produced by santana
engineered by lordo

Inspiration/Influence: @bad-omens, @lorna-shore-official, @lilyeat, cyberpunk

🦋🦋🦋
please stay right here
please stay with me
show me you care
and show you bleed
are you real
are you human
are you mine, are you mine

kiss and protect girl you know i wont kiss and tell
im way to obsessed i already fell
only way i can explain it im under a spell
one day i think im in hell
one day i think im the best
one day i live fairy tale
one day i think its a test

kiss and protect dont tell kiss and tell
your hands on my neck, a dream for real
your lips pulling back, yo azreal
just give me her hand beyond the veil

i hate the winter but love when its christmas
hate when shes not here but love when shes distant
walking on thin ice i hope that it caves in
one day ill think twice and love from a distance

please stay right here
please stay with me
show me you care
and show you bleed
are you real
are you human
are you mine, are you mine
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Kiss & Protect (prod. santana)

produced by nvki
engineered by lordo

Inspiration/Influence: all original

🦋🦋🦋
so tell me what i did that was so wrong
i cant understand why im so alone
screaming in the car for the hell of it
i dont know who you are and im sick of it

i keep checking my phone to see if its real
its tearing me apart to hold how i feel
sigils cover up my body oh its so real
i dont think you understand why its so hard for me
to contain how i feel
to get lost in your eyes
will it ever be enough

i say i know better but i really dont
if im being honest its forever i will wait for this
i dont wanna live with her and i know i wont
if it cost me everything then you should know im risking it
slowing it down, waiting it out
im over here like save me now
starting to doubt, crying out loud
burn down on day three
i cant go alone, forget this whole song
if you love me then you should just pick up the phone

take my hand today lets run away
i cant find another way youre mine to take

i keep checking my phone to see if its real
its tearing me apart to hold how i feel
sigils cover up my body oh its so real
i dont think you understand why its so hard for me

Notifications (prod. nvki)

K1SS ME (prod. black tears)

produced by oshn
engineered by lordo

Inspiration/Influence: i hate this song, its only up because my sister likes it

🦋🦋🦋
i been looking for someone that i can call
i dont need no one i need no one at all
searching for this feeling but theres no feeling at all
(i found it)
over the seas i found this feeling for me
and yea i could be crazy yea i know
(i found it)
and i found it
and im motherfucking losing it
i can only watch from a distance

ive seen her hair change colors like the seasons
i wanna ask her why but she dont need a reason
i honestly think she only does it for attention
she got my attention, i wanna talk to her
and tell her how im feeling like wow
do you really see?
i really bet you dont know what you do to me
would you even tell me? would you keep it in a safe?
would you tell me how it is if you really hate my face

if you really dont like me i will go away
if you really dont wanna talk then just say it
if you dont like me what do i say
how do i make you fall in love with me

i been thinking bout you for 107 seasons
babygirl youre all that i been seeing
and i cant contest
you got me in a chokehold
never knew you could be so cold
but atleast youre here

ive seen her hair change colors like the seasons
i wanna ask her why but she dont need a reason
i honestly think she only does it for attention
she got my attention, i wanna talk to her
and tell her how im feeling like wow
do you really see?
i really bet you dont know what you do to me
would you even tell me? would you keep it in a safe?
would you tell me how it is if you really hate my face

if you really dont like me i will go away
if you really dont wanna talk then just say it
if you dont like me what do i say
how do i make you fall in love with me

when im falling apart into pieces
your heart is my reason
to always believe in
myself and i mean it
i really do mean it
i wish you could see it
just how much you mean to me
you are my light
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Season107 (prod. oshn)

inspiration/influence: @2hollis

lyrics:
dont stop, i kinda wanted this
all of this make me feel famous
so fragile like paper in my hand so thin 

like beauty, like ahh
I got a lot of people looking at me
like never, like nah
i got a lot of people talking bout-

dont stop
dont stop
dont stop

this kinda make me feel famous
i kinda like this attention
i kinda like someone watching me

ancient powers i invoke
with a sigil on my sleeve
magic circle on the floor

goddess im praying to you
do you hear me when its just me and you
my bodys your temple i owe it to you

dont
dont stop, i kinda wanted this
all of this make me feel famous
so famous

dont stop
dont stop
dont stop
dont stop

this kinda me me feel famous
i kinda like this attention
i kinda like someone watching me

famous (prod. lazylabor)

inspiration/influence: døves, 2hollis, bladee

lyrics:
last week i saw you
i saw you
yea i saw you
i saw you

cross the rainbow bridge
cross the rainbow bridge
live a life so sick
so dead, lifeless, so hard

its out of reach
its too much
its a lot just to see the otherside
take it in with your own eyes
when youre seeing everything
you were never meant to see
when youre going through the pain
and it was never meant to be

last week i saw you
i saw you
yea i saw you
i saw you

dont wanna be bothered so much by you no more
leave me alone
i keep on seeing you it seems like more and more

but theres only
only so much i can do about it
i pull the trigger missing you about it
that tell you what i wanna do about it?
dont fuck with you no more go do sum bout it

but im being so for real when i say i dont think that i do
im cutting off everybody no nothings getting through
they say that its forever bitch well i dont think its true
some day im gonna slit my wrists and cross into the blue

last week i saw you
i saw you
yea i saw you
i saw you

when you open up you shoot me
death threats in the room and he knew me
i dont know if i will make it to the new release
some time and peace, a life for me and you

i think i died last week (prod. trezean)

inspiration: 2hollis

lyrics:
i got a message for you, i got a message for you
i got a
i got a message for you, i got a message for you
i gotta go
i gotta go
i gotta go

half the time i said i love you huh i never meant it
and everytime i said i wanted you i never meant it
and everytime you were by my side i told you a lie
everytime you were in my head yea i told you goodbye
and everytime that i walked away im never looking back
dont get attached
dont phone back
dont call back
dont call b-

dont call me back girl
dont wanna talk
you say im mad girl
but you come back every time 
just to say that im to blame bitch
dont act like im the only one to blame

cause im not and you know it
disappear but i love it
i want you back, i wont show it

like i got so much money
and im betting on a wish
oh you think somethings funny

something wrong in this bitch
something wrong with this bitch
i want you to stop it
youre feeding my ego
i feel like im godboy
i feel like im evil
you know i get cocky
bitch im going solo

maybe dont text me (prod. dellyones)

inspiration/influence: døves, 2hollis

lyrics:
if you wanna go your own way
you dont ever have to say it
cause even i been thinking on my best days
i just really wanna take it

i can glide on the beat if i want to
you can say you miss me if you want to
never one to judge girl i got you
i know i left you but i take it all back
cause right now im all alone
down bad and im hitting your phone
text back just tell me youre home
im drunk will you tell me thats wrong
so lost i dont know where i belong

i dont know where i belong
yea im just a bad dreamer
(scattered ashes on my arm, baby meet me in the dark)
it makes me wanna take
makes me wanna take

i dont know where i belong

i lost it, fucking lost it, i lost my mind
what the fuck was i thinking
leaving my sigils vacant
it makes me wanna take, makes me wanna take

i can glide on the beat if i want to
you can say you miss me if you want to
never one to judge girl i got you
i know i left you but i take it all back
cause right now im all alone
down bad and im hitting your phone
text back just tell me youre home
im drunk will you tell me thats wrong
so lost i dont know where i belong

text me (prod. fiftyzeros & sk1pa)

yuhuh yuh uyhuhuhyhyhyhyhyhyhy!!1!!!!11!!!

tried to fall in love i never did it well
everytime i go to sleep i wake up in hell
i can see why u dont like me, everytime u try me 
i always disappoint how i kiss and tell

i just can control my impulses
i dont know what hope is
i hope that my pulse quits
and you think that its jokes bitch
watch how i choke quick
rope like a necklace
i just wish i could go back
convolk, i wish he would drop a track or two
lately yea something has been missing
ultraclub4k in the distance

hit the club spend a rack
go to work make it back
live a life live it sad

kill yourself in the back of the club
back of the club, in the back of the club
do it bad, gettin bad in the club
i took a pill and a half in the club
i hope a pill and a half is enough

i just can control my impulses
i dont know what hope is
i hope that my pulse quits
and you think that its jokes bitch
watch how i choke quick
rope like a necklace
i just wish i could go back
convolk, i wish he would drop a track or two
lately yea something has been missing
ultraclub4k in the distance

#bloodClub (prod. guda & nightigerxo)

inspiration: https://soundcloud.com/audiomess/my-dreams-are-so-fucking-messed

my dreams a fucking mess
my dreams a fu-

there aint nothing you can do to stop me
middle of the night im gonna drop it
my dreams are fucked up

i know you love me

i know you love me
i know you shouldnt girl
i know you love me
i know you shouldnt girl

once, its so fun
when we get it going
you just need it once
i cant give you
more than that youll slow it down
and get attached
come around and tell me 
how youre fine with that

my dreams a fucking mess
my dreams a fucking me-
my dreams a fucking mess
my dreams are fucked up

i know you love me

no there aint nothing you can do to stop me
middle of the night im gonna drop it
im dying in the middle of the club
im trying not to say that youre enough
im trying not to make you fall in love
it never was my goal i dont know why youre here

i know you love me
i know you love me
i know you love me
i know you shouldnt girl

dropped (prod. fiftyzeros, greyrock)

emocore freestyle #swag

i dont ever wanna talk cause im a piece of shit
always feeling like i dont deserve a piece of this
things been getting kinda better but i still exist
think ill stay a little longer cause i must admit

found a new place, found my own friends
found a new world i can live in
with a chain around my neck, sigil on my arm
found a new hope to believe in
ive found a new place, found some new friends
found a new world i can live in
i think ima stay, atleast another day
i really kinda like where this is going

i forgot just how good all of this could really feel
think im hoping just a little bit that all of it is real
im being open with you now bc thats really how i feel
if you wanna tear it down you know exactly how to kill me
kill me, kill me
you know exactly how to kill me
kill me, kill me
im kinda hoping you dont find me

found a new place, found my own friends
found a new world i can live in
with a chain around my neck, sigil on my arm
found a new hope to believe in
ive found a new place, found some new friends
found a new world i can live in
i think ima stay, atleast another day
i really kinda like where this is going

if you wanna tear it down you know exactly how to kill me
kill me, kill me
down you know exactly how to kill me
kill me, kill me
im kinda hoping you dont find me

how to kill me (prod. takuori)

prod. lil buscuit

you dont gotta say it i already know
you dont gotta say it i already know
if youre gonna stay or if youre gonna go
changing colors like im calico

watch how they switch up i never get it
girl lets take a picture lets not forget this
freeze in the moment i know id miss her
watch how i fault, watch how i fault
watch how i fault, watch how i fault

jumping through the hoops of everything like im used to it
lying to my face like bitch i aint fucking used to this
crushing up some pills just so i can feel the littlest
tell me that im wrong i could show you with a single kiss
let me say it all like i do, girl i got you
posted on the gram, got some shoes and a tattoo
tell me what you think, if its rude ima block you
if a bitch got a attitude its whatever
and honestly youre so on and off like the weather
and i dont give a fuck, if i did id be better
watch how i fault, watch how i fault
watch how i fault, watch how i fault

you dont gotta say it i already know
you dont gotta say it i already know
if youre gonna stay or if youre gonna go
changing colors like im calico

watch how they switch up i never get it
girl lets take a picture lets not forget this
freeze in the moment i know id miss her
watch how i fault, watch how i fault
watch how i fault, watch how i fault

calico

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