to u, u always ghost me

yeah, yeah u never wanna talk to me
and everynight i always wonder why u hate me?

uh ... i cant ...
i cant ...
living alone in this world

im stress ...
im stress ...
how cruel u are, u even wanna haunt me like that :(

@kyxtsnxwy :

(baby, im blind)
(you’re so far away, i’ll see you in another life)
(hold tight, please don’t ever let go)
(hold tight, fly away together)

please stay, please don’t runaway, stay and hold me
i’ll fade, i hope it’s not today, i can’t see
you’re far away, i don’t think you’ll come back
so far away, anxiety, heart attack

heart attack, getting used to stab wounds hurting up my back
knowing that you’re gone, felt my heart shattered into glass

sana bumalik ka agad mahal ko
ibigay mo ang pagmamahal ko sayo

@remiliaxd :

where did you go now?
yeah, take it slow now
lost in the dark
yeah you're there and you shine so bright
i wish that you'd stay for life

oh, but just to get this far
idk what's left
calling out upon the darkness (in your heart)
and you're so far, but you're so far

so talk to me
i'll talk to you
just talk to me
we'll make it through our lives
our lives

far away +noya clarissa, kyxtsnxwy (kyoa)

do you know its okay?
you know its just fine
oh it don’t mean nothing
if i’m left behind
and you make me crazy
i know when you lie
you don’t have to save me
we had a good time

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

i don’t wanna be over
in spite of it all
if you ever need comfort
just give me a call
nothing ever gets warmer
it only gets cold
if you ever need me
you know i’m yours.

i dont wanna be here
not without you
i dont wanna be here
not without you
not without you.

white lies

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrmrQ30CFXE&ab_channel=WeirdlingInk

@auguryy
@akkir0
@1crusafix

some music w some friends :]]

∞ ₒ ˚ ° 𐐒𐐚 ° ˚ ₒ ∞

clips 📎 + akkiro + 1crusafix

produced and mixed by me
mastered by AViT @avit69

Lyrics:

You have all I need
Yet I'd rather you save it for someone else (Don't blame me)
Because you know how it goes when you're with someone else and
You wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
No friends to tell yet they wouldn't even know anyways
I still wake up in a pile of my blood
I still punch myself till I cannot feel (It's way too fake here)
I wanna go where nobody would ever stay near
Cause I'm dangerous (I'm dangеrous)

Nothing to cover your shoulders (Pleasе save me)
And liquid moving down our spine (I can't take it here)
Love the way you show it and the things I've heard but none of them came from mine (It's too cold here)

Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left and
I'll let that someone live my life instead
Hope she doesn't care about finding me dead

Fuck being nice to myself I hate him more than anything and
I really hate looking like you do, I don't think I ever wanna see your bones move
I don't think I'd call me back
I wish I went through with all of those plans
There's just something bout having the chance that feels a lot better than this and that

The vines start to look my way and
They're sharper than they'll say
Still wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
And I just wanted to run, found out all the fields were covered in blood

It's too late, promises were made
(Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left
I'll let that someone live my life instead)

Just don't get close to the night I left

Cropped Spine

uhh #ugh  

'05

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shut it! +boodles

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