there is a you that remains

song with @sebseb122 and produced by @lilac !!!
don't care! by vai5000 ft. SEBii
© ANGEL RADIO 2023
prod. by lilac


Spotify! : https://open.spotify.com/track/6Hb1K44CCGvTboZvYgHhw9

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don't care! ft. SEBii「lilac」

pretty prod @whereisnomu :) !! 
© ANGEL RADIO 2023
s/o stooh <3

SPOTIFY!:
https://open.spotify.com/album/2beIsnbAAwHMrlbIE3fzdB

pretty「nomu」

ft. @emotegi prod yandere! :) final track of 2023
art by @pinpon_sakana on twitter <3

decay ft. emotegi「yandere」

prod me.

legs feel limp as I try walk
every step takes something more
out of what is left of me I'll be all yours
feel the sweat drip off my hands
know what I have won't last
I'll come home again I'll come home

never believed in what you said
"I'll change" only change is when you're dead
and am I not who you wanted
can't think without words you gave my head
and again
it comes back
can't escape all we had
I'll suffocate in your hands
in your hands
in your-

come home tell me that you love me
does it all mean nothing
am I all alone
cause you never came home
never changed no
I don't know what I am without
you and you knew that I need you
twist me break me tell me that you care
do you hate what you did

say you don't say you don't say you don't for me
hold me close hold me close hold  me close again
say you won't say you won't say you won't break me
but I'm hurt cause your words let me down instead
again
do it all again
for me
again
and I can't stop crying
again do it over again for me
say you won't say you won't change things

you'd break my legs and break my skull
let me back into your hell
I can't stand your words at all you tear me down
hope you won't catch me when I go 
but you know that I won't- 
I'll come home again
I'll come home

and I'll come back
scars on my hands you gave me
all that I had I can't see
I can't come home now
you were my whole world
you took my own words
I broke my heart for you

and I want to come home
and I want to come home
but you're in my way
and I can't stop you
and I wanted to go
I just wanted to leave
but you were all I know
you looked down on me
am I what you need
am I what you want
did you think of me give all it up to me
I was always yours
but you wanted more
but you wanted all the things I couldn't give

legs feel limp as I try walk
every step takes something more
out of what is left of me I'll be all yours
feel the sweat drip off my hands
know what I have won't last
I'll come home again I'll come home
I'll come home again
I'll come home again
I'll come home again
I'll come home
do it all again
do it all again
do it all again
all for you
I'll come home

I'll come home
you'll be there
I'll come home
for you

come home

prod. me // ft @swazyhq

[vai5000]
in my jeans off my back
on my feet cop a band
in my jeans off my back
on my feet all I have
it's a lot oh my god
for a day for a month
on my feet on my own
on my arms on my-

hundreds in my jeans
in my bag gotta full clip
feel it on your neck all you said
let's keep off the record
talking bout some bands
check your back
keep you moving
put where you belong
on my own own own own

talking bout some red red red
I don't wanna talk down
take your place in the crowd
you ain't worth all that
you should talk some less less less
I don't want you around
teach you a lesson
but you ain't worth the effort

take all I got
take the full lot
try but you can't take me now
put you in the dirt
we gonna put you down

damn 
lotta talk but no movement
got u stuck you're grounded
put you in the dirt
on my own terms

jeans off my back
on my feet cop a band
in my jeans off my back
on my feet all I have
it's a lot oh my god
for a day for a month
on my feet on my own
on my arms on my bones 
on my

take all you are
make you hear my name
talk won't go far
I need to see your face
take all you are
make you hear my name
talk won't go far
I - on my - yea

I ain't got no time cause you're useless
can't take more of this 
on my hands on my wrists on my
I ain't got no time yeah I'm through it
can't take who I am
on my jeans on my back on my
back on my feet on my hands on my own now I
back on my feet on my hands on my own 

[swazy*]
righteous as a bitch i do shit my way
i'm too different how i step i'm moving sideways
i speed up fast watch my dash break on the highway
smokin on gas all day like it's friday
i didn't mean to be rude
sorry for telling the truth
thinking they messing with me and they try- try- try
i don't get why the fuck would they wanna
i get sick of the different personas
i'm online acting so primadonna
this shit hit me hard in my chest
this hard to digest
woke up and my bitch ain't in my phone they stuck in my head
then again i caught another one sleepin in my bed
od'ed a couple times i got some people thinkin i'm dead
i'm still alive and i ain't sleep or close my eyelids
fuck it i'm dialed in they say i'm w-w-wildin
i done did the dash a couple times to get my miles in
fuck it i'm dialed in they say i'm w-w-wildin
i done did the dash and almost crashed i'll fuckin try again

[vai5000]
jeans off my back
on my feet cop a band
in my jeans off my back
on my feet all I have
it's a lot oh my god
for a day for a month
on my feet on my own
on my arms on my bones 
on my

raid ft. swazy*

// track 5 - i see my future in your eyes
produced by vai5000
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ

空が晴れるのを待ちながらそこに立っていると
初めて君の笑顔を見た
寒さに震える手で君に手を伸ばした

your reflection 
still stains my skin
your hands on mine
trace where you've been

あなたが私の名前を口にしたとき、私はあなたの口の形を知った。

(in your eyes- hold my hands
in your eyes)
hold my hands
in your eyes
hold my hands
I see my- 
all i am - all i am -all i am
in your eyes
(you're all I know)

cause i'm still learning to (grow)
cause i'm still holding your (hope)

grasping through the stagnant air
to make sure that you're still there
pull the edges of your shirt
making sure that you'll turn
and when I can see your face
your eyes tell me it's okay
your eyes tell me i'll be safe
your eyes tell me
it's okay

hold me
stay for me please
hold my arms
know my warmth

(in your eyes)
(in your eyes)
(in your eyes)
(I see my-)

All over - all over - all over again
All that i- all that i - all that i am now
All over - all over - all over again
All that i - all that i - all that i wanted
All over - all over - all over again
All that i- all that i - all that i am now
All over - all over - all over again
All that i - all that i - all that i wanted
hold my hands
in your eyes
hold my hands
I see my- 
all i am - all i am -all i am
(with your kiss)

cause I need you love you
(hold) onto my hands
give me
all I wanted I
have all I need
(cause I need you love you)
(cause I need you love you)

私はもう何も気にしなかった、
あなたの瞳に映る私の未来

i see my future in your eyes

// track 4 - i can only exist in the context of you
produced by me
VA: Yutogi Seto

Lyrics:

あなたの唇から言葉が漏れるのを待っていた

and you'll come back again
forget about it all
exist inside of you
exist inside of 
you

何度も何度も、動作が痛くなるまで。
私は無になりたくなかったのに、あなたは私の意味を与えてくれた、

I can't let go
I'd break myself
twist into my lungs
your voice
shape me - more 
take me - more 
make me - who I am
trace into my palms my meaning
make me ask if you still need me

I was never what you want
break my bones and mold me
stained with tears you hold me
you could never know me but I need you
to need me too

cause over and over and all again
you etch my skin we share meaning
cause what am I without all the things you meant
I only exist in your stead
callused hands outline my chest
waiting for my smile again
over again and again I'm nothing 
words won't escape from my lips

I tried holding in-
lie bout stains on my skin
movements hurt as you say the words that match marks left on me
I can't exist
with your hands in my ribs
but I'd die if you let me go

so let go 
I won't 
hold on
please wait for-

あなたの指が、私の体になぞった輪郭を型どった。
私の肌は、私たちが共有した思い出で染まった。

私たちの感情は、まだ残っているすべての痛みに刻まれた

I want to tell you where I've been 
I want your hands on top my skin
please just say that it's all alright you will not lie not for me
not again all again
I've made a mistake
I know I'll forget 
all my regrets
they'll happen again

do you see my palms
can you count the marks
can you still find yours 
find yours
we'll love again 
and we'll forget 
but scars don't heal
marks reveal where we've been

I'll laugh it off
you'll talk some more
cradle my corpse in your hands
that you used on me
I'll bleed
just me
just me
I'll wait for it to end 
you'll start again
always again

nothing remains of me

どうか離さないで、
私はあなたの中でしか存在できないのだから。

alem

i can only exist in the context of you

prod me + extra prod @stephiemusic + @saephbass 

verse order:
vai5000 @vai5000
rubyred @reddeadruby
crusafix @1crusafix
aftrr @aftrrs
tsuyunoshi @tsuyunoshi
8tsukii @8tsukii 
nujioh @nujioh  
swazy* @swazyhq


art by me + @disk_motif

re:raid

re:raid ft. swazy* +rubyred +crusafix +aftrr +tsuyunoshi +8tsukii +nujioh

// track 3 - southward
produced by vai5000
additional vocals by elliebell (@1ellie)

And I can’t remember what my last words were
Let me say it
Let me say it
Let me say it
Again
cause I'm stuck here once again looking southwards
Let me say it
Let me say it
Let me say it
A-
I still see your smile when I turn
replaying moments I can't relive
Hoping that you’ll see them too
Say it again say it again
Say the words that we wrote

said words I can't seem to recall
All the nothings that were said
When we
Stayed up so late just talking
your smile through my phones glow
I'd try and hold your body
A thousand lights say
You loved me
and I'd look again old texts that I read
our memories stuck in my palm

@elliebell
Faster, faster
Ended up wordless, tattered
Leg-locked patterns
Touches hands its our disaster

(in my head)
We;d go all in
elysian eyes
My skin is thin
Black out at the siren
Head still spin
Eyes go blank when you hold my chin

Faster, faster
Ended up wordless, tattered
Leg-locked patterns
Touches hands its our disaster

@vai5000
check again check again for me
Sd cards holding 
our lows and highs
your goodbyes
my last smile 
that I gave you
if i told you i'd come back would you be there when I land
would you take me back
start all again

And I can’t remember what my last words were
Let me say it
Let me say it
Let me say it
Again
cause I'm stuck here once again looking southwards
Let me say it
Let me say it
Let me say it
A-
I still see your smile when I turn
replaying moments I can't relive
Hoping that you’ll see them too
Say it again say it again
Say the words that we wrote

southward +elliebell

// track 2 - learning to grow
produced by vai5000 + @disphing
additional vocals by @disphing
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ

太陽の光を肌で感じた
まるで生まれ変わったかのように。

And I tried to stand
My legs shaking under
the weight of all I can’t seem to grasp
take a moment let me trip again
reaching out to you- to your hand
Will it still - it still - hurt when I wake up?
can't let go just yet I'll try again

I could feel sun rays on skin as I kept myself running
trip and fall be reborn when
I get up
legs shaking get up
learning to-
learning to love someone that I still don't know
look into mirrors and I don't see myself
kept running kept tripping footsteps on asphalt
All I knew learning to-
Can’t let go
Let go
I’ll stand for you
Can't let go of you just yet I'm still learning to love
when I fall over again will you pick me up

アスファルトを引きずりながら走り続けた
明日も痛いのだろうか？その瞬間はどうでもよかった。
ただ、君に届きたかった、抱きしめたかった、それだけだった

私はまだ成長する方法を学んでいるのだと気づいた。

reaching out as im falling
catch me on the downswing
dont fight it
dont fight it
dont fight it
you hold me
you know me
you save me

revealing myself slow
your patience lets me know
its worth it
its worth it
its worth it
ill try for you
ill change for you
ill wait for you

learning to grow +disphing

art by fooyepont  <33
prod @y4ndere !!
© 3rdwv 2024

lyrics: 

(you are now in contact with thirdwave incorporated)

take it all out on-
take it all out on me
tell me I'm nothing 
tell me to not feel
take it all out of-
take it all out of me
I'll uninstall all
of what made me freeze

(uninstall)
don't you tell me-
(uninstall)
your words broke me
(uninstall)
you don't know me
(uninstall)

mess me up - tear it up
shape my love - broke my heart
it's enough - it's all gone
all you want - I'm alone
in my head - you're a pest
need to kill - your virus
uninstall - all I know
start anew - start again

start again
new refresh
out my head
out my life
all I had gone but I'll learn to live again
start again
replicant
end up dead
all I am
uninstall all your love
it was wrong, I could not-
shatter all I had left inside of my systems
tell me that when I die it will all be fine
watching memories they fade like will I miss them
cause I wasn't enough for it all again

pulling at my brain
feel it all again
pulling on my skin
feel you in my head

(oo-oo-ooh)
I don't want this no I-
(oo-oo-ooh)
start all again now
(oo-oo-ooh)
don't want you in my head
(oo-oo-ooh)

yeah ain't got no sense - swear to god I lost it all
uninstall all your words I don't wanna hear no more
I don't feel at all - watch my mind just uninstall
get rid of all that I know
rid of all that you-
uninstall my heart my organs I'll
uninstall my head the whole thing I'll
make you watch my dread and hold me I'll
make you watch you'll hold my body

(I think you've forgotten)

start again
new refresh
out my head
out my life
all I had gone but I'll learn to live again
start again
replicant
end up dead
all I am
uninstall all your love
it was wrong, I could not-
shatter all I had left inside of my systems
tell me that when I die it will all be fine
watching memories they fade like will I miss them
cause I wasn't enough for it all again

take it all out on-
take it all out on me
tell me I'm nothing 
tell me to not feel
take it all out of-
take it all out of me
I'll uninstall all
of what made me freeze
take it all out on-
take it all out on me
tell me I'm nothing 
tell me to not feel
take it all out of-
take it all out of me
I'll uninstall all
of what made me freeze

(un)install「yandere」

smth small while i work on my project <3
artwork by @kirisameairi  :)
prod. recycleBin + shinju

lyrics:

better watch your back
aiming lines at-
I can see your strats
taking no slack
try and steal my stats - stealing my swag
run up on your ass don't you run-
you can't talk - pause - what's your worth
stealing my flow, biting the dirt
nobody knows any of your words
all looking at me
try me and get burnt
watch your step - walking in thin ice
shoot - cause it don't feel right
shoot - and I don't miss twice

I'll be on that- know you want that
talk outta bodybag
one wrong step and dots on your forehead
don't you forget
drop if you talk shit
yea i am so sick of all you say
pitiful attempt to try and steal away-
I can see you try
don't play this game
take just five minutes you're down again

don't call my line don't say shit twice
you're in my eyes - i've got it locked
don't turn around - i'll keep ontop
you won't last long - you won't last
chase my clout for what
it's all you've got - no talent, none
you talk too much - i'll make you shut
I'll watch you run
don't hit my texts cause you're gone next
I- I- I- I- I- I-
hold your breath
I- I- I- I- I- I-
hold your-

holdurbreath「recycleBin + shinju」

ft. @niomiautemn , produced by vai5000 + additional prod. @niomiautemn
art by @hoya2_island

lyrics:

[niomi]
you know i'll take it
it's just a pain of mine
it's not that bad if
i don't look online
and though you've made it
i'm still your superstar
if that means anything to you
the day i met you
i felt a part of me
go out the window
as i tried to be
a better person
your favorite friend to know
did it mean nothing after all?

(nothing after all)
(nothing after all-all)
(nothing after all)
(nothing after - nothing after all)

[vai5000]
cause after all - you said
I want to hold you close by and-
cause it's fine and-
my hand- still reaching for you back

[niomi]
you know i'll-

(take it)
(take it)
(take it)
(take it)

[vai5000]
i'll hold it back
cause who I am to you haunts me
did it mean nothing

i'd try and talk again but I-
my phone's still broken I tried
you won't reply anyway
just remember me when you
see my silhouette in your dreams
I'm still holding words you said to me
wish it all was make believe 
I miss you
wish it all was make believe

[niomi]
(i'm still your superstar)
(and though you've made it)
(i'm still your superstar)
(and though you've made it)
(i'm still you- I'm still your superstar)
(and though you've made it)
(i'm still you- I'm still your-)
(anything to you)

superstar w/ niomi

prod @prodarisu
photography by @disk_motif, sketch by @fooyepont
much love 2 u all <3 

lyrics:

@vai5000
don't know who you are
talking but ur nameless
see u from afar
where you'll stay
cause ur aimless
talking way to much
don't know what you're saying
cut you off I-


meet you in the streets
Shibuya city
talking like you know me  but 
im like who you be?
never trust you back
I'm all that you lack
I'll be going up
on your decline
forget all you said about me
talk way too much
damn you should shut up
think that you'll bang
but you'll still end up washed up
please shut your mouth
pretend you're tough
can't say your name cause I
think I just forgot
cause i forgot
cause i forgot
cause i forgot yea i'll watch you flop
cause i forgot
cause i forgot
cause i forgot yea i'll watch you-

@deepinparis
i got her in love and i havent even met her
yeah, smokin on this blunt its not a stressor
of course they copy all my pretty fits, trendsetter
yeah, i swear to god im doing better

yeah, i said fuck the song cuz i just wanna rap
keep my bros right on my side, keep em on my back
they say they look right in my eyes and it makes them sad
i cant go out bad
bitch i never cared bout that

@cld
She don't wanna take one
She wanna take two
30 bands in my bag that's some old news
Balenciaga track, that's my new shoe
Put some gas in the tank, where we goin to

Yeah I could be the one that you need
That boy played out, sayin he the hottest in the scene, nah
We know who you tryna be
You not on the team
Hop up in the whip, then we speed off

@7akkiro
i forgor to get the lyrics

shibuya ft. deepinparis +cld +akkiro「arisu」

// track 1 - foresight
produced by me
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ
artwork by shakep_p


私は真新しい壁で覆われた家を見ていた。
私はまたあなたの顔の秒に夢中になる。
あなたが微笑むには2秒かかる。目を閉じるのを思い出すのに5秒かかる。

And again
hold my breath i'll try
help me through this life
I'll try again

胸に感じる。
1.. 2...3...4...5..6..

I want to see your face again
I want the moments that I missed
can't we just do it all over
I miss your smile
I’ll try
i'll try all again
hold your hands in mine
just stay here with me
we have all the time we need

重さを、真剣に。

foresight

i didn't like the original vocal mix so decided to finally redo it n add a new verse on new prod while i was at it
© THIRDWAVE INC 2024
prod. by @y4ndere
ft @sebseb122

##DONTCAREreworkk ft. SEBii「yandere」

prod by yandere + shrinemaiden

blood on my hands
I got ghosts on my heels
I got names I can't speak
I got scars I can't heal
cause you know what I am
and you know I don't feel
I got blood on my hands
but I don't think I'll miss you

I can't lie - so stupid
all that you want - you're gonna lose it
these bloodstains - you're useless
I'll cut you off - I'll leave you bleeding

cut my body say it hurts me
I'm not worth it 
what you've done to me
feel my heartbeat beating softly
I won't - I won't
let it get to me
I can't trust it say you want me
you want me - cut my body
I don't want to say it's nothing
it's nothing - just don't talk-

echo- go go
go go go
echo
go go go
echo- go go
go go go
echo
go go go
to me-

won't stop if you say that it's nothing
won't stop 'till my body hurts
won't stop 'till you say that you want me
won't stop 'till you- you- you- you-

blood on my hands
I got ghosts on my heels
I got names I can't speak
I got scars I can't heal
cause you know what I am
and you know I don't feel
I got blood on my hands
but I don't think I'll miss you
think I'll miss you
don't think I'll miss you
think I'll miss you
don't think I'll miss- miss

I can't lie - so stupid
all that you want - you're gonna lose it
these bloodstains - you're useless
I'll cut you off - I'll leave you bleeding
I can't I- I- I can't lie
I- I- lose it
you're- you're stupid
I can't I- I- I can't lie
I- I- lose it
you're- you're stupid 

cut it all up
talking tough talk enough
cause you're all that I want
and I will get hold of you
sins stalking me
I got ghosts on my feed
all the things that you've seen
say you won't come back to it

cut my body say it hurts me
I'm not worth it 
what you've done to me
feel my heartbeat beating softly
I won't - I won't
let it get to me
I can't trust it say you want me
you want me - cut my body
I don't want to say it's nothing
it's nothing - just don't talk-

won't stop if you say that it's nothing
won't stop 'till my body hurts
won't stop 'till you say that you want me
won't stop 'till you- you- you- you-

echo- go go
go go go
echo
go go go
e-

bloodstains「yandere + shrinemaiden」

w/ @reddeadruby + @swazyhq
prod lb66 

take a back step
before you fall off
don't you forget
take this from the top

such a nuisance
you're so useless
talking shit but you're not with it
such a nuisance
you're so useless
say you're up but I know you'll miss

putting strains ontop my back
carry the weight of it all
all the words you said 
they were meaningless
and I don't want to be reminded
of your face no more
just an eyesore you're stuck
being no one at all

target put it on your back you better watch it
up next what you gonna say, outta options
forget everything you try i'm gonna top it
so sick everything you say is just worth noth-
target put it on your back you better watch it
up next what you gonna say, outta options
forget everything you try i'm gonna top it
so sick everything you say is nothing

useless ft. swazy* +rubyred「lb66」

// track 6 - fragments
produced by vai5000
additional vocals by  瀬戸ユトギ  
art by おきしどーる

(Organic sound -)
And I know it won't last
Everything comes to pass
Memories I have, will I forget
I feel it break away from me
I can't breathe

[Verse 2]
Hold me close to you
Tell me what to do
Save me from myself
Help me feel loved
And I'll try it again
Do it over again
Tripping on myself I can't help
Why am I such a mess?
Was it words that I said
I'm still stuck in my head
Can't say what I meant

[Verse 3]
Am I not enough
Am I what you want
Watch me break again
A thousand fragments
Start it over, let's try again?

[Verse 4]
Picking up the parts
One by one I'll
Try remake my heart
I'll try so hard
Tore me apart to love me
Is what's left still enough

[Outro]
I'll heal the cuts left on my hands
I'll take some time, I'll learn to stand
Collecting pieces of me
I'll make myself come whole again
(Synthetized from fragmentation)

[Yutogi Seto]
僕じゃダメ
きみの望み
また壊れてしまう
心も
もう一度始めようか
拾い集め
バラバラの心
つなぎ
強くなるよ
傷つけ愛して
残るは
傷跡癒していく
時間をかけて立ち上がる
バラバラの僕を
ひとつへと戻すから
(ひとつへと戻すから)
(ひとつへと戻すから)

fragments  +瀬戸ユトギ

w/ @820
prod. bleachcraft + tkk
final master by @stephiemusic
art by @oddane

(this is a bleachcraft exclusive)
@vai5000
run it back run it back take me
suffocate all my breath make (this is a)
darting eyes I can't- I hate this 
spare my mind I'll try to face it

I can't escape
sins keep me surrounded in hate
it seeps through and it's too late
trynna get it (3rdwave)
I won't wake up
I see through the cracks
now you're all I have 
did the best I can 
(this is a nosgov exclusive)

@820 (nosgov)
just bought 2 zips
i get higher than a-
i get higher than a bitch
tryna die lit
whats in my cup, its pink
lord forgive, i sin
runny nose, dopesick
im tryna get right quick
tryna get it bitch
but the walls caving in
im doing all i can
i do the best i can
trust me i truly care
im pushing through the days
its coming to an end
tell me while u can
pushing through the days


@vai5000
I can't escape (rest in peace)
sins keep me surrounded in hate
it seeps through and it's too late
trynna get it back
I won't wake up
I see through the cracks
now you're all I have 
did the best I can

did the best 
the best I can
feel your head rest in my hands
take what's left you're my seraph
take my arms and grace me

run it back run it back take me
suffocate all my breath make me 
darting eyes I can't- I hate this 
spare my mind I'll try to face (this is a)
can't let a moment escape
I need all my time
watch as the nights fade away - I'll try
don't know if I'll be okay
did the best I can
I'll stand by watch it all fade out of life

I can - did the best that i can
best I can - did the best - please trust me
best I can - did the best - I don't wanna die to
I just wanna be you
I just wanna be with you
best I can - will you watch me cry too
I'll hold your head in my
arms and tell you goodnight
I'll hold your head in my
arms and tell you goodnight
I'll hold your head in my
arms and tell you goodnight

best i can ft. nosgov「bleachcraft + tkk」

remix of replicant, by @i-am-aika !!!
featuring @i9bonsai, with the original songs production by lilac <3
artwork by me :)
celebrating replicants 2nd anniversary + my 20th birthday!

vinyl

replicant ft. i9bonsai「AIKA remix」

prod @y4ndere
art by me (its the ghost in the shell poster)

my eyes my eyes 
watching out from my eyes 
disguise disguise 
stuck in shells of my lies
 

touch me and fuck me and hold me where I I I I I
hold me and slowy just see all of me see all you did
bring me close nose to nose tell me that I I I I I
all I am hold my hand love me till I till I just can't

touch me and fuck me and hold me where I I I I I
hold me and slowy just see all of me see all you did
bring me close nose to nose tell me  I I I I I
all I am hold me close touch my chest feel my bones


I don't want to let go of all I have
feel it slipping as you tear your grasp
thought that it would stay how it always has
why can't we just go back
and do something
now I'm nothing 
why can't I get back
said you want me but I'm all I have
take my core and pull it out of me
hold it in your hands and watch me cease to breathe

I don't know myself
Stuck inside a shell
I'll be someone else if it makes 
me into what you want
twist my face into hers 
i hate it
change my body tell myself its who I am
you'll want me
won't you take it all back
when you touch me 
i don't feel it on my skin
it cuts me
bleeding me dry 
my eyes my eyes 
watching out from my eyes 
disguise disguise 
stuck in shells of my lies

ghostt「yandere」

alternate reality 2hollis lol
prod by recycleBin + irby

double kiss on my cheeks
put your trust in me
you make it far to eas-
lose yourself in
uh, love me love me
double tricks in sleeves
double check when I leave
put your body on-

and I hate the way it rolls
work all day until I'm broke
say you care 
say you say you 
say you know how this will go
And I hate the way you look
I can see side eyes from you
say you say you say you say you
you you you you you you you you

I don't got no time
'ready hard to live
talking like it's fine
we'll try forget
and I'll do what I want cause 
I don't care for it
so should you keep up your talk 
when I'm not listening
you ask me where I'm going I'll say nowhere
I hope you'll notice oh yea i'll hope you want it
you ask me where I'm going I'll say nowhere
I'll your body your body
on-  on my  on my  on my 

double kiss double cheats
put your trust in me
you make it far to eas-
double check my
uh, love me love me
I'll trust you trust me
double kiss my body
put your body on me
try say your name
but it falls out my tongue and I
and I can't speak in vain
cause you're all that I I wanted I 
can't see your face
cause it hurts when you don't smile back
can't say you love me no more
heard it all the time

your body on my jeans
feel you ontop of me
your body on my jeans
you make it far to easy

your body on my jeans
feel you ontop of me
your body on my jeans
you make it far to eas-

body「recycleBin + irby」

prod by @nujioh + imyzuli
ft. @oldcollin + @imyzuli <3

hear you call but I'll just let the phone ring
I'm out of time
can't make you mine
I can't tell it apart when your voice sings
sing again all again
let me hear your words
stuck between cypress
running through the threads
I'll try to
I'll try to reach out 
to your hands
twisting in circles 
pray it won't hurt more
can't you see how I'm still lost here

call my name I can't get you out my mind
I loved you I loved you don't let this die
talk in vain words that I don't recognize
all for you all for you yet you make me cry
when the leaves blow it's like 
you're still right here holding me close
don't let go of me
let go of-
when the branches cut my skin
I'll pretend you're beside me
wish i could see past the leaves

cypress ft. oldcollin +imyzuli「nujioh」

prod by @lileffort  // ft. hatsune miku
art by @/mutuki_uma

lyrics//
[Hatsune Miku]
Just call me i'm waiting for your call see
I love you i need to hear your voice too

Talk to me talk to me
Make you my ringtone
Please call me please call me
I'll wait for you
Eye on the time are you
Calling
I'll just say hi when you ring my cell line
Waiting everyday I want you
Want you with me
When i hear your voice I feel so much ecstasy
I don't want to hang up your number
Lets talk always
Cause I'm so in love with you
Cause I need your voice call me

Every day i'll sit here waiting
For you to call me
There's nothing that I need more
Every day i'm thinking bout you
Waiting for the ringtone
Hit me up on your phone

Call my number tell me louder
Tell me that you love all of me
I want you please I need it too
Just keep calling just keep ringing
I'm just sitting right over here
Waiting for your call waiting just all for
You for you call me you need you I need you
Talk just talk to me me more me more I love you

[vai5000]
Please just call me please just call me
I'm here waiting waiting for your ring
All the time
I can't wait for you to be mine
Are you calling
Call me and say you love me
Tell me all again
I'll stay listening
I love it when you're with me
Don't you dare hang up on my (line)

[Hatsune Miku + vai5000]
Talk to me talk to me
Make you my ringtone
Please call me please call me
I'll wait for you
Eye on the time are you
Calling
I'll just say hi when you ring my cell line

[Hatsune Miku]
Waiting everyday I want you
Want you with me
When i hear your voice I feel so much ecstasy
I don't want to hang up your number
Lets talk always
Cause I'm so in love with you
Cause I need your voice call me
Waiting everyday I want you
Want you with me
When i hear your voice I feel so much ecstasy
I don't want to hang up your number
Lets talk always
Cause I'm so in love with you
Cause I need your voice call me

RINGT♡NE! ft. hatsune miku「lileffort」

// track 9 - falling up
produced by vai5000 + clwdy (@clwdytunes) + stephie (@stephiemusic)
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ


君の名前がこだまするもう存在しない言葉がまだ耳に届く。
君の一部は今もここに時が過ぎてもなお

tried so hard - falling up 
through the space in
my heart I'll fall again 
hard to hold-
I won't forget the look you gave me
letting go of my hands as you fly
if I wait I'll see you some day
you'll come back- falling
up I can't touch the ground
I can't be pulled down
watch me try again and again
will you watch as I 
fumble on my own footsteps


そして私は飛んだ。空を駆け抜け、風に抱かれながら、まるであの頃の君のように

(tried so hard - falling up 
through the space in
my-)

over, over 
and I'll try get up
memories of you still in my heart
again, again 
I'm still falling up
as I try to reach you
I loved all of you
every single thing 
I know all of the scars and 
memories
traced into my mind 
I won't let go
you'll stay with me 
in your echo


何度でもこの瞬間に生き続ける。
ほんの一瞬、君がもういないことを理解した。
けれど、それは怖くはなかった。
だって、君は私と同じ空を見ることはなくても、それで も確かに君のかけらはここに残っている。

I can't bear the weight
echo things you've said
watch you take my hands
for the first time
and I'll say it back
please don't leave my hand
please I'll try again
I'll relive it

over and over and over again
over and over and over again now
over and over and over again
over and over and over again
over and over and over again
over and over and over again now
over and over and over again
over and over and over again

それは私を愛している。何度でも何度でも、

falling up +clwdy, stephie

// track 7 - hollow
produced by vai5000
additional vocals by @nujioh
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ
artwork by shinnkei_

今日は太陽が暖かく感じる。
ステンドグラスでできたような顔をして。
まばたきの瞬間を待っている
太陽が目に入る
私はブラインドを覆った
でもまだ君の全てが見えるようだ

watch the time pass as we dance
wish the clock would stay with frozen hands
every time I see your face
I can't help but tear up-
you promised to be here but you're far away
dancing with the ghosts inside of me
your memories
it's all I breathe
every part of me
is just-

and it all comes back again
and I'll relive all of it
every footstep that we made
our hands your face

and I'll try again I'll reach the sunrise
reaching out for stars above
will you hold my hand and tell me it's alright
everything you said will stay in my mind
and when it's all gone I'll stand by your side
echoes of your touch breeze through the air
cause even though you're gone you won't see me cry
I'll hold on to your warmth, we'll meet again

all the time we couldn't have
I'll make sure to pay it back
felt my heart- you said you loved me 
why can't I hold on to that
feel your hands around my body
every time I'm forced to go
cause even though you still love me
I can't say it back to you


胸に感じる。
1.. 2...3..

i'll be your shoulder to cry on
is that the hill you should die on?
who else could i rely on
just please reason with me my god
my cups empty without you
doubt that you see it
please do not leave me
why you gotta be so uptight
what you do when i'm out of your sights?
you told
you told me
told me everything's gonna be
okay
tell me what you said
but you know
i'm dejected
whats your message
i can't help it
i'm just circling around for you
felt rejected
how you carry all my fault

1.. 2..3...4... 5... 6... 7..
ひたすら待つ

hollow +nujioh

// track 8 - echoes
produced by @saephbass (saeph) + vai5000
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ

何度も何度も私は試したことを、雨粒の中に君の影を見て、言葉の端々に君の残響を聞いた。
手を伸ばせば、雲の向こうに君がいるような気がして、その手を握り締めたくて、顔を寄せて君が約束した言葉を信じたくて。

i'll wait for you
I always will
i'll wait for you

running as fast as my legs can take me
I'll reach out for you out for you 
grab my hands love me
I can't see
watch as the world just takes me back
you're all I had
grass on bare feet as I try 
reach out to your past
to your hands where are you

空に浮かびながら時間のすべてが一瞬に解けるこの場所で、私は何度もここにいた。

そしてまたここに来る。

echoes +saeph

produced by @yandrel <3 
act like an angel dress like crazy

ANGEL w/ yandrel

ft. @crvnchyy !!
prod. yandere + crescent <3
art by ISLAND9_2

finalfantasy ft. crvnchy「yandere + crescent」

cover of Eric Reprid - KPOP
reprod by me, OG prod stvrk + calder
artwork by gerigimi18 + disk_motif <3

KPOP

produced by maji <3 art by poverdon

take some more time - take some more time
try and be fine - can't keep-
take some more time - take some more time
will you just stop lie-

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate it

Don't you ever try to talk I want no more of you
Don't you ever call me up - you've got no clue
Don't you ever try come back I can't relax with you
In my head again - try and forget

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate - ate - ate

all i have w/ maji*

prod. @wubz <3
art by kagitasuimen with design + photography by disk_motif

holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-
and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out (relish)

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out
making it worthless
thought that it'd hurt less
I let my guard down
carved like a knife- I'm-

I don't wanna know you now
feel like I've fallen down
took the time to find my heart
and you stole it from me
and I can't get up 
my legs are still broken
my heart is still stolen 
I need the piece that you're still
holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-

held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my hold- hold -hold
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my (re-re re)

guide me slowly talk cause I can't speak I
hear you talking for me
can't get the words out
feel like I'm hurt now
all that you told me 
lies just to hold-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-
and i'm caught in-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out - out -out
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my holder

holder「wubz」

produced by @clwdytunes !! shoutout buddy pal clwdy
art by at_tetom_ctr


And I can't let go of what I had
Every part of me is still intact - act

Cutting off friends I'm done acting like I need them
I'm beneath it - it's worth nothing
I got you on my line acting like we be friends
I don't know you can you cut it out - cut it off
I don't know - I don't know who you are now
I'll change my face I'll block your name - name - name - name
(all a-)

I still have all of me I'm still complete
Let you inside of my head - let you see
I can't just forget all that you told me
Let you go I - can breathe - e -e
-
I'm beneath it - it's worth nothing
-
I don't know you can you cut it out

And I can't let go of what I had
Every part of me is still intact - act
And I can't let go of what I had
Every part of me is still intact - act

vai5000

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