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** WE MAY OR MAY NOT BE DOING AN EP TOGETHER , STAY TUNED (; **

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lazy eyes [ sophie meiers x rob smyles 微笑 ]

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-- THIS IS THE FIRST SONG OFF OF ME AND GIN$ENG'S FORTHCOMING EP ! the rest of the songs should be released in the future weeks/months. also i am going to put this up on spotify v soon so i will keep you all updated ! we put a lot of love and energy into this and we can't wait to show you guys the final project. go follow him now if you don't already, he's lovely --> https://soundcloud.com/ginsengxx ♡ 

i have a couple of boring announcements that you don't have to read, and i also put the lyrics at the bottom of all this if you are curious ~

♡ thank every single one of the wonderful humans that have allowed me to reach 10k. i know that in the grand scheme of things, statistics and numbers really don't mean much, but it honestly blows my mind that somehow 10.000 creatures have decided to click a little button to stay updated with my music adventures. i'm flattered and blown away beyond belief that within a year i could go from 2 plays on a song to having an entire fanbase to show music too. thank you thank you thank you thank you. i love you all more than you know ♡

♡ i am currently working on a fashion line, poetry, i'm writing a book, I'm doing oil paintings and watercolor, graphic design, i'm experimenting with cinema 4d, attempting to write a script for a play, and continuing to try to better my art and my music in all ways possible. i have loved exploring different mediums and i plan to keep going farther with my art adventures. if you would like to stay updated with all of my things other than my music, i should have a website up and running very soon and if you go like my Facebook page, i will also be trying to do more consistent announcements regarding everything that i do. ♡

♡ i am working on some really special things with some very special people, and i absolutely cannot wait to show all of you . thank you for every little bit of support, i read all your comments and every single ounce of love never goes unnoticed. thank you for making this possible, and supporting my art. i love you all so much,
xoxoxox 
soph
ps: lyrics are below 
/endrant
゜・ ・゜゜・． ｡・ﾟﾟ・ ・ﾟﾟ・｡゜・ ・゜゜・． ｡
every time you touch my skin 
it's like i died again 
my anxious chest keeps on compressing 
what am i supposed to think 
if i try to be
5 steps ahead
but this isnt a chess game 
but you're so comforting 
if I could only let you in 
if only you could see this pen
in my hands while im writing
i think that i'm smiling 
but i feel like crying

[i cant believe you left me 
with my dying breaths 
and the the room that was my chest 
with the door wide open ]

every time you found a key you would give to me
we never knew what they went to but now 
something's unlocking 
you're like the sound of wind 
in the city when I'm walking
゜・ ・゜゜・． ｡・ﾟﾟ・ ・ﾟﾟ・｡゜・ ・゜゜・． ｡

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you left the door open [ sophie meiers x gin$eng ]

https://soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers + https://soundcloud.com/nohidea
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i care about you in so many ways 
i don’t care if i have to tell you every day
i know that we both made some mistakes 
and i can still taste your lips
 and your hands on my hips
tracing my skin 
with your fingertips

[ left the letter, in your drawer
signed the page, 
sincerely yours, ]

730 am 
my dreams are fading 
the only thing I can think is 
waking up in your arms
you love me even when
 i fall apart
you always told me
i was a piece of art 
i loved you 
from the very start
i know it's gunna be hard
but i wanna heal your scars 

[ left the letter, in your drawer
signed the page, 
sincerely yours, ]

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sincerely, yours [ sophie meiers x nohidea ]

HEY EVERYONE, This track has actually caused me a lot of issues and may be taken down. Please support my other music as well as Im afraid the shiloh train will not last ;(

shiloh: https://www.instagram.com/shilohdynasty/?hl=en

is it too much to ask for (ft. shiloh)

Spotify!

all star (with lando)

mama

first part produced by @flayvors @smwun, second part produced by me

LYRICS:

coffee in the mornings
afternoons i lay awake
and hope that something's out there
something that can take away
my breaking state of mind
breaking state of hatefulness
it happens all the time
it happens

having coffee in the mornings
afternoons i waste away
and hope that he returns soon
smiling with patient grace
and makes sure that i'm fine
makes sure that my mind is calm
it happens all the time
it happens

it happens, it happens
it happens, it happens

like a plane crash shark bite, i know that the chance is low
but i'll be waiting here until the day that you can stand to go
where i am, 'cause i'm not a patient man
but i could wait forever for another chance to take your hand
and dance in place, break a manic state and start to feel again
drift through space, kiss my bliss away inside a helix spin
wistful hate, self-inclined and self-inflicated lately
i'm no help with livin', dear, i'm just a selfish fucking baby
and that's too real... far too real to ever say it
so i'll rewrite this verse again and strike all the cursive penned
and think of something better, a bit less detrimental
my life is still in beta... my hit-reg existential
for now, at least, i cower in my coward speech
happiness is out of reach whenever you are out of reach
i'd give it all away for just a single hour each
where both of us can come to terms with our off-balance feet
and learn to walk again

bottom of abyss or bottom feeding bottom-barrell staring
old apparel wearing, take the ferry in to bury him
sanitarium i spend my days and my nights quite
often, off it, talking toxic nonsense
common knowledge brought straight to the tables
stray from the fables, play through the cables
so the sound resonates in every nook and every cranny
read the book and popped a xanny every crook i got uncanny
at the last of it, taxing your passages, rapping a masochist
back to the past a bit, adamant savages, mad at him
hold the talisman above my fucking head like a trophy
and hold your head up in the air like a talisman
no battles or second chances around if you tattlin
all these snakes when they rattlin turn to vacancies after it's said and done
no rest for a setting sun, so impressed that you've never done
what you claiming... fuck the game and the statements, i've said enough

peace

IT HAPPENS // DIRT

“The song sounds like it's about drinking, sex, and drugs, but it's actually about being over-obsessed with a guy I dated. I was doing a lot partying and dumb stuff around that time. For some reason this guy made me act differently. I acted completely normal when actually, in my head, I was like 'marry me or die'... hence the melodramatic lyrics such as 'take it to my blood' and the chorus: ‘we're all falling for the same shit’ but the 'we' more refers to my normal-self and my crazy-self” ~ @sakimamusic

watch & read the audio-visual collaboration w/ @vsco & rianne white: vs.co/gjQkLq

itunes & spotify: https://fanlink.to/SAKIMAHappyHr

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LYRICS: 
SAKIMA_Happy Hr_Lyrics

[verse 1]
we all sipping down sipping down on the henny 
real gc
getting drunk mentaly 
how can i drink this away
how can i smoke this away, yeah

we all fuck around
and say that it’s just ceeb 
earn that gram and down that speed
rub it on my gums 
take it, to my, blood

[pre-chorus]
i don’t like waste
let me do it this time 
let me take it for u
have it all to myself

[chorus]
we’re all falling for the same shit 
never leave the neighbourhood 
how to pass another year 
tripping on the same bit
loving is so good
why would i ever leave here? 
falling for the same shit, oh, oh 
falling for the same shit, oh, oh

[verse 2] 
turn you on
keeping it vocal
if you wanna go out better keep it local 
meet me, after, nine, 
it's happy, hour, time

in the worst way 
getting real naughty 
under this sunset and summer body 
watch it, make it, run 
watch me while i cum
 
[pre-chorus]

[chorus]

[middle 8]
it’s a million degrees 
and i got you under me 
tear and share a piece
and pass that toke to me
if you wanna, drink this straight 
on the rocks to taste
just rub it on my gums 
take it, take it, to my blood

[chorus]

Facsimile

SAKIMA - Happy Hr

soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers + https://soundcloud.com/michael_mason
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you set yourself apart from the rest
you're like the nervousness in my chest
you're the way i lose my breath
you're the one who's there when there's nothing left
you set yourself apart from the rest
you're like the nervousness in my chest
you're the way i lose my breath
you're the one who's there when there's no-one left

[ come a little closer, don't be scared
i want you smiling back at me, hands in my hair,
come a little closer, baby why don't ya, come a little closer ] 

you're a common character in my dreams
i wish that you could maybe see that 
you are sewn into my memories 
every word that i sing
can you hear it in the melody ?
i wish that you would open up to me 

[ come a little closer, don't be scared
i want you smiling back at me, hands in my hair,
come a little closer, baby why don't ya, come a little closer ]

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don't be scared [ sophie meiers x michael mason ]

@aimless-beats

hey, everyone is someone at least a little bit different online
don't be scared to be honest, okay?
love you
<3

LYRICS:
we all got internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside us we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a boy who could outline a shape in a second
that's display was eclectic in a way that was second to none
he had a hand than swam like fish in the seas
and a penstroke that'd bring any critic to his knees
it was beautiful, flowing like the blood inside my artieries
he painted hearts as targets and was practicing his archery
mastering the artistry he carried in his chest
until at best it was a godsend, and worst, it was a part of me
'til suddenly... things began to seem different
moods dissipated into blue and grey pigments
but surface-wise his screen names were never inefficient
as a method to communicate that happiness was with him
so a couple thousand people saw a perfectly inoccuous complexion
while i was tryna talk him through depression
the lesson to be learned is that your heros aren't invincible
just normal folks who often need expression, so pause and leave a message...

if you want; they'd probably appreciate it...

...internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside that we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a person who could cultivate the words that they aligned
in a way that could coerce a train to fly
a perfect state of mind in which to learn creative rhymes
until their person was emburdened by the verses they designed
and they began to lose their touch...
the little quirks in all their writing became terse and uninviting
and ingesting any lettering they surgeoned into life
instead of being entertainment was inert and just absurd and all the work was fucking tiring
and suddenly... they were writing less and less
in spite of their success they saw no light and second guessed
the creativity they harbored in their heart
there's only so much fucking artwork you can make 'til you forget the way to start
so a couple million people saw some dipping in the frequency
of music while they fought idiosyncracy
that slept as mental illness... and woke as some peculiar train of thought
that masqueraded as a symptom of a hindering deliquency

i hope that all these words have made you think of me

internet personas, internet personas
we all got internet personas, internet personas (x7)

internet personas (prod. aimlessbeats)

internet personas (prod. aimless)

with @nevermending

lyrics:

fading out
i can't see

something is breaking me
taking my faith and replacing it slowly
with what i don't know as my own
please point me back to my home

'cause i'm so trapped
in this god damn house

and i should be grateful
and swallow my pride
but i can't seem to stop all the longing inside
for whatever it is that i found when i left for you

your hand finds mine
and then we shall shine 

but i might not be
there for you this time

sorry to be
the bearer of bad news
but i can't do this 
you've got me blue

parking garage sesh

download <3

trapped

with @nevermending

lyrics:

i turned 19 three months back
and i still can't fathom how to act
'cause this adult shit's kinda whack
i'd rather lay inside and read
and treat my life like a weekend

and all my friends will slowly
move away and change
and i'll be left here feeling strange
with all my comrades out of range
for me to reach

it seems so odd to have to
redesign yourself
'cause you're so much of someone else
that they feel like it's unhealthy

but i guess it's part of life
to surrender what you like
in favor of the things you have to do 
and there's so much i have to do
these days

these days

i'm turning 18 in a month 
going off to art school is coming up 
and i'm scared for what's going to happen

i'm going through a breakup 
and i only cope with things i shouldn't 
i get myself into trouble too much 
lately

all my friends are anarchists
and i don't know what i think 
things are too complicated 
and the world is full of shit 

my inner pessimist is out 
full of anxiety and doubt 

i'm not ready for what's next

i'm not ready

hey, thanks for 50k <3

lil vocal acting by my homies jake & marcus <3

lyrics:
i think that now i'd call myself a wordsmith
but not because of talent of ability
it's more that i can balance the facilities
of living as a human, while i'm sittin' here decal-ing my sililoquies
and i guess it makes sense, in that regard
i use my brain as a capture card
inhalin' every word i stumble upon
to try to catalog 'em all before the rapture starts

so you can tag along and follow all the wacky antics
like all my stupid problems that relapsing can't fix
"keep your head up out the sand, stop scratching that wrist
before you turn into another anxious ativan kid"
well i guess it's too late... a couple hundred panic states passed
and my broken self ran away fast
feels like i lost my body in a hand grenade blast
with all this absence in my soul, and i can't evade that

so i'm stuck... trapped in a painting of myself
that was made before i changed how i felt
i'm hoping that my other friends can break out and help
but to be honest, it seems like they've greyed out as well
i constantly remember back in high school
sneaking out to kick it with no pay stubs
everything was simpler then, i guess
i only feel free when there's something to escape from

so i'll keep writing songs of longing for the olden
looking to the future for my confidence and boldness
it certainly isn't here, and neither am i
but i think that we've established that enough to decide
that it's time for a change; or, rather, time to revert
'cause we all sorta miss the designs that we were
and maybe nowadays what i write's more diverse
but the patrick years back didn't understand hurt

and that hurts

a wistful remembrance

wordsmith ii (prod. purpan)

i miss u

yea

LYRICS:
maybe it's the question, maybe it's the answer
i don't know the reason now
and maybe it's your eyelids, maybe it's the moonlight
but something beautiful sticks out

and i'm in my bedroom, watching through the window
stare at the sunlight, wonder where the time is going
you're in the bathroom
crying with your shirt undone
now we're on the freeway, speeding past a cop car
stole your mom's van, and took it for a test drive
and you're sat in the backseat
looking at your best friend's hair

i wanna be more than a cheat day in your diet plan
you can be the lungs, baby, i can be the diaphragm
just breathe, just breathe, and you'll be fine
just breathe, just breathe, it happens all the time

CHEAT DAY

describe your track.

sample - vapour trail - 20161002

see the 13 days visuals - twitter.com/nohidea_

neon desert

soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers + https://soundcloud.com/niyawn
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i don't know what the problem is
gettin in my face, actin like it's your business
i can't get with it anymore 
took too many shots, now i'm lying on the floor
staring at the ceiling, i ignore my feelings
life is too long, i don't want to be breathing
took too many pills, i forgot my meaning
poor sense of judgement, but i've never been caught stealing

let me out of here 
[ don't really wanna live, but i bite back the tears ]
let me out of here 
[ don't really wanna live, i'm just passively here ]

i don't know why i'm so fascinated 
and in love with these monsters that i've created
when we talk on the phone
nervously pacing
i know that someday you'll have to erase me
[ have to erase me ]
i know that someday, you'll have to erase me
i'm trapped with the secrets i locked in the basement
i knew someday you would have to replace me
i'm so self destructive 
it's no wonder you can't face me
nobody knows, but i'm so isolated
fix all my problems with blunts and duct tape
[ fix all my problems ]
one time i picked up the pieces of my heart and
put it back together with some staples
i'd be lying if i said it wasn't painful
looking back on my decisions; to my family i'm disgraceful

[ i don't wanna make you sad when i'm singing this song
but if you know the words, you can sing along ]

i know that i may
[ sound a little crazy ]
at this point it's sad 
[ nobody can save me ]

i don't know what the problem is
gettin in my face actin like it's your business
i can't get with it anymore
took too many shots
now i'm lying on the floor
starin at the ceiling
i ignore my feelings
life is too long, i don't want to be breathing

took too many pills
i forgot my meaning 
poor sense of judgement but i've never been caught stealing

let me out of here 
[let me out ]
let me out of here 
[ dont really wanna live, i just bite back the tears ]
let me out of here
[ i don't really wanna live i'm just passively here ]

when we talk on the phone,
nervously pacing

</3

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erase me [ sophie meiers x nion ]

it's never enough </3

lyrics:
i'm prodding around this vacancy
this empty hole you left in me
i thought i'd fill it soon
with someone else's skin and you would too
i'm sorry for you how feel
i know you see that swerve behind the wheel
you see yourself inside the ground
and i know i can't fix you with sound

but i can try

if you'll open up your eyes
and i'll show you the way i dive
into this ocean of dismay
this terrifying grey in which i sleep
and there's no disguise
i just wait for my demise
as it comes towards me
it can't ignore me...

anymore

and i'll keep losing friends
whether it's to death or to the wind
it's such a passing trend
being a breathing and living person
at least it seems that way these days
with how often my loved ones slip away
i'm growing concerned for my safety...

i hope i'm not next
i'm too scared to die
the concept is frightening
but still i can try
and i hope you're not next
i love you too much
everything you say
i use as a crutch

so open up your eyes
and i'll show you the way i dive
into this ocean of dismay
this terrifying grey in which i sleep
i know the void
all my patience is destroyed
when i start panicking again
and start ignoring all my friends

but i hope i'm not next
i'm too scared to die
the concept is frightening
but still i can try
and i hope you're not next
i love you too much
everything you say
is never enough

NEVER ENOUGH

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AM 2 DM

@sophie-meiers + @halpehalpe
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take a deep breath
this is a game of sink or swim
i must explain 
i don't know where to begin
i feel so strange 
ever since i stepped in 
i feel so strange

[ i think i need a break
theres something in my brain
unfamiliar energy 
nothing is the same ]

take another step towards me
reset my memories
think i was changed
i must explain
i feel so strange 
ever since i stepped in 
i feel so strange

[ i think i need a break
theres something in my brain
unfamiliar energy 
nothing is the same ]
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unfamiliar energy [ sophie meiers x halpe ]

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I dont like people and i cant stand parties
he smokes too much shes had too much Bacardi 
its been lonely in my head eyes to the ceiling with my back up on the bed
searching for a meaning but i found a girl instead
introverted state of mind  staying on that music grind all the time id rather stay inside
like the words i never say i keep em locked away until i get my pen and spill it
Anthony you're being distant
sorry mom ive just been thinking
what is it that im seeking 
at first it was happiness but whats this
love and music got me feeling passionate
not alone... but it feels so solo
theres a diference there but that i really dont know
im out of my comfort zone
i dont like crowds or microphones theres a side of me i dont show
i like talking i hate talking i hate singing i hate singing
my opinion shifting spinning like its on an axis
sleepless nights increasing tossing turning on this mattress
this song wont be a classic
but i hope it gets remembered 
hope it makes someone feel better 
i prefer the term introvertive
cause im not assertive
i dont insert myself in certain situations
cause im scared of migrations and change
cause theres comfort in the solitude even in my solemn moods i push through
i could make a new friend but i really dont want to

lil intro vert why yo feelings hurt why cant you just be happy you're alive why you gotta cry its barely five and you already wanna die just smoke some weed and you'll be fine be like the rest of us and get high you wont be happy unless you try you wont be happy

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Vade