Lackneck

https://vaervaf.bandcamp.com/album/cringewrist

Cringewrist

Lapselungs

Pearlcalf

Whole and i'm solid
left always unscathed
I tag into dreams where I'm still in twelve grade
vaulting through hallways in my N-3B
it's just another song for the dumped

miss the sublet and suburbia dates
CRV from state to state
the super senior won't concern his own fate
and this permanent stasis won't break

cuz when I shape up
when life is unfucked
parts and labor exceed what I cost
and this third-life of baggage
just bring it on the bus
and i'll never see the old scrap check

I thought it was the guild
in the panopticon
and they hatched you out a holding cell
as if decades had passed, you were middle aged
but the Sysco logo on the bag never changed

I love you
I miss you so much

Longorias

Pick the crumbs out of the carpet
of the convention hotel lobby, here lies Rob
he was killed for the content
with a collection of jack knives and permanent markers

stacking bleeds
corpse camping gopro stream
harmonious yes indeed
wholesome is a forced meme
you cunt

I'm a fallen adonis
my manic combo multiplier, it broke down in august
still haven't polished
the suicide note that I wrote, it's far too modest

Saturn trees
Deep lore and 8chan screeds
Hilarious for my needs
mounts mogs and new achieves
oh fuck

Need you to kill twenty panthers
Miss sitting round in the saucer with Myse and Banthers
Grinding Loremaster
engorged on processed foods and brewing a new type of cancer

trapped in caves
self-serving sperg enclaves
meltie arrest in my name
f-list is on my grave
oh no

Dismal

modicum of difference
you hold out your hand for assistance
severed from severance inhibitions
the curdled hate comes with distance

spiking up in a tent
a brand new fetal rig
drive squirming in my hand like a guinea pig

jacking off in a tent

Theme

sonnenrad womb tattoo
breakthrough
whatever completes you
black guys want cigarettes and
white guys want crystal meth

the dawn's reach
speaks to me
sleep deprived and crowning
and the princeling of suffocation
dismayed at the path you take

obsessions will remit inside you and
holster your name without a knife
a constant remains inside you
a constant entire

forgive the remix sedative
a noiseless container rises up
and it's up
a tongueless, sullen crownless servant hound

praying for a newlywed distraught
private ceremony tie the knot
love that springs eternal
holy con renewal
bloodletting disturbance on the lot

made to be a ticking
timebomb laced with nails
rat poison entails a constant dot
hard to envision
even the worst case
so I just stare at the wall

Lead Singer

I'm fighting for engagement today
Been crashing my own private plane
Base manipulations
A touch of chemical castration

Prey to me is my sister's age
In haze from carts and blank malaise
Chinese pillows of your face
Stare back at me unblinking hate

Tackled by some old PBR wreck
no time to even register if you're erect
this is what I cleaned my apartment for
this is what I cleaned my apartment for

I don't quantify things like this anymore
Waste laid to compensate a young whore
This is what I cleaned my apartment for
This is what I cleaned my apartment for

It's a deadly streak
of stringbean limps and GA cheaps
I can't stay around now just for you
The condom smell is seeping through

The shell I've kept on for so long
Is an unwashed blister full of songs
A pustulant collect-a-thon
We spend our time in Azeroth

Apartment

unconventional warfare
I sticker slap off a murder rite
at a bay area floor share

North snare I carry the whole group to the loot share
Dictating from a three hundred fucking dollar gaming chair
Dead in debt and costs mind you
Whole life been chasing Kafei and Anju

The forced tileset I've been scamming it says "thank you"
a sandbox lite manipulation a new shank crew

Whatever it comes down to
Announce you
A new countdown that will astound you
A scoundrel who never sought to fuck and pound you
An ounce of love, who knows its fucking value

Bleating sheep to mercy sleep
a consummate capisce
a confirmation peace
it seeks to unleash
a crowd of keese
peformance fleece
the mises institute is reached

how can I differentiate
the save states 
the CYOA and paraphernaliac
case the mace I batter in the face
your grace the task is insurmountably backspaced

Survive

say the same anyway
spray a whole damn tear
know a lot can change
in a couple of years

there's a lost and found
and it houses your ruins
you're lost to them now
you're rocked and you're grooving

your constant stare
don't know who you're fooling
the comstack breaks
and the weedwacker's spooling

you're hostile bare
and you know what you're doing
negotiate with the stake
goin thru ya

nobody trusts you quite like I do
bitch I treat you like a saint
nobody trusts you quite like I do

Seed

Only the worst people in the world would become feds
if they didn't let these shootings happen then they would all end
all these manifestos were co-written by their discord friends
40 floors four duffel bags so I can smash the window in

Send donuts to the office that watches the stream
All 20 or so, one Canadian's seen
All the carnage, and civilian screams
Flickers on a thread three webms deep

You know I'm calmed down
When the news cycle sweeps
To a new regime change pfp

When I see blue and yellow
I reflexively snarl
Not that I care, wouldn't go that far

I'm really glad

Only the worst people in the world would become feds
if they didn't let these shootings happen then they would all end
all these manifestos were co-written by their discord friends
40 floors four duffel bags so I can smash the window in

I'm really glad

Glad

Wire

I can't wait
Haven't won myself a 2v1 in
Four days
Dropped $2k on a new botnet farm
Full blown AIDS
In this patient's sample
Monkeypox
It's old age
that's claiming my relevancy off
A frost mage
Sheeps his target till the ember's hot
A first date
Not for making out in parking lots
They threw shade
Surrendered to Northrop Grumman's line
A rainbow
Smeared with shit and viscous discharge slime

I'm carved up
into pieces in the gutter lines
You're bricked up
500 dollar designer slides
I'm hostile
Name is red and all the debuffs fly
A silence
GCD is fucked but I'm on time

A blister opens up and the all the spiders crawl
Benadryl and I'm holed up in-between the walls
It's PT when the ops give chase and mossy clicks
avenger when I pop your head and trophies flick

Aqui

Specialization
A system at its peak
Specialization
Percentile parse weak
Reccomendation
12 hours of REM sleep
Tranquilization
Hospital strappings weep

Chris to Cross
You and I
4 Panel loss
eye for an eye

Love's a beacon
So light it true
All sins and pastors
come back to you
come back to you

Spec

Trolley

Spectral guises
Soft our flesh
These shadows cast
over the rest

It's trailing after
Remnants left
You want to try it
be my guest
it's

a renegade ghost
so neglected
Owned
and shackled by the phantom leverage
debt
is hectic
and you've been elected
Rinse and repeat
and we're disconnected

Spriest

A willingness to exist
anticipated
we bonded over all the things we hated
We bombed the suburbs
and we spraypainted
I'm falling for her
But she's fucking grating

Heist and left me
With the hotel bill
I caught an uber to the airport still
And that's when I saw you
At baggage claim
and the whole damn world couldn't stay at the same

At worst
I'd be trailing after a hearse
The prophecy's true
And she didn't make it
I'm trying her card
but the machine won't take it
you're going too hard
bitch you're gonna break it

Snake pit
Risk assessment at large
is an obstacle to all the fun at the bar
and coked out A&Rs
Who made you a star
It's retarded
I'm coming to martyr your carnage

Bleak

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4B5ufYFqNE
murder mystery at Science City
community service handled
Loss of chamber
youth in amber
whole september
remembering

If I had enlisted
I'd have a castle
Hold my friends in
Send them missions
Customization
Man the stations
New location
Arathi Basin

Renegade playthough
DLC epilogue
Nodding off Noggenfogger
Step on my tiny skeleton
You're the one
I recruit-a-friended all of those years ago
How many expansions
Held interactions
Broke into factions
Desperate actions
Attached to the fashion
Of separate detractions
so self effacing
became erasing

Cancer

Silvermoon will never be rebuilt
And I will never return
Never soar the skies above the geometry I met her

Huff expired vapes to corral
a heightened faith
your noise it bends and breaks
you annoy it spends your fortune

Truth's a socialite
You've been knighted judging lately
Hold me to the spike
Your aoe is frightening

Coal and the dove

sucked the energy right out of the room
sleeper agent trigger word is Zoom
Seven hundred tickets in my queue

Sucking metals out the battery
Boca Grande it  saved my resume
living wage is what i'm getting paid

You self snitching little cunt

How would I raise you to tell the world
oh I can see why
You feel less of us
Ashamed of us
Till it's /tell or it's OK

stuff a duffel full of bitterant
click the outlook icon let it sit
printers down just give me a minute
you fuckin lose patience

I'm underqualified and overpaid
Fuck a uber you can a take a train
Only hope I'm ever getting laid
fuckin lose patience

How would I raise you to tell the world
oh I can see why
You feel less of us
Ashamed of us
Till it's /tell or it's OK

pretend that i'm in my element
dreamed of rollerblading on the cliff
chasing after things that dont exist

Selling out it's feeling kind of new
Can't recall a time when I'm with you
Never thought I'd ever have to choose

You self snitching little cunt

How would I raise you to tell the world
oh I can see why
You feel less of us
Ashamed of us
Till it's /tell or it's OK

Keenspot again

hiding out is a neccesity these days
you're whoring out in all those games you like to play
doors open up to you whenever you're in pain
I bought you socks and got my rocks off all the same

I've pavloved myself into sharing it with you
The status light goes on I never have to choose
My pace of intake is a mistake and you knew 
These proclivities will ascend prior abuse

Hymen writes another verse into its tomb
It's Santa Cruz I'm paying $2k for my room
I threw away all the con goods that I'd hotglue
Before I took a flight and bitches got confused

Site

Ttmars

Rich

A witness to what would happen if I got a place to my self
I wanna stress that you're replaceable
if it wasn't you, it'd be someone else
It's a trap that I had set for you
I'm Machiavellian as all hell
And my love for you is absolute
It's a chemical I distribute

Senile

Surely something represents
the permanent absence of this
admissable and delicate
essentially the teacher's pet

just attempts you won't commit
I'm flipping through my invoices
a flinch, a chance for your revenge
if rent is paid I'm killing it

innocent until you knew
the price is pleasing all of you
and through the lens i've spun, construed
I choose to pretend I'm in youth

uniform disability
a test to see what's wrong with me
I'll plead to God and all his chiefs
decrease the symptoms inner peace

Sure

Two high density sour belts on my lunch break
phosphates dribble down for the forward fate
heat skates bump out for my pronation
HEV suit said lacerations

still get comments on Steam
say I killed my best friend, it's a meme
Sam Hyde messaged too many teens
and im the bad guy it seems, OK

Ace form when I fold the best hand again
My friends all retired from logging in
All alone in this game and it's pay to win
50 gig's too much, not deleting shit

I should assume you're not the one selling it
in some video essay or macro image
it's a shame engagement's hemorrhaging
different skills that i've been leveraging

I've obtained a sort of effortless
white privilege effervescence
and it's dragging me to all these breweries and weddings

Dispose

Finding a new word for depressed
Impressing all 300 besties
that you claimed over this time
I've been here dropping likes and I'm

About to hold another fest
my manic dips are just the best
end up in jail or the hospital
impaled and impossible

These souls are putrid wrecks
I say we throw them to the rest
Of pedestrian piranhas
we're cancelled primadonnas on

A newfangled surveillance set
To build your girlfriend's neural net
The subscription is half your rent
For premium plugins and scent

the sample from Ok

Ok Site Fast Slow

Wasted

I trusted you to defend the base
you afked slash spit in the face
and I communicate in a metaphoric line
a dialog tree bugged, the card declined

I'm kept afloat with a congealed mix
of purchases and antipsychotics
Sin isn't the price that I pay for this
My heritage and its reparations are

I'm back at it again
500 a month for a chairman's circle pin
RL meetups with your newest hitler twin
I suicided that part way back when

I love my fed assigned discord wife
my microtransactional life bride
the benefit I can feel your heartbeat gliding
Your attention keeps my ass inside

Realtor

http://music.businesscasual.biz/album/waisthome

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tyn4rReungU&t=0
LYRICS:
cant help the feeling
shouldn't free you
even when the fire will rain on you
onto the servants
onto the servants all
gone manager

bone sleep in the dirt fill
blowing fertile xxxXXXXXX

here are the sinkholes where we focus in evolving
still the stress
filled with honest statements, navel wringing
young and talented

Can't mate in the
same dungeon
Fourteen years and haven't changed
Hey where was the--
Oh God
Help me from the -- mmfffh

Don't
try to change
for yourself
AAAaaa
Hey
turn into
a slave...

Don't
Time's running out
Cement the styrofoam
And give into yourself
We feel denied and disappointed
You're chewing me telling me what

Don't seal in the 
nice man
Can't share in me
Hell no
So ashamed when you 
hold me
Fourteen let me die

What's your reaction
to the stolen teens
and peers eaten whole
Do these semen gentlemen wound themselves
and sell this show along

No more
Guilty 
Nothing
Fourteen, through the
Most eerie
World Series
Completely void of quality

No... 
Don't...

Lack

https://soundcloud.com/vaervaf/sets/singy

Legshells

Alermi (2020 Remaster)

https://vaervaf.bandcamp.com/album/corkvein

Corkvein

Drywire Augment

Skidtooth

Ignition Lotus

music video:https://youtu.be/M1mbE4ZfFOM

Every action with an absence of faith
It pulls me down to the rest untattered

Every denizen this anglo mistake
We'll trace about like this shit don't matter

tearing from the screen
there's a thing worth mentioning
and it's not what it seems
we're succumbing to their needs

actually, a matter of fact
I don't think it's like that
separation was a good time for us
and them
and all except their hook-nosed friends
g-d forbid a vet's amphetamine bend

in an honest kind of way
there's a heightened state
of holding stakes
I'll board up these window frames 
and fly in a girl to impregnate

choke out
and I'll ban evade
and they won't bake down
or dilute my state

and we're done with hiding
there's a universe of pain that we're inciting
good fighting

you're pulled down
you can't make something out of nothing

Another Alex

Focus Grope

monotone and groaning
you are outside of my range

a secret door that strayed too close
and sealed without a trace

there's a human shape that begs for it
there's a feel good message behind this shit
and I swear to god if everything would cleanse out of this world

A terrorized populace
Makes a cold unflinching dish
The program has succeded
and the culling will subsist 

A harried automaton
That leaves its skin to shed
and out of sight and mind and blood and sweat begets

This hardened tongue of mine
it's scrolling at a distance and inspires me to lie

Flon Song

Fite

GIPAMRN

https://vaervaf.bandcamp.com/album/lackneck
pupils swimming 
head of locks 
came to bicker over shots 
crawling the surface 
of sidewalks 
desiccated, talking shop 

and you knew it all along 
plucking the feathers from my jaw 
I come to a boil, don't feel at all 
chirping that reminiscent song 

wither and focus 
a fly on the wall 
a buzzing, antagonistic thrall 

deafened and cordoned 
your limbs become stumps 
another regressive forlorn slump 

and you knew it all along 
plucking the feathers from my jaw 
I come to a boil, don't feel at all 
chirping that reminiscent song 
--- 
whittled down to base components 
antecedent of my holding 
onto you, a cycle I can never complete 

dread stops me in my tracks 
attainment of the things I lack 
it seems so damn impossible, I'll hold the sin up 

You can nurse and hide or beg and plead 
My pulse missing, blood at half opacity 
Conscience is a nag and I hope it leaves 
got a new ultimatum every week 

I know it's part of the process 
but I cannot stomach any more of it 
Total platitudes aiming 
for deflection that I'm maintaining endlessly 

you will grasp for someone's notice 
isolate, corrode and possess 
ceramic knife admittance 
kept preserved like pins in insects 
chirping that reminiscent song 
and I'm never changing

Grease

https://vaervaf.bandcamp.com/album/shambrain

Tortured Norns

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my 38 albums:
Headcaged (2009)
Splitgut (2009)
Deadbrow (2009)
Skidtooth (2009)
Weaveknee (2010)
Flarehand (2010)
Corkvein (2010)
Spinefold (2010)
Hipcatch (2012)
Greengums (2012)
Eyepox (2012)
Legshells (2013)
Shinsquish (2013)
Dockheel (2013)
Untongue (2014)
Clonerib (2014)
Hearttrip (2014)
Faceshapes (2014)
Waisthome (2016)
Shambrain (2020)
Lackneck (2020)
Cringewrist (2021)
Jawdust (2022)
Skintake (2022)
Coinbone (2022)
Screwlip (2022)
Bloodfabs (2022)
Fivelash (2022)
Crimeducts (2022)
Fleshmark (2022)
Cutthighs (2022)
Wowskull (2022)
Chinheck (2022)
Mylid (2022)
Sandsole (2022)
Celldat (2022)
Lapselungs (2022)
Pearlcalf (2023)

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