Step into the cathedral of distortion where control masquerades as comfort. This playlist centers on the mythos of the False Creator known as Big Dad—a charming manipulator cloaked in twisted wisdom. Featuring the tracks Big Dad, Candy, Paranoia, Contaminated Light, and Somnolent, each song dissects themes of spiritual gaslighting, ego worship, and the seductive rot of authority. Fused with cinematic production and Vaelrix's poetic venom, this collection is a descent into corrupted grace and manufactured enlightenment. Perfect for fans of dark experimental hip hop, philosophical horror, and anti-prophetic narratives.


Big Dad - The False Creator

Saccharine

NEVER LAST

"Candy" by Vaelrix is a dark, metaphor-heavy track that explores the depths of addiction, power, and psychological manipulation. Using “candy” as a haunting symbol for control, desire, and substance abuse, Vaelrix delivers razor-sharp lyricism laced with poetic metaphors, dystopian imagery, and emotional intensity. With a hypnotic flow and cinematic soundscape, "Candy" blurs the line between savior and tyrant in a world where freedom has a price. This is a gripping listen for fans of thought-provoking rap, conceptual storytelling, and underground hip hop with a poetic edge.


[Verse 1]
The sacrament starts
as my mental departs
see me stencil my harm
using a pencil of scars
see the rage in my eyes
twelve gauge at my side
I'm not afraid, I don't hide
I'm just a slave to design
rinse away all the blood
leave a stain in the mud
in my brain there's a flood
it's engrained in the bud

[chorus]
the rage is fueled by brandy
how I stand inside the fire
burn alive in my desire
for the candy

It's how I raise the ante 
when I resurrect entire
civilizations and empires
for the candy

I do this for the candy
That's how I understand me. 

[Verse 2]
The addiction, it burns
contradictions and turns
my conviction, I spurn
my afflictions deserved
I'm a mess to the core
with a chest like a door
and they pressed til it tore
it's not there anymore
there's a hole in my heart
been exposed from the start
I'm a poet with scars
I'm addicted to harm

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Sweetness for my sins
I'd do it all over again
I'm just an addict with a pen
this is where it all begins

[Final chorus]


Candy

"Big Dad" by Vaelrix is a dark, satirical powerhouse that blends twisted heroism with dystopian control. Inspired by anime villain archetypes, the track flips the savior narrative—portraying a figure who liberates kingdoms in exchange for loyalty and “candy,” a metaphor for power, addiction, and submission. With explosive delivery, hypnotic hooks, and layered metaphors, Vaelrix crafts a villainous anthem that explores themes of manipulation, dominance, and psychological warfare. Ideal for fans of poetic concept rap, anime-inspired lyricism, and thought-provoking hip hop.


[Chorus]
they already know my witchcraft
when I spit a sick rap
menacing with impact
push your fucking wig back
Big Dad
he's the savior today, call him
Big Dad,
Liberate then enslave, call him
Big Dad
Hypnotize every race
then I extract
Candy came in a big sack

[verse 1]
Liberate for glory
a never ending story
I take apart a tyrant
then I'll raid their fuckin quarries

The armies turn to piles
ashes span for miles
The fires burn so vibrant
like a pyromancer's style

and I'm giving you your freedom
the lines, just read between them
your society my client
and the candy's what I'm seeking 

deliver every month
you're safety is assured
but the second that you miss?
then I'm taking what I've earned

[Chorus]
they already know my witchcraft
when I spit a sick rap
menacing with impact
push your fucking wig back
Big Dad
he's the savior today, call him
Big Dad,
Liberate then enslave, call him
Big Dad
Hypnotize every race
then I extract
Candy came in a big sack

[Verse 2]
Invader with a heart
but dangerous from the start
Dictator, with discernment 
and a smell acute as sharks

I can spot a fucking traitor
then melt his flesh to vapor 
incinerate his clothes
and then I'll use his will as paper

to escape my crew is danger
should of stayed a stupid stranger
we're playing life and death 
and then I'll take your soul with anger

I'll turn your soul to glass
and embrace my hateful nature
then I'll take a photograph
of the shards to remember later

[Bridge]
Giant reach, every step, a different time zone
kind of steep, if you're trying to be my clone
schizophrenic, it's fitting I got the soul fruit
communicate with the demons just to expose you

[Chorus]
they already know my witchcraft
when I spit a sick rap
menacing with impact
push your fucking wig back
Big Dad
he's the savior today, call him
Big Dad,
Liberate then enslave, call him
Big Dad
Hypnotize every race
then I extract
Candy came in a big sack


Big Dad


"Paranoia" by Vaelrix is a mind-bending descent into fear, delusion, and psychological chaos. With razor-sharp lyricism and cinematic intensity, the track captures the unraveling of a mind haunted by surveillance, hallucinations, and inner demons. Blending battle rap aggression with vivid storytelling, Vaelrix exposes the thin line between reality and madness. “Paranoia” is a raw, unfiltered portrayal of mental deterioration—perfect for listeners drawn to dark concept rap, mental health themes, and lyrical complexity.


[Verse 1]
I'm already scared of noise, and paranoid
FBI agents disguised as some fucking errand boys
and they're making errors with their tactics
I see the phishing emails, no way that I'm getting cat fished
the plastics designed to get embedded in your muscle
that's why I got a knife dissecting as I struggle
need more candy, sores nasty but I snuggle
with a bottle tucked underneath a shirt that I smuggle
I can hear my enemies, they're coming any second
I hear the ones I've killed? how the fuck they resurrected?
that's not what I expected, when was the candy laced?
even if it was, I don't think it can be traced
so many different kingdoms where I keep my supply
how am I supposed to identify where the rat lies?
The Bad Guy, when I'm pushed to my limit
I'll show you the difference of one uninhibited by physics

[Chorus]
I put a nation in a coma
because of my paranoia
shadows watch in my soda
food dye a mind controller

I put a nation in a coma
because of my paranoia
shadows watch in my soda
food dye a mind controller

I've murdered every council member
every senator and all their kids that I remember
this is execution, I'm stopping insurrection
I got to put a stop to it before I lose protection
disorder bruised perception? maybe, but I'm careful
I'd rather kill them all before I'm facing down a barrel
Their rage amounts to peril, so aim the sonic cannons
disperse the protesters and engage demonic actions
wave the consequences, brigade and smash defenses
my shadow clone jutsu has me placed in all directions
Militaries crash under the weight of my offensive
I'm Magneto to Tanks, insanity my directive
I need to kill them all, I don't trust them anymore
so I'm breaking down the door, a thousand rounds or more
genocide the populous, I'm taking back the sword
Impregnate mother Earth then I'm cutting the fucking cord

[Chorus]
I put a nation in a coma
because of my paranoia
shadows watch in my soda
food dye a mind controller

I put a nation in a coma
because of my paranoia
shadows watch in my soda
food dye a mind controller


Paranoia

Moist.

HUMAN=KIND

WHY ARE WE CALLING IT LOVE?

FUZZY

Burn Me With A Bible

a curse ties us down
to our broken ways 
forever hexed 
lost, drifting in a maze
(is it true?)

are we dead?
or are we just 
sleepwalking?
when night falls
the city calls
for us to walk 
(on the edge)

i don’t know if i can take
much more of this simulation 
i feel like it’s about to break 
into a worst situation

are we dead?
or are we just 
sleepwalking?
when night falls
the city calls
for us to walk 
(on the edge of nowhere,
on the edge of nowhere) 

are we dead?
or are we just 
sleepwalking?
when night falls
the city calls
for us to walk

forever hexed

Hold Onto Me

A claustrophobic eruption of guitars and synths, “Monsters” confronts hidden trauma turning into nightmares. Vaelrix paints nuclear fallout and boiling water metaphors to explore paranoia, shame, and the fragile possibility of survival.

Monsters

The opening track pulses like a synthetic heartbeat, layering airy pads with mournful guitar delays. Vaelrix frames dopamine as a dragon in the mind, chasing relief while unraveling at the seams. This is the gateway into the album’s emotional architecture.

Dopamine

Lyrics:

You wanna say it to my face while you cover my ears
But all your words mean nothing to me sorry my dear
Oh sorry my dear

You wanna say it to my face while you cover my ears
While you cover my ears
But all your words mean nothing to me sorry my dear
Oh sorry my dear
When you hold me, you take all my fears
Every time you told me, it wasn't ever clear
Oh I must have been, out of my head
Cause I can't see no one else, putting up with your shit

You were better off dead
Dead
Like a whisper, only hear you through my friends
I'm
Full of emotions, I can't make it to the end
Coming closer to my end
Wish to get you out my head

You wanna say it to my face while you cover my ears
While you cover my ears
But all your words mean nothing to me sorry my dear
Oh sorry my dear

You wanna say it to my face while you cover my ears
While you cover my ears
But all your words mean nothing to me sorry my dear
Oh sorry my dear
When you hold me, you take all my fears
Every time you told me, it wasn't ever clear
Oh I must have been, out of my head
Cause I can't see no one else, putting up with your shit

Better off dead
While you cover my ears
Putting up with your shit
Oh sorry my dear
When you hold me, you take all my fears
Every time you told me, it wasn't ever clear
Oh I must have been, out of my head
Cause I can't see no one else, putting up with your shit

sayittomyface

Common Decency

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Vaelrix is a genre-bending lyricist whose work blurs the line between rap, poetry, and cinematic storytelling. With thousands of songs written and a catalog shaped by trauma, transformation, and spiritual unrest, every track is a raw confession wrapped in layered metaphors. Drawing influence from anime, philosophy, theology, and the darkest corners of the mind, Vaelrix delivers complex rhyme schemes and emotionally charged narratives that cut deep and linger. This isn't just music—it's survival through sound. Welcome to the archive of a soul set on fire.


Candy

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