autopsy (9surgery)

Pornstar!!!!!

happy new year,, its 2009,, w/ a dumb whre  i wish she would die

2009 whore cover (hoshiestar cover)

--// soundcloud exclusive weil's nicht so gut in mein spotify lineup passt und weil's lowkey echt nicht so gut ist aber ich mag's!
--// coverart by @kotz__0 on twt :)
--// lyrics: 

baby
was mach ich ohne dich
lately
lässt du mich so im stich
nächte
die ohne dich vergeh'n
träume
die sich im kreis dreh'n

du warst da, als alles grau war
hab' in deinem blick gewohnt, doch jetzt ist es over
deine stimme hängt noch in mei'm haar
und ich hab noch immer dein' pullover

ich mal dich an jede wand
unser datum in der hand
du warst mein letzter verstand 
mein letzter verstand

ja ich schlaf ein auf kaltem stein
zähl die risse, bin allein
alles riecht noch nach uns zwei'n
doch du passt nicht mehr hinein

in mei'm leben, in mei'm ganzen licht
dein gesicht vergess ich nicht
jeden tag schreib ich songs für dich
doch ich weiß ganz genau, du hörst sie nicht

baby
was mach ich ohne dich
lately
lässt du mich so im stich
nächte
die ohne dich vergeh'n
träume
die sich im kreis dreh'n

lately

p. x0.HellA 
yeah u oh u 
where do u think ur going
bitch u stole my heart
u left me in the dark
u think u can escape me
bby ill tear u limb from limb
until u hate me
hate me 

u dont need nobody else
its u and i against the world
if it was me and some1 else
id kms
we r meant for eachother
it makes sm sense
yk how this has to be
im obssessed w u
ur not obsessed w me 
id set u free
but its a risk for us
dw my luv we will 
last forever <3

lastforever<3

snor - leaking red glitter (solo/NEW)

i think myca asked for the instrumental, here you goooo!
i don't really enjoy making music or doing anything i liked that much anymore, i find that there is increasingly smaller amount of things that make me feel like living, it's also worth noting that there seems to be no real safe place in the world as much as we'd like there to be. i'd like an imaginary friend so they would not let me down, thats why i like to be sort of imaginary in my music persona because i can't be a letdown in that way, it's nice to feel less alone, i think? without music i don't really have much value to offer, so i'm not sure what to do. i can't quit forever but ... i guess i'm just not sure. i know bad things happen to everyone, but jeez it'd be nice to catch a little break... i think the hard part is how things resemble past hurts. the length people will go to just to break your trust and use you and steal something valuable and pure from you even knowing the cost is so saddening to me. yesterday i learned something i knew already, that something in person, seeing someones actions, that is not something that will protect you or keep you safe either. something i already knew. my body is not mine right? it's not so bad. it happens to everyone, i know this, and i'm grateful things aren't worse. i guess i'm too weak for the realities of the world, i find it all too grotesque and i don't know how others live without seeing it...

also i thought it was worth noting for those who cannot tell yet, but the majority of my songs are auto-biographical...

was it really fun though - instrumental

SHAKE IT THROW IT! w/ carter lilcc & ap47hyc0r3

[ @meungg ]
she call me darling
the girl calls me hers
but in reality this is nonsense
I'm sad to hear this 
that you are using me
just to fuck
but I'm not your whore
go wash yourself, otherwise you look like a pig :< 
she called me darling
but my only precious thing is a chain 
there's nothing in my brain xD 
you broke my heart 
I cry for days for you
because I'm not needed 
yeah, I miss you every day  
she call me darling —-

[ @g0r3g4sm ] 
not needed x2
baby i wanted you to be the one
i know you was bluffing js for fun
yuh i really thought you were the one </3
we got faded together at 3am
now you left it dont feel the same :c

[ @katf4ngz ] 
so bby wont u stay w me
i dnt wnna be w out u
i dnt wnna be lonely:p
cuz im crying to sleep 
when i dnt have u:/
ya all ur cuts run deep 
do u hate me
like omggg do u fckn hate me:<

SHAKE IT THROW IT! w/ carter lilcc & ap47hyc0r3

v4mpiri

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