I'm letting go of all I've known.
What have I done? I've become so numb
To the constant talk of the person I will never be.
I need a chance to breathe.

I've finally found the truth.
With nothing left to lose,
I'm falling faster into you.

Searching for a sign there's something left inside.
Losing my hold, I've finally lost control.
All my mistakes have led me to this place.
I'm about to break.

I've finally found the truth.
With nothing left to lose,
I'm falling faster into you.
There's nowhere left to hide.
Inside I'm terrified
Of what I'll do to feel alive.

I think I've always known
I'm better off on my own.
And I'll always push you away,
Because I'm so ashamed
Of all that I've done.
What have I become?

I've finally found the truth.
With nothing left to lose,
I'm falling faster into you.
There's nowhere left to hide.
Inside I'm terrified
Of what I'll do to feel alive.

Alive

Can you hear the silence? 
Can you see the dark? 
Can you fix the broken? 
Can you feel my heart?  

Can you help the hopeless?
 While, I'm begging on my knees. 
Can you save my bastard soul? 
Will you wait for me?

  I'm sorry brothers. 
So sorry lover. 
Forgive me father. 
I love you mother.

  Can you hear the silence? 
Can you see the dark?
 Can you fix the broken? 
Can you feel my heart?

 Can you feel my heart? 
Can you feel my heart?
 Can you feel my heart?  

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. 
I long for that feeling, to not feel at all. 
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
 I can't drown my demons; they know how to swim.
Can you hear the silence? 
Can you see the dark? 
Can you fix the broken? 
Can you feel my heart?

Vanny Santos 2