i guess i never mattered… w/ seezenz [branwen]

Eighth song on the album
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[chorus]
we'll be in the benz truck bumpin lil peep
she a sad girl but she still lovely
god i fucking love it when she fucking on me
n when i go ghost she'll be here waiting

she said that she'll never let me go n that was a promise
i told her u can get my love but im not an option
put me before everyone, cuz im always above them
cuz when i blow up then we can forget them

[verse 1]
we can leave them in the past now
cuz when i was nothing i was the background 

they dont care until youre up now
and by then i wont give a fuck no

i be making plays like a coach like its nothing
she said that im super bad, bitch i aint no mclovin
she said she wanna fuck i said lets have some fun then
she said im like no other, cuz i been above them

she see i been making money, n its kinda crazy
multiple bitches on my line all just trynna date me
used to have a foreign bitch but now she kinda hate me
got a roster full of women n they all trynna be my lady

[chorus]
we'll be in the benz truck bumpin lil peep
she a sad girl but she still lovely
god i fucking love it when she fucking on me
n when i go ghost she'll be here waiting

she said that she'll never let me go n that was a promise
i told her u can get my love but im not an option
put me before everyone, cuz im always above them
cuz when i blow up then we can forget them

Lovely

love you ryan<3 talk to you soon.
beat prod by: wisssery x nihil
written and performed by: popularreject

Ryan's song (p. wisssery x nihil)

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x GetBetter x JadedLoner
Produced by: lil XipZ x Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ x teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x GetBetter x JadedLoner
Mastered by: teddyboi
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Intro: teddyboi]
yeah idk what i did but i really seem to fuck up
everythings to loud can you please stfu
you dont get it like me
pray that someone else kill me im like please
said i got a pyramid on top of my head
lots of percocet and codein all over my nightstand
best friends with Vyvanse and best friends with nicans
it over yet i cant im sorry but i cant

[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
i want you to kill me
just end it all quickly
im tired of feeling the worst

im lost inside the haze
im lost inside a maze
babe come look at my face
im the worst

[Verse 2: Crizzy White]
I know I'm the worst
Babe
I know that it's thirst
Babe
It's always the same things
Getting up in my way
Anxious tendencies
ADHD 
On the worst days
When it was our first date
Loved you from the first date 
I'm the punchline of a joke
At the end of my rope
Dead end of the road
Broken boy that you don't know
You only know me in the flow
You only know me when I grow
You'll never know me like for real
You only know what imma show

[Bridge: Danny's Adventures]
break me down, break me down now
hear me out, hear me out now
can not forget, still have no regret
anywhere you wanted to go i would take you there
oh yeah anywhere i go i cant leave you there
youll leave the rest behind

[Verse 3: lil XipZ]
thought that i could move on
i guess that i was wrong
dont know what im feeling
id say im feeling numb

you loved to see me at my worst
id say it isnt true, but it is and it hurts
feeling like my hearts gonna burst
next time you see me itll be in a hurst 


[Verse 4: GetBetter]
idk his lyrics

[Verse 5: JadedLoner]
She got me down on the floor
Damn near begging for more
I cannot stand this whore
Rather feel the blade soar
Over my wrist again
Now she’s calling my friends 
No I’m not feeling great more like I need a break 
And I’m 

Feeling the worst 
Even calling you first 
Catch me slip on that verse
Name dropped that lil bird
I’m the one that she stuck on 
I am hurt
If everyone wasn’t dying 
Probably pop me a perc 

[Outro: Crizzy White]
Suffering
Im mutilated
Spill my guts 
I'm recreated
Only live a lie
That's why I'm so dead inside 
I took the bottle to my brain
I said I'm ready for the ride
It's full throttle in the rain
Clip the bridge and fucking die
I'm a psychopath 
Insomniac
A broken boy
A fucking act
A filtered noise
Through broken glass
Of screaming thoughts 
I shouldn't laugh
But everything I hear 
I fear I'll feel it the morning 
I hold it way too dear
And near the tape is now recording

FeelTheWorst (w/ teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x getbetter x Jadedloner)

Produced. airavata
Artists (In Order Of Appearance)
teddyboi
Danny Adventure
xipz
Crizzy White

It's Not Personal(airavata)

IG:150lated 
twitter: 150lated

IG:emofruits
twitter:emofruitz

Twitter: woxy
IG:woxy

Halloween w/ 150lated x woxy x emo fruits (Prod Splashgvng)

decay w/ yungcray & Lxgn

Alone Feat xipz (Prod. teddyboi)

maybe ill wake up and realize its way worse than i thought it was
im sick of time im sick of lies im sick of hearing things from above
the voices that sit in my head been just convincin me to draw the gun
and put a fucking round inside my skull and i just might succumb
to thoughts

what havent i lost
why havent i let my feelings out the box
why havent i let all this shit go
smokin on indo
tryna get rid of the rot takin over my brain

maybe im just fuckin goin insane
maybe im sick of the infinite pain
all of these feelings can never be tamed
never be tamed til im dead in a grave

so what do you take me for?
someone to use and always abuse like 
what are you waitin for?
you lit the fuse left me dead in my shoes and
what are you fakin for?
thought i loved you it was a only a ruse no-
thing to be patient for
ive been accused of the same shit that you do

the same shit you did to me

baby i am not ur enemy
thought youd always be a friend of me
thought youd always have my back til the end of our time but you shot me like kennedy

took the shot like hennesey
now im seeking my serenity
now im seeking my identity cuz

i am nothin but a 
but a

a sack of shit
i did it again oh wait
been killin myself ever since the beginnin im reaching the end of my days

 tell me you played me 
tell me you hate me
tell me like anything

you been blocking me out since the day that i met you im glad that we ended things

so what do you take me for?
tell me right now cuz im gettin real sick of it
what are you waitin for?
im never comin back this is the end of it
what are you fakin for?
you never cared this is why i resented it
nothing to be patient for
you broke my heart and i cant reassemble it

divine (santana)

Danny Adventure
xipz
teddyboi
Crizzy White

Immortal (hypnotized)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
Cover Art by: xipz
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MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/tAGB4vZ5Q0w?si=nvjx6ku6O-NURyef 
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
i been ascending n i dont think i feel real
wander the woods think ill find my soul here

if i get lost then dont come to find me
skinwalker boy i dont need you to find me

nicoteen high, sippin red wine
blood on my knife rotting corpse to my right

too busy daydreamin, too busy daytrippin
liminal space roamin backrooms im still movin

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 2]
you dont wanna feel the same way
i can see that in your worried gaze

if you get hurt then im the one to blame
if i hurt you then aim for my brain

cuz i dont wanna mess this up
but i always tend to fuck shit up

i tend to hide away when times get tough
it dont mean i hate you, i just had enough

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 3]
she say she like me cuz i dont talk to no one
thats just anxiety but i dont fuck with no one

keep my mouth shut cuz i dont want attention
yeah i kinda miss u but i dont wanna face that

yeah i dont wanna face that
nah i dont wanna face that

Ascending [+ MUSIC VIDEO]

@xipz_sad
@yoimn3ver
@crizzywhite
@dannyadventure

Immortal (hypnotized)

Vanity.

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