WORKSHOPING IT
i need a drummer to jam with

its punk RN tho idgaf about music rules im here to express! <3

im not stagnant (っ◔◡◔)っ w/ naomi

Tinashe Nasty x King Karahi King (Dub) Jura Sound System

Nasty - Tinashe - mash-up

Body Language X Do It

Early Universe

no mistake

lyrics

when i ride my bike 
i think of all the turns i have to make
a left down main street
a right on emerson

when i was young
my dad once said
for every decision you make the universe it spits in half
and half 

so theres another me
who didn’t turn down main street
she snapped her wrists and hit her head
rolled into traffic she lay there dead

and it could have been me so easily 
but it wasn’t my turn to die
make no mistake, the universe is not on your side
it just was by chance this time

ride my bike

An Alien In Rlly Stylish Clothes

lyrics 

I aim to be self actualized 
But I just get high smoke weed n cry
I keep puffin and I ain't bluffin it's probably nothing 

just fighting with some demons they're always fucking up to something 

I try not to listen but they yell pay attention 
Bitch we got intention 
and it's hard when they 
look like me
talk like me 
Claim what they're doing is best for me 
but I know something about them is  uncanny 

And I can't put my finger on where it's hard to be aware when they pretend like they care 

Hyperbole, 
self criticism is protection of the highest degree 

How can you fail if you never even start 
theyve gotten pretty smart 
Self fulfilling prophecies are tearing me apart 

my crystal balls working in my favour 
Proctecting me from failure 
Cause I'm stuck in a cycle 
Feeling pretty spiteful of my method of survival destructions archetypal 

My anxietys got a noterietay for depriving me of being free 

I'm trying to figure out the causation of my personality formation 
making generalizations so I can prepare for the next situation 
But within all these self revelations I'm making underestimations of my aspirations it's all a mass deflation 
Self survival is my biggest rival 
That's a proclamation

*melody covered from the best song ever, BEDROCK BY YUNG MONEY CASH MONEY BILLIONAIRES ###YMCMB

self actualized

august

headache (w miss construed)

green light

reconciling truth
wax and wane
everyones the same
we've all hurt someone

im longing for innocence 
but ill settle on forgiveness or distance 
im longing for innocence 
but ill settle on forgiveness or distance 

ill befriend a stranger 
so i wont have to know
the people that theyve hurt
the people that theyve hurt

and i wont have to pick a side
and i wont have to decide 

if theres justice
is there justice
if its just us 
is there justice 
if its just us

just/us

beat:
Song Passenger (Prod. SwuM & Shamana) Artist Ben Beal Album Passenger (Prod. SwuM & Shamana) Licensed to YouTube by RepostNetwork (on behalf of Ben Beal), and 3 Music Rights Societies

lyrics:
My body aches from caffeine and suspicion 
After refreshing  phone conversation with so many practical abstracts
We sounded like a podcast 
Emotional chemistry has got me feeling seen
And giddy
Bless them
And those I cannot reach
Those I’ve lost and those I’ve gained
But its not mathematics or a game 
Love isn’t finite or measurable
Its more like the ebb and flow
sinuous river
Cascading 
To and fro

I puffed myself up with righteousness for months
Felt vengeful and livid
Liquid metal in my chest
The pain was heavy vivid
on the other side of a wall
Forgot the why of the boundary
But then remembered it all
Toxicity 
Back and forth
Like on the swings id visit at Powell park
Every time we fought 

The love seeps in  
And I don’t want to be ashamed 
i respond to the dehumanization of me
With despair and frustration
cause without communication
It picked my pain, and fermented into hate
Separation
The love around me threatens to break my encasing
Of my understanding
Says rumi
And he invites me out to that field 
Beyond right and wrong
For a dialogue at noon
among the raspberries and golden rod
I’ll forgive you
At noon

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