Think I’ve been looking for you every night of my life
Painted in crimson and shining so bright
But I couldn’t see you for every cloud in the sky
Cause there’s something
Yeah, cause there’s something

Inbetween you, and I
Locked in syzygy
A celestial body
Pulling you apart from me
I glimpse in, your light
A shadow I can see
And its you, and its you
And its you that I need

If you wanna find me
Then try the bed of the lake
My lungs are heavy
But all the air has escaped
And if you reach out your hand
I would hold it again
Lying under the light of the moon

I eclipse
Everything you do
So then why don’t you see me
When I’m looking right at you
I could stay, I could leave
If you wanted me to choose
But I’m out for blood
By the blood red moon

And I feel you, this night
Watching over me
There you stand by the lakeside
How deep will you go for me
I glimpse in, your light
A shadow I can see
And its you, and its you
And its you that I need

If you wanna find me
Then try the bed of the lake
My lungs are heavy
But all the air has escaped
And if you reach out your hand
I would hold it again
Lying under the light of the moon

If you wanna find me
Then try the bed of the lake
My lungs are so heavy
But all the air has escaped
And if you reach out your hand
I would hold it again
Lying under the light of the moon

If you wanna find me
Then try the bed of the lake
My lungs are heavy
But all the air has escaped
And if you reach out your hand
I would hold it again
Lying under the blood red moon

Super Flower Blood Moon (feat. Hatsune Miku)

Now every night you leave me
I want you to know
Now every night that you leave me
I want you to know

You’re killing me on the hour
Don’t know how to float
Are you calling me a coward
Clinging to the rope
All I wanted was for once to
Catch you all alone
Now I can either breathe or let you go

I’ve been drowning in the sea
With somebody else
And you dive down in the water
To tell me yourself
That you don’t think you would be here for anyone else
I’m dragging you down under to save myself

Don’t think you’re innocent for throwing me a line
If you wanna say you’re sorry
Start by leaving me behind
There’s a light in the dark
Of the depths down below
That I need to see If it kills me to know

If I’m what you’re after
I’ve never been so cold
Admittedly, I’m lured
To everything you told
All I wanted was for once to
Catch you all alone
Now I can either breathe or let you go

I’ve been drowning in the sea
With somebody else
And you dive down in the water
To tell me yourself
That you don’t think you would be here for anyone else
I’m dragging you down under to save myself

I’ve been drowning in the sea
With somebody else
And you dive down in the water
To tell me yourself
That you don’t think you would be here for anyone else
I’m dragging you down under to save myself
I’ve been drowning in the sea
With somebody else
And you dive down in the water
To tell me yourself
That you don’t think you would be here for anyone else
I’m dragging you down under to save myself

Drowner

Come with me
If you want to
Or I’ll never forgive you
If you let me
I could love you
Till you beg me to let you go
If you wanted me to die
I’d drag you to hell below
If you wanted me to cry
Promise me you won’t go

Well I’ve been out for blood tonight
So forgive me if I take more than a glance
Cause you look like you got some bite
But you don’t really see me for what I am
Cowering and lifeless
Reticent and silent
Screaming in the night and
Trembling in the dark
Now my ambitions align with you
For all the terror in my heart

Come with me
If you want to
Or I’ll never forgive you
If you let me
I could love you
Till you beg me to let you go
If you wanted me to die
I’d drag you to hell below
If you wanted me to cry
Promise me you won’t go

Do I look like I could hurt you
Think that I could curse you
Or slip a little poison down your throat
If you don’t know what to do
Then baby, well, I might just have some thorns
If you don’t know what I came for
Love is all I aim for
Something always tells me
That the end is there in sight

Come with me
If you want to
Or I’ll never forgive you
If you let me
I could love you
Till you beg me to let you go
If you wanted me to die
I’d drag you to hell below
If you wanted me to cry
Promise me you won’t go

Well it’s easy
If you want that
There’s not a thing I would take back
So empty
You deny that
Now I’m starting to lose control
Well you caught me
Well I hate that
I’m out for blood and you served it cold
I’m not sorry
You escaped that
Just don’t say I’m someone you know

If you wanted me to die
I’d drag you to hell below
If you wanted me to cry
Promise me you won’t go

If you wanted me to die
I’d drag you to hell below
If you wanted me to cry
Promise me you won’t go

Come with me
If you want to
Or I’ll never forgive you
If you let me
I could love you
Till you beg me to let you go

Out For Blood

If you wanna say it
Say it with emnity
And maybe you should know
There’s a weight on my conscience
Burning through me
There’s a chain on my lungs
And it’s strangling me
So if you think that you can take it
Pull it or set me free
Do you think I obsess
Do you think I can breathe
Do you hear what I say
When I say that I don’t want you to leave

Now if you wanna hold my heart
The dagger that beats in me
Throw it away tonight
Or cut through your fingers and bleed
I can never take from you
The dagger you must unsheathe
Throw it away tonight
Or cut through your fingers and bleed

I don’t wanna hear it
I promise with my life
Nothing could be worse
Than giving you the knife
And in all honesty
I don’t really think you understand
What that knife really means
It’s tearing through me
The love you wanna lend me
Sundering the bone
And parting by the blade
Do you think I can breathe
Do you hear what I say
When I say that I don’t want you to leave

Now If you wanna hold my heart
The dagger that beats in me
Throw it away tonight
Or cut through your fingers and bleed
I can never take from you
The dagger you must unsheathe
Throw it away tonight
Or cut through your fingers and bleed

Now If you wanna hold my heart
The dagger that beats in me
Throw it away tonight
Or cut through your fingers and bleed

Dagger

If I should wait for you to wander
Would you let me then be free
If I fall prey to silent waters
Would you let me sink this dream
But if you should watch over me
And you never let this lie
Then rest assured, oh, should you falter
Lay your weary head on mine

A fleeting word is all I need to
Let you steal my heart away
A second chance is all I'd give you
Why should I still choose the pain
As I take more than you can give
I lose all I stand to gain
So please forgive as I forgave you
I can't bear to see your face

I love or hate, no in-between
I don't know how to make this fair
It's nothing less than sick obsession
Or burn in hell for all I care
If I'm blessed with an open heart
Then it's cursed to always break
So I should wait for you to wander
There's no more that I can say

if i should wait for you to wander

https://open.spotify.com/track/79vNLTTcNVqiCnBxs0IQE9?si=JR4AeeImTbupItJlwjm9Rw

Nothing I could say
Would ever explain
The way that you made me tremble
In love and in pain
It hurts me to say

Now my blood is turning black
I’m the bearer of a sigil of darkness
Did I ever want this
A curse upon the name that I was born with
And it reads, “disquiet and restless”

With that curse upon her lips and the will to never tire
Here she comes, my angel on wings of fire

So if I promised you I’d pull myself together
Would you think that I was broken
What the hell are you still doing
Pulling open ancient wounds
Well I’ll tell you
I’m worse off than you

Clouds of rain and peals of thunder rolling open like a scroll
Making way for her descent, she bears a reading of my soul
It’s that curse upon her lips and the will to never tire
Here she comes, my angel on wings of fire

I Saw Three Suns

There's a Curse Upon My Name

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Once, I told you that I broke my heart and I died
Well guess what bitch
I came back to life
I came back to life

So whatever you decide
No one’s ever stopping me

I’m coming with a vengeance pouring over me
I’m reaching out for something, taking what I see
I’m tearing up my way, work my hands until they bleed
So girl, it’s best or worst, tell me what you wanna be

I’m coming with a vengeance pouring over me
I’m reaching out for something, taking what I see
I’m tearing up my way, work my hands until they bleed
So girl, it’s best or worst, tell me what you wanna be

So I wait up near the ceiling
And as I float above my body
I’m watching, I’m watching you
Say it didn’t matter
When you stand there next to me
Well I hear you, and I’m coming
Yeah, I’m coming, yeah

I’m coming with a vengeance pouring over me
I’m reaching out for something, taking what I see
I’m tearing up my way, work my hands until they bleed
So girl, it’s best or worst, tell me what you wanna be

So whatever you decide
You’re still always dead to me

So listen now
I’m back with a hunger you never seen
Nothing that you do will get the best of me
Tell it to my face when I haunt your dreams
Cause girl, I never stop, no I never sleep, yeah
Dead in the eyes now when I’m in the streets
Pull up like a ghoul, girl you know thats me
Cause I came back to life

I’m coming with a vengeance pouring over me
I’m reaching out for something, taking what I see
I’m tearing up my way, work my hands until they bleed
So girl, it’s best or worst, tell me what you wanna be

So whatever you decide
You’re still always dead to me
I feel you but I know that it don’t matter what I lie
Now there’s no forgiving me
I feel you, girl, I...

I came back to life
I feel you, I feel you
I feel you, girl, I...
I came back to life
I feel you, I feel you

Vengeance

Take every little word I said
I want you to take them for a sign of the end
Little did I know
There’s a prophecy upon my breath
Of looming disaster we can’t escape
From the jealousy that I bred
Yeah girl, I see it in the stars

Yeah girl, I see it in the stars
(In the stars)
How we were doomed right from the start
(In the stars)

I can still forgive you but I don’t understand
I know its hard to love me
But then why did you throw me a glance
Take a deeper sigh
I’m frozen in terror 
Forgetting that I wouldn’t wait a minute
If I knew the hour that I died
If I had a second chance to relive it
Know that I’d burn it twice

Yeah girl, I see it in the stars
(In the stars)
How we were doomed right from the start
(In the stars)
Yeah girl, I see it in the stars
(In the stars)
How we were doomed right from the start
(In the stars)

There's a Prophecy Upon My Breath

Tired of sleeping in
I’m told that sloth is a cardinal sin
Better get out of bed
And wake up to hell
So I can go back to hell when I’m dead
Do you feel sorry
Do I make you uncomfortable
I hope that you’re starting to feel
So much worse
Kind of sick to your stomach
While I paint you a picture
Of the bullet you shot through my head
I’m starting to feel it again
An ache in the back of my skull
Where I put my memories to bed

You should know that I don’t like this struggle
(That’s just what I’m used to)
I hate to say it
(But I know I have to)
I hate to say it
(But I know I have to)

Every time I try I still promise myself
I’ll never think about you ever again
So I want you to cry yourself to sleep every night you remember
How it hurts to break a heart that still loves you

Tired of sleeping in
I’m told that sloth is a cardinal sin
Better get out of bed
To keep living in hell
There’s a place for me there when I’m dead

Sloth

Tell me what you take me for, what you see
Look me in the eyes when you answer me
I could never want more than you
If you’re what I’m waiting for, end it please
I couldn’t bear to take another breath I breathe
If I break my heart in two

Now and then I think of what we really had here
Well I can say there’s nothing better than the last year
I look away from the deathbed in my room
The grave that I been digging every time that I think about you

Now I’m never looking back
(Never looking back here)
Is breaking my heart what you meant
(Break my little heart here)
When you said I’m never looking back
(Never looking back here)
Ya, ya, no I’m never looking back
(No I’m never looking back)

Tell me what you take me for, what you see
Look me in the eyes when you answer me
I could never want more than you
If you’re what I’m waiting for, end it please
I couldn’t bear to take another breath I breathe
If I break my heart in two

I’m never doing something right
Or at least in the life I been leading
Every breath I take
Or the blood I been bleeding

So I’m never looking back
(Never looking back here)
Is breaking my heart what you meant
(Break my little heart here)
When you said I’m never looking back
(Never looking back here)
Ya, ya, no I’m never looking back
(No I’m never looking back)

Now I’m never looking back
(Never looking back here)
Is breaking my heart what you meant
(Break my little heart here)
When you said I’m never looking back
(Never looking back here)
Ya, ya, no I’m never looking back
(No I’m never looking back)

Now I’m never looking back
(Never looking back here)
Is breaking my heart what you meant
(Break my little heart here)
When you said I’m never looking back
(Never looking back here)

Won’t you tell me what you take me for, what you see
Look me in the eyes when you answer me
Don’t take me for granted when my back’s against the wall
If you’re what I’m waiting for, end it please
I couldn’t bear to take another breath I breathe if I…

Heartbuster 9001

I’ve never wanted something more

I saw three suns there in the sky
I gazed at them long and intently
And they too, stood there so fixedly
As if unwilling to leave
But you are not my suns
Gaze into other people’s faces
Not long ago, I too had three suns
Now the best two have set
If only the third would follow
I should feel happier in the dark

You know I can’t forget this is how it’s gonna be
So why are you still so important to me
You say a couple words, I’m obsessing over each
While I lie on the floor, and I try not to breathe
Well I’m sick of this
Know I wasn’t meant for this
Never get away from it
I never wanna try
Feel I’m always missing shit
Yeah, you know I’m losing it
Yeah, you really hurt me
But I miss you all the time

I’ve never wanted something more (never wanted more)
Than when I wanted you to care (I want you to care)
Now I don’t love you any more (love you anymore)
But still I want you, I want you, I want you to care

It’s been too long to still be giving you my time
Hurt me again and I’ll still wish that you were mine
And I know when you’re better life won’t include me
So why are you still taking up my life

I’ve never wanted something more (never wanted more)
Than when I wanted you to care (I want you to care)
Now I don’t love you any more (love you anymore)
But still I want you, I want you, I want you to care

cryptlord

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