Named for the endless lust for the long lost golden age of childhood innocence.

I was born out of the aftermath of the loss of childhood innocence.

Despair, anger and hate is all that remains from this bizarre existence.

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Endless

Harsh Hypernoise is a genre made by Vortex Reaper in early May 2020.

I'm one of the two aliases that produce it besides Vortex Reaper itself.

Hate is expressed by this genre.

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A Dyslexic Suffering ADHD And Schizophrenia Suffering An Aneurysm

Created by hate, to express hate.

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EXISTENCE IS MEANINGLESS

Based on how hopeless my desperation became.

I wanted to return full-time in mid 2020, but that failed.

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Hopeless Desperation

A new track.

Based on the constant apathy I experience in life.

Life is based on repetition.

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Apathy

Similar to Endless in concept and execution.

But the pitches shift to a lower frequency than it does in the original work it was inspired by.

Based on how Apathy is the thing I experience constantly and that I have an endless lust for the golden age of childhood innocence.

Once childhood innocence is lost, it is truly irretrievable.

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Endless II/Apathy II

Based on the refrigeration of a morgue.

The BPM isn't listed, because it is not required to be presented, as this is intended to be atmospheric Hypertone.

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Morgue

Based on the pessimistic outlook I have and also the despair I constantly feel due to this extreme sense of pessimism.

I was never even a pessimist, earlier in my life.

I never asked for it.

I started truly being a pessimist last year, due to CoViD-19 and the constant bullshit surrounding it.

I never fucking wanted this, I never fucking asked for this.

Give me my happiness back.

Please.

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Where Did I Go Wrong?

Based on how I still feel numb.

Despair, self-hatred and apathy fuel my musical existence.

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When Will I Regain Happiness Again?

5th.

I can't even begin to explain the darkness from within.

I have had this darkness for almost seven years.

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Darkness V

2nd.

Another attempt to drown the silence.

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Drown Sound II

Based on the severe amount of stress I have felt today, due to my social anxiety.

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Can I Just Feel Happy, Without Any Stress In My Life?

Newest composition.

I am fading out into the background again, and being replaced by Hades Vortexium.

I can feel my time is ending, however, I am not sure when it will exactly occur.

Ending?

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Ending?

Final track by me. Along with Hades Vortexium and FFTSD, I have been omitted. I can no longer publicly exist, for I do not suit the current philosophy, mindset and mental state of TNYJ.

My career has spanned from December 2019 - January 26th, 2022, just barely over 2 years.

Recollection of the year I first came into being: 2019.

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Recollection (Finale (2019 - 2022))

A possible subgenre of Drone, created by paulstretching voices.

It is only innovated by me, and my direct antithesis: Spectralon.

Date Created and released: 23/3/22.

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Vocal Drone 1

Created on 9/3/22, in response to the death of my great-grandmother.

Will be archived soon.

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Death

The third response to the deepening crisis.

The wounds this crisis has already created upon my soul are deepening as the days go on and as it (the aforementioned ongoing crisis) evolves.

Make it stop.

I feel so helpless and hopeless.

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The Wounds Within Me Deepen

Composed on 29/12/22.

Released on 2/1/23.

Three years of despair, grief and misery.

December 2019 - December 2022.

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Three Years

Composed on 30/12/22.

Released on 2/1/23.

An extreme remix of "Pewdiepie X Party In The Backyard - Bitch Lasagna".

The question posed will be answered with time.

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Can The Hope Live On?

A collaboration that was bound to occur eventually.

This track is related to "Memorable Mistakes - 8/1/23".

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Vantablack And Memorable Mistakes - Pure Guilt

27/2/23.

A revival of a series from 2020 - 2021.

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Darkness I

9/3/23.

First track since 27/2/23.

I am the personification of TNYJ's grief and despair.

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The Awakening Of Despair's Personification

Sequel to a 2021 track.

I am fine, I haven't been overwritten by Hades Vortexium, I just went into hiding.

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I Am Fine II

17/4/23.

The title says it all.

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I Wish My Mental State Didn't Derail Every Year. (Since 2019)

A sequel to 'Can The Hope Live On?', as it questions the hope for The Continuance.

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Final Chance Of Hope?

A sequel to two tracks from the years: 2020 and 2021 respectively.

"Another attempt to drown out the silence".

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Drown Sound III

A complete redo of a track from May 2020.

The darkness is still here.

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Darkness II (2023 Version)

Date created: 16/5/23.

Date released: 6/8/23.

Another lapse of despair.

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Another Sign Of Darkness

Date created 28/12/22.

Date released: 6/8/23.

A rare collaboration with my antithesis.

Created as Year Zero came to a close.

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Vantablack And Spectralon - Hope For The Continuance

Composed on 5/9/23.

Made during a bout of despair.

A redo of an old series.

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Darkness III

Based on the aftermath of losing childhood innocence in 2019.

Where now that it has ended, only a void of true, genuinely pure anger, hate, despair, grief and sadness remain.

I am the third known TNYJ alias, being created in December 2019.

Vantablack

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