I'll be waiting, from the other side

L'appel du vide

I'm sorry for the things I said and showed online, which might've made people, who care about me a bit concerned. I'm currently struggling a lot in life and thereby made the decision, to quit social media and pulling myself together, firstly by receiving supervision again and secondly by attempting to tackle the roots of my substantial problems. Majorily as a result of my recent injuries, addictions and multiple overwhelming events irl, I've been going through my personal deepest state of depression and couldn't spend a single morning, afternoon, evening or night without truculently persistent thoughts of suicide. The reactions I received from others, while I was subtly or directly expressing these thoughts, were either pure resentment; left me feeling misunderstood; or as if I was another burden to everyone's already burdensome life. Hence, I came to the conclusion, that I must heal, before I'm dragging myself into other people's business again. I'll still post music on here and bc every once in a while, due to music being my most efficient outlet, but this most likely won't happen as frequently anymore. I read all of the messages the morning after and forgot to mention, that I cherished every single sincere interaction, even if my tone couldn't quite indicate that. If you need anything from me, I suggest you to ask me for it here or on bc, as my discord and twitter accounts are currently nearing their deletion. That's about it, bye =)

blank obituary

waqs - readth (vafi remix)

NEW CIERRAMYST WITHIN THE NEXT COUPLE OF RESTLESS HOURS N ENDLESS PAIN (sort of rough fucking deal with it ;)

I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE

anesthesia is in our heart between the both of us..

mindful

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it hurts

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

The Jigou

discord: _vafi 
i thank you to anyone that listens, understands and feels my music

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