pick up the fuckin phone
yeh yeh yeh
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
i learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit
im damn near the best
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit

high tide get me an my soul fried
i dont wana good night
i jst wanna stay up and contemplate my whole liii-
huh :p
boy thot he was nice he was runnin up a dub
uh
bitch im 2 high to ever give a fuck!
ur nothin special 
eck >:(
ur just a test wound
it was alright
BLAH!
till it wasnt!
yeh
im a zombie
bae!
do u copy?
word.
do u see me in tha cemetary late at night
walking round tryna find some fuckin spite 
i dont wanna kill u but i gotta jst to make it right
try to act cool but u know u got Formaldehyde
poisin x_x
its pointless shit u know ull cry for quite a while
but dont do shit about it
pull up in a brand new whip
gtr4s or a corvette
yep
ill whoop u in like any game, call it life
yep
enough of all the talk shit
lets just fuckin talk shit

im a monolithic mommy 
corrupting the thoughts above me 
and i cant get away from this
why u try to love me man?
why u try and hate me
why u try to say the words that cant help but tame me
i cant write the story
but i can on my face
ill put ur name on my hand
and make it somethin like "grace"
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up

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aries (guda x baz309)

lyrics 

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

waking up every time i feel ugly 
cause i don't see myself lasting more than 2 years 
i can't i can't I'm tired

taking medicine for my lungs
fucking up my life when i smoke
i'ma disappear like a ghost 
i'ma kill myself you won't care

I been walking through the rain 
I been blocking out the pain 
I been leavin a trail to follow steppin in the mud 
follow further along you notice all the drops of blood 
And I’ve been wishing you would call me, think about you every day 
every hour every minute 
think it’s time for me to change 
Need to get this off my chest before I start to skip a beat 
need to get a little rest
falling to my knees
Need to wait a while longer before you start to feel the grief

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

waking up every time i feel ugly 
cause i don't see myself lasting more than 2 years 
i can't i can't I'm tired

ypu can tell me how to not be afraid 
the way she looks in my eyes i get scared

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

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selfish w/ lil booj (jolst)

Sprinkle

You don't say?

Production: Pekarot
Original: https://on.soundcloud.com/byEB9ip4P6YjGzsC9

Lyrics:
A year ago today, 
I cut my wrist
Never felt the same,
Now I'm in the abyss

Stuck in a pit, yeah
Wanna die, yeah
Never felt the same, yeah
Always tired
I don't wanna be here,
Not anymore

Hate myself, 
I just wanna leave now
Cut my wrist,
now I bleed out
End my life,
yeah It'll be a quick out

Feelin so stuck in this drought
I'm never gunna find a way out

I'm so done with life
cause I'm forced to be 
something I don't want to be
I don't wanna be me
Please just take me 
out of this body

(Evergarden) 
I need time to think this through
i got choices i cant make 
i been tired as of late
i tend to think too much
at night i admit it 
i dont talk too much
hope i dont fall victim

been while  
hope ill heal now 
was kept away 
broke the seal now
i dont know how to feel 
not anymore 
x2

(withered roses)
Say goodbye to the old me 4x
Now these scars don't heal 5x

February 10th 2023 (Remastered) w/ evergarden

tr0a-et c'est crazy

Good Dayz & Purple Haze is a 10-track EP from NorthManX, blending smoky late-night vibes with raw energy and hypnotic beats. A soundtrack for reflection and release, the project drifts between smooth highs and gritty realities 

Ghosts of Yesterday

LOVELESS

What You Want (prod. AIRVATA)

Fix It - VZN Featuring Eliza Grace

PANIC ATTACK!!!!

Painter / Music maker      
Contact:  Mhodgsonster@gmail.com 
Instagram.com/senormelon

You don't say?

VADER THE VILLIN

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