Name: Your natural beige by vampy_again
Duration: 2 min 36 s
Description: coming of age isn't easy. being raised to believe your mind and body are sinful isn't easy. relationships and dating isn't easy. LDE is the beginning of a collection of albums that dive into the world i created to help me cope with life.

i think this sounds pretty cool. don't worry, there's a new album in the works.

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PIT (Feat. RuhDel)

How can I stay alive 
when people be bragging bout 
the things that I want 
this feeling don’t make it right 
this feeling don’t make me proud 
to get what I want 
is too much to ask for now 
too much to pout about 
when all I want is another person to talk this about 
to figure out 
paint my road gotta clear the route 

pain in strolls 
as I walk about 
mind be numbing 
all the sounds 
required to be functioning 
I still be looking out 
for a someone 
who will notice 
the pain in the help 
I be calling out 
faking how 

look so fun 
hear the sound 

burn his ass to the ground  

oh, his mind did him now 

what a weak man no doubt 

I don’t bang with that sound 

always fighting ain’t no bruises left upon his frown 
maybe time to put himself in and finally be word of the town (like he always wanted) 

Like how can I stay alive 
when people be bragging bout 
the things that I want 
this feeling don’t make it right 
this feeling don’t make me proud 
to get what I want 
is too much to ask for now 
too much to pout about 
when all I want is another person to talk this about 
to figure out 
paint my road gotta clear the route 

autobots gotta roll them out 
auto slots be my mind picked route 
auto talk when I hear no sound 
and I don’t give no fucks if people want me now 

If I’m better none of ya’ll involved
I rather turn my mind into a synagogue 
ain’t no paint or brushes needed to display my future I ain’t even in it
I don’t want to bring it
I don’t wanna live it 
you ain’t even seen it 
so why the fuck would I wanna bring someone in it

AUTO (DOLLA2) (P. Ezee)

going out wondering what I’ll get out of it 
always fit in with the set but never relate a bit 
people never gave a shit about you or you’d feel great 
deep inside their minds insults are filled with degrade 
and I swear on it 
you will never be great 
plagues my mind like a cancer with no way to escape  
‘cept it’s only arguments only be filled with debates 
packed with leaves 
ain’t no breather 
gonna need a bigger rake 

and I see now with my eyes 
I’ma stick with me 
ain’t no need another girl 
ain’t need no mini me 
don’t know how to paint my picture 
see no red in thee 
and I swear I’m breaking down 
can’t recognize me 

always running out of bread 
but keep the wine up on me 
try not to give a shit 
emotions take over me 
feel some type of way when demons come out to eat
I been there too you think you know more than me 
I been there too you think I don’t know to breathe 
show a little weakness now I’m crazy to ye
I don’t fuck with lame dicks 
leave the fuck me to be 
shits are what I used to give 
now I give nothing 

and I see now with my eyes 
I’ma stick with me 
ain’t need another world 
cause I’ma set me free 
eventually you’re gonna see me on a bigger screen 
who knows what the context will be  
and if I don’t need friends, then fuck it leave  
rather be with me 
and go mental than with them 
rather let the purgatory win over my brain 
maybe it know what to do than leave it all behind

vent (EYES)

ah yes, the indelible memory of falling for a straight girl

Collarbone

coming of age isn't easy. being raised to believe your mind and body are sinful isn't easy. relationships and dating isn't easy. LDE is the beginning of a collection of albums that dive into the world i created to help me cope with life.

Your natural beige

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Wildest Dreams

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released 2012 came free with a purchase of the bands debut ep airplaine conversations

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Last Heaven (1996 DEMO)

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Prod. Maya Lazaro

@maya_lazaro

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just a lil vamp who likes to make music cs therapy is expensive :)

Your natural beige

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