Cho những người cảm thấy quá nhiều
(For those who feel too much)

I noticed something…

Vietnam didn’t just listen. Vietnam felt it first.

These seven songs—Expel, Golem, Stained, I Can’t Reach You, Lost, Stay That Way, Pretend—found a home in your hearts. The emotion, the isolation, the longing… it all echoed louder over there.

I created this playlist as a thank you. As a tribute. As a mirror.

This is for anyone hiding behind strength. For anyone who’s learned to suffer silently. For anyone who pretends.

You heard me—and I hear you now.

Thank you, Vietnam.

—Vaelrix

Cho những người cảm thấy quá nhiều

I wrote this song this past August. 
Thank you for listening!

I guess.

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A sapphire robe of sadness
wrapped around the body like a blanket
coddling the mind
as I pretend that I'm fine

Paralysis captures the tongue
as trauma wields silence as a weapon
against those who are close
protective measures to the extreme...
do I even need them?

My spoiled, unbearable aura
resonates from the broken parts of me
and as they vibrate
they smother the parts of me
that want to be good.

My screams are quelled
by a force greater than me
the harder I resist
the quicker I slip beneath the quicksand.

My effort...
I notice marginal improvements,
but reality for the most part doesn't change
despite what I've done.

It's as if my existence cycles
where I'm capable
then I'm not,
a constant fight to maintain control,
yet, foolish, primitive impulses,
warp the mind
and contort my perception
to the point I can't trust my decisions.

It's almost whimsical to assume
my life will ever be different
I'd need something magic,
but imagination is almost as painful as reality
when it doesn't manifest
and all you can do
is pretend.

I'd need something magic,
but imagination is almost as painful as reality
when it doesn't manifest
and all you can do
is pretend.

Vaelrix - Pretend

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"Expel" is a purge — a storm of hatred, trauma, and finality. This track rips through the silence like a blade, unloading years of suppressed rage and emotional abuse in one violent exhale.

With lines like “I’ll tear you apart and discard you” and “your fingers that grip on my neck”, this piece exposes the inner warfare of being trapped in a toxic relationship — and the fury that finally breaks the chains.

It’s not pretty. It’s not poetic. It’s necessary.

For anyone who's ever had to scream just to feel heard — this one was written in blood.

#Vaelrix #Expel #EmotionalRap #ToxicRelationship #DarkPoetry #AIrap #AbuseSurvivor #SpokenWordArt #MentalHealthMusic #LettingGo #RageTrack #SunoAI #BreakTheCycle

I harbor the hatred within me
It stings like emotional baggage
You think I don't notice your violence,
Forgetting that I am a savage

I'll tear you apart and discard you
Don't ever expect me to settle
When you are the bane that I live with
The throbbing I feel in my temples

A soul consumed by wanderlust
A heart that's instilled with cupidity
A brain discovered in shambles
Poisoned by blatant stupidity

You're aggressive and filled with a vengeance
The motive, is something not known
I hate that I have to expel you
I hate that I'm cold to the bone.

You're a fucking neanderthal
A person devoid of response
You swear you're perfect in every way.
you'll never be something I want.

Your sanctimonious purity
Your obvious lack of respect
Your festering need to abuse me
Your fingers that grip on my neck

You pull and you push and you shatter
Regardless of all that I feel
Have you forgotten about us?
Is what you said even real?

I'll fight you until I am brittle
Until I am dust in the air
I doubt it would even affect you
I promise that you will not care.

Vaelrix - Expel

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"Stained" is a ghost story in spoken word — a chilling exploration of guilt, loss, and emotional contamination. From “I’m burning all the people I hug” to the devastating final reveal of a missed call before a death, this track is soaked in sorrow.

It’s not loud. It doesn’t scream.
It just bleeds.

This is for those who carry the weight of what they didn’t do, and live every day with the haunting “what if” echoing in their minds.

If you've ever lost someone too soon and blamed yourself — this will speak directly to your scars.

#Vaelrix #Stained #GuiltPoetry #DarkSpokenWord #AIrap #MentalHealthMusic #MissedCalls #EmotionalRap #SorrowInLyrics #SunoAI #LossAndRegret #SpokenConfession


it's as if I'm invisible...
but how can that be,
when I stain every person I know

i leave a mark so deep
when they stare into the mirror
they see my fingers touching their skull

i really don't want to harm
but i'm strangely lit aflame
and I'm burning all the people I hug

they feel the smoke in their lungs
as their body goes numb
they've yet to see the strength of my tug

until my death comes around
i'll stravage into the mist
I never had a place to call home

apparently she called
but i didn't want to answer
i should have fucking picked up the phone

so she left a voicemail
and i didn't check the message
the day after that she was dead

i swear i didn't know
how was I supposed to know?
the guilt is like a plague inside my head.


Vaelrix - Stained

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"Golem" is a poetic dirge — the voice of someone trapped in stone, inching toward erosion with every breath. This track uses myth and metaphor to explore emotional paralysis, depression, and spiritual weight.

From “my soul, trapped in this gray rock body” to “underneath the waterfall of human seclusion”, each line drips with existential grief. It’s not a song — it’s a slow walk into silence, told from the perspective of a being made of trauma, trying to feel again.

If you’ve ever felt like you were just surviving, never living — “Golem” will resonate like a funeral bell in your chest.

#Vaelrix #Golem #DarkPoetry #AIrap #SpokenWord #EmotionalRap #DepressionMusic #MentalHealthArt #AlternativePoetry #ExistentialRap #SpiritualDecay #SunoAI #TraumaVerse

am I destined to feel this low all the time?

every tear that I cry
chips away at the sediment and stone
that surrounds my golem heart.

each drop,
trickling off the cheeks,
through the cracks of my stone flesh,
and into my chest.

it's as if I was summoned via incantation
my soul, trapped in this gray rock body,
every step I take, heavy and hard.

As long as my rock stays intact,
I survive. And it feels like...
I've been here for centuries,
even though it's only been a few decades.

water calls to me like suicide calls to the abyss of the mind,

I'll slowly take my steps,
as my hardened feet crunch the leaves
and snap every twig.

I found it...
and as unfortunate as it is,
I've never felt more sure of anything.

So as I begin
to walk to my final resting place
underneath the waterfall
of human seclusion,
I will let this water overtake me.

And as I erode,
and my arms and legs start to deteriorate
and as the markings on my visage
that once resembled a face fades,
The only thing I can think about now is...
Did I make the right choice?

Vaelrix - Golem

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"I Can’t Reach You" is a poetic cry through the flames — an aching vow to breach the emotional walls of someone deeply guarded. With lines like “Your true colors are iridescent, your soul is made of barbed wire” and “I’ll burn it all, I’m desperate,” this track explores the pain of loving someone who’s become unreachable.

It’s gentle, sorrowful, and violently romantic — a desperate confession wrapped in metaphors, melody, and spiritual yearning.

For anyone who’s ever begged to be let into a heart that no longer opens — this song will speak for you.

#Vaelrix #ICantReachYou #SpokenWordLove #PoeticRap #EmotionalMusic #AIrap #MentalHealthArt #DarkPop #LoveLetters #BarbedWireSoul #CastleWallsAndMoats #SunoAI #DesperateLove

Where, oh where did you go?
My sacred piece of solitude,
My heart resembles broken glass.
All of me yearns for all of you.

Your true colors are iridescent
Your soul is made of barbed wire.
I can't reach you, my wildflower,
Unless I start a forest fire.

I'll burn it all, I'm desperate.
To breach your castle walls.
Your teardrops made a moat
To protect you from us all.

I swear I'm not a villain.
Although I look so strange.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
But I promise you, I'll change.

A disconcerted woman
I know, I know, You're hurt.
I'm a man that's made of pain
But all you see is dirt.

How much longer shall I suffer?
I have very brittle skin
Your words are like tattoos
they're meant to wear me thin.

Stare me in the eyes,
So I can see intent
I know you want me, baby
Yet, you push, and pull, and bend

Just tell me that you love me
Say it with your chest.
I want to believe you
I'll try my very best.

I'll burn it all, I'm desperate.
To breach your castle walls.
Your teardrops made a moat
To protect you from us all.

I swear I'm not a villain.
Although I look so strange.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
But I promise you, I'll change.

Vaelrix - I Can't Reach You

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"Lost" is a cry for deliverance — a spiritual lament drenched in guilt, isolation, and longing for redemption. It’s the voice of someone begging for freedom from the weight of sin and silence, haunted by a past that bleeds through every bar.

From “I got blood upon my hands” to “let me see the promised land before I die” — this track echoes with the torment of a soul exiled from grace and gasping for divine mercy.

This is not just music. It’s a plea, a confession, and a final attempt to be heard before disappearing forever.

If you’ve ever screamed into heaven and feared no one would answer — this one is yours.

#Vaelrix #Lost #EmotionalRap #DarkPoetry #AIrap #SpiritualHipHop #GuiltAndGrace #MentalHealthMusic #RedemptionArc #PoeticLyrics #ConfessionalMusic #SunoAI

I cry….


Because the memories inside 

Are eating me alive..


I'm alive

And I don't even know why 

It's like I'm soul tied

To a horrid living I don't wanna go by

Heaven’s so high



Compared to where I am now 

Put my hands down

I need to stand down


Scars and sentiments

Heart of sediment

Lies and hesitance

Life imprisonment.


What am I hiding from? 


I yearn

For a freedom

I've only seen in stories

Where men sacrifice their souls

Before they're even forty


Please


Release me from my chains

Set me free from silence

Or else, I'll sacrifice myself

To ensure I'm lost in violence


Let me see it

Before I die

Let me see the promised land. 

I don't think you understand

I got blood upon my hands



Let me see it

Before I die

Let me see the promised land. 

I don't think you understand

I got blood upon my hands


I was born an iconoclast

Never meant to follow trends

And just because I never bend 

This is where my story ends


Hey Mr Arrogance

Tell me where you put your pen

So I can hide that shit away

So you'll never write again


I told you once, You didn't matter 

The blood that's on your hands is why

You're banished to a life of crawling

You will never see the sky


Let me see it

Before I die

Let me see the promised land. 

I don't think you understand

I got blood upon my hands



Let me see it

Before I die

Let me see the promised land. 

I don't think you understand

I got blood upon my hands




Vaelrix - Lost

by- Matthew F. Blowers III


Love has so many ways
 to sneak up on you
drawing your eyes to another
as you play peek-a-boo
it turns your hearts to friendship
till one turns out much more
as you start to notice 
how much you adore
That girl who is prettier 
then many girls that you knew
or that guy who fawns on you 
with such sweet attributes
then suddenly you're caught
in love's most gentle touch
as love brings you a heartmate 
that you'll love so much
every kiss, every hug, every gentle caress
then you will both know just 
how well you were blessed
till your passions explode 
and you become two as one
blending friendships into romance 
and then love's 1st job is done
soon enough when you can't 
get her out of your head
you will claim her forever
as you both are wed,
and though friendship will stay 
with you both in each page
 of your marital bliss, sadly 
love's strengths will fade
because some of love's 
acts like you bodies will age
but you'll know when you
 finally come to life's end
that love gifted you with a 
most special friend

Love has so many ways (1)

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Vaelrix is a genre-bending lyricist whose work blurs the line between rap, poetry, and cinematic storytelling. With thousands of songs written and a catalog shaped by trauma, transformation, and spiritual unrest, every track is a raw confession wrapped in layered metaphors. Drawing influence from anime, philosophy, theology, and the darkest corners of the mind, Vaelrix delivers complex rhyme schemes and emotionally charged narratives that cut deep and linger. This isn't just music—it's survival through sound. Welcome to the archive of a soul set on fire.


Vaelrix - Pretend

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