Hyperfocused. Had this song on non-stop since a week. Still delivers dopamine.

when the song as religious trauma and a black n white character thats prob gay > ( the real ones know what the other 1 is )

LEAVE BRUISES ON MY NECK WE WON'T REGRET OUR STAGGERED BREATHSS

we've lost our youth to the night, left to find reason between every fracture of light

PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtKXThAkQnk

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill! 

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it. 

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo.  I really hope you like it. 


CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat @darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!

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Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me 
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can, 
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved, 
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up 
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins 

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire, 
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up, 
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go, 
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Lagtrain (English Cover)【 Will Stetson 】「 歌ってみた ラグトレイン 」

credit links, lyric notes, and download available in the description on my youtube! :) https://youtu.be/jd8zThLhpZI

Abnormality Dancin' Girl English Cover [SynthV Kevin]

Abnormality Dancin Girl (English Cover)JubyPhonicアブノーマリティダンシンガール

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This song does NOT belong to me. I didn't make it and it is not my song.
Song can be found here: youtube.com/watch?v=Plk3Vu6zAk8
Bandcamp: tiramika.bandcamp.com/track/infinite-death

【tira feat. Yi Xi】 INFINITE DEATH

Vane x CircusP - LAUGHTRACK ft MikaMagica

YouTube: https://youtu.be/vOovxRfJs6M?si=MGq72fKK9ies5hQ5

✦ CREDITS
"LOG OFF" originally performed by Kasane Teto by Staircatte 
♡ https://youtu.be/qKOJ5_IkUXY?si=U20GG8W_DXyZx4L_

Vocal / Mix ◇ jen
Video / Music ◇  @Staircatte  

LOG OFF (Cover)「Staircatte ft. Kasane Teto」/ ver.jen

Music/Lyrics/Vocal Melody/Arrange/Mix- KAT (https://x.com/VocaloKAT)
Music/Vocal Melody- Aku P (https://x.com/acupi_)
Tuning- ryu (https://x.com/ryutsuinthereal)
Master- Jamie Paige (https://x.com/pamiejaige)
MV- suzie (https://x.com/chinjireta)

Affection Addiction ft. POPY

Echoes of Tomorrow (Rock-Punk-Beat)

Original Song by: Crusher-P featuring GUMI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jdQWia3fwMU
Cover Mashup by: Seiryuudo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFM2WAaZmwo
Free Download:
https://app.box.com/s/dpto50nu4aoa2c2pvpy2g6zeue3ky9zo

Lyrics & Music & Illustration：Crusher-P　　
Sound Produce：The Living Tombstone　

Featuring Vocals From:
AviTaRi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAM7aXbzRZU
Chi-Chi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOpKUdobY_g
Cereza & Milky: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKsqVmJekOE
Igiko: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2qFt2nyrzw
Kimi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ticgl1Fq7aY
Araki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrnn9aUT2Ag
Jayn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2iJn8dbW0Q
Skynord: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MLoynK--_s
Kuraiinu: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpZzrHgMbis

Instrumental Version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KoHnGxInR6k

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