Drielduait

Whole and i'm solid
left always unscathed
I tag into dreams where I'm still in twelve grade
vaulting through hallways in my N-3B
it's just another song for the dumped

miss the sublet and suburbia dates
CRV from state to state
the super senior won't concern his own fate
and this permanent stasis won't break

cuz when I shape up
when life is unfucked
parts and labor exceed what I cost
and this third-life of baggage
just bring it on the bus
and i'll never see the old scrap check

I thought it was the guild
in the panopticon
and they hatched you out a holding cell
as if decades had passed, you were middle aged
but the Sysco logo on the bag never changed

I love you
I miss you so much

Longorias

talk to me
you condescending little piece of shit
wish, agonize until I throw a fit
sultry and grubby mitts
someone's son's shaven pits
stud bee stings a freak would call their tits

drink robo to get by
nodding off duster a different kind
scrawled tight configured spine
you're just another dirty high

caught again in neonatal grips
razor sharp teeth and bony waspy hips
you forgot your turn your trip
all your progress begins to slip
scratch behind your ears until you do a flip

canyons
of broke geometry it's my
fandom
where else to take my fur elise
gammon
sing for emotional release

Pemny Selebratory

I'm fighting for engagement today
Been crashing my own private plane
Base manipulations
A touch of chemical castration

Prey to me is my sister's age
In haze from carts and blank malaise
Chinese pillows of your face
Stare back at me unblinking hate

Tackled by some old PBR wreck
no time to even register if you're erect
this is what I cleaned my apartment for
this is what I cleaned my apartment for

I don't quantify things like this anymore
Waste laid to compensate a young whore
This is what I cleaned my apartment for
This is what I cleaned my apartment for

It's a deadly streak
of stringbean limps and GA cheaps
I can't stay around now just for you
The condom smell is seeping through

The shell I've kept on for so long
Is an unwashed blister full of songs
A pustulant collect-a-thon
We spend our time in Azeroth

Apartment

Only the worst people in the world would become feds
if they didn't let these shootings happen then they would all end
all these manifestos were co-written by their discord friends
40 floors four duffel bags so I can smash the window in

Send donuts to the office that watches the stream
All 20 or so, one Canadian's seen
All the carnage, and civilian screams
Flickers on a thread three webms deep

You know I'm calmed down
When the news cycle sweeps
To a new regime change pfp

When I see blue and yellow
I reflexively snarl
Not that I care, wouldn't go that far

I'm really glad

Only the worst people in the world would become feds
if they didn't let these shootings happen then they would all end
all these manifestos were co-written by their discord friends
40 floors four duffel bags so I can smash the window in

I'm really glad

Glad

I can't wait
Haven't won myself a 2v1 in
Four days
Dropped $2k on a new botnet farm
Full blown AIDS
In this patient's sample
Monkeypox
It's old age
that's claiming my relevancy off
A frost mage
Sheeps his target till the ember's hot
A first date
Not for making out in parking lots
They threw shade
Surrendered to Northrop Grumman's line
A rainbow
Smeared with shit and viscous discharge slime

I'm carved up
into pieces in the gutter lines
You're bricked up
500 dollar designer slides
I'm hostile
Name is red and all the debuffs fly
A silence
GCD is fucked but I'm on time

A blister opens up and the all the spiders crawl
Benadryl and I'm holed up in-between the walls
It's PT when the ops give chase and mossy clicks
avenger when I pop your head and trophies flick

Aqui

Specialization
A system at its peak
Specialization
Percentile parse weak
Reccomendation
12 hours of REM sleep
Tranquilization
Hospital strappings weep

Chris to Cross
You and I
4 Panel loss
eye for an eye

Love's a beacon
So light it true
All sins and pastors
come back to you
come back to you

Spec

constant maintenence demands
that we convince the task at hard
to bend forthwith our emissary
Held to this declaration airing

Foreign but you're well and able
career put the food on the table
So sweet
I have to sow and enable
New fleets
keeping all the bearings stable

A tasteless connected flight nightly
Kiss scans and heightened endlessly
Running out of batteries
In this sinister cavalcade

hopes have been arranged
consummate complaints to me
drink until the thirst is sated
every one of your needs is catered for

Cold

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4B5ufYFqNE
murder mystery at Science City
community service handled
Loss of chamber
youth in amber
whole september
remembering

If I had enlisted
I'd have a castle
Hold my friends in
Send them missions
Customization
Man the stations
New location
Arathi Basin

Renegade playthough
DLC epilogue
Nodding off Noggenfogger
Step on my tiny skeleton
You're the one
I recruit-a-friended all of those years ago
How many expansions
Held interactions
Broke into factions
Desperate actions
Attached to the fashion
Of separate detractions
so self effacing
became erasing

Cancer

sucked the energy right out of the room
sleeper agent trigger word is Zoom
Seven hundred tickets in my queue

Sucking metals out the battery
Boca Grande it  saved my resume
living wage is what i'm getting paid

You self snitching little cunt

How would I raise you to tell the world
oh I can see why
You feel less of us
Ashamed of us
Till it's /tell or it's OK

stuff a duffel full of bitterant
click the outlook icon let it sit
printers down just give me a minute
you fuckin lose patience

I'm underqualified and overpaid
Fuck a uber you can a take a train
Only hope I'm ever getting laid
fuckin lose patience

How would I raise you to tell the world
oh I can see why
You feel less of us
Ashamed of us
Till it's /tell or it's OK

pretend that i'm in my element
dreamed of rollerblading on the cliff
chasing after things that dont exist

Selling out it's feeling kind of new
Can't recall a time when I'm with you
Never thought I'd ever have to choose

You self snitching little cunt

How would I raise you to tell the world
oh I can see why
You feel less of us
Ashamed of us
Till it's /tell or it's OK

Keenspot again

hiding out is a neccesity these days
you're whoring out in all those games you like to play
doors open up to you whenever you're in pain
I bought you socks and got my rocks off all the same

I've pavloved myself into sharing it with you
The status light goes on I never have to choose
My pace of intake is a mistake and you knew 
These proclivities will ascend prior abuse

Hymen writes another verse into its tomb
It's Santa Cruz I'm paying $2k for my room
I threw away all the con goods that I'd hotglue
Before I took a flight and bitches got confused

Site

Two high density sour belts on my lunch break
phosphates dribble down for the forward fate
heat skates bump out for my pronation
HEV suit said lacerations

still get comments on Steam
say I killed my best friend, it's a meme
Sam Hyde messaged too many teens
and im the bad guy it seems, OK

Ace form when I fold the best hand again
My friends all retired from logging in
All alone in this game and it's pay to win
50 gig's too much, not deleting shit

I should assume you're not the one selling it
in some video essay or macro image
it's a shame engagement's hemorrhaging
different skills that i've been leveraging

I've obtained a sort of effortless
white privilege effervescence
and it's dragging me to all these breweries and weddings

Dispose

Finding a new word for depressed
Impressing all 300 besties
that you claimed over this time
I've been here dropping likes and I'm

About to hold another fest
my manic dips are just the best
end up in jail or the hospital
impaled and impossible

These souls are putrid wrecks
I say we throw them to the rest
Of pedestrian piranhas
we're cancelled primadonnas on

A newfangled surveillance set
To build your girlfriend's neural net
The subscription is half your rent
For premium plugins and scent

the sample from Ok

Ok Site Fast Slow

Wasted

I trusted you to defend the base
you afked slash spit in the face
and I communicate in a metaphoric line
a dialog tree bugged, the card declined

I'm kept afloat with a congealed mix
of purchases and antipsychotics
Sin isn't the price that I pay for this
My heritage and its reparations are

I'm back at it again
500 a month for a chairman's circle pin
RL meetups with your newest hitler twin
I suicided that part way back when

I love my fed assigned discord wife
my microtransactional life bride
the benefit I can feel your heartbeat gliding
Your attention keeps my ass inside

Realtor

I fiend off this nervous energy
My front teeth have shaven off
Van Cleef

A dead mind been serving all my life
I'm siphoned of all my resources

Blood drain +12 from RNG
The stats cling to me and all these things

Etruscan civilization skin
I replaced myself with evil twin

One of these days we're gonna have a conference
Ain't no much more we can take
Have the putty in the palm in your hand
And understand that I stole this break

One of these days we're gonna have a conference
Ain't no much more we can take
Have the putty in the palm in your hand
And understand that I stole this break

I drag drop these hoes to different zones
The metrics concluding I've been owned
Investment for years nothing to show
That harmless life that you've always known

Career will always be eclipsed
by cringe shit I've forced you to witness
Subscriptions pay for Mercy skins
I replaced myself with evil twin

One of these days we're gonna have a conference
Ain't no much more we can take
Have the putty in the palm in your hand
And understand that I stole this break

One of these days we're gonna have a conference
Ain't no much more we can take
Have the putty in the palm in your hand
And understand that I stole this break

Conference

Just another bar that I have maxed all out
Resuscitate my friend's old bank account
The negatives outweigh the same amount
Shoot suffocate intrusive thoughts they shout

Eliminate the variable in me
Supersedes any command or talent tree
I'll macro my toys to limping pleas
i'll 2v1 out like Reckful 3


Lets call a truce and hash everything out
why you going invis on a brand new account
we all pay the sub the same amount
keyloggers in the urls in shout

Eliminate the variable in me
Supersedes any command or talent tree
I'll macro my toys to limping pleas
i'll 2v1 out like Reckful 3

Fish

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tyn4rReungU&t=0
LYRICS:
cant help the feeling
shouldn't free you
even when the fire will rain on you
onto the servants
onto the servants all
gone manager

bone sleep in the dirt fill
blowing fertile xxxXXXXXX

here are the sinkholes where we focus in evolving
still the stress
filled with honest statements, navel wringing
young and talented

Can't mate in the
same dungeon
Fourteen years and haven't changed
Hey where was the--
Oh God
Help me from the -- mmfffh

Don't
try to change
for yourself
AAAaaa
Hey
turn into
a slave...

Don't
Time's running out
Cement the styrofoam
And give into yourself
We feel denied and disappointed
You're chewing me telling me what

Don't seal in the 
nice man
Can't share in me
Hell no
So ashamed when you 
hold me
Fourteen let me die

What's your reaction
to the stolen teens
and peers eaten whole
Do these semen gentlemen wound themselves
and sell this show along

No more
Guilty 
Nothing
Fourteen, through the
Most eerie
World Series
Completely void of quality

No... 
Don't...

Lack

https://soundcloud.com/vaervaf/sets/singy

Legshells

Alermi (2020 Remaster)

https://vaervaf.bandcamp.com/album/corkvein

Corkvein

Drywire Augment

Skidtooth

Ignition Lotus

music video:https://youtu.be/M1mbE4ZfFOM

Every action with an absence of faith
It pulls me down to the rest untattered

Every denizen this anglo mistake
We'll trace about like this shit don't matter

tearing from the screen
there's a thing worth mentioning
and it's not what it seems
we're succumbing to their needs

actually, a matter of fact
I don't think it's like that
separation was a good time for us
and them
and all except their hook-nosed friends
g-d forbid a vet's amphetamine bend

in an honest kind of way
there's a heightened state
of holding stakes
I'll board up these window frames 
and fly in a girl to impregnate

choke out
and I'll ban evade
and they won't bake down
or dilute my state

and we're done with hiding
there's a universe of pain that we're inciting
good fighting

you're pulled down
you can't make something out of nothing

Another Alex

Focus Grope

Fite

GIPAMRN

https://vaervaf.bandcamp.com/album/lackneck
pupils swimming 
head of locks 
came to bicker over shots 
crawling the surface 
of sidewalks 
desiccated, talking shop 

and you knew it all along 
plucking the feathers from my jaw 
I come to a boil, don't feel at all 
chirping that reminiscent song 

wither and focus 
a fly on the wall 
a buzzing, antagonistic thrall 

deafened and cordoned 
your limbs become stumps 
another regressive forlorn slump 

and you knew it all along 
plucking the feathers from my jaw 
I come to a boil, don't feel at all 
chirping that reminiscent song 
--- 
whittled down to base components 
antecedent of my holding 
onto you, a cycle I can never complete 

dread stops me in my tracks 
attainment of the things I lack 
it seems so damn impossible, I'll hold the sin up 

You can nurse and hide or beg and plead 
My pulse missing, blood at half opacity 
Conscience is a nag and I hope it leaves 
got a new ultimatum every week 

I know it's part of the process 
but I cannot stomach any more of it 
Total platitudes aiming 
for deflection that I'm maintaining endlessly 

you will grasp for someone's notice 
isolate, corrode and possess 
ceramic knife admittance 
kept preserved like pins in insects 
chirping that reminiscent song 
and I'm never changing

Grease

https://vaervaf.bandcamp.com/album/shambrain

Tortured Norns

So steady, boat life made me so ready
crawling out a pile of cords
out of order, ponytailed organ donor
my existential collapse

your hamhanded, half-pretended understanding
and demanding me to serve
click captchas, sign a lease and get established
holes in your knees will sew themselves

the same story
been telling people four fucking years
no addendum a point based system on my tears
hey honey
I ran the percentages
no compromise call it a value bet

every grievance
shrink wrapped for your convenience
shredded out an archival suite

my model's clipping
with quotas and two day shipping
slit my throat with the blister pack

an unrelenting
spiral that I've been preventing
a carved jagged serrated tryst

left rotten
bored out and so incultarded
the sullen annals bit by bit

this allegory
I shipped it from China extra cheap
narratives console me
hold me when I sleep
beholden to all of these sins and colonies
live in shacks and fill out forms in portuguese

China

Headcaged (2009)
Splitgut (2009)
Deadbrow (2009)
Skidtooth (2009)
Weaveknee (2010)
Flarehand (2010)
Corkvein (2010)
Spinefold (2010)
Hipcatch (2012)
Greengums (2012)
Eyepox (2012)
Legshells (2013)
Shinsquish (2013)
Dockheel (2013)
Untongue (2014)
Clonerib (2014)
Hearttrip (2014)
Faceshapes (2014)
Waisthome (2016)
Shambrain (2020)
Lackneck (2020)
Cringewrist (2021)
Jawdust (2022)
Skintake (2022)
Coinbone (2022)
Screwlip (2022)
Bloodfabs (2022)
Fivelash (2022)
Crimeducts (2022)
Fleshmark (2022)
Cutthighs (2022)
Wowskull (2022)
Chinheck (2022)
Mylid (2022)
Sandsole (2022)
Celldat (2022)
Lapselungs (2022)
Pearlcalf (2023)

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