Step into the psyche of a mind unraveling. The Mutant is a harrowing concept playlist that fuses psychological horror, dark poetic lyricism, and cinematic soundscapes to capture the mutation of memory, identity, and truth. Each track is a descent into self-awareness twisted by trauma and hallucination. From the confessional anguish of “Mutant” to the chaotic self-analysis of “Design Flaw,” and the surreal collapse of logic in “FUN,” this collection embodies the transformation of a man haunted by what he can’t forget and tormented by what he can’t remember.

Perfect for fans of dark experimental hip-hop, emotional concept albums, and lyricism that delves deep into mental health and identity disorder. The Mutant is not just music — it’s a mirror maze of the mind.

The Mutant - Echoes of a Fractured Mind

“Design Flaw” is a haunting introspection of brokenness, guilt, and emotional collapse.
Vaelrix unravels raw trauma through poetic lyricism, melancholic ambiance, and soul-baring delivery. This track confronts the cracks in our humanity—the moments we spiral, sabotage, and apologize too late. With a glowing heart in the darkness, it's a cry for redemption that resonates with anyone who’s ever felt fundamentally flawed.

Perfect for fans of emo rap, ambient hip-hop, and lyrical vulnerability.
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[verse 1]
I'm exhausted--
my tears are like faucets
they leak until my body is blue inside
there's flies inside my wallet--
and I can't afford my shoes
and lately I've been soaked in suicide
so why am I so nauseous?--
thinking of the clues
I left before I face my own Demise?
I'm an alcoholic
with monsters in my closet
I see them all before I wave goodbye...

[chorus]
I'm sorry for the trouble
I lived inside a bubble
I didn't know the way I was designed
and now I'm causing struggle
the weight on you was doubled
I took advantage of the fact that you was kind..
I'm sorry...
I didn't mean it...

[Verse 2]
I'm despondent..
Been numb with my responses
the light in my chest, it flickers until it dies
the ashes of my torment
I stab until the sword bends
I feel pain from my hands so that I stay alive
but I don't want to do this
and yet I'm choosing music
with the hope that someday I'll be happy I survived
and I'm not Casanova
it's like I'm in a coma
I want to wake up, this life right now, it isn't mine

[chorus]
I'm sorry for the trouble
I lived inside a bubble
I didn't know the way I was designed
and now I'm causing struggle
the weight on you was doubled
I took advantage of the fact that you was kind..
I'm sorry...
I didn't mean it...

[bridge]
THIS LIFE ISN'T MINE
THIS LIFE ISN'T MINE
THIS LIFE ISN'T MINE
I DON'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!

[chorus]
I'm sorry for the trouble
I lived inside a bubble
I didn't know the way I was designed
and now I'm causing struggle
the weight on you was doubled
I took advantage of the fact that you was kind..
I'm sorry...
I didn't mean it...


Design Flaw

"Sad Guy" by Vaelrix is a raw, emotionally charged track blending introspective lyricism with dark, poetic imagery. Fueled by themes of depression, trauma, and existential crisis, the song dives deep into the mind of a man unraveling under the weight of his own sorrow. With haunting vocals, cinematic production, and brutally honest verses, "Sad Guy" captures the struggle of identity, self-worth, and the quiet war behind a broken smile. Perfect for fans of alternative rap, emotional storytelling, and music that speaks to the soul.

[Verse 1]
I yearn..
the emotion burns
I sit on a throne made of cinder

I swear I'm deprived
with despair in my eyes
and a trauma that I don't remember

as I lay in my bed
with a gun to my head
I contemplate if I'll surrender

The soul tie has died
there's a hole in my pride
this hatred inside is forever

[chorus]
I'm a masochist
Savvy anarchist
anti avarice
bad times

yet the sacrilege 
and the satirists
mocking passages
that's fine

Suicidal man
beautify the plan
suit and tie is bland
sad guy

Til' he's just a name
underneath a flame
that he can't reclaim
sad guy.

[Verse 2]
I'm barely awake
got the head of a snake
My body is poisoned and awful 

Distorted perception
that's not my reflection 
the rage that I feel is unlawful

I'm stuck in one place
This gun to my face
I struggle with pulling the trigger

until I remember
that day in September
and now I don't need to consider

[chorus]
I'm a masochist
Savvy anarchist
anti avarice
bad times

yet the sacrilege 
and the satirists
mocking passages
that's fine

Suicidal man
beautify the plan
suit and tie is bland
sad guy

Til' he's just a name
underneath a flame
that he can't reclaim
sad guy.


Sad Guy

"FUN" is a dark pop and alternative ballad that dives into the emotional aftermath of an abusive relationship, exploring guilt, heartbreak, and self-destruction. With raw male vocals, cinematic instrumentation, and deeply poetic lyrics, this track blends haunting vulnerability with dramatic intensity. Perfect for fans of emotional storytelling, atmospheric soundscapes, and introspective songwriting.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
midnight 
I saw it in your eyes
and believe me I have tried
it didn't sit right

to erase...
everything we had
all the verses on the pad
I couldn't deface

and pictures..
I had one in my wallet
I took it out my pocket
but couldn't scissor

memories..
it's the only thing I have
your fingerprint, it latched
on my identity

[Chorus]
are you having fun??
aiming with your gun
shooting hate at your target
run away from what you started
is it fun?
Stripping away her commitment
I can't believe you did it..
was it fun?

[verse 2]
The abuse
My hands are bloody red
and every word I said
just lit the fuse

I was haunted
By the chains of what I saw
the pain's my biggest flaw
my heart was frosted

and I became..
the person I despise
A sheep in wolf disguise
I can't explain

I'm sorry..
I know I can't erase
the trauma on your face
or in your body

[Chorus]
are you having fun??
aiming with your gun
shooting hate at your target
run away from what you started
is it fun?
Stripping away her commitment
I can't believe you did it..
was it fun?

[bridge]
Would I have acted the same,
with the passionate pain,
if I hated you, instead of my pretending?
I only pushed you away
because I just couldn't stay
In a cycle of flame that's never ending
You asked if it's fun
with my hands on the gun
I promise that I suffered when I held it
I just couldn't break
The ice on my face
and my frozen core, I couldn't melt it

[Chorus]
are you having fun??
aiming with your gun
shooting hate at your target
run away from what you started
is it fun?
Stripping away her commitment
I can't believe you did it..
was it fun?


"Social Bogart" is a descent into the psyche of the isolated, where apathy is mistaken for strength and survival feels like betrayal. Vaelrix channels the voice of a fractured soul navigating societal distortion, emotional abandonment, and internal decay. The lyrics pulse with existential paranoia, describing a mind fortified like a bunker yet pierced by the subtle violence of cultural programming.

Each verse unpacks the slow corrosion of spirit under the weight of shame, rejection, and broken connection. From carnival illusions to subconscious excavations, this song is part confessional and part autopsy, framed by a haunting chorus that questions belonging in a world wired against authenticity.

Set against a dark, ambient instrumental with raw vocal delivery, "Social Bogart" resonates with anyone who has ever felt like an imposter in their own reflection.

🎧 Stream “Social Bogart” and confront the shape-shifting machinery of survival.
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Social Bogart

"Mutant" is a poetic confession from a soul born broken, weaponized by trauma, and alienated from humanity. Vaelrix delivers a devastating exploration of identity, addiction, and emotional corrosion, told through dark metaphors and haunting vocal layers.

The lyrics trace a psychological descent, from the indigo flame inside the soul to the scars carved by words and pills. Each verse is a mirror for the misunderstood, those who were born into a world that punishes sensitivity and rewards numbness. The recurring question "Why was I born a mutant?" becomes both a lament and a battle cry.

Featuring raw rhyme structures, spiritual symbolism, and sonic vulnerability, "Mutant" blends emo rap, poetic alt-rap, and cinematic storytelling into a track that hits like a wound reopened on purpose.

🎧 Listen to "Mutant" and feel the ache of never quite belonging.
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Mutant

When someone asks, “How are you?” – and you don’t know where to begin.
Track 1 from The Human Doll – lyrics by Foss.

01 - The Denier (The Human Doll)

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Vaelrix is a genre-bending lyricist whose work blurs the line between rap, poetry, and cinematic storytelling. With thousands of songs written and a catalog shaped by trauma, transformation, and spiritual unrest, every track is a raw confession wrapped in layered metaphors. Drawing influence from anime, philosophy, theology, and the darkest corners of the mind, Vaelrix delivers complex rhyme schemes and emotionally charged narratives that cut deep and linger. This isn't just music—it's survival through sound. Welcome to the archive of a soul set on fire.


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