the perfect actor

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art by: me

lyrics:

here i go, suffering the consequences of being happy
here i go again, suppressing all of my truest feelings

wish i could make it all stop
wish i could play the part
if i could be the perfect actor
would that be what you want?

hmm
hmmm

oh, if i could be
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
oh, if i could be
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could)

cause i’m tired of feeling trapped and alone
stuck in the temple that is my body
my brain doesn’t feel connected to
the person that i used to be anymore, oh anymore

but how could you ever see that?
you wouldn’t understand
you’ll just keep on spewing your hatred
because you don’t like the fact im who i am

erase my entire existence
wipe history off the face of the earth
you’ll always get what you want
but i’ll never get what i deserve

make it all stop
i wish i could play the part
if i could be the perfect actor
would that be what you want?

i need to be the perfect actor
i need to be the perfect actor
i wouldn’t take in all these factors
i need to be the perfect actor
i need to be the perfect actor

(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
if i could be, if i could be
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
if i could be

the perfect actor

The 41st release of katharsis is the EP “swansong” by jhl coming out on May 3rd. The New Zealand-based artist portray a dark and dramatic world of love and pain in this five-track release, drawing inspiration from poetry, opera, and fantasy worldbuilding. The result is both endearing and epic with its glittering synths, grandiose sound design, and poignant orchestral elements. jhl’s vocals carry big emotions through all five songs, as the lyrics are characterized by heartbreak and despair though still full of hope and love.

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Produced by @claiiireeed
Mixed by me + @therealn8ureboi
Cover photo shot by Matt
Special thanks to @dunkboyhotmail & Marco

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