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The Awakening

Suffocate Me

Dead Inside

Dead Inside (Instrumental)

Artist: Entity
Composers: Entity, Christopher Joel Martin
Lyricists: Christopher Joel Martin

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Sometimes
I feel like it's hard to get your attention
Unless we're the only two around
Always trailing off in other directions
I stand and ponder without a sound
Lately
It feels like a hole has been burning inside
Leaving behind a scorching flame
I feel the ashes as they fall to my side
All what's left is a heart and remains

I feel the weight as it begins to hold me down
In restraints, I keep falling to the ground

'Cause I still love the way you look at me
And say my name when you speak

Tonight
I'm gonna try with all the might that I can
To better my endeavours to give
But are you ever on the same page I am
Or just rewrite each minute you live?
Lately
It feels like a nail has been scratching inside
And making its way to my heart
I won't forget this piercing pain to my pride
'Cause we have to stitch before we scar

I feel the weight as it begins to hold me down
In restraints, I keep falling to the ground

'Cause I still love the way you look at me
And say my name when you speak
It feels as if your love has faded
Though that doesn't change a thing

Silently, I'm shouting out in pain:
"I don't wanna lose you, or forget what you gave"

Look at me as I open up my heart
To tell you the story about these scars of love
Watch closely as I open up my scars
I don't wanna lose you, or forget what you've done

I feel the weight as it begins to hold me down
In restraints, I keep falling to the ground

I still love the way you look at me
And say my name when you speak
It feels as if your love has faded
Though that doesn't change a thing
'Cause I still love the way you look at me
And say my name when you speak
It feels as if your love has faded
Though that doesn't change a thing

Scars of Love

Artist: Entity
Composers: Entity, Christopher Joel Martin
Lyricist: Christopher Joel Martin

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I'm hiding behind the scars of my life
As I'm crying when I'm lying awake
I'm trying to tell myself I'm alright
But there's only so much shit I can take
I'm falling beneath the surface of hope
As I'm crawling when I'm searching for faith
I'm calling out now just to let you know
That I'm starting to think this is my fate

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead

I'm burning by the void of all my truth
As I'm yearning for something to believe
I'm hanging so low on this mental noose
As the choke begins to silence my screams

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead
I'm roped by my fears that I can't let out
And I want these monsters out of my head

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead
I'm roped by my fears that I can't let out
And I want these monsters out of my head

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead

I'm burning by the void of all my truth
As I'm yearning for something to believe
I'm hanging so low on this mental noose
As the choke begins to silence my screams

As choke begins to silence my screams

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead
I'm roped by my fears that I can't let out
And I want these monsters out of my head

Emotional Baggage

My Own Hell

MAN DOWN

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A FIRE
Moving with murderous intent in through my veins
CAUTERIZE
And close the split to sterilize what remains
THE SMOKE
That signals rise and meet the pardoners abound
ABANDON HOPE
This recovery won't save another sound

We collect our loss
WE'RE SCATTERED ACROSS
And divide them among these greedy gods
To hell with the cost

Don't look away-
As the flames wash over us
They mean to cover up the ones we thought we knew
Have no fear for the distant
They will take their place when it's time
We won't leave a trace
We will burn them all-
Burn them all alive

Cast a careless spell-
Conjure up their questions-
A morbid curiosity
With forensic eyes
These hungry hands of mine
Pull to pieces the mystery
So delicately

The gray will shroud
Every stretch of sky they dare to see
The rain will fall-
In shades of black
Because the dead don't weep
DEAD DON'T WEEP

Don't look away-
As the flames wash over us
They mean to cover up the ones we thought we knew
Have no fear for the distant
They will take their place when it's time
We won't leave a trace
We will burn them all-
Burn them all alive

It's dangerous
It's the closest that you'll come
To an honest life
To living without the lies
It's dangerous
It's the closest that you'll come
To an honest life
To living without the lies

Don't look away-
As the flames wash over us
They mean to cover up the ones we thought we knew
Have no fear for the distant
They will take their place when it's time
We won't leave a trace
We will burn them all-
Burn them all alive

Your Friendly Local Arsonist

Suffocate Me

Vampires Everywhere!

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