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think it’s getting bad again
i’ve been lying to my friends
feel the weight here in this bed
truth is i’m tired

sit and wait for walls to speak
searching for some kind of clarity
i’m afraid of what they’ll think of me
if they heard

see i’m smiling 
it’s okay if i’m crying
just as long as i’m trying
to wake up and breathe

take cold showers
eat alone at odd hours
replay all the encounters 
that i’ll unpack in therapy

last time i saw you i was just a little bit brighter 
and now you’re waiting on my light to return
someone lied when they told you that i was a fighter
‘cos now i’m praying for you to come save me, please come and save me
before i become something hard to believe in
and you know that you’re better off leaving

see i’m smiling 
it’s okay if i’m crying
just as long as i’m trying
to wake up and breathe

take cold showers
eat alone at odd hours
replay all the encounters 
that i’ll unpack in therapy

therapy w/ HEARTAVI & blackwinterwells

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Lyrics:
(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)
(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)

it's like you're still here with me
winds blow mold my face like your touch
I'd try ask "do you miss me?"
but you don't respond
how could you be gone
I'll close my eyes
and forget about the time
watch as I cry
it's rain on my cheek
connecting lines
tracing paths in sand beneath my feet
you swore you'd stay
where are you
tear my heart out
fall to the ground
words pierce my skin
tattered feelings
all this weight from my name
when you say it again
words kiss me
but I still feel pain

someone pinch me i'm still dreaming
death's beside me i'm his protégé
please speak softly words still hurt me
defy nature I still hate her
hate her
stay here
hate her
take me later
but you'll stay there
if I don't call
take a step back before you fall

everything just hurts sometimes  I
wonder what I'll feel when you die
hold your hand it's cold already
didn't tell me that you left me
beating heart as I grasp for air
feel your pulse but it's still nowhere
will you search for me when I join you

try beleive that nothings wrong
hold your hand until you're gone
hold your hand until you're
do you feel me with you
do you feel me kiss you
you - you - you
you were my everything

take back time said I would not cry but I lied
can you forgive me for the mistakes I made
thought you would never leave what we had built up
but I was wrong i'm so dumb
see your face
I watch you fade
I'll always stay just to see you again someday
do you see though the darkness i'm beside you
you're here I know you are
I won't forget your hope
it's all inside I won't leave till I die

steps lead southward spiral downward
heartbeats haunt me death still taunts me
i can still feel the past inside of my own heart
fragile it breaks like glass let it escape time's grasp

do you feel do you
do you still -
do you remember my name I'm -
do you hurt do you
hear my words
is it real are you
still there

do you feel do you hurt is it real now
cause I know that you're gone but I'll still ask "do you miss me?"
do you feel do you hurt is it real now
when you don't respond I'll hold on
for you
Talk I need to hear your voice your words surround me
embrace me with the things you could say but I can't hear you
Call out to me but we'll still just sit in silence
do you feel my hands
I just want you back
cause I loved you

death's just a step away

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lyr:
[mae]
strike back at the heart, tear the thing apart
take it back from the beginning, acting out the part
tear me into shreds, then pick up the shards
clean up and depart 

i can still see when my eyes are closed
venom injected, i decompose
daughter of arachne, joints bending and cracking
biting down on anything you expose
i dont have anything to uphold
suspended in air, movements so controlled
daughter of arachne, rebirthing and hatching,
fading out in passing

when i bite down, i bite down hard
sinking in ashes, im one with the tar

[monikrr]
keep spilling out nectar, i’m sinking my teeth
through my own skin, venom paralyzed me
tryna feign composure but it’s tantalizing
when my own damn blood’s never tasted this sweet

sucking the life out of myself and then discarding the rest
up all night weaving all my words, then getting stuck in the web
but it’s fine, at least you’ll say it is, you made it out in the end 
i don’t like you, and i still don’t like me, so tell me what happens next

uh, stargazing in my trunk, i
ah, i drove as far from home as i could drive
ah, it makes me sick we share the same sky
ah, the dirt, the air that i can't call mine
the skin you stole from me with your eyes
and bruised and battered on the worst nights
the secrets that i told all etched in your mind
if i could take anything back, it'd be my own life

[mae]
i can still see when my eyes are closed
venom injected, i decompose
daughter of arachne, joints bending and cracking
biting down on anything you expose
i dont have anything to uphold
suspended in air, movements so controlled
daughter of arachne, rebirthing and hatching,
fading out in passing

arachne (w/ monikrr)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Picis151IbI
take home a prize
sometimes you surprise me
surprise me
you paid the price
full of loving eyes
loving eyes
stop here or there
with you id be content anywhere
anywhere
feed me your lies,
you know ill probably never care
when it's my time
just promise me that you'll be there
that you'll be there
that you'll be there
(i know, i know)
that you'll be there
(i know, i know)
that you'll be there
(i know, i know)
that you'll be there
there
there
there
(be there, be there)

instrumental by whatever dad

take home

freestyle on a nu jazz beat
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꒰ঌ ♰ ໒꒱
 - lyrics -

i don’t know what you want from me
star-crossed soldier
do a lot to feel free
step in blood, cold feet
steady aiming at a bright light
eyes zombie
paid girl, run a bag for free
give it up, it’s a small fee
blood-stained teeth
pop a nosebleed on my tee
in your eyes i see just what i need

i can’t pace it
i blow grams, i face it
the old me, erase it
i paint lines, they trace it
learn my lesson
it’s warm up in heaven
confirm what i question
i’d die for obsession

find it

꒰ঌ ♰ ໒꒱ 
- lyrics -

take it to the face so i wont see u in my head
get no rest 
it's just that i love you 
petal on the ground, stay true 
origami swan, sky blue 
this ground i tread w/ my tabi shoes 
skin i shed, will i lose? 
skin i shed, born anew 
i break down, break thru 
like three, two, they count it down to test you
we burn thru, pack got me sick like the flu
a clear view, why they acting brand new?
yea, i always felt like i’m above it
took a chance on mine, now i’m bloody
it could rebuild strong but i’m numb
i’m a puppet
gone & dumb, losing sight of the summit
(lost sight of myself)
feels good in the shell when i’m lost
bad dog bare teeth, face that cost
feels good in the shell when i’m lost
bad dog bare teeth, face that cost

swan

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ONMYBODY

wait for
you to say
cause i love it when you
press my head against your chest and stroke my hair
you asked me if i want you again

i know what i want
& i know when
im in love
a cyber sigil
she’s got them tatted on

half sentiments are all i ever get from you
i could buy my way out of this life
but now
honesty is all i ever asked of you
i could buy my way out every time
but now

im falling
dont say

Greachers

Valentin Tomas, formerly known as simply "Valentin," emerged from a hiatus dedicated to honing his craft. Drawing inspiration from a diverse array of artists including D'Angelo, Thom Yorke, Frank Ocean, Bon Iver, and Jai Paul, Valentin Tomas has developed a signature sound characterized by his soft, emotive vocals and profound lyrical content.

His previous work under the name "Valentin" garnered attention, particularly with the song "Substantial," hinting at the promise of what was to come. Now, as he reintroduces himself to the music scene, Valentin Tomas showcases his growth and evolution as an artist.

With his introspective lyrics and lush, organic sound, Valentin Tomas is poised to make a lasting impact, solidifying his position as a captivating new voice in the music industry.

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