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@cruseyyyy

lyrics/
@lyn_u
and one of these days ill go
to the farthest place i know
what she does is out of my control
but its hard to let go
(x2)

i cant keep promises
ive been a nuisance lately
my friends r calling me crazy
its not u its me baby
(x2)

@cruseyyyy
and one of these days ill go
to the farthest place i know
think i finally took control
theres no letting me go
i dont like the confrontation
i dont like our conversations
cant escape these situations
i cant hold my obligations

nuisance (-_-) #Ft crusey

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i guess im back where i left off
has the grass grown any longer
last time we talked u got pissed off
did i ruin ur fun?
if i wanted to i could take u down w/ me
but i know u dont want that so i wont

i wanted more but i received closure
the ends right there n im getting closer
i got one more night until its over
i wasted time trying to let go of her
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again

i havent had a break to take for a while now
ive been fighting for my life
its not that easy to get u to calm down
i know u hate the way i...
talk about the past but i still wont stop
i know u hate the things i...
want but at some point i gotta turn it off

idle

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

prod me @deepinparis @cruseyyyy (ib @esssoh)
ft @deepinparis @1crusafix @omgisai

innovation_ [w/ deepinparis + crusafix + isai]

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additional drums @attc
additional piano @gr0lth
additional vox @trustt
bg photo by @zzoos
art by me
[sometimes its okay to not be okay]

[@qlein]
dance till i fall down
never been one to talk out
out of sight out of mind
never been one to cry never been one to cry never cry
but you know its been 
been one to cry,,

bring it back now back now
not attached now
stg you're complacent to run it back now
back back
wanna tell me how to act?
wanna tell me what im fucking up and tell me what i lack
bring it back now back now
not attached now
stg you're complacent to run it back now
back now back now
not attached now
swear to swear to, now

[@trustt]
think i spent too much time worrying bout myself
thought you only cared about your own health
now i spent too much time worrying bout myself
i can tell coz the way you act with me now
is there something that i can believe in?
tell me is there not? is there not?
is there something i can believe in?
tell me is there not? is there not?

[@qlein]

dance till i fall down
never been one to talk out
out of sight out of mind
never been one to cry never been one to cry never cry
but you know its been 
been one to cry,,

never been one to cry ft. trustt

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sample - https://soundcloud.com/pitifulrock/teeth
cover by @1dxn

@oneshotniko:
you wont take it back wont you
youre too high to look up to
youre too good for me to talk to
is it pathetic that i want to

me:
talk about a 
talk about a reset
I cant talk I put my feelings on a preset

you don't ever talk bout love do u feel it
I guess you would be this mad I cant see it 

whats the point in getting caught up in a lie (oh)
act so righteous would u notice if I died 
always first to fucking point out when I cry tho
I don't get how ur still acting like im five

but it always goes your way
im just tired of playing these games
I just wanted you to say my name
say my name
say my
   
@oneshotniko !:
got no space for errors
one false move and its gone forever
cant ever picture us together
cant ever picture us doing okay

why the long face
its another long day
whats the right way

might take the easy way out
cause i dont wanna navigate

you wont take it back wont you
youre too high to look up to
youre too good for me to talk to
is it pathetic that i want to

me:
idk if I deserve this
I don't wanna be nuisance I cant help it
and I remember when you said that
but I don't think that u ever really meant it

feels like its in my head 
I thought youd want dead 
If we share these things we dread
can we break up instead

reset! + scrambl

production by me

the wind beneath my wings, i never see it fly
i wonder how it keeps me in the sky
the floor beneath my feet, you love to watch me die
but im still here i need to ask u why

i like to think that sometimes im still around you
but then again, its in my head
i like to know things especially about you
but then again, its better off not said

How to die standing still

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cover art @trustt

@lyn_u
i got 2 racks on my body i got 2 racks for my twin
i cant switch up on nobody thats a mf sin
i feel like im chosen bitch all i do is win
dropped a bag on these jeans then i do that shit again
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
i got money coming fast bitch i cant even count to 10
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
bitch dont hit me up again boy im not ur fucking friend

@trustt
if i cut you off throw you out and you still complain
this is why i dropped you little bitch  don't taint my name
showing my true colors i hope god decide my fate
breaking through the canvas when i spray em i see paint
i got jewels on my body and especially my waist
that percent of hating i got all of in my bank
all that time you wasting i can tell you got no play
im so done with winning i got nothing left to say 

@deepinparis
if you cant catch all this shit im saying you not listening
how am i supposed to count these racks when i cant count to 10
i just took a break to come back better than ive ever been
ive been going too damn hard i need to ease it up a bit
i got so damn rich remember the day it clicked
you said you think its out of reach i know it never is
maybe you wouldnt sound so bad if you put effort in
when i get up on the mic im leaving an impression bitch

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the long awaited @deepinparis collab

lyrics:
you wanna see who goes the farthest
i done fucked up my whole life i wont restart it
got your girl in the whip she push the start in
why do the fuck do i end back up where i started?
do it when u want girl i know youre a poser
i said i wanna be different but im a loner
nothing special she wondering why i chose her
 need to get my shit together bitch im older

I got gas inside my lungs I'm never sober
I'm still waiting for the weather to get colder
fucked up one too many fucking times, like is it over
yea just know its not ur fault that's what I told her
why ur squad they always do the most bruh
how the fuck u 25 and wear a choker
yea I'm in her bed but I don't really know her
yea u wake up and ur hating do ur homework
want a feat u cant afford it
sorry I cant answer ur call I'm too busy I'm recording
please do not hit my line if you got no gas I'm in a shortage
my bros ride around the town we run it up like we some tourists
I might follow u on ig just know I wont view ur story
I cant hang with no one new cuz I think they all boring
I don't keep up with ur music cuz that shit it got me snoring
crack the seal we circle round just know that my squad we gon pour it
we got good ass fucking gas u know we get that shit imported

idle

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