Name: kiss me [prod @shynin9s] by v4mp1r3luv
Duration: 2 min 23 s
Description: thank u for shynin9s for making me sound good lol

thank u for shynin9s for making me sound good lol

kiss me [prod @shynin9s]

prod by jvzir & everett latte

yeah i miss when u adore me
designer drugs ik that u cant afford me
u entertain me when evrything iz boring
even miss u when dreams of u while snoring

yr the only 1 whos ever know my story
ur the only 1 whos always been there for me
i dont mean to make u hurt dont ignore me :/
even when its all my fault im thinkin poor me :/

intrusive thoughts inside my head they will destroy me
i just want someone who will enjoy me

im a drag everywhere that i go :c
i dont wanna talk rn will u leave me alone

cant c the floor of my room covered with clothes
i wont never remember idk

y u wanna talk in person never hit my phone
scars on my arm i dont mean 2 worry all my bros

do u even know

how u make me feel?
10 years of my life i aint think nothin real
baby whats ur deal
i cant eat a full meal
at the alter i repent, red cushion on top i kneel

as judgement nears i pray that i havent done too much wrong
i wasted all my best years writing shitty love songs

i wasted all my best years runining my body
prioritize a high then wonder why no one wil call me :/

im so sorry
u dont wan hear sorry
baby will u call me?
u dont wanna call me
remember when u saw me?
remember when i saw you
words echo inside my mind "i dont wanna call you"

poor me

prod by bullbird

hold me close 2 ur heart
n never let me go
with u i feel so alone
with u i feel on my own
i wana detatch n grow

my petals wilt in the cold rain
frowned face all day
all i make is mistakes

im sick of counting the days
im sick of counting the miles
from your perfect smile
from your perfect smile

come on stay for a while
come on and play with my hair
i need u here baby i need you here
feel it in my chest im upset
and i never get any rest

wish i could see inside your head
wish i could lay inside your arms
loving someone you hate is so hard ;/

our past is so dark
feel like i have no heart

ripped it out gave it to you
you break it thru and thru and thru

i am not a tool to use

everyone is so abusive
cant have it once you lose it

your love i really miss it ;/

can you kiss it? (all these scars you caused)
you dont love me you dont mean it

tell you secrets
whats the point if you wont keep it?

i wish i knew about your hatred for the truth when i met you

prod by repent
im all alone in a cold room
youve never listend to a single thing ive told you
you never listen to a single thing i tell you
only thing i ever want to do is to help you

all your promises fell through
wear me as your armor baby ill protect you
how could u do this to us maybe i dont know you
how could u think id do that maybe u dont know me
i like getting so high that i dont breathe
overdosing life leaving will u hold me
i dont like to talk all u do is scold me
bringing up the past that wasnt me that was the old me

old me aint me aint the old me its just the new me
new me i got pills stuffed inside my blue jeans
screw me blacked out wake up at the movies
ruin me all your love and drugs know they ruin me
id give everything up for you
ill never breathe again if thats what you want me to do
when i close my eyes the only thing i see is you
when i sleep at night i only ever dream of you

everytime we fall im doin lines till i drop
rly fallin apart u dont ever wanna talk
these drugs got me aging but ill never stop
fake perc got me fading fading from the world

even the sweetest promises shatter just like glass

i saved myself for you
but now i know it was a mistake
those times that we fought
you pushed me away
i just want to stare stare at your face
tell you i love you and that itll never change
when you told me the truth it shattered me to peices
your flesh forbidden fruit all i do is eat it
broken promises seem to be the only fucking thing ur good for
what was i to you? just a learning experience
thats unfair i thought you were the one
i thought you were the one
i thought you did too

mistake

im in the trap gettin smacked like a white btch
yah fkd up see it in my iris
everything i do she be tellin me she like it
chokin on the d she need the heimlich

if u call me ain abt the paper im declinin
everytime i step outside the house yk im stylin
all u do is stay at home on yo phone dkridin

all black fit w white shoes
shawty say she love me gotta tell her i dont like u
shawty got me fucked up i cant be no side dude
focus on the future not the past coz its behind u
tabs got me stuck to the couch js like glue
shawty its ok if u don wanna turn up i do
how many times i gota remind u
shawty its ok if u don wanna turn up i do

wake up in the mornin brush my teeth and then i cook up
sit down at my desk and do a line im sniffin good stuff

go outside and smoke a ciggarette and sip modelos
amphetamine i ain eat skin turnin yellow

coke n ket after class w my brooo
idk what to say idk where to goo
i been steady goin up i been steady in my gloo
i been gettin pack gettin pack from my phone
feel the chemicals racin to my dome
at home all alone playin in the snow
blow i got blow in my coat
oxycodone i been movin sloww
w my day 1s still never switch never fold
on the same sht u been on shts gettin old
i been makin moves u on notes sayin gold
boy gettin mad at a screen gettin trolled

u not on sht u js do it 4 the gram
shrooms touch down i js took a couple grams
tap in i can get pressed and the phrams
first off the plane whenever it lands

i love the fall and the winter
eyes so wide cant get any bigger
seratonin release crystals in my liver
i can feel all my organs wither
boi we the same age why u call me mister
puttin in so much work i got blisters
love my girl so much but i cant stand her sisters
its been so damn long can u tell me why u still bitter

bitter

nose burn but i feel great
party like its the weekend on every weekday
i been turnt up in the trap cant evn see straight
ima take the pill idc if it seem fake
i remember back when i was younger watchin cday
now im cashin checks everyday my life on replay
idgaf abt a bitch or what she say
i been in the trap geeked up everyday

ket inside the microwave ima make it hit harder
crush the crystal up then i put it in distilled water
gonna have another night im not even gon remember
i been on a bender since last december

ur tone is harsh like the coldest day of winter
do u remember when our love splintered
ur supposed 2 be the light to guide me out the blizzard
ur the whole fuckin reason that i ever entered

breakin every single promise that i made to u
forever apologetic for everything i say to u
u say i saved u
can u save me too
never get what i put out lil bitch its nothin new

i never do a single thing that im supposed to do
busy thinkin bout the last time that i was holdin u
busy thinkin bout the last time that i was close to u
i think we belong together and i know you know we do

last december

we got big sticks like the army
cmon baby come w me we gon party
i been gummin molly
i cant stand hardly
drugs in my body i been feelin gnarly

walk round late @ night only light out is the stars
girl im tryna have a good time dont start
didnt mean to hurt you have ur best intentions at heart
all alone noddin off right inside the dark

baby listen to the words i say i been fked up everyday
ketamine n mda fryin tf out my brain
i cant even form a thought
look at all this sht i bought
ian never gona stop poppin pills until i drop x_x

gurning rollin off the molly my heart hurting
hurt me all ur words are harsh and they burn me
burning eternally all this pain im deserving
suffering and endless sorrow ion wnana see tomorrow

braindead braindead
i cant form afkn thought
hangman hangman
kick the stool and then i drop

broken wings and wilted petals
fk a plea ill never settle
fightin battles with the devil
whats my problem i got several

y u always wna hurt me
laid 2 rest ontop a gurney
pills they got my stomach churning
pills got my stomach

white tile bright lights
my life feels like scifi
stuff my mouth with cyanide
stuff my stuff my cyanide

circus

its not me its you prod. xaviersobased

wake up in the morninin finish up my lines from last night
i cant go to sleep at night without you here right by my side
i cant do a thing right scaring up and down my thigh
hope u know that ur the fuckin reason for my suicide
coz were toxic
everyday im off it
pills inside my cup i got these pills inside my pocket
ever since u left me i aint been able to stop it
the day i finally pass you will forever be haunted
abuse my love btc i know u dont want it i been fillin up my body with all of these toxics
weve tried everything were runnin outta options
highest that ive ever felt is whenever were talkin

its alright nothing ever mattered anyway
i love it when im noddin off coz i dont never feel no pain
how long have you felt this way
i been so fucked up for the past couple days
i been so lovedrunk since the day i met you
remember all those times that you said id never leave you
hindsight 20/20 all your lies are see through
i was counting down the seconds right until i get to see you

hope that you can find in someone what i found in you
i dont like change girl i dont want nothing new 
why couldn't we stay together like we were supposed to do
cant believe that this is happening regretting ever knowing you
my emotions are controlling me
im in love with what were supposed to be
only time i think ive ever felt at peace is when ur holding me
getting fked up in the crib because im sad that ur ignoring me
never forget when you told me that "your love it is boring" to me

ruining my body anyway that i can
i wanna shield you from the world i wanna hold you in my hands
i cant talk to you when im off the xans
i cant do a thing im useless everything i cant

MarBLESODA!

normal speed

(pendingsuicide)
i dont wanna see your face
when YOU crossed the line
i see you in the dark and ur standing beside
so far without u and here i am
here i amm
i still gotta let u go
i gotta stand tall
i waited too long for this
now that ive finally got it,
i feel safe in my skin

(adorin)
i js watch
does it bother u?
i cant move on
i wna stay w u
the veil opens
but i dont wna go
pls dont force me
i dnt wna be alone
i miss ur voice
miss ur hand in mineee
ik that ur trying ur hardest but its not enough to keep me here

prod. misaliveee

u crossed the line ft adorin (prod misalive)

walking corpse 🎀🦴🦇



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