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From the album <b>Folding Leaves</b>

https://messagetobears.bandcamp.com/album/folding-leaves

Wake Me

https://open.spotify.com/artist/31VUMUK0O502Uw3YE3BPiV?si=phe4r88KS2a0jRW_hYu0Nw
Really enjoyed the original and decided to do my own remix of it.
Original track by @B Δ R N Δ C Ł E B Ø Ï 
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/samaxshi/

Twitter: https://twitter.com/shinxuro

Memories ft Madi Larson (samashi flip)

Free DL

Hydrate

night falls like a blanket over my bed
heart’s racing and it won’t stop ’til i’m dead
day breaks like a vase falling to the floor
now i’m trapped in the after dreaming of before

night falls like a blanket over my bed
heart’s racing and it won’t stop ’til i’m dead
the dead of night is so alive to me

day breaks like a vase falling to the floor
now i’m trapped in the after dreaming of before
the sky will never ever reach the sea

i sleep but the sun beats down on my eyes
bad dreams and confusion both got me blind
i need the darkness just to see the light 
just to see the light

the night sky is nothing but an open mouth
a monster waiting to bite down
i’m nocturnal so i can’t escape what’s overhead
i wish the dead of night was really dead

oh i’m nocturnal like the owl outside
i never thought i wanted to live in the light
but now the moon is eating me alive
now the moon is eating me alive
alive

Nocturnal

silence is golden so we hide our voices in soup cans
my words are rusty but that doesn’t mean you can’t understand 

years of our conversations are eating at me
time’s like a parasite that won’t leave my body

our strings got tangled up in the wind
now i have nothing
i don’t know how this happened
but now we’ve reached the end

silence is golden so we write our thoughts into airplanes
we’ve hardly spoken but you send your heart through my window pane

our tongues aren’t silver so we keep our thoughts inside our heads
we’ve hardly spoken but that doesn’t mean we’ve left things unsaid

years of our conversations are eating at me
words are like viruses that won’t leave my bloodstream

our planes got blown off course in the wind
now i have no plan
i don’t know how this happened
but we’ll never land

our strings got tangled up in the wind
now i have nothing
i don’t know why this happened
but now we’ve reached the end

Soup Cans

June (2016 demo)

a year from now i.
from the jazz crusaders beat tape.
twosleepy & luv.ly collab.

time flies. [withluv']

lyrics:

the stars are falling down to earth
like magnets sliding off the fridge
i touched the stardust and it burnt
it did some permanent damage

the stars crashed down like bombs today
why did i ever wish for fame?
my dreams laid out in front of me
but all i see for miles are flames 

all i wanted was to see the stars 
i never wanted to watch the world burn
i’ve been stuck in a magnetic field
sick of watching the world turn x2

Magnets

Thank you for over 750 followers! This is the first track off my EP. It's to celebrate this milestone and to celebrate life. Hope you all enjoy this, more summer tracks coming!

EP: https://rudemn.bandcamp.com/album/duality-ep

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5doMB2RbS4w
<a href="https://theartistunion.com/tracks/d07c12" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

22 Samurai

A free track to celebrate Youth and Life. 

Sample: Endless Love 

 Spotify Album: https://open.spotify.com/album/6STwjBCu3CTEViSxJChKlV
 Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/eternal-youth/id1268684742﻿

Bandcamp: https://rudemn.bandcamp.com/track/eternal-youth




Artwork by "J. Friaça"

J. Friaça: http://imgur.com/a/wbJjN

Eternal Youth

dream visions feel like nightmares to me
I’m spending my whole summer sitting under trees
the garden gate is shut and i’m alone
i’m waiting for something to take me
far away from this lonely home
and the summer and the heat

i’ve never been to outer space but somehow i’m stuck in a black hole
these things have a way of finding me before i can grow old
once i was afraid of the dark but now i feel alright
i can’t even remember the light

i used to dream of long summer days
but this heat it feels eternal i’m in infinite malaise
i used to float in pools on my back
now all i know’s this sinking feeling you know i’ve got a knack
for hurting even when the pain’s not real
and losing myself in my bad dreams
i think too much bout how i feel
and silence all my screams

i’ve never been to outer space but somehow i’m stuck in a black hole
these things have a way of finding me before i can grow old
once i was afraid of the dark but now i feel alright
i can’t even remember the light

i miss the days of playgrounds, picnic lunches, so many sounds
now i’m in a vacuum with no one else
now i know far less and my life’s starless
i’ll try to find a way back to earth
find a way back to earth

i’ve never been to outer space but somehow i’m stuck in a black hole
these things have a way of finding me before i can grow old
once i was afraid of the dark but now i feel alright
i can’t even remember the light
i can’t even remember the light

Starless

Thanks for listening! You can download the album for free here ashleyhelal.bandcamp.com/album/swimming

Free Download

Glade Springs

SHOUTOUT THE GODS https://soundcloud.com/RAV AND https://soundcloud.com/hmsurf

DL Link

Kill Bill- Slide [Feat. Rav] (Prod. けｍ SURF)

hiiiiii......i love you.

Forever Lotus EP: https://rudemn.bandcamp.com/album/forever-lotus-ep

Hope you guys enjoy this

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Forever Lotus

flipped Jamie Cullum's cover of Radiohead's "High and Dry"

High/Dry

Forever Lotus EP: https://rudemn.bandcamp.com/album/forever-lotus-ep

This year has been really crazy for me. I didn't know I would get all of you guys as fans. It really means a lot to me that you all listen and support what I do. There are absolutely no words to describe how much it all means to me. 

Eternal Youth brought a lot of new fans and I want to give back by making a new and improved version of the song. This track defines everything I have done this year and where I want to go next year.

Thank you so much. 

See you in 2017. 

- RUDE

Eternal Youth VIP

I’m locked inside this haunted house of mine
I’ve got no family and no pets, no others
All these years I have hid under the covers
But these sheets can’t keep me safe from what’s inside me

I’ve got this heat that’s rising inside me
A ghostly fire stuck inside my chest
Like a dragon that’s constantly holding its breath
Outside their laughter makes these flames ignite

I had a dream that this feeling died
I had a dog at my heels, no phantom friends by my side
That this forceful fire in my heart still burned bright
But kept the neighborhood warm, kept all the candles alight

But I’m locked inside this dark dungeon of mine
These phantoms won’t let me set free this light
So instead it will begin to burn me alive
It’s fine
It’s fine

Phantom Friends

Get it on iTunes! https://itun.es/i67g4nD

WE FALL AGAIN

self-produced; this one's pretty cute 

guitar recorded on my fender tele 
drums from a few different sample packs

this is a sunny sky, this is a starry night 
this is an afternoon i'll spend inside your arms, held tight 
this is a question mark, this is a final thought 
this is a happy ending snuck into the epilogue 
this is a seperate building, this is the journey there 
this is the scenic route, this is your messy hair 
this is a promise kept, an honored lesson, taught it to you 
through the momunental light alive inside your amour suit, and... 
this is the reason i've been shaking when i speak 
always terribly afraid to make mistakes and make you leave 
it's a shame i'm scared of heights, 'cause when you sweep me off my feet 
i feel the ground beneath me start to sink into the sea 
i can feel the clouds above me coming closer to my touch 
i can almost taste the heavens, but compared to you, it's much 
the same as everything else... another book on a shelf 
it's just too hard to explain, so i'm repeating myself, like... 

this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, you'll always know me better 
this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, so i'll be yours forever 

this is the celebration, this is the party hat 
this is the cellophane in which my heart is wrapped 
and i'm peeling it back, 'cause i'm feeling the love 
this is absolute bliss, this can fit like a glove 
this is peace on the earth, this is me, what it's worth 
i'm not a hundred percent sure, but still 
this here, this is a final draft, this is an epitath 
for every negative emotion on a seperate path 
this is the safest feeling ever to be felt 
it's a message in the morning that intends to make you melt 
and honestly, this is my magnum opus, this is a story book 
where all the illustrations have super-friendly sorta look 
a cordial shook hand at an important event 
with stainless steel silverware and a porcelain dish 
it's the weight of the pull inside of a torrent of fish 
a metaphor used precisely to make it more than it is 

this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, you'll always know me better 
this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, so i'll be yours forever 

this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, you'll always know me better 
this is a broken record, this is a broken record 

art by bennie (www.instagram.com/cozylile)

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