(Lyrics are in Spanish)

tengo 
mis manos dentro un pastel 

Para el

estoy A dando
Dulce compañía a mi nivel

Estoy buscando siente ángeles
A mi bebé

Soy miserable 
no tengo que reírme Frente a él
 A él 

 no tengo que reírme Frente a él
A él 

 no tengo que reírme Frente a él

AZAEL (ON ALL PLATFROMS)

[Lyrics] 


Love can be so dangerous 
I will risk it all for us 
If I can grasp your hand 
And let’s run 
Will you dance with me and make history 
If I can see you smile again will you laugh with me like 123 

And I 

can you feel you mentally 
And spiritually 
in love 
I want a family just you and me

If I can grasp your hand 
And let’s run 
Will you dance with me and make history 
If can see you smile again will  you laugh with me like 123  
And I-

CHEMISTRY 2021

(Lyrics)

Healing from a broken heart 
Feels like it’s forever till the end 
Spent some in my room 
Thinking If I’m wrong 
Cause I can’t let you go 
But you still are gone 
And I’m lone

ACCEPTED YOUR GONE

this song is a sample from post clarity I do not own this beat 

(lyrics)

Am I feeling alright 
Been trying love myself 
Am I working enough 
I’m  consciously waiting for 
guidance
But it all to hard 
And I think to much 
Am I feeling alright 
Don’t rush me cause I’m tryna find it 
But it been so hard 
And I think to much 
Am I feeling alright

Sensory Expression by post clarity

IM OKAY BUT ITS BEEN HARD

lyrics

You never thought your  enough 
And if you wanted to you would of done 
More than I would of wanted you tho you never did and never done 
And I would wish 
that I 
was enough 
into your eyes 
But you didn’t feel 
the same for me…
And I blame myself 
Wanted you all to myself 
But I know I was a fool for you 
Fool
And I knew I was a fool for you… 
Fool 
And I knew I was a fool for you…

FOOL

( Lyrics ) 

Fuck I’m seeing colors 
Drowning from up high above 
Ooo  baby I see you from a distance staring at my empty eyes 

And baby I know you’re scared 
And baby I know you care 
So take my hand 
you got it
You got it 
 So take my hand I know you’re scared 

So take my hand 
you got it
You got it 
 So take my hand I know you care 

Fuck I’m seeing colors 
Drowning from up high above 
Ooo  baby I see you from a distance staring at my empty eyes 

And baby I know you’re scared 
And baby I know you care 

(Slowed)

Fuck I’m seeing colors 
Drowning from up high above 
Ooo  baby I see you from a distance staring at my empty eyes 

And baby I know you’re scared 
And baby I know you care 
 
**Reverse**

:)))

COLURZ (PROD.9lives)

Lyrics 

If only I could tell you 
How lonely I’ve become 
been a while since I’ve seen the sun
And lately things been upside down 
 im asking for the help and no one’s at the door 
At times like this I wish I’m not around 
I hate myself so please Exclude me out 
At times like this I wish I’m not around 
I hate myself so please Exclude me out 
At times like this I wish I’m not around 
I hate myself so please Exclude me out …

Sample from teethe

IF ONLY I COULD TELL YOU

(LYRICS)
Your acting different now 
And All your friends don’t value what you do 
And you don’t notice what they do 
To you
And you don’t like them like you said you do 

Your acting different now 
And All your friends don’t value what you do 
And you don’t notice what they do 
To you
And you don’t like them like you said you do 

(D4vd ft) 

you threw my heart away, 
and then you wanna force me to stay

hate fills my lungs again 

take it out on you

and don’t say i’m different now

cause i’m not, and you’re all i got

don’t you know, hooahaah


(Outro)

Your acting different now 
And All your friends don’t value what you do 
And you don’t notice what they do 
To you
And you don’t like them like you said you do 

Your acting different now 
And All your friends don’t value what you do 
And you don’t notice what they do 
To you
And you don’t like them like you said you do 

Your acting different now 

Your acting different now

SAMPLE FROM Vein.fm - 20 seconds : 20 hours

YOU’RE ACTING DIFFERENT NOW {FEAT.D4VD}

sample from 
Grivo all rights go them
this not my beat

(Lyrics)

Instead 
Of supporting me you chose to take a side 
And I felt 
Like my words don’t mean a thing 
Nor what I do 


What I feel (I feel) don’t matter don’t matter to you ( Nobody listens) 
What I feel (I feel) don’t matter don’t matter to you ( Nobody listens) 
What I feel (I feel) don’t matter don’t matter to you ( Nobody listens) 
What I feel (I feel) don’t matter don’t matter to you to you to you ( Nobody listens)

sample from 
Grivo all rights go them
this not my beat

NO ONE LISTENS

(Lyrics)

Go Kill your self 
For everything  that you’ve done to me 
You never cared 
You always turned back and laughed at me 
You’re sinister 
So evil 
Abusive 
Go kill your self x8

I can’t breathe 
Emotional torment
Inflicting the pain onto myself 
Im the problem? 
Have I been truthful 
Or am I the cause of everything 

I am losing hope 
And I don’t care if I’m gone 
(If I’m am gone)

I am losing hope 
And I don’t care if I’m gone 
It’s been long since I’ve seen myself 
And I am lost can’t seem to grip my thoughts 
(Can’t seem to find myself)

ASE 

I am losing hope 
And I don’t care if I’m gone 
I am losing hope 
And I don’t care if I’m gone
(If I’m am gone)


Cover by @cockharrt

ÀSE (EP)

{Lyrics}


Jugged up at the  party all night 
Jugged up at the  party all night 
Jugged up at the  party all night 
Jugged up at the  party all night 

There is something in the  air 
And I see it in the dark of night 

Nd There something going on 
But I can feel it in myself tonight 

Jugged up at the  party all night 
Jugged up at the  party all night 
Jugged up at the  party all night 
Jugged up at the   party all night 

Instagram: @valousisrafil
Mixed by me & @indivrnt
Produced by @td.shadxw

MELOCONIC #ESU4MOR//#𝑴𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒖 {PROD. SHADXW}

{Lyrics}
yes I care (i care)
if you want me 
But if you’re (if you’re) 
not there (not there)
then u tell me 
What do i do (I do)
If u don’t like  me like I do 
Do I leave or do i beg (i beg)
for you to stay me 
I don’t even care if u want me but I love you (love you)
I don’t even care if u hate me but I love you (love you)
I don’t even care if u want me but I love you (love you)
I don’t even care if u hate me but I love you (love you)
I don’t even care if u want me but I love you (love you)
I don’t even care if u hate me but I love you (love you)
Yes I care (I care)
If u don’t want me like I do (I do) 

( Slowed )
Ye- yes I care (i care)
if you don’t me 
But if you’re (if you’re)
not there ( not there) 
then u-

Sample by dahlia I’m just there.

DONT CARE PT2

{lyrics}

The feeling is natural 
What we can do 
A feeling that’s mutual
All within us 
Vividly filled with love
I think our souls have touched 

Our loves an Orchestra
I think we’re meant to be
Our loves an Orchestra
I feel like you will see
Why I feel 
Like it could be a forever thing 
And I feel 
Like it could be a forever thing

(Henrico <3)

A MUTUAL FEELING *9LIVES*

(Lyrics)

Hey 
Hey 
Hey 

I thought I told you to listen to me 
Hey
I thought I told you to listen to me 

Cuz Yes I’m tried of 
Telling you over and over again 
To respect me and be responsible 
Cuz I’m tried of
Picking the pieces ur leaving behind 
You don’t consider me 
Nor my emotions 

So hey 
I thought I told you to listen to me 
I thought I told you to listen to me 
I thought I told you to listen to me 
I thought I told you to listen to me

Engineer: @indivrnt

AKASHA

{Lyrics}

Stay here 
Spend the night with the stars 
Let’s talk about you
And how we vibe like a song 
Sway like the ocean 
Bright as the sun 
You are my star 
And I am your moon 
We sway like the ocean 
As bright as the sun 
You are my star 
And I am your moon 
You are my star 
And I am your moon
And I am your moon 

Engineered by me 
Written by me 
Sample by mat kenrekes

STARGAZEWITHME

(Lyrics)

Waiting for something new 
It’s an illusion
I’ve walked around clueless 
For some time 
Just wanting for something new 
Waiting for life to change 
A simpler life to claim
Something that’ll never go to waste 
I can’t wait any longer 
I’m getting older 
And I can’t wait for nothing new 
My life is a ticking clock 
It’ll never stop till now 
Cuz nothing will ever last 
Just my void in the shade of black 

 Written by Valous israfil 
Engineered by Valous israfil

SHADES OF BLACK

(Lyrics and credit’s) 



So Tell him what you did that night 
And Separate the good
So Tell him what you did that night 
And Separate the good
It’s not healthy but reciprocate
The message on the truth 
No matter what you feel for him  
It’s healthy and it’s true 

I won’t you all the truth 
Truth ouu
Truth ouu
Truth ouu
I won’t you all the truth 
Truth ouu
Truth ouu
Truth ouu
I won’t you all the truth 

(Slowed)



Written by: Valous israfil 
Vocals Mixed by: valous israfil
Efx by: indivrnce aka indivrnt
Producer: shadxw


(Jus wanna say thank you to the producer shadxw for working with me on this song (and the next song coming up) and my brother for helping me with the effects I appreciate y’all sm 🤍🤍)

MUSAYLIMA (PROD. SHADXW)

(Lyrics and credit’s)

Don't you see me thru
The mirror on the wall 
You are a darker soul 
And Don’t u think its wrong 
To think about harming those 
Who really care bout u 
Ur A danger to
Yourself and other words 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 


(Effects / lyrics)

I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru 
I hope u think it thru

Written by: Valous israfil
Vocals Mixed by: indivrnce aka indivrnt aka nae aka …
Efx by: indivrnce aka indivrnt
Producer: shadxw

(This song is jus an unfinished demo until further notice, rn the song is missing more vocals and Ngl i don’t have time atm)

( Jus wanna say thank you to the producer shadxw for working with me on this song (and the next song coming up) and my brother for helping me with the effects I appreciate y’all sm 🤍🤍)

MIRROR  (PROD. SHADXW)

(LYRICS)

If you were to cry 
I’ll hold you so tight 
Cuz you are important too
I promised a life
For you i’ll do anything 
To make sure your fine 
And you 
You are important too

And if you feel like your different 
You matter to me 
I promise a life where there’s peace and no
Stress next me 

For you I’ll do anything 
To make sure your fine 
And you are important too
I promised a life 

With you…

happy birthday baby I love you so much I hope you have an amazing day today

mixed by me 
written by me 
beat by VELVET

NOVEMBER 27TH

writing by valous israfil 

(lyrics}

I want you stay 
Only for me 
This anxious feeling 
Only wen you leave 

(Don’t want to hurt you
But if you leave 
I might have to.)

I want you stay 
Only for me 
This anxious feeling 
Only wen you leave

Anxiously Attached {prod.anticøn}

(Lyrics)

I spin so violently 
The world sleeps 
And I still see
Ur shadow 
Waving at my window shield 

Don’t tell me that your 
Staying here 
I fear the way the darkness feels
Fearing that you’d hurt me too 
I hate the way you watch me sleep 

You stare me down 
Wen no one’s looking 
I spin around 
so violently 
The world sleeps 
And I still see
Ur shadow …

Beat composer: Fxrth
Mixer: secanself
Lyrics: Valous israfil

Akame

PÁNICO ATADO

Dear man in the red and black 
Give them life and fame
for A price to pay 
In black 
play a game 
To throw your life away 
See your lies just like A flashlight 
Put fuel to your eyes and wake 
The dead with light that you can’t provide 


Your Fueling my lungs 
With ashes white 
Blow smoke till my eyes turn black and white 
nod my head towards the Wall
And mumble words
That’s hard to comprehend

Your Fueling my lungs 
With ashes white 
Blow smoke till my eyes turn black and white 
nod my head towards the Wall
And mumble words
That’s hard to comprehend

SPIRITS

not a finished song tbh i dont think i will be finishing ts i hate mixing 

(LYRICS)
IM SCARED 
I FEAR 
TIME WILL SWALLOW US WE'RE BLIND
THEY COME AT NIGHT 
AND RIP WHATS DEAR TO US INSIDE 

THEY MAKE NO SENSE X6

062623

LYRICS

Tell me if the voices that I’m hearing aren’t intrusive 
But cry beside a window thinking several worst solutions 
I’m I wrong for saying things that i don’t mean 
In terms of thinking 
I think i don’t wanna be around the things that make me lucid dream

Don’t walk away don’t leave
These thoughts in my head don’t make me calm down from it all

Don’t walk away don’t leave
These thoughts in my head don’t make me calm down from it all

Don’t walk away don’t leave
These thoughts in my head don’t make me calm down from it all

ithinkimgoinginsane

Reveal Something that’s fading away 
It feels like nothings going to change 

I wish that you’d listen to me 
But its okay 
I’ll hang on still hoping you’ll will
See me the same 

I love you still 
hope that you still feel the same 

I hold you close 
You are my world 

Reveal Something that’s fading away 
Reveal Something that’s fading away 
Reveal Something that’s fading away

Reveal

Lyrics

I get high with the pistol in my hand 
burn myself with the metal of my belt 
hate the thoughts that run over my head
when the project hits the floor and hits fan
go to hell what hell is in my head
lost my touch with the feeling of regret
go to hell what hell is in my head
hate the sounds of your whispers in my shed  
go to hell what hell is in my head
lost myself with the feeling of regret
go to hell what hell is in my head
hate the sounds of your whispers in my shed


wanted to try sum new thats all

prod.sickboi

lyrics 

Im addict to your love now 
i cant seem to lose myself again
now I'm trying not to fall for you 

but im just thinking bout you day and night 

ohh i dont wanna fall for you my love 
ohh i dont wanna fall for you my love 
ohh i dont wanna fall for you my love 
ohh i dont wanna fall for you my love 

come be the bubblegum to my love 
come be the bubblegum to my love 
come be the bubblegum to my love
come be the bubblegum to my love

my love 
my love 
so come on be my bubblegum 
my love
my love
so just come on be my bubblegum

come be my bubblegum to my love
come be my bubblegum to my love
come be my bubblegum to my love
come be my bubblegum to my love

my love
my love
so come and be my bubblegum



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BUBBLEGUM [PROD.KOFI BÆ] (OUT ON ITUNES & SPOTIFY)

lyrics 

[Intro: XXXTENTACION & Marilyn Manson] 

So soft and so tragic, as a slaughterhouse You press the knife against your heart And say that, "I love you so much, you must kill me, now" "I love you-" Beyond the pale (Hey)
Everything's black, no turning back (Yeah, yeah)
Beyond the pale (Uh, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Beyond the pale (Uh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Verse: XXXTENTACION]

Retribution falls for my love from the trees (Yeah)
In this house of glass, I can't break free, you cannot see, okay
Love, it can be all I want, it can be all I need (Yeah)
I'd much rather be alone (Yeah), you'd much rather watch me bleed 

[ verse: VALOU$]

Love isn’t not what it seem,
I’ve been cutting on my scars to bleed,
(Aye)
And don’t cry, cuz you have lied,
Love is just a Fantasy,
And I’ll bleed for love 
Yah I’ll bleed,
And I’ll will carve your fucking name onto my splaim,
I’ll cast a fucking spell on you so you don’t leave,
(So you don’t leave)


remixed this just for fun but the og one is on my repost or my x playlist...
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ig: valousisrafil 
or 
Ig: valousazula

LOVE (INTERLUDE)BY XXXTENTACION (REMIX) x MARILYN MANSON x VALOUS ISRAFIL

{lyrics} 
open up your mind
cant you see flowers
bloom at night 
cant you feel the remedy
cant you feel the remedy
cant you feel the remedy
cant you feel the remedy
...
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
...
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ig: valousisrafil
or
Ig: valousazula

HEYOKA EMPATHS

{Lyrics}

Im  riding on a coaster for way to long (x3)

And it’s hard to find a friend to riding along 
 They will never understand me when I’m gone 
And it hard to cut them off when I’m alone 
took me 18 years to love myself 
Will it take another year to find myself 

and  Even if I’m miserable I’m always having fun 
Even if I’m sad I know that I will overcome
No matter if cry enough I’m always having fun 

And I will never break my will for no one , no one else 

Im riding on a coaster for way to long  (x6) 

This beat is for NON PROFIT BY (BABYUMI)
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ROLLER COASTER (ON ALL PLATFROMS)

<333

(Lyrics)


burden boy 
Can’t you see

No you are not the problem 
It’s just me 

Now everybody hates you
But not me 

When I see your smile 
Its different to me 

burden boy 
Can’t you see

No you are not the problem 
It’s just me 
 
Burden boy can’t you 
See 

Burden boy can’t you 
see

(Ouuuu)
(Ouuuu)
(Ouuuu)


burden boy 
Can’t you see

No you are not the problem 
It’s just me 

burden boy 
Can’t you see

No you are not the problem 
It’s just me 

It’s just me

BURDEN BOY (ON ALL PLATFROMS)

(Lyrics)

Home don’t wanna go
Time  consumes the soul 
Love but never showed 
Trust  I don’t no more 

Star struck 

Star struck 

Star struck 

Star struck 

.....

love yall

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STARSTRUCK (ON ALL PLATFROMS)

LYRICS 

Stop asking all these people bout me 
I'm right here

Stop confronting my friends about me
I'm right here 

Stop confronting them   
Stop confronting them 

Stop asking all these people bout me 
I'm right here
Stop asking all these people bout me 
I'm right here
I'm right..

Stop asking all these people bout me 
Stop asking all these people bout me
Stop asking all these people bout me
Stop asking all these people bout me


Stop confronting them
Stop confronting them

stop asking all these people bout me 
I'm right here

stop asking all these people bout me 
I'm right here

DONT SPEAK ABOUT ME

𝑴𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒖//𝙃𝙞𝙟𝙖 𝙙𝙚 𝙤𝙨𝙝𝙪𝙣

VALOUS ISRAFIL

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