THE THINGS I DO FOR YOUUUU (your voice is so prettty)

I love vampires so so so so so much
as u can tell with my username, lol

anyway I love writing music so much but sometimes it can be hard but usually it takes me a few minutes 

I try my best to rhyme guys pls bare with me

vampire [bite me]

produced by santana
can u tell me when u stopped to care?
i was reachin for ur hand never there
nothins fair
come back i need ur hands in my hair
come back i need u here not there
mind playin tricks convos with people who not there
im alone so alone just like last year
had 8 real long fuckin bad years
new scars from last night
stich me up with the morphine drip ill be fine
2000 bottle drink it in a night
youll win everytime cuz i dont wanna fight
really wanna see how u view me thru ur eyes
wanna pick between the truths and the lies
all those times that i almost fuckin died
wishin death on me you will not see the light
everybody fucks up man thats life
thinkin bout my past mistakes keep me up at night
heart beat real fast
mixin addy w the molly keep redosin dont wan crash
pray to god i dont have heart attack
why wuld i share?
if i bought it takin all of that
broke my trust i really want it back
baby tell me why u gotta lie bout that
hope u kno i never stop feelin bad
when i hurt u hurt me worse know i mean that

fuck da lames bitch im smokin on dis trap pack
hunnid letters but u never ever right back
lemme hang the phone ill b rb
grab the rzr blade i cut real bad
thousands of letters bby just call
i had like 3 friends back in the fall
april n keta n brady in call
april n brady n keta in call
i could never call u
but i always called u
now im sipping volume
this new me just a costume
thast wat i say but ik that its not sigh ;(
dats y im crying and tieing this knot
whats going on with gabe and what not?
and i would tell u but i forgot
my lullabies r made of sin
these r not drugs its just my medicine
hate when people post like they r da shit
yall guys will come back to this when im dead #RIPGABEDOESNTSLEEP
rottin in this head
broken xannax in da bed
wrist bleed bloody red
too gone i ain hear wat u said
dont matter wouldnt listen nyway
too busy planning death to this brain
this shit come easy cuz this rlly me
cant wait to see the light when i OD
n the sirens and my mom screams
not my baby ,no, this couldnt be #sorrymom
couldnt find a pulse and they all agreed
covered in white so my parents cant see

one last call feat. gabedoesntsleep

produced by lava
lyrics:
love turn to hate so fast
what youve done please know i would never do that
this isnt how family works
i pray for the day i decay in the dirt

fuckin up my body and soul but it mean nothing
i dont want words want you for touching
i wanna prove you wrong be something
after all youve done how could you love me?

cuz actions speak louder than words
pray for the day i decay in the dirt
as my flesh rots i become one with the earth
as my flesh rots i become food for the worms

why god why do you do what you do to me?
why do my loved ones love abusing me?
pure love and acceptance yeah thats new 2 me
all these drugs that i love know they ruin me

toss n turn at night thinkin bout my past
ask god why he done what he has
why you put me through that
what could i possibly have done to deserve it

not a single soul in hell couldve deserved this
every convorsation make me feel more worthless
coz i am nothing you are everything youre perfect
break me down go ahead i deserve it

what the hell
what the fuck could i have done
just a shell
of who i once was

what the hell
why has my life treated me like this
im just a shell
they all told me that my head too sick
they told my parents i belong in a padded room for forever
all i need is u and me and well go crazy together

i miss the feeling of my life leaving
noddin off fall asleep then i stop breathing
i know you hate me your words dont mean a thing
ask god why he wont take me

pray for my decay

prod by jvzir & everett latte

yeah i miss when u adore me
designer drugs ik that u cant afford me
u entertain me when evrything iz boring
even miss u when dreams of u while snoring

yr the only 1 whos ever know my story
ur the only 1 whos always been there for me
i dont mean to make u hurt dont ignore me :/
even when its all my fault im thinkin poor me :/

intrusive thoughts inside my head they will destroy me
i just want someone who will enjoy me

im a drag everywhere that i go :c
i dont wanna talk rn will u leave me alone

cant c the floor of my room covered with clothes
i wont never remember idk

y u wanna talk in person never hit my phone
scars on my arm i dont mean 2 worry all my bros

do u even know

how u make me feel?
10 years of my life i aint think nothin real
baby whats ur deal
i cant eat a full meal
at the alter i repent, red cushion on top i kneel

as judgement nears i pray that i havent done too much wrong
i wasted all my best years writing shitty love songs

i wasted all my best years runining my body
prioritize a high then wonder why no one wil call me :/

im so sorry
u dont wan hear sorry
baby will u call me?
u dont wanna call me
remember when u saw me?
remember when i saw you
words echo inside my mind "i dont wanna call you"

poor me

prod by bullbird

hold me close 2 ur heart
n never let me go
with u i feel so alone
with u i feel on my own
i wana detatch n grow

my petals wilt in the cold rain
frowned face all day
all i make is mistakes

im sick of counting the days
im sick of counting the miles
from your perfect smile
from your perfect smile

come on stay for a while
come on and play with my hair
i need u here baby i need you here
feel it in my chest im upset
and i never get any rest

wish i could see inside your head
wish i could lay inside your arms
loving someone you hate is so hard ;/

our past is so dark
feel like i have no heart

ripped it out gave it to you
you break it thru and thru and thru

i am not a tool to use

everyone is so abusive
cant have it once you lose it

your love i really miss it ;/

can you kiss it? (all these scars you caused)
you dont love me you dont mean it

tell you secrets
whats the point if you wont keep it?

i wish i knew about your hatred for the truth when i met you

prod by repent
im all alone in a cold room
youve never listend to a single thing ive told you
you never listen to a single thing i tell you
only thing i ever want to do is to help you

all your promises fell through
wear me as your armor baby ill protect you
how could u do this to us maybe i dont know you
how could u think id do that maybe u dont know me
i like getting so high that i dont breathe
overdosing life leaving will u hold me
i dont like to talk all u do is scold me
bringing up the past that wasnt me that was the old me

old me aint me aint the old me its just the new me
new me i got pills stuffed inside my blue jeans
screw me blacked out wake up at the movies
ruin me all your love and drugs know they ruin me
id give everything up for you
ill never breathe again if thats what you want me to do
when i close my eyes the only thing i see is you
when i sleep at night i only ever dream of you

everytime we fall im doin lines till i drop
rly fallin apart u dont ever wanna talk
these drugs got me aging but ill never stop
fake perc got me fading fading from the world

even the sweetest promises shatter just like glass

no matter how many times i try and try to end this sorry excuse of a human life i always end back here it wont let me leave
cant wait for the day that these chains are freed
of humanity
such impurity
i want to shed that part of me
im letting myself rot from the inside out because i dont have the guts to pull the trigger
when the guns inside my mouth
my lifes a mistake
born to be given away
dont know my mothers name
i dont know my mothers name
9 months of bonding to you
9 months of forming in you
those 9 months are all that i know
you did not want to watch me grow
everyday i wish that you killed me
when i was in that womb
that i once called a home
how can you want nothing to do with your only son
either one
born of lust
existence is fucked
i am you
why do you not want me
i dont and will never understand (i wont)
no matter how much i say i am
my conciousness is nothing but a plauge (take it away from me)
you wasted 17 years praying that i will get better because i will never leave my human remains until i can finally escape
no matter how hard i try it never fucking works
id love to be in the earth
i long for something more , i long to be adored
and dont i understand why my soul chose this path
been a burden to take
i just want your embrace
as mother and father to me

mother and father

its not me its you prod. xaviersobased

WAKEUP #PURGE (luvwillow)

prod. takuori

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

(fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now)
can i have my tears back bury our love in the ground
(give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy)
i know this isnt personal but ur what i fucking need

u could be my savior yah i’ll fucking praise u
promise that i’ll move on yah someday i’ll break through
wish someone would help cuz i dont wanna be alone
save me do anything turn my heart to fucking stone

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

fluorescent (takuori)

off mi bodi ( Mix by iamsodead )

walking corpse 🎀🦴🦇



hmu if u wanna collab! :3


all my songs sound the same im ngl

profile pic is me

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