Umami Angel

summerkween 1: Ah Yeah

Hmph, it sounds a bit messy, but I already tried to improve it for so long that I can't handle this song anymore.
Image is AI-made.

Lyrics:

We had this thing going on, we were a crew,
we were going strong - me, them and you,
always four of us, made a ruckus on the bus,
had so fun we couldn't be stopped.
We would always share our secrets,
we would always talk like sisters do,
used to think that time can pass,
but we four will always last,
there is not us four anymore.

We still talk, 
and I wonder if we four are still out there
in the form we used to have,
spirit echoes like ghosts, though we're alive here,
but we're not like in the past.
Sometimes I want to reach out asking,
why could we not be everlasting,
or maybe we are, in a dream so far,
and we go on as a pantheon.

(as a pantheon, as a pantheon...
but if you would ask me to
do the things we used to do,
but if you would ask me to
do the things we used to do)

Did't plan too far ahead, it was all now,
future I guess I'd handle somehow,
but in honesty it didn't seem real to me,
silly thing for adults, not me.
Am I still the way I was then?
In a way I think I'll always be,
but if you would ask me to
do the things we used to do,
would it be so fun anymore?

We still talk, 
and I wonder... etc

Four

(oopsie, I accidentally cut ouf the J from "just so goddamn cute" etc, but at that point in production it would've been hard to bring it back, so we'll have to deal with " 'ust so goddamn cute... ")

Lyrics:

Cannot keep my eyes off, neither my hands,
something in you's pulling me so unhealthily 
because you're not good to me,
your arms are never open,
you smile but it's ice cold and kind of sly, distant.
Wanna give my all but you won't open up, 
even just a bit, you just entertain this,
I get that you're not opposed to having a bit of fun.

My heart is a traitor, picking you,
now you're all I've ever wanted,
your hands are never warm,
you're just so goddamn cute you are.
Am I doomed to throw myself at you,
with no hope that you'll commit too,
but maybe that's the thing I
can't help but punish me.

You should take better 
care of your health,
all those bad habits of yours 
are no longer cool, they say,
but it's goddamn cool, 
when you're the one who does it,
it's wrong how I enjoy being reckless by proxy.
You have been with others since you were with me,
and why would you not,
did't promise not to,
you like your noncommittal ways
and I like my heartache.

My heart is a traitor, picking you,
now you're all I've ever wanted,
your hands are never warm,
you're just so goddamn cute you are.
Am I doomed to throw myself at you,
with no hope that you'll commit too,
but maybe that the thing I
can't help but punish me. x2

I Like Heartache

Originally From my EP "Umami Angel" on my other, "more experimental" account, but since I've had such a long break in posting music, I thought I could as well post these songs here.

My Head Is Trustworthy (I like Heart Ache Remix)

I Laugh And Laugh

I'm Already Yours

You Tickle My Heart

In My Presence

Hush Hush

Twisted

A song slightly on the melancholic side... Lyrics:

Why do the ghosts follow me,
always reminding me to find a new home,
where I can lay low, alone.
Why you let the restlessness
make this a mess?
One day you will confess, I guess.

You didn't turn against me,
didn't take off right away.
But I am so lost,
wanna feel it at any cost,
at any cost.
You didn't turn against me,
when I lost my mind.

I didn't choose to have this skill.
I cannot help having a strong will.
Maybe it's possible still still, for us to chill chill?

I didn't choose to have this skill.
I cannot help having a strong will.
Maybe it's possible still still, for us to chill chill?

Life and death, in one breath,
love and dread, in my head.
It is divine to intertwine,
in my head.
It is divine, in one breath,
love and dread, in my head.
It is divine, it is divine,
to intertwine.

But I am so lost,
wanna feel it at any cost.
What did I find,
when I lost my mind?

But I am so lost,
wanna feel it at any cost.
I am so lost,
lost my mind.

Why do the ghosts follow me,
always reminding me to find a new home,
where I can lay low, alone.
Why you let the restlessness
make this a mess?
One day you will confess, I guess.

I didn't choose to have this skill.
I cannot help having a strong will.
Maybe it's possible still, for us to chill?
Maybe it's possible still, for us to chill?

You didn't turn against me,
when worlds shifted.
The curse was lifted.

Didn't turn against me
when the worlds shifted.
didn't take off right away when the curse had been lifted.

Life and death, in one breath,
love and dread, in my head.
It is divine to intertwine.
Life and death, in one breath,
love and dread, in my head.
It is divine to intertwine.

Why do the ghosts follow me?
Find a new home,
where I can lay low, alone.
Why you let the restlessness
make this a mess?

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Lay Low

Full lyrics:

(We could meet in the dark)

I know you also are
without someone who would be on par.
Could we not undo what is said and done,
do what is fun and just run, run?
We could meet in the dark.
It is a lie to deny the spark.
Bet that I have left an eternal mark.
Give me a chance down at the park.

They tell me I'm not making sense,
that you were a bad influence.
They say that it was all pretense.
I hate to speak of us in the past tense.

Together all felt so intense.
My longing for you is immense.
I gotta say in my defense:
with you I saw things through a wider lense.

You were a special one.
Looking for someone like you, finding none.
We could walk in hurricanes hand in hand.
Now everything feels kinda so bland, and...
Now that I see it fail,
still wanna believe in this fairytale.
You had something that was out of this world,
to others unseen and unheard.

They tell me I'm not making sense,
that you were a bad influence.
They say that it was all pretense.
I hate to speak of us in the past tense.

Together all felt so intense.
My longing for you is immense.
I gotta say in my defense:
with you I saw things through a wider lense.

I know you also are
without someone who would be on par.
Could we not undo what is said and done,
do what is fun and just run, run?
We could meet in the dark.
It is a lie to deny the spark.
Bet that I have left an eternal mark.
Give me a chance down at the park.

They tell me I'm not making sense,
that you were a bad influence.
They say that it was all pretense.
I hate to speak of us in the past tense.

Together all felt so intense.
My longing for you is immense.
I gotta say in my defense:
with you I saw things through a wider lense.

I know you also are
without someone who would be on par.

<3 </3

Past Tense

Lyrics:

(a mess of effected vocals)

You clearly don't like
what I've become.
You say you worry,
but I'm not dumb.
You just want to keep me under your thumb,
but you are not my... dad or mum.
You thought you had me well played,
but maybe you should be afraid.

I'll have it my way,
you don't get a say.
It is okay,
if you will obey.
I am the seven seas,
whatever it means.
I'm not shy of any means.

I'm in a state,
where I'm feeling my fate.
Something is wrong,
but it makes me strong.
I won't complain,
I'm just seeking my own gain.
Your end goals are all in vain.

(instrumental part)

I'll have it my way,
you don't get a say.
It is okay,
if you will obey.
I am the seven seas,
whatever it means.
I'm not shy of any means.

I'm in a state,
where I'm feeling my fate.
Something is wrong,
but it makes me strong.
I won't complain,
I'm just seeking my own gain.
Your end goals are all in vain.

I am the seven seas,
whatever it means.
I'm not shy of any means.

I'll have it my way,
you don't get a say.
It is okay,
if you will obey.
I am the seven seas,
whatever it means.
I'm not shy of any means.

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My Way

You can go and check the music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHK6EbNGcBk&feature=youtu.be
I hope you like it, I actually put some effort in it for once :D

Lyrics:

Won't try to explain myself,
I would come off as a freak.
Been called out before
for not letting go of my mystique.
I don't need to speak,
I'm feeling at my peak,
you won't see tears on my cheek.
You know I'm not weak,
it shows in my physique.

Look at me, it's not bleak,
I have the answers that you seek.
In this way I'm unique,
I am the answer you seek.
To me it's quite fun,
what needs to be done, will be done.
Consider your troubles gone,
in that way I am the one.

I created myself to meet
my own standards, not to cheat.
I can even take good use 
of the fact that I'm petite.
If needed I look sweet,
but can think on my feet,
I will not accept defeat.
They try to compete,
but only I complete.

Look at me, it's not bleak,
I have the answers that you seek.
In this way I'm unique,
I am the answer you seek.
To me it's quite fun,
what needs to be done, will be done.
Consider your troubles gone,
in that way I am the one.

Answer (with music video!)

Dunno... this may or may not also be on my EP, which is coming out... some day... any day now xD I just felt like uploading something already, before people think that I'm all dead :3

Lyrics:

Some may think I'm a fool
for stepping in the pool,
but it's all cool, 
but it's all cool,
I wanna stay ignorant of that rule.
Am I used like a tool,
am I a priceless jewel?
Isn't it cruel, 
isn't it cruel,
(to make love my only fuel?)
Come on to the water,
make a splash,
I have hidden treasures,
I'll show you my stash.
The past quarrels were all trash,
(sorry if I have been rash.)

Can we take it up a notch, 
I don't care if spirits watch,
the way you blush,
it gives my head a rush.
Can we take it up a notch, 
I don't care if spirits watch,
'cause you are such,
I like the way you're a little much.

Only one thing became clear,
you're the one I belong near.
This is my one epitome, 
(beside you is my home.)
Walls between us become sheer,
by desire without fear,
I need to get back with you now,
(it has to work somehow.)

Come on to the water,
make a splash,
I have hidden treasures,
I'll show you my stash.
The past quarrels were all trash,
(sorry if I have been rash.)

Can we take it up a notch, 
I don't care if spirits watch,
(the way you blush,
it gives my head a rush.)

(Only one thing became clear,
you're the one I belong near.
This is my one epitome,) 
beside you is my home.
Walls between us become sheer,
by desire without fear,
I need to get back with you now,
it has to work somehow.

(Am I used like a tool,
am I a priceless jewel?
Isn't it cruel,) 
isn't it cruel,
to make love my only fuel?

Only one thing became...
am I a priceless jewel?
Isn't it cruel,
isn't it cruel,
to make love my only fuel?

Can we take it up a notch, 
I don't care if spirits watch.
This is my one epitome, 
beside you is my home.

Cruel

I gave this song a strange name, because I had a dream where there was a musical called "Cabbage Berry" - it was very mysterious and made the audience fall into a trance of sorts. I thought that this song had something of a similar surreal feel :)

Lyrics:


Tell me your name,
what is your aim
in this game?
Are we the same,
or are you lame, 
would be shame.
What do you claim,
who is to blame?
We together will be aflame.

Come on admit,
you can not quit,
we're a fit.
Loving that wit
and the outfit,
you're a hit.
It's cute that you didn't omit
feeling a bit like a misfit.

Wanna hang out,
figure you out,
be devout.
Let me reach out,
going all out,
be devout.
Let me find out 
what you're about,
seek you out
until I black out.

Can I be with you always?
Give you praise, in many ways, 
most days?
My heart beating in your pace,
feel how we reach a heavenly place.

Can I be with you always?
Give you praise, in many ways, 
most days?
I'm all open, there's no trick,
I'm happy even being the sidekick.

(gibberish)

Cabbage Berry

It's all okay... or is it??? Lyrics:

Chill with that rabies,
so what if I'm being a tease?
We are no babies, no more,
you have to put your own mind at ease.

Ancient like the trees,
repeating some meaningless cheese,
the flowers and the bees,
you're my main squeeze,
kiss me please, kiss me please.

In the gentle breeze, 
you play all the wrong keys,
like that time overseas.
Love is like a brain disease,
I pity anyone who sees our PDAs,
our PDAs.

We make a good team, 
but a bad evil regime,
eyes in the shadow gleam.
We make a good team, 
but a bad evil regime,
see you in your dream.

Who let the radio play
this song that isn't okay
Now they sing "yay",
go on to say,
"beg you to stay".

I'm feeling off and astray,
who sings those things anyway?
Now they say "hey,
I'll make you pay,
for my hairspray,
for my hairspray".

You get to feel glee,
I am your own Wile E. Coyote.

In the gentle breeze, 
you play all the wrong keys,
like that time overseas.
Love is like a brain disease,
I pity anyone who sees our PDAs,
our PDAs.

We make a good team, 
but a bad evil regime,
eyes in the shadow gleam.
We make a good team, 
but a bad evil regime,
see you in your dream.

I'm feeling off and astray,
who sings those things anyway?
Now they say "hey,
I'll make you pay,
for my hairspray".

Two pods, no single pea,
like a lost banshee.
See you in your dream, 
where spooky eyes in the shadow gleam.
We make a good team, 
but a bad evil regime,
eyes in the shadow gleam.
We make a good team, 
but a bad evil regime,
see you in your dream.

Okay

I know that this has a lot of room for improvement (don't even get me started on the vocals xP ), but I made it on a random whim, and don't want to get perfectionistic... I miss the days when I could just make a song in like two days and call it good enough, so here goes :D Maybe I'll make an improved version one day, but no promises ^_^

Lyrics:

Eternally...

The moment I met you,
I was so drawn into
the light in you 
that made me question what is even true.
When you give me your coat
I feel that I can float.
We could do anything,
we could be pirates on a boat.

If I put up a hard shell,
If I am going through hell,
if I am under your spell,
you can always tell.
Boy you do make my heart swell,
color my world in pastel,
I am a bottomless well,
but it could go well,
it could go well.

If you, bae, decide to stay soulmates with me,
I will give you time and stuff and my key.
In a way we all are faulty, but see,
have my loyalty, eternally.

If you, bae, decide to stay soulmates with me,
I will give you time and stuff and my key.
In a way we all are faulty, but see,
have my loyalty, eternally.

(kinda garbled vocals: Say that we can stay in little moments,
not care about a thing,
we don't have a queen or king.
When you give me your coat, 
I feel that I can float.
We could do anything, we could be pirates on a boat.)

Say that we can stay in little moments, not care about a thing,
we don't have a queen or king.
Say that we can walk on battlefields, safe, and sing.
we don't have a king.

If I put up a hard shell,
If I am going through hell,
if I am under your spell,
you can always tell.
Boy you do make my heart swell,
color my world in pastel,
I am a bottomless well,
but it could go well,
it could go well.

If you, bae, decide to stay soulmates with me,
I will give you time and stuff and my key.
In a way we all are faulty, but see,
have my loyalty, eternally.

If you, bae, decide to stay soulmates with me,
I will give you time and stuff and my key.
In a way we all are faulty, but see,
have my loyalty, eternally.

Stay Soulmates with Me

Power Trippin

...it's just a super different remix of my older song "Simple Girl" :P But I'm working on an EP :)

Your Turn

Music video: https://youtu.be/-IJGKB_5LfQ

Lyrics:

Let me understand why you're sulking back there,
maybe I can help out if life is unfair,
you are the one I really care about,
and I never want to give you reason to pout,
I hope we never will argue and shout,
I must say I'm quite proud of us,
never raising our voices thus far.

Okay, 
I have so many songs that I want to play for you,
we can not feel blue,
when the sky is there for us to push through.

Girl, you can always swing with me,
I'll push you higher than that oak tree,
worries can not keep up, they
fall away, away, away,
hey, let me try to make your day!

Okay, 
I have so many songs that I want to play for you,
we can not feel blue,
when the sky is there for us to push through.

Feel, wind so tender in your face,
when we are having a running race,
worries can not keep the pace,
they give up the chase, the chase,
Girl, you can always swing with me,
I'll push you higher than that oak tree,
worries can not keep up, they
fall away, away, away,
hey, let me try to make your day!

(let me understand, let me understand)

You are the one I really care about,
and I never want to give you reason to pout,
I hope we never will argue and shout.

Wind so tender in your face,
when we are having a running race,
worries can not keep the pace,
they give up the chase, the chase,
Girl, you can always swing with me,
I'll push you higher than that oak tree,
worries can not keep up, they
fall away, away, away,
hey, let me try to make your day!

Swing With Me

Music video (of sorts): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kP555MVMgr4

This is part of a project where I create instrumentals out of video game midis and turn them into (hopefully) unrecognizable songs :) The original midi file for this instrumental was "Glyde's Attack" from the game Mega Man Legends 2 - you can find it for example here:
https://www.khinsider.com/midi/ps1/mega-man-legends-2

Glitchy Friendship

Earth

This is part of a project where I create instrumentals out of video game midis and turn them into (hopefully) unrecognizable songs :) 
The original midi file for this instrumental was "final-boss" from the game Rockman and Forte - you can find it for example here:
https://www.khinsider.com/midi/snes/rockman-and-forte

Lyrics:

Call me once more and whine about your loneliness,
tell me how good it used to be before
when I had not become so bad,
was the one true friend you had,
but now I have, have gone to ruin it all,
this is our fall

I'm a sucky friend and generally bad,
I can not be trusted and you know that,
I am on the dark side, I will only bring you down.

I could come back to you, that's your offer to me.
You must think you could make me right again,
'cause you still keep insisting,
that I need major fixing,
I'm a broken girl, I simply need your tools,
let's not be fools.

I'm a sucky friend and generally bad,
I can not be trusted and you know that,
I am on the dark side, I will only bring you down.

We've gone over this, I don't want to repeat myself,
time to let me be and do some healing for yourself,
I'm not the same and maybe you should change a bit too,
or you can sit alone at home and cry, boohoo,
I'm not the one to keep your hopes up for the future,
let it go and prepare for a U-turn now.

I'm a sucky friend and generally bad,
I can not be trusted and you know that,
I am on the dark side, I will only bring you down.

I could come back to you, that's your offer to me.
You must think you could make me right again,
'cause you still keep insisting,
that I need major fixing,
I'm a broken girl, I simply need your tools,
let's not be fools.

I'm a sucky friend and generally bad,
I can not be trusted and you know that,
I am on the dark side, I will only bring you down.

Sucky Friend

This is part of a project where I create instrumentals out of video game midis and turn them into (hopefully) unrecognizable songs :) 
The original midi file for this instrumental was "wyndia" from the game Breath of Fire IV - you can find it for example here:
https://www.khinsider.com/midi/ps1/breath-of-fire-iv

Swim With Me In The Dark Ocean

This is part of a project where I create instrumentals out of video game midis and turn them into (hopefully) unrecognizable songs :) 
The original midi file for this instrumental was "Bubble Man's Stage" from the game Mega Man The Wily Wars - Mega Man 2, you can find it for example here:
https://www.khinsider.com/midi/genesis/mega-man-the-wily-wars-mega-man-2

Give Me A Ride On Your Bike

Hurt In My Heart

Lyrics:

You're a troublemaker, always up to no good 
but my heart tends to fall for people like you,
for someone just like you... are a troubled soul,
and I should leave you alone 
'til you have sorted yourself out
but I'm really longing for you now.
I wonder if you're feeling lonely,
though you have that crew you follow around...

What if I could be the one for you, 
I could be just what you need 
and I maybe could heal you with love?
Silly thought, silly thought.
You may be the one for me,
you could make me your fellow rebel,
a little mischief here and there
can't hurt, right?

Shouldn't allow myself these thoughts,
but I'm also feeling quite bored.
Should I be letting go now,
diving headfirst into a love with you, a love with you?

You're a snappy one, the type to get the last word, 
if they dare take a jab at you,
and it's fine, that is just fine by me,
you also can become distant, detached from this world,
and I want to bring you back,
you can share what bothers you with me.
When I see those big eyes so gloomy,
I just want to cuddle you evermore.

What if I could be the one for you, 
I could be just what you need 
and I maybe could heal you with love?
Silly thought, silly thought.
You may be the one for me,
you could make me your fellow rebel,
a little mischief here and there
can't hurt, right?

Shouldn't allow myself these thoughts,
but I'm also feeling quite bored.
Should I be letting go now,
diving headfirst into a love with you, a love with you?

You're a troublemaker, always up to no good 
but my heart tends to fall for people like you,
for someone just like you... are a troubled soul,
and I should leave you alone 
'til you have sorted yourself out
but I'm really longing for you now.
When I see those big eyes so gloomy,
I just want to cuddle you evermore.

Shouldn't allow myself these thoughts,
but I'm also feeling quite bored.
Should I be letting go now,
diving headfirst into a love with you, a love with you?

Troublemaker

Bus Luv

Don't Tell Me What To Feel

Twin Magic

I released the instrumental earlier, this is the version with vocals!

Lyrics:

(I know, I know)

You see right through me so effortlessly
that I never really understood myself so deeply,
and we are tight, there for you every day and night,
but out in the colder winds, people grow apart it seems,

I need us to be the same always,
play no games, always,
cannot turn this to fantasy,
need to keep it reality,
I'm not ready to go with time,
joining the flow, no, I refuse.

Sink with me to the sea,
'cause I need us to be
always close and happy,
I can't let you go away.
Come with me to the waves,
we can always stay away
from being adults,
stupid adults
with their jobs and stuff.

Come with me to the shore,
I can't let you grow bored of me,
need us to stay as we are forevermore,
Sink with me to the deep 
'cause I need to keep us from being adults,
stupid adults with their spouses.

You are a part of my identity,
that I never wanna have to see separately,
and you're my light,
that I don't want to be without,
'cause out in the world it seems,
there's a lot of hurt it feels.

I beg you to stay with me, always,
play with me, always,
I can't handle reality,
need this to be eternally.
I'm not ready to change,
not even in my own pace, 
I refuse.

Sink with me to the sea,
'cause I need us to be
always close and happy,
I can't let you go away.
Come with me to the waves,
we can always stay away
from being adults,
stupid adults
with their jobs and stuff.

Come with me to the shore,
I can't let you grow bored of me,
need us to stay as we are forevermore,
Sink with me to the deep 
'cause I need to keep us from being adults,
stupid adults with their spouses.

I know, it's not how this will go,
it's just what I have in my heart,
but I keep you in my daydreams
'cause this world aint for us, it feels.

I know, stupid adults, stupid adults.
I know, I know, it's not how this will go,
it's just what I have in my heart,
but I keep you in my daydreams,
stupid adults.

You are a part of my identity,
that I never wanna have to see separately,
and you're my light,
that I don't want to be without.

Adults (Sink With Me To The Sea)

I make experimental bubblegum bass/hyperpop -inspired electronic music just for fun! <3 
I sing and produce my songs myself.

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