@hcqueenxo

she said my heart was cold like ice, i had to keep it froze
the way that life gone twist & turn had kept me on my toes
got my back against the wall but all i see is gold
even at my lowest, even in my deepest throes
they gone belittle me like uzi if i'm right or wrong
called me a liar but i tell the truth in all my songs
every word is hypocritical, it don't belong
if i kept fucking my head up wouldn't have made it long
back alley, burner, this shit gone make somebody lean ov'
tell it how it is, they don't understand just what i mean tho
seen my nightmares turn to reality like meek mill
drugs don't get me high, they make me forget how to be real
had to leave my home to chase the dream, i took the green pill
yea my money blue, but everything i see is green still
altered my reality, i ain't chasing no cheap thrills
in the game i'm hungry for this shit, i need the king's meal
reality gone actualize but i still feel i'm far from it
everything is falling into place, but i'm so far from it
everything could happen in a flash, am i far from it?
if we talking data and the likelihood, i'm far from it
had to leave my dreams in the past, yeah i'm far from it
m-0-t-h posted in the lab, tatted on my stomach
i can't keep it realer than reality, i'm not above it
watched my angels turn into my demons just like Lucy's plummet
7 years later, i'm still in it like i just started
major difference is this time around i'm in it wholehearted
had to face my fears and look within, i'm hitting all the targets
it takes a match to light a flame, so come and watch me spark it

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farfromit (homecomingqueen)

bedwet ~ i am all alone + homecomingqueen

@hcqueenxo

ion know why u lie, why u lied on me
is it cuz she die when she ride on me?
fighting for my life, would you fight for me?
called out on a dime, would you slide, homie?

2015 when I started, 2020 had to hate it
i got burn holes in my memories, 'round that time my mind was vacant
i was tracking down my ego, swore i thought i could replace it
psychic damage all i got, it took me 4 years just to face it
now i'm 23 and smiling, swear i'm done being complacent
i'll be friends with all my exes, gotta fake it 'til u make it!

i don't wanna be forgotten in my lifetime
i don't wanna make mistakes, but i have to
i don't wanna love, there isn't any passion
i don't wanna yearn if i can't ever have u
what's the point in moving on if there ain't anywhere to go?
what's the point in going fast if i wanna take it slow?

every night keeps getting darker
loving u got harder
(exes, exes, exes)
i keep running from the marker
turn me to a song that you turn on as we grow farther
held that girl inside my heart, i guess i couldn't guard her
i'm just a feature on a track
every word is an attack
i been talking to u, i know u heard me but won't talk back
is it something that i lack?
is it something that he has?
is it something that you wanted but never got in the past?

pass me the phone
all my exes keep on calling
i pick it up when i'm alone
all my exes keep on calling

exes (homecomingqueen)

https://youtu.be/8tYxDVN7VpM?si=pcAhdB97Od7J9c2e

produced by 20prettyhusky
vox/mix by lil wet wet
master by musa
it was probably nothing but i look back like a money dance
how we grew up was different i'm telling u about Sunnyland
i'll call u back in a minute walk away from the honeyman
i still live in a prison told u about it the other day
i didn't wanna be different you're treating me like a runaway
it was always subverted u broke my dreams on a sunny day
back to back like it's verses i filled up notebooks in middle school
i made an effort concerted u wanted me to be kidding u
back when i was ur passenger pick me up in the afternoon
we had teachers and classes, u used to fuck in the swimming pool
u didn't see me like anyone you wanted to believe in me
i still remember the morning that we spent under the giving tree
i didn't see u like no one else i wanted to believe in u
i spent dollars and dollars rolling up parties w college kids
we were lit in the summertime i was lit on a school day
u went to sleep on your pillow but it was covered in toothpaste
yeah
my main bitch was a blue jay
back to the breaks we broke it off in a cool way
i saw u pass in the hall i want u back but it's too late
we're doing drugs in the mall i'm dropping gems on a tuesday
yeah
we're doing drugs in the mall i'm dropping gems on a tuesday
i didn't answer your call u wanted me to be perfect
i'm bad at calling my mom
bad at remembering birthdays
i still remember the song i still remember the earthquake
every morning was long and every night has to slip away
i'm bad at righting the wrongs i burn the bridge like a cigarette
everybody else fell off 
it's just me left in first place
yeah
i dropped the drugs on my lawn u picked me up after curfew
and you were doing me wrong but i was caught up in good times
i don't remember the songs but i remember the limelight

but it was probably nothing

bedwet ~ i am all alone + homecomingqueen

vanishxx

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