Zenkai is the explosive evolution of Vaelrix — a lyrical awakening forged in pain, power, and poetic fire. This concept album marks a full transformation arc, blending raw emotion, anime-inspired metaphors, mental health reflections, and battle-tested wordplay into a genre-bending journey. From the intensity of “The Plague” to the emotional depths of “Sad Guy,” Zenkai pushes boundaries with multisyllabic rhyme schemes, vivid storytelling, and AI-generated vocals that bring each track to life. Fans of deep lyricism, aggressive cadence, and philosophical bars will find themselves reborn in every line.

Zenkai

The Loneliest[cover by dona]

Still Standing (Barefoot in the Fire)

🔻 Song Insight
“Tolerated” is a truth grenade disguised as a spoken-rap performance piece. Blending confrontation with vulnerability, the track dives deep into the emotional violence of being merely “accepted” rather than truly seen. It calls out performative allyship, social double standards, and the quiet cruelty of conditional love. With sharp lyrics and theatrical harmonies, it exposes how tolerance, when masquerading as support, can feel like a muzzle rather than a hand to hold.

The track’s layered structure — shifting between lo-fi filtered quotes, direct spoken truths, and En Vogue-style harmony breakdowns — mirrors the internal split so many queer people experience: one side shown to the world, the other buried under the weight of others' comfort. “Tolerated” doesn’t ask for understanding. It demands recognition.

🔻 Lyrics
Intro
You say you see me, but don’t get my ways.
Say it’s "tolerated"—'cause I don’t act that gay.
You think that makes you woke? You think that makes you okay?

Verse 1
"I can’t watch that—it’s about two guys. Eww."
What, you think we’re contagious? Like love’s a disease?
Relax, it’s not a scratch-and-sniff video scene.
We won’t rub off or rub on—don’t flinch when I touch your arm.
Just ‘cause I’m gay don’t mean every man’s my type—
Get over yourself, you're not that fine.
Don’t act confused like you’re the victim.
Pushback gets loud, but your silence is the real affliction.

Hook
Tolerance sounds kind...
But it’s got conditions you don’t define.
It says: “I’ll let you be—just don’t make me see.”
That's not love. That’s sanitized cruelty.

Verse 2
"You can sit by me… as long as you're alone."
"Just tone it down, pretend, don't make it known."
That ain’t support—that’s a closeted leash.
You call it freedom, but you're holding the keys.
You hype up lesbians, call it hot,
But flinch at two dudes kissing? That’s your rot.
You lost the plot—
Love is love, and you’re stuck in the knots.

Interlude – Vocal Breakdown
He like dudes.
—And he don’t hide it.
He like d*ck.
You tried to deny it.
He even like the scent of his pits.
Ooh, that man’s legit.
He likes when he’s dressed...
He likes the way they have sex.
He loves his chest, he loves his heart...
He loves his man—every part.

Bridge
You say you see him?
No—you see the parts that fit your frame.
That ain't love—no, that’s just shame...

Build-Up
He tolerates you—
Your unplugged views.
He tolerates the slurs you slide into.
He tolerates the cracks in your ‘jokes’—
He shrugs it off…
But don’t mean he's blind to the smoke.

Climax
Tolerance is a cover-up cloak...
It’s a handshake with a side of choke.
It’s bigotry in a satin robe...
A word that smiles while it says ‘no.’
Get your sh*t straight.

Spoken Bridge
Open hearts, open minds—
That’s the only freedom worth finding.
To love someone’s soul,
Not the packaging that’s assigned them.

🔻 Personal Reflection
There was a time when I felt grateful to be “tolerated.” Like being allowed to exist quietly was a win. But that was never freedom — it was survival. “Tolerated” was born from the realization that silence is not kindness, and invisibility is not safety.

I’ve heard the side comments. I’ve seen the discomfort when I speak freely. I’ve watched people cheer on queer pride from a distance — as long as it didn’t cross into their space, their family, their comfort zone. That subtle exclusion? It leaves marks.

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Tolerated (Explicit)

“Design Flaw” is a haunting introspection of brokenness, guilt, and emotional collapse.
Vaelrix unravels raw trauma through poetic lyricism, melancholic ambiance, and soul-baring delivery. This track confronts the cracks in our humanity—the moments we spiral, sabotage, and apologize too late. With a glowing heart in the darkness, it's a cry for redemption that resonates with anyone who’s ever felt fundamentally flawed.

Perfect for fans of emo rap, ambient hip-hop, and lyrical vulnerability.
#DesignFlaw #Vaelrix #EmoRap #PoeticHipHop #MentalHealthMusic #EmotionalRap #SadRap #IntrospectiveLyrics #AIgeneratedMusic #DarkCinematicRap

[verse 1]
I'm exhausted--
my tears are like faucets
they leak until my body is blue inside
there's flies inside my wallet--
and I can't afford my shoes
and lately I've been soaked in suicide
so why am I so nauseous?--
thinking of the clues
I left before I face my own Demise?
I'm an alcoholic
with monsters in my closet
I see them all before I wave goodbye...

[chorus]
I'm sorry for the trouble
I lived inside a bubble
I didn't know the way I was designed
and now I'm causing struggle
the weight on you was doubled
I took advantage of the fact that you was kind..
I'm sorry...
I didn't mean it...

[Verse 2]
I'm despondent..
Been numb with my responses
the light in my chest, it flickers until it dies
the ashes of my torment
I stab until the sword bends
I feel pain from my hands so that I stay alive
but I don't want to do this
and yet I'm choosing music
with the hope that someday I'll be happy I survived
and I'm not Casanova
it's like I'm in a coma
I want to wake up, this life right now, it isn't mine

[chorus]
I'm sorry for the trouble
I lived inside a bubble
I didn't know the way I was designed
and now I'm causing struggle
the weight on you was doubled
I took advantage of the fact that you was kind..
I'm sorry...
I didn't mean it...

[bridge]
THIS LIFE ISN'T MINE
THIS LIFE ISN'T MINE
THIS LIFE ISN'T MINE
I DON'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!

[chorus]
I'm sorry for the trouble
I lived inside a bubble
I didn't know the way I was designed
and now I'm causing struggle
the weight on you was doubled
I took advantage of the fact that you was kind..
I'm sorry...
I didn't mean it...


Design Flaw

"Sad Guy" by Vaelrix is a raw, emotionally charged track blending introspective lyricism with dark, poetic imagery. Fueled by themes of depression, trauma, and existential crisis, the song dives deep into the mind of a man unraveling under the weight of his own sorrow. With haunting vocals, cinematic production, and brutally honest verses, "Sad Guy" captures the struggle of identity, self-worth, and the quiet war behind a broken smile. Perfect for fans of alternative rap, emotional storytelling, and music that speaks to the soul.

[Verse 1]
I yearn..
the emotion burns
I sit on a throne made of cinder

I swear I'm deprived
with despair in my eyes
and a trauma that I don't remember

as I lay in my bed
with a gun to my head
I contemplate if I'll surrender

The soul tie has died
there's a hole in my pride
this hatred inside is forever

[chorus]
I'm a masochist
Savvy anarchist
anti avarice
bad times

yet the sacrilege 
and the satirists
mocking passages
that's fine

Suicidal man
beautify the plan
suit and tie is bland
sad guy

Til' he's just a name
underneath a flame
that he can't reclaim
sad guy.

[Verse 2]
I'm barely awake
got the head of a snake
My body is poisoned and awful 

Distorted perception
that's not my reflection 
the rage that I feel is unlawful

I'm stuck in one place
This gun to my face
I struggle with pulling the trigger

until I remember
that day in September
and now I don't need to consider

[chorus]
I'm a masochist
Savvy anarchist
anti avarice
bad times

yet the sacrilege 
and the satirists
mocking passages
that's fine

Suicidal man
beautify the plan
suit and tie is bland
sad guy

Til' he's just a name
underneath a flame
that he can't reclaim
sad guy.


Sad Guy

"Candy" by Vaelrix is a dark, metaphor-heavy track that explores the depths of addiction, power, and psychological manipulation. Using “candy” as a haunting symbol for control, desire, and substance abuse, Vaelrix delivers razor-sharp lyricism laced with poetic metaphors, dystopian imagery, and emotional intensity. With a hypnotic flow and cinematic soundscape, "Candy" blurs the line between savior and tyrant in a world where freedom has a price. This is a gripping listen for fans of thought-provoking rap, conceptual storytelling, and underground hip hop with a poetic edge.


[Verse 1]
The sacrament starts
as my mental departs
see me stencil my harm
using a pencil of scars
see the rage in my eyes
twelve gauge at my side
I'm not afraid, I don't hide
I'm just a slave to design
rinse away all the blood
leave a stain in the mud
in my brain there's a flood
it's engrained in the bud

[chorus]
the rage is fueled by brandy
how I stand inside the fire
burn alive in my desire
for the candy

It's how I raise the ante 
when I resurrect entire
civilizations and empires
for the candy

I do this for the candy
That's how I understand me. 

[Verse 2]
The addiction, it burns
contradictions and turns
my conviction, I spurn
my afflictions deserved
I'm a mess to the core
with a chest like a door
and they pressed til it tore
it's not there anymore
there's a hole in my heart
been exposed from the start
I'm a poet with scars
I'm addicted to harm

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Sweetness for my sins
I'd do it all over again
I'm just an addict with a pen
this is where it all begins

[Final chorus]


Candy

"Stop and Go" by Vaelrix is a brutally honest exploration of a chaotic, long-term relationship affected by emotional instability and inner conflict. Blending poetic introspection with sharp rhyme schemes, the track captures the push-pull dynamic of borderline personality disorder and love on the edge of collapse. With its melancholic melodies and deeply personal lyrics, "Stop and Go" paints a vivid portrait of heartbreak, confusion, and self-sabotage in motion. A must-listen for fans of raw emotional rap, relationship trauma music, and introspective alternative pop

[chorus]
we're stuck in the stop and go
Once was rock solid
now it's melting like a Popsicle 
Oh well, now I gotta go.
the hospital
Looks comfy like it's tropical
we're so divided
the way we are now is so comical
my soul's misguided
I know it's not right but it's logical

[Verse 1]
I'm molded in contradiction
I'll push you away
and I'll scream till I'm blue in the face
while inside, my conviction
is fading away, and replaced by a villainous gaze
and I stay in position
unable to shake what's controlling the rage
in the brain, it's a crazy addiction
so sorry for friction

[chorus]
we're stuck in the stop and go
Once was rock solid
now it's melting like a Popsicle 
Oh well, now I gotta go.
the hospital
Looks comfy like it's tropical
we're so divided
the way we are now is so comical
my soul's misguided
I know it's not right but it's logical

[Verse 2]
we were trapped in prison
And I knew it but stayed
while I watched the relationship fade
from the pain that arisen
and the stupid mistake
that I did that will never erase
all the ache and the crimson
In time it will fade
and someday you'll forget what my face
looked like in your vision
my stupid decisions

[chorus]
we're stuck in the stop and go
Once was rock solid
now it's melting like a Popsicle 
Oh well, now I gotta go.
the hospital
Looks comfy like it's tropical
we're so divided
the way we are now is so comical
my soul's misguided
I know it's not right but it's logical


Stop and Go

"The Plague" by Vaelrix is a lyrically dense, apocalyptic rap track that fuses esoteric symbolism, sci-fi imagery, and battle-hardened bars into a cinematic sonic experience. With rapid-fire rhyme schemes and vivid metaphors, Vaelrix paints a world infected by corruption, paranoia, and spiritual decay. This track is a lyrical assault—unforgiving, intelligent, and unrelenting—showcasing the mind of an artist unraveling the sickness of society through poetic warfare. Perfect for fans of conceptual hip hop, dark lyricism, and dystopian rap storytelling.

[Verse 1]
you're the dilettante my scrimmage haunts
I taunt than I pillage, blood spillage, enough to soak a village cloth
I'm still evolved, I'm vintage, mycelium transmits
the signal, I write like proteins
the flow seems, simple, you don't see the scheme
but I proceed, little MCs, they OD
when they hear me, dopamine flooding, the theory
Is I weirdly, morph the emotion and eerie
 the weary, listen while hoping to be free
 from their dreary feelings so they listen to my CD
MP 3D visual that heat seeks
make your existence pain, turn you to meeseeks
imagery repeats, I sleep and deceit speaks
Edward Casey with the words and the receipts
the depleted energy blitzkrieg
I throw a rubber bullet, breaks your armor like Don Krieg
you assault me? you'll be lost in your wounds
they don't check me, I stroll through the Salty Spitoon
Give me spinach and one mic, the rapper is finished
I got the toon power, say turn off the light? the sun diminished
my unfinished, runes that I write are still lethal
composing with the sword of Damoclees hung by a needle
The Evil flows through me, it's bubonic and awful
my illegal speech, I spew phonics unlawful
harmonic but sardonic thoughts getting tossed through 
I'll Rob Rick and use his time gun just to pause you

[Chorus]
Devastate, knocking out a heavyweight
coming from a deadly place, uppercut your jaw and make you levitate,
Emulate, and the virus spreads to the head of state
Demonstrate how to write the plague with a pen of hate

Devastate, knocking out a heavyweight
coming from a deadly place, uppercut your jaw and make you levitate,
Emulate, and the virus spreads to the head of state
Demonstrate how to write the plague with a pen of hate

[Verse 2]
It's serendipitous, the rhymes are ubiquitous 
 duplicitous lyricists discovered like the pyramids
I weed them out, my Garden is free from the slithering
My griffinDoor is open, the boy who lived with the whispering 
enjoyment gives me the glycerin
andrenaline inside me, destroying government citizens
when I'll stop? it depends. maniacal with the pen
advisable just to spend your life in a fucking bin
Joker, if you died I would lose it all
got to keep you alive so I can stay abusing y'all
you're smoking meth, I'm smoking mephistopheles
DMT brain, seeing all the different properties
flow in arteries, it could blow apart the seas
Napoleon Bonaparte, with the golden art of speech
the globe is a shard, composed by a data stream
and I extract the information every time I say a scheme
technomancer with a head of cancer
grip the mic then take the life from necromancers
always have a verse that's dense, I set the standards
amazing patterns, avoiding the separate hazards
smack a rapper out of his genes, and then he vanishes
target all his audience and anyone he manages
lyrically assassinate, raid with the savages
shatter your rib cage, a blade to your abdomen 

[Chorus]
Devastate, knocking out a heavyweight
coming from a deadly place, uppercut your jaw and make you levitate,
Emulate, and the virus spreads to the head of state
Demonstrate how to write the plague with a pen of hate

Devastate, knocking out a heavyweight
coming from a deadly place, uppercut your jaw and make you levitate,
Emulate, and the virus spreads to the head of state
Demonstrate how to write the plague with a pen of hate


The Plague

She Mine

1. A fierce fusion of trap beats and metallic textures at a relentless 100 BPM.
2. Deep 808 bass and crisp hi-hats drive a cinematic, night-marred soundscape.
3. Lyrics dive into inner turmoil: volcanic rage, sleepless nights, broken bridges.
4. Moody atmospheres collide with aggressive riffs, creating an edge-of-your-seat mood.
5. Perfect for late-night freestyles or as the soundtrack to your inner battle.

1. Трек сочетает в себе мощные 808 басы и металлические элементы.
2. Ускоренный темп 100 BPM дарит непрерывное чувство драйва.
3. Глубокие хай-хэты режут тишину, создавая остроту звучания.
4. Кинематографическая атмосфера погружает в мрачный мир.
5. Лирика отражает внутреннюю ярость и бессонные ночи.
6. Образы вулкана и огня подчёркивают неукротимый характер.
7. Тени города становятся символом заброшенности и одиночества.
8. Напряжённые риффы добавляют металлической агрессии.
9. Звуковые эффекты словно отзвуки грозы в твоей голове.
10. Каждая строчка – это крик души, обращённый в пустоту.
11. Бридж ломает привычную структуру, сжигая мосты прошлого.
12. Контраст света и тени служит лейтмотивом трека.
13. Ритмические сдвиги усиливают ощущение хаоса.
14. Бас и перкуссия действуют словно пульсирующая кровь.
15. Злой припев становится манифестом внутренней силы.
16. Звуковой мир будто сжат между стенами заброшенного храма.
17. Сочетание трэпа и метала создаёт уникальный гибрид.
18. Идеально подходит для фанатов экстремальной музыки.
19. Трек бросает вызов и не отпускает до последнего удара.
20. Это музыка для тех, кто живёт на грани света и тьмы.

Blood Moon Rising (Восход Кровавой Луны)

Emotional Gangster (2)

J'ai le pouvoir...

The overall message of "Path of My Son" is a powerful testament to unconditional love, resilience, and generational connection.

It tells the story of a father’s unwavering devotion to his son—from the joy of birth through the trials of adolescence and adulthood. Despite emotional distance, personal struggles, and mistakes, the father’s love remains constant. The song explores how love endures through pain, how healing is possible, and how the bond between parent and child can reflect deeper truths across time.

Ultimately, it’s a celebration of growth, redemption, and the enduring light that love provides—no matter how dark the path may seem


[Intro – Spoken, deep synth bass]  
’99, the year you came alive,  
Out in the fields, under wide open skies.  
I held you in my arms, proud as I could be,  
Didn’t know the storms that waited for you and me.  

[Instrumental – atmospheric pads, slow build with electronic pulse]

[Verse 1 – mellow beat]  
Golden days in the countryside,  
Running free where the forest hides,  
Your laughter echoed through the trees,  
A simple world, the sweetest peace.  
But clouds rolled in, love turned thin,  
Mama and I, we broke within.  
You stood between the fall apart,  
Lost in the silence of your heart.  

[Chorus – soaring synths, emotional vocals]  
My son, my love has never gone,  
Even when the nights felt long.  
Through the fire, through the fight,  
You’ll always be my shining light.  
My son, wherever you may run,  
This love will always carry on.  

[Verse 2 – darker mood, electronic layers]  
You stumbled hard, we made mistakes,  
Searching for a truth to take.  
The world was cruel, it pulled you down,  
Still, my love was all around.  
I saw you chasing fleeting highs,  
A rebel soul with haunted eyes.  
But through the chaos, through the pain,  
I prayed you’d find your path again.  

[Bridge]  
Love doesn’t vanish when the storm arrives.  
It lingers in the bones, it burns in the blood.  
Even when you fell, I never let go.  
You are my son. You are my hope.  


[Chorus – stronger, layered vocals + synth harmonies]  
My son, my love has never gone,  
Even when the nights felt long.  
Through the fire, through the fight,  
You’ll always be my shining light.  
My son, wherever you may run,  
This love will always carry on.  

[Verse 3 – uplifting, hopeful tone with bright synths]  
Then love came knocking at your door,  
You found a heart worth living for.  
A wedding ring, a brighter dawn,  
Slowly the darkness was withdrawn.  
Step by step you claimed your ground,  
The life you lost, you slowly found.  
I’m proud of every move you take,  
My prayer is with you every day.  

[Verse 4 – reflective, atmospheric]  
I was born in sixty-six, a child of restless skies,  
You arrived in ninety-nine, with wonder in your eyes.  
Two mirrored years, yet worlds apart,  
A circle bound, a beating heart.  
Your path reflects the one I knew,  
A different time, but the same truth.  
Through shifting years, through all we’ve done,  
You are my mirror, you are my son.  

[Instrumental – layered synths rising, emotional build]

[Outro – Spoken + melodic mix, fading synths]  
I was so proud when you first cried,  
I’m still proud standing by your side.  
No matter where the road will bend,  
My love is with you till the end.  

[Final Instrumental – ethereal fade-out with electronic pulse + soft piano]

© 2025 by MOBest – Martin Oliver Beinersdorf

Path of my Son

Prod. And Mixed By @Velme06
Vocals By @velme06

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Vaelrix is a genre-bending lyricist whose work blurs the line between rap, poetry, and cinematic storytelling. With thousands of songs written and a catalog shaped by trauma, transformation, and spiritual unrest, every track is a raw confession wrapped in layered metaphors. Drawing influence from anime, philosophy, theology, and the darkest corners of the mind, Vaelrix delivers complex rhyme schemes and emotionally charged narratives that cut deep and linger. This isn't just music—it's survival through sound. Welcome to the archive of a soul set on fire.


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