luv u

first real song hahah I hope you guys like it im not the best but I tried my best! <3

purple

feeling sad haha

how many times am I gon say this?
how many times am I gon regret saying this?
know I shouldn't make this all about me
but lately I've been feeling kinda sad baby x2

too many thoughts in my head
will this ever go away?
ill try again
nothing seems to be helping me
maybe ill just fall asleep

everywhere I go I try to hide it
im feeling like its only getting harder for me
don't ask me why im always getting moody
I cannot help but think that I am the problem

I am the burden
don't worry about me
send a million flowers down to my shadow
I want roses of all colors
I don't really care
give me all those stupid flowers
at least those love me

bury me in those flowers
look me in my eyes tell me im dead
don't wanna make this all about me
but lately I've been feeling sad baby

flowers

empyrean

sadmoney

I DO NOT OWN THIS BEAT!
PRODUCED BY MISERY
vocals- me <3
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drown (prod. misery)

sweet sunday

hold my hand {prod. kofibae}

pink on your cheeks, like a rose
you were delicate like a flame, like your hair, I would stare
but you would never notice blue in your eyes like the sky
wanna make u mine

im medicated 
feeling faded
levitating
my eyes dilating 
im suffocating 
my hearts racing

peach on the trees all I see 
the summer sun is beaming down on me
but you would never notice stars 
in your eyes like the sky 
wanna make u mine

im medicated 
feeling faded
levitating
my eyes dilating 
im suffocating 
my hearts racing

this is the song that I wrote for you
im trying to make you see
im pouring out my feelings darling 
I love you why can't you see

wanna make u mine

Written by Nikki Lemke and Vanessa Smith

If im not your girlfriend, don't call me baby
you think that you want me
you must be crazy
you're blowin up my cell phone
wanna know when im comin home

this time I won't pick up 
this time I think were done
we've already said it all 
yeah, we've had our fun
delete you from my phone
im better off alone

I don't wanna come over
don't wanna get undressed
spending the night with you
won't ever change the past
go find someone new
who can get in bed with you
and you can call her baby just like you wanted to

talking to your homeboys 
you said you love me
where the hell that come from
you got us all wrong
you think you're my number one
I thought we were just having fun

this time I won't pick up
this time I think were done
we've already said it all
yeah, we've had our fun
delete you from my phone
im better off alone

delete my number
I don't wanna talk no more
delete my number 
its not fun no more
go ahead, forget you even met me
delete my number
and stop calling me baby

delete my number

take a pill I know I don't want to 
try to be more like her 
you're nothing but a body that is too much to handle

when will I like me enough to let myself be happy? x2 

swallow your dreams 
you'll never be like that 
don't be too shy, don't try to attract the boys
be delicate, be pretty
don't act like a bitch
try to bat your eyes or they'll throw you in the ditch
don't end up in the ditch

tuck your waist into those jeans
you were never meant to be pretty it seems
lie to yourself again, don't eat up the tray
try to avoid the pain to lose all the weight

when will I like me enough to let myself be happy? x2

prom queen

lonely nights in October doesn't feel so nice
when you're losing your mind.
been sad all day, I try to fall asleep to rain,
but then you'd call.
should I pick up?

this October im so sad
am I crazy or going mad?
will you still love me if I lose my head? x2

midnight drives on the freeway are my sweet escape
when im not okay.
theres always something out of place when im on the way to nowhere,
and im finally feeling sane but then my mind can't take the pressure.

this October im so sad
am I crazy or going mad?
will you still love me if I lose my head? x2

october

DO WHAT MAKES U HAPPY AND BE URSELF ILY
BLM
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