may 23 2021
official file <3 found by me
lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are
She is a fallen angel
I think she lost her halo
Could u tell me ur name again
Ill keep it confidential
I could see the patterns in her lies I work it out
It won’t work the second time around
Guide me to good give me a pill to take
Deep in the rut she gifted me sudden faith
Feather toes I didn’t wanna go im sorry
I promise ill be back in the morning

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

Talk is cheap but ive no more funding
The waves crash I cant believe I aint seen it coming
Break my bones and ill repair them and ill come back
Id let it happen again if u would like that
Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down
This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

rubbing alcohol (splashgvng x ayoleybeats)

prod. @remghost x @irby314

lyrics
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we drink
we sink
we fall behind
it's all okay
it's all alright
the things you say
don't leave my mind
it's all okay
it's all just fine
i'm reminded of days
when the time wasn't raced
had my eyes to the sky
with my hands on your waist
i'm alive under rays
with the light in my face
but a ghost in the rain
with no name tag or plates on my car

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

she woke
he smoked
they talked it out
is that what love is all about
the things that come
out of your mouth
are vile when
you scream and shout
it's the fear of the unknown
that leads to eschew
all the rational choices
revolving round you
and the silence is scary
when matched with the truth
can we come out alive
or is death coming soon

as you weigh out your options
you then realize
all the pain you've endured
with no tears in your eyes
i'm amazed by the power
i hold deep inside
for some reason i'm here
for some reason alive

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

perfect (prod. remghost x irby)

Hope y’all enjoy <3 🫥
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Buttercups & Fireflies w/ Lil Rav (Prod. Michael Harrison)

prod. live4

lyrics

we moved way too fast, i cant stand you
too many feelings i cant handle
wish that i saw the cracks, that we fell through 
ive been sitting on things i need to tell you, wait

if you need time baby thats okay
ill be waiting for you at the end of the day
i know that it's hard but i wont run away
no i wont run away, i promise ill change


dont understand why i told you that
ive been killing myself tryna take it back
im not doing too hot, ive been thinking bout a lot
ive been tryna make it right but i always make things worse

do it to myself now im down in the dirt
ive been all alone trying to find my worth
trying not to miss you, that aint gonna work
baby i can fix you, just tell me where it hurts

i swear, that i care
and i swear, that ill stay right here, that ill stay right here

we moved way too fast, i cant stand you
too many feelings i cant handle
wish that i saw the cracks, that we fell through 
ive been sitting on things i need to tell you, wait

if you need time baby thats okay
ill be waiting for you at the end of the day
i know that it's hard but i wont run away
no i wont run away, i promise ill change

cracks (live4)

prod. cl6udy x jolst

lyrics

hey you knocking at the door
had to pull myself together when you said you wanted more, but
take 2 seconds i need more
i can feel my love slipping, ive been patient and you know that

thought i knew you, guess its my bad
miss your smile, i hate how the time passed
i adore you, you dont like that
i hate the look on your face ill never fight back

im just scared to admit it, but i know that we're finished
now my stomach keeps spinning, i was the one who did it

i was the one who messed up, the best of, everything we had
we fell apart, when i ruined all our plans
its not much but im doing what i can (its not much but im doing what i can)
x2

ill just drown it all within, 
looking back at all my sins
it feels like i never win
but i guess its how it ends

i was the one who messed up, the best of, everything we had
we fell apart, when i ruined all our plans
its not much but im doing what i can (its not much but im doing what i can)
x2

everything falls apart (cl6udy x jolst)

prod pekarot & flesh

lyrics

how can i tell when my heart stops bleeding?
so hurtful, so conceited 
i hear your words but they've lost their meaning
so broken, so defeated
numb to the touch, yeah i lost my feelings
so fragile, so fleeting
lifted my curse, but im still healing
i dont like this, i dont wanna be here

we both promised we'd do better
blew up, couldnt handle the pressure
the bond we share is all but severed
it'll be here, forever
did you love me once? did you love me never?
think about our time together
and i still kept our only letter

it's kinda sad but its true
it hurts to hear it from you
and i dont know what to do
cause its always been you

lonely once, i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna get another text, if its not you in my phone
i just wanna take it slow, counting up my bank roll
you say that you hate me, but i really think you hate ghosts

ill give it one last chance, then im gone forever
but if i tell you that, i think i'd see you never
and i cant help that i write shit, so sad and slow

how can i tell when my heart stops bleeding?
so hurtful, so conceited 
i hear your words but they've lost their meaning
so broken, so defeated
numb to the touch, yeah i lost my feelings
so fragile, so fleeting
lifted my curse, but im still healing
i dont like this, i dont wanna be here

we both promised we'd do better
blew up, couldnt handle the pressure
the bond we share is all but severed
it'll be here, forever
did you love me once? did you love me never?
think about our time together
and i still kept our only letter

it's kinda sad but its true
it hurts to hear it from you
and i dont know what to do
cause its always been you

bleeding heart (pekarot x flesh)

prod. sorrowbringer

lyrics

faded, im nodding off the pills i feel sedated
you're just another thrill i love to chase and
ill probably end up feeling like im wasted, my heart is racing

you say you love me, but i know that you don't
you know your cuts bleed, but your words hurt the most
and you dont trust me, i have concerns of my own
when it gets ugly, ill just leave it alone

focus, thats when i start to notice
all the things that you said to me
out of touch with reality
there are things that the eyes cant see
smoke and mirrors, and hollow dreams
pay attention so you dont miss a beat

misery chose me, and i accept as its host
inject your bloodstream, ill get you higher than most
afraid of falling, the fear will come as it goes
i know you're hurting, i hate to see you alone

faded, im nodding off the pills i feel sedated
you're just another thrill i love to chase and
ill probably end up feeling like im wasted, my heart is racing

you say you love me, but i know that you don't
you know your cuts bleed, but your words hurt the most
and you dont trust me, i have concerns of my own
when it gets ugly, ill just leave it alone

sedated (sorrowbringer)

big thanks to kotaray and kairu :))

Kota verse
Feelings i know are now gone
Tell me are you strong?
Burning my flesh these wounds are wrong
Talk to the ways of my tongue 

I’m a mess I’ve been so stressed
Out everyday cause Im hung by my neck
Hurt me now who’s next?
Can barely walk cause I’m bleeding out my head

You are the ghost inside
Death has brought his bride
Why can’t we live our life
Without a fight

ryn Verse
Hold me before I fade away
Living in a world of pain
Your love is what caused me to stay 
But that was before your love changed 

Now I'm lying down in the alley
In the gasoline you poured around me 
Gonna strike your match
Then the flames will surround me 
Burn me like the kisses from your lips
now I'm drowning

My body all burned apart 
My soul tied to your heart 
Why can't you let me go?
obsession made me go (ghost)

kairu Verse
dealing with the consequences
stuck inside my pessimism 
i dont wanna suffer
let alone another

try to circumnavigate 
the feelings that i cant explain
but i dont want to need you
lately ive been see through

i fought so hard, to get to where you are
filled my heart, with too many scars
broke my bones, hoping you would notice
sold my soul, but i just wanna rest in peace

pop out, in a white lotus
blackout, losing focus
my mind feels like an ocean
ive been trying to make it out but ive been lost at sea

ghosts w/ kotaray & kairu (oson x 3nalog)

i really need to fix my sleep schedule 💀🪵
lyrics
woahhhhh woahhhhhh
lookin at ya girl your so pretty kinda wanna marry 
you feel like my soulmate but that’s scary cuz what if you leave and im left barren 
fuck man i might just parish 

dream life cottage in the woods 
really wanna get out this lonely hood 
but i don’t do the things i need to do to get there like i should 

up all night doomscrolling my phone 
oh my god shit i just found some hopecore 
this describes how i feel i should scroll more fuck that lock in misfiit on the ball court

i bring magic to my craft like it’s hogwarts 
she said she like my blue green eyes bulbassur 
i’m never happy even when i get praise 
all my accomplishments feel like a dream haze 
i hate myself but i like being alone 
kinda happy when i see a text from girl on my phone but i don’t expect that 
my mind is hell a demon kickback 
make it out here with homie wraith thought i did that 
i don’t think i really fit in ima mismatch 
i don’t think i really fit in ima misfit
all i really want is some henny and two kisses 
i want real love tho not a misfit mistress

doomscrolling at 4am (diedinoctober)

lyrics:

Since we last spoke
Well Id got tattoos 
Id become someone you never knew
They cover my throat
And hug me like glue
Something i knew you’d never do
When the lights go out
well I only see blue
I only see pictures of me and you
Well that iPhone now
Well I broke it in two
Ive torn out its screen so I never do

And as rain hits my head
I think of the old bed
And all the prints left frozen around the room
I forgot just how to eat
And every time I try 
It tastes just like 
It tastes just like her
With rust on my bones
And oil on my shirt
I build back my home
I cauterize and let it burn
for Every day this fails
There’s one time it’ll work
And that much I know
So tell me just what it takes
And ill make sure it gets done
oh i Swear to god ill leave nothing left in between us by sun
so I shot a round at the moon
And ended up hitting stars
And they fell down in the backyard last night and they left scars
and Despite what u think
Well Ive never changed
Ive always been this way
Unbearable
My hair falls in the sink
And cold lines my scalp
and The pain of this needle 
Is terrible

Since we last spoke
Well Id got tattoos 
Id become someone you never knew
They cover my throat
And hug me like glue
Something i knew you’d never do
When the lights go out
well I only see blue
I only see pictures of me and you
Well that iPhone now
Well I broke it in two
Ive torn out its screen so I never do

since we last spoke i got tattoos (mxtthxw)

Even if it breaks me, I'll still fall
You're the only one I'd risk it all
Even if the sky caves in tonight
I'd hold you close and call it right
You could tear my world apart
I'd still hand you all my heart

Even if it ends in flame
I'd still whisper out your name
If this loves a storm, I'll stay
You're the calm inside my rain
I'd still whisper out your name

Even if it breaks me, i'll still fall
You're the only one i'd risk it all
Even if the sky caves in tonight
I'd hold you close and call it right

I'd rather break than be without you
All my fears fade when I'm around you
If I'm bleeding, it's your name
If I'm dreaming, it's the same
It's the same

[HAR$h]
(It’s all the same baby)
It’s all the same baby
Your love is like a drug
And my mind been feeling hazy
I’m just not enough
You won’t give it up
But even if it breaks me
I won’t ever stop
Cause I don’t care
I need you regardless
Take it back what you said
You’re heartless
Beat my mental
Drain me to my core
Feeling sentimental 
Way more than before
Bend my back right over
And it’s all for you
Tell me when this nightmares over
My mind is what I’ll lose
And girl you don’t gotta clue
You got me running in loops
And my mind is so fucked up
You can’t pick and choose

Even if it breaks me, I'll still fall
You're the only one I'd risk it all
Even if the sky caves in tonight
I'd hold you close and call it right
You could tear my world apart
I'd still hand you all my heart

Even if it Breaks Me ft. HAR$h

𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓼

Even if it Breaks Me ft. HAR$h

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