This one started without a purpose. No story, no meaning — just a melody that came from nowhere. But as it formed, a quiet sadness crept in. It reminded me of a girl I once read about: a dancer who lost her wings. She hurt her leg and with it, her dream to dance. Her grace, her freedom — shattered. That image stuck with me: a swan grounded, broken, still beautiful, but unable to fly.
That’s this song.
Shattered swans don’t fly.

Shattered swans don't fly (1/2)

She was the girl who hurt her leg — the shattered swan. They said her dream was over, that she’d never dance again. But I couldn’t accept that ending. Her story deserved more. From sorrow, she rose — stronger, more graceful, more determined than ever.

This song is for her.
"Shattered swans don’t fly," they said.
But the lake still waits.
And she? She flies.

Her dream lived on — a prima ballerina in the spotlight.

Shattered swans don’t fly… yet the lake still awaits  (2/2)

I watched this old musical one night and was completely swept away by it — the story pulled me in and the songs stuck with me for days. It had that perfect mix of charm and wit, and I couldn’t resist turning that inspiration into a song of my own. It’s a little nod to those who know the reference, a wink for fellow fans. She really was a good girl, professor!

[Lyrics]
Say your vowels Eliza
Aaaaah
Bleeaah

You say you’ll make a duchess out o’ me
But not with all that roarin’ tyranny
I polished me vowels till me tongue near split
Still you calls me guttersnipe and nit
I ain’t no doll to shove and to command
I got me pride, me mind, and two good hands
I am a good girl, I am
And don’t you forget it, sir—blam

Say your vowels Eliza
Say your vowels
Try sayin' thank you first, professor

I’m a good girl, I am
Still Eliza, that's me, proud I am
I don’t want no gold and no diamonds bright
Just want respect and a sleep at night
The way you treat me—it’s cold and cruel
It ain’t right, it ain’t decent, it ain’t the rule
I always been a good girl, I have
I’m a good girl, I am
I’m a good girl, I am

I danced with lords and held me head up proud
While you soaked in the cheers out loud
You didn’t see me, the girl beneath
Just the voice behind the polished teeth
You made me pass, and that’s a fact
But I ain’t no puppet in your act
I am a good girl, I am
And don’t you forget it, sir—blam

I’m a good girl, I am
Still Eliza, that's me, proud I am
I don’t want no gold and no diamonds bright
Just want respect and a sleep at night
The way you treat me—it’s cold and cruel
It ain’t right, it ain’t decent, it ain’t the rule
I always been a good girl, I have
I’m a good girl, I am
I’m a good girl, I am

I scrubbed me words and twisted me tongue
While you just scoffed and said I’m wrong
You built me shell, but missed the spark
I ain’t your echo in the dark
You’ll miss me fire, me laugh, me charm
You’ll miss me elbow and me arm
I am a good girl, I am
And don’t you forget it, sir—blam

Say your vowels Eliza
Aa aaa
Ee eeee
Iii iii
Oo ooo
Uu uuuuu

There there
That posh enough for your parlor games
Again

Aa aaa
Ee eeee
Iii iii
Oo ooo
Uu uuuuu

Sounds lovely, don’t it
Pity it ain’t me

I’m a good girl, that's me
Still Eliza, also me, proud I am
I don’t want no gold and no diamonds bright
I just want respect and a sleep at night
The way you treat me—it’s cold and cruel
It ain’t right, it ain’t decent, it ain’t the rule
I always been a good girl, I have
I’m a good girl, I am
I’m a good girl, I am
I always been a good girl, I have
I’m a good girl, I am
I’m a good girl, I am

And if you don’t like it—well, tough jam

Say your vowels, Eliza!

This song was born from my obsession with red — the color of passion, fire, and bold beauty. To me, there’s nothing quite like a woman in red. She doesn’t just wear it — she owns it. She wears it like a star, and she shines just as bright. This country song tells the story of a girl dressed in red, whose presence lights up every room and every day. If red makes your heart race, give this one a listen — and give a ❤️ if you love red as much as I do.

[Lyrics]
Rose, It's the bite of your lips, not a kiss
A moment of pure, tender bliss

Guiding me down this wicked mile
Cherry is the tone of your lovely smile
My eyes widen for your ruby cheeks
Where every secret softly speaks
I'm seeing...

Red, so much red
My eyes, they’ve never seen so much red
Every shade, every tone
She brings me down like sinking stone
I'm seeing red, so much red
It’s a fever burning in my twisted head
But I want more
I need more

Mahogany, the shade of your skin when it’s on fire
Freckles fueled by your heart and desire

Every touch leaves a glowing trail
Raspberry nails, sharp as hell
My breath slows, that vermilion blaze
You light my world with every gaze
I'm seeing...

Red, so much red
My eyes, they’ve never seen so much red
Every shade, every tone
She brings me down like sinking stone
I'm seeing red, so much red
It’s a fever burning in my twisted head
But I want more (Red)
I need more (Red)

Garnet, the shade of your velvet heat
Soft as a whispered curse, bittersweet

You unravel every silent scream
Scarlet’s the fire igniting my dreams
My mind’s on blaze from your sheer tights
Pulling me deeper through those wild nights
I'm seeing...

Red, so much red
My eyes, they’ve never seen so much red
Every shade, every tone
She brings me down like sinking stone
I'm seeing red, so much red
It’s a fever burning in my twisted head
But I want more (Red)
I need more (Red)

Crimson, it’s the shade of your wicked boots,
Igniting my soul in the fiery roots.

Pulling me into your chaos home
Cerise shines bright in your silk and chrome
My heart pounds hard for your auburn skirt
Luring me deeper with every flirt
What am I seeing?

Red, so much red
My eyes, they’ve never seen so much red
Every shade, every tone
She brings me down like sinking stone
I'm seeing red, so much red
It’s a fever burning in my twisted head
But I want more (Red)
I need more (Red)

I'm seeing red!

Duty is Deathless is an instrumental clash of will and steel — a slow build that swells into a brutal industrial metal storm. Thunderous riffs march forward like armored legions, colliding with machine-driven percussion that feels forged in iron. Behind it all, eternal choirs rise like the voices of the fallen, lending a timeless weight to the carnage. It’s not just a song — it’s a battle scene scored in sound, where duty refuses to die, and the war rages on forever.

Duty is Deathless

This song dives into the magnetic pull of a harmful relationship — that paradox of craving closeness with the very thing that wounds you. It isn’t told as a straightforward story, but rather as an emotional map: the tension of wanting freedom while being drawn deeper, the collision of rejection and surrender, hatred and obsession. In the end, it resolves not with triumph, but with a fragile, troubled surrender.

Hey, little monster, I belong to you

Broken hearts are a familiar ache, the kind that makes you think it’s the end of everything. This song is about that moment when you realize you’re not together anymore — whether they left, or life pulled you apart. The memories remain, both good and bad, and you can’t help but ask yourself, how did it come to this? Tears don’t lie, even when your heart refuses to accept the truth: they aren’t coming back. All you can do is sit with the sorrow, remembering what was, feeling every moment of love and loss. Yet within that grief, there’s a fragile thread of hope. Time may not heal all at once, but slowly, surely, the weight lifts. This song carries both the sorrow and the faint promise that it will pass — even if it feels like it never will.

Echoes of yesterday

Good thing or bad, this song doesn’t really need an explanation. Honestly, I’d rather not dive into the where, why, or how behind it — some mysteries are best left playful. All I’ll say is: Vala loves catgirls, and maybe that’s all the explanation you’ll ever need. 🐾 It’s catchy, it’s quirky, and it fits perfectly into the “similar theme” album we’re..I mean she is cooking up. One more wild, fluffy chapter added — six to go!


PS: lyrics too long to post here, so cut the other chorus' after first.
[Lyrics]

[Verse]
I wake up from slumber, stretch out my paws
Lazily licking, no rush, no-no-nooo cause
Last night’s games replay in my-my-my head
Chasing dreams while we rolled on the bed
But wait, what's this? Something sticky appears
A stain on my softness, t-t-tangled in my gears

Oh, I'm a messy little k-k-kitty
Oh

[Verse]
I twirl at the spot, what could it b-b-be?
Perhaps last night’s play left a mark on me
Master’s coming, and I’m far from clean
But he loves me messy, if you know what I mean
I know what I need, the clock is t-t-ticking
Gotta tidy up quick before more li-li-licking

[Chorus]
Dirty. Messy. Filthy me
Better clean every inch of me

Oh, I'm a dirty little kitty
Such a dirty kitty, covered with s-s-slime
Rolling through the mess, oh, every time
Oh, I'm a filthy little kitty
My mind needs a rinse, it's wicked and wild
Dirt hugs my b-b-body, oh, so defiled
Oh, I'm a messy little k-k-kitty

Oh, I'm a dirty little kitty
Such a dirty kitty, all slick and s-s-sly
Purring in the mess, oh, don’t ask why
Oh, I'm a filthy little kitty
From head to t-t-tail, sinful and sweet
I’m such a filthy kitty, ready for heat?
Oh, I'm a messy little k-k-kitty

So dirty, oh-so-so dirty, dirty
Dirty. Messy. Filthy little me-ow

[Verse]
I start with my paws, so slow and p-p-precise
A soft little lick-lick, it feels ooh, so nice
My face is next, where the slime did stick
But there’s much more that I long to lick-lick-lick
Every inch that I groom, I feel so, oh, so alive
With each teasing stroke, I begin to thrive

Oh, I'm a messy little k-k-kitty

[Chorus]

[Verse]
Now down to my belly, my tail oh-so-slick
Turns out I’m dirtier than I thought, oh, quick
A bath full of bubbles would make me purr purr
Playing with suds, oh that's my pur-purfect blur
My fur clings t-t-tight, dirty patches remain
I’ll clean every inch, it drives me ooh-so insane

Oh, I'm a messy little k-k-kitty

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Now my fur’s shining, so smooth as silk
Licking away every trace of guilt
The more I lick-lick, the more clean I feel
Sleek and smooth, with no dirt left to conceal
With glossy, shiny fur and a playful grin
I’m ready to p-p-play, let the fun begin

[Chorus2]

Clean-clean. Sparkly. Shiny me
I’m purr-purfect, can you see?

Oh, I'm a clean-clean little kitty
Such a clean-clean kitty, glowing oh-so bright
Clean from head to toe, I’m shining just right
Oh, I'm a sparkly little kitty
My mind’s crystal clear, no filth inside, lies
My fur soft as silk, gleaming with pride
Oh, oh

Oh, I'm a clean-clean little kitty
Such a sparkly kitty, ready to shine
Purring in the light, I’m looking divine
Oh, I'm a sparkly little kitty
From tip to toe, I’m polished and neat
I’m such a sparkly kitty, oh, what a treat
Oh, I'm a shiny little k-k-kitty

Oh, so clean, oh-so-so clean, clean
Clean, Sparkly, shiny little me-ow

Oh, so clean, oh-so-so clean, clean
Clean, Sparkly, shiny little me-ow

Now, I’m ready to be
Oh, so dirty, oh-so-so dirty, dirty
Dirty. Messy. Filthy little me-ow

Dirty, messy, filthy little me-ow

Hey! I’m Vala — and that goofy goofball next to me? That’s Q. Together, we’re Va'q. 💫
We make mushy, gushy, hearty songs about our past, present, and future — with a little help from AI.

Our music is rooted in real emotion: how we met, our first dance, first date… the fears, joys, and ridiculous thoughts we both seem to share. (We’re basically the same person. 🤪)

Q writes most of the time, and I pitch in with guitar or piano when the vibe’s right. He plays bass too — though that poor thing’s been gathering dust lately. 🤐

We’re into jazz, all kinds of rock, and love dabbling in new genres when the mood strikes. 🎷🎸

Our songs often feel like short stories. They may run a little long, but they come straight from the heart. More than anything, we hope our music reaches your heart — even just one song. If you feel seen, understood, or moved — that’s a win for us. 💕

Give us a heart, and we’ll keep pouring ours into every next song.
Much love from us —
Va'q ❤

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