candles melting
i felt something
smoke consuming and goes through me
all that i see obscured opaquely
all my sobbing
turns into humming
 
reaching out my hand collapsing 
my reaction slows then fastens
i was happy  but kept on crying
dull my senses i gave up trying

vapor clouding up the mirror
waning figures growing clearer
lively feelings fade into sadness
my fingers filled with glass fragments

candles melting
i felt something
all consuming bells are ringing
all that i see obscured opaquely
all my sobbing turns to nothing

away (Eleanor Forte AI original song)

cloud of blood

last year.....

every moment, every second,
always think then then still act reckless
maybe its cus i like you soo much, i cant believe your lies regardless......

every single word, every single action
nothing that i do, nothing that will happen
i know that one day soon
i'll repossess my life, 
even if im born anew,
i'll still be rotting deep inside

i never question cus i dont care
there's no reason, its never ever fair
i know who i am, i know what i did
is this feeling that i'm feeling a feeling to forbid?

without any fail, without many tries
all that i have done, met with heavy sighs
i know that one day soon
ill repossess my life, 
even if im born anew,
i'll still be rotting deep inside


i never question cus i dont care
there's no reason its never ever fair
i know who i am, i know what i did
is this feeling that im feeling a feeling to forbid?

voice: tsuina chan AI and eleanor forte AI

Empty Lot

nothing left today
lightning with the pain
call it simple joy
now kill it with your voice
my fingers black and bruised
thread is coming loose
jumpin off of me 
fallin off of you
hollowed out and sunk
ruined when begun 
droning like a hit 
that echoes off a drum
my body red and scarred
you think i misconstrue
life is way too hard
for doubting like you do

Scars

something tells me look away
avert my eyes, and kneel to pray
memories tell me instinct lies
memories tell me not to cry
right then my knees gave away
a virgin feeling kept a bay
nothing more and nothing lees
its not paint that stains my dress

scrap

Tunnel

in my waking life\
every breath i fake
uneasy waste of time
counting my mistakes
mantras echoed past
all i hear is sounds
but to me its still like silence all around
cant remember why but infact i do
i just, i just pretend
but i remmeber too
all the things i hate, all the things i love
everythings the same nothing ever done
:(

Mercuryy

solaria, eleanor forte

default states and  stars burn out
grease as blood all drying now
whirring joints that leak and rust
comsically return to dust

wires through which that i'm breathing
i can feel your heartbeat beating
i want to feel your flesh on mine
i want to feel you though your spine

loosened keys now picked apart
failure stated before start
mechanically betray us
denying it won't matter much

wires through which that i'm breathing
i can feel your heartbeat beating
i want for us to be aligned
i want to make you only mine
circuits sparking and ignite
all my limbs are wrapped in bytes
now i don't feel like i'm still real
unplug the plug that makes me feel

pictures fade  in then fade out
gears as lips all smiling now
creaking joints still leak and rust
cosmically return to dust
sickness cured from inside out
poison words inside your mouth
blades are sharpened to a point
rusted over rotten joints

fires enflame all i'm seeing
time to now complete this meeting
i want to reach you with my teeth
i want to rip you from your seams
iron coatings, reinforcements
tangled up with false endorsements
i want to hear you when you scream
i want to bring you misery

Wireburn

collapsing everyday, moving inches when you breathe
like you won't notice nor will you notice me
all the money in the world, meaningless to you or me
am i really, really happy or should i pretend to be
do you really care, really think it's fine?
the sun and the moon to me are just a sign
nothing really ends nothing really starts
am i really happy or have i just played a part
do you really care, really think it's fair?
oh, the sun and the moon, i cant help but stare

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Valendar

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