Name: VARISONIK - I'm only happy when I by Varisonik in The VARISONIK indie playlist (2022-2025)
Duration: 3 min 35 s
Description: VARISONIK's song about a guy who works away and just wants to be with his family at Christmas

https://varisonik.bandcamp.com/album/tabasco-fiasco

The VARISONIK indie playlist (2022-2025)

My goodness finally. Ever since I made the base track from desires I wanted to make some lyrics for it. And after remaking everything, changing the tuning I think I got it.

Only thing that I struggle with now (maybe it's because I still use basic home equipment) is getting the vocal tracks right in volume. That was a pain in the butt. So If you guys have any tips on getting that better, I'm all ears. Maybe it will get a resung version in the future. I guess that's kinda my thing for now. Starting a project, and reshaping it once I get better/new stuff.

Anyway, enjoy the track. And have fun this summer!

[Edit 21/05/23] Replaced the file. I tuned it 1 tone down, fixed the vocals and finally I am happy!! Now the summer can begin :D

[Another edit. Highly perfectionist me wasn't happy with the vocals. + new vocal processor. Hopefully this is the last replace for now :-) ]

Cheers,
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VARISONIK - The magic has run dry

[Verse 1]
She was just a kid when she took the lead,
High school ended, but she had a family in need.
Got a job, worked late, put gifts under the tree,
Made sure the holidays felt just like they should be.

[Pre-Chorus]
Mom did her best, but the weight was so strong,
Dad was just a shadow, never stayed too long.
But Big Sister stepped up, never let us fall,
She gave us a childhood, she gave us it all.

[Chorus]
Oh, Big Sister’s light shined through the dark,
Turned the hard times into a brand-new start.
With a heart full of fire and a dream so wide,
She made sure we never felt left behind.

[Verse 2]
Carnivals, lemonade stands on the street,
She was the boss, and we worked for a treat.
Clean-up parties, we’d dance through the mess,
She paid in Hercules flips and love nonetheless.

[Pre-Chorus]
She booked the bands, called it "The Decco" scene,
Selling wigs from a van, chasing every dream.
A business mind in a world so tough,
She made it look easy, but we knew it was rough.

[Chorus]
Oh, Big Sister’s light shined through the dark,
Turned the hard times into a brand-new start.
With a heart full of fire and a dream so wide,
She made sure we never felt left behind.

[Bridge]
From the city streets to the mountain air,
She built a life with a love so rare.
Health food stores and trading deals,
Making magic, Brandon's meals.

[Verse 3]
Now looking back, I finally see,
The way she shaped the best in me.
Through every struggle, through every fight,
She was our shelter, our guiding light.

[Chorus (Final)]
Oh, Big Sister’s light shined through the dark,
Turned the hard times into a brand-new start.
With a heart full of fire and a dream so wide,
She made sure we never felt left behind.

[Outro]
So here’s to you, the one who stood tall,
The sister, the mother, the heart of it all.
Through every storm, through every demand,
We grew up strong with Big Sister’s plan.

Big Sisters Light

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Chain Lightning

I have always loved the story of King David, from killing Goliath to his accension to King. All the good things and the bad....


[Verse 1]  
Out in the hills with a sling in my hand  
Tending the sheep at the Lord’s command  
Thunder would roll, and the lion would roar  
But I sang to the Lord and feared no more  

[Verse 2]  
Samuel came with oil and flame  
He said, “The Lord has called your name”  
While brothers stared in disbelief  
I bowed my head in quiet relief  

[Chorus]  
I fall, I rise, I run, I pray  
The Lord’s my rock, my hiding place  
Through every sin and battle scar  
He holds me close, He knows my heart  
The path is dark, the climb is steep  
But grace has hands that never sleep  
Through joy and shame, through sword and song  
To You, O Lord, I still belong  

[Verse 3]  
Faced a giant with stones and a cry  
“You come with sword, but I'm with the Most High”  
The world stood still, the battle won  
But pride would come before too long  

[Verse 4]  
I danced before the ark with joy  
A shepherd king, no longer a boy  
But lust and murder stained my name  
And still, I called upon His name  

[Chorus]  
I fall, I rise, I run, I pray  
The Lord’s my rock, my hiding place  
Through every sin and battle scar  
He holds me close, He knows my heart  
The path is dark, the climb is steep  
But grace has hands that never sleep  
Through joy and shame, through sword and song  
To You, O Lord, I still belong  

[Bridge]  
The child I lost, the tears I shed  
The throne I feared, the blood I bled  
Absalom’s cry tore through my soul  
But mercy wrote my final scroll  

[Verse 5]  
Now gray with years, my hands are weak  
But still Your face is all I seek  
Not in the palace or the praise  
But in the song my spirit plays  

[Final Chorus]  
I fall, I rise, I run, I pray  
The Lord’s my light, my only way  
He lifts me up when I have failed  
His love endures, it never pales  
The battle ends, but not the grace  
I’ll see my Lord, I'll see His face  
Through every wrong, through every psalm  
To You, O Lord, I still belong  


“The Lord is my shepherd… I shall not want.”  


Psalm of David

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Er nickt. „Ruhe ist nicht Stille. Manchmal schreit sie dich an.“
Ich gieße weiter. Mein Griff wird fester.
„Und was macht man, wenn man eigentlich gar nicht weiß, wie man das alles leben soll?“
Er steht auf, geht rüber zur Wendeltreppe, streicht über das Metall wie über eine Schulter.
„Man lebt trotzdem. Und irgendwann merkt man: Du warst nie falsch – nur zu sensibel für das, was andere normal nennen.“
Ich will was sagen, aber meine Stimme bleibt hängen. Murschel schnurrt und lässt ein Tropfenmuster auf den heißen Beton entstehen.
„Du bist da“, sagt er schließlich. „Das reicht für heute.“

Fahrt durch Mullersand

Ich fahre. Kein Ziel, keine Zeit, nur das Knirschen unter den Reifen, das bald selbst verstummt. Mullersand. Der Name klingt weich, wie das, was hier alles überzieht: Fichten, Kiefern, Staub in warmem Licht. Der Weg verliert sich. Links Felder, rechts Wald. Und dazwischen nur ich.
Der Wind nimmt keine Stimme mit, aber er bringt Gerüche. Kiefer, trockenes Gras, etwas wie alte Motoren aus einem längst verlassenen Schuppen. Kein Ton in der Gegend. Nur das Rauschen der Felder – als würde der Boden selbst denken.
Ich trete fester in die Pedale. Nicht weil ich muss. Sondern weil ich will, dass mein Körper weiß: Ich bin noch da.
Nach endlosen Wiesen, Fichtenstaub und Mullersand schält sich der graue Block aus der Landschaft. Keine Vorwarnung, kein Übergang. VORTEILKAUF steht da, rot wie ein Trotz. Als wäre das Leben hier auf einmal ein Sonderposten. Ich halte kurz an. Der Wind riecht noch nach Kiefer, aber die Luft scheint irritiert. Murschel miaut leise zugleich im Hof. Ein Moment zwischen Welten.
Ich stehe vor dem Regal und suche… nicht genau etwas. Vielleicht eher eine Richtung. Die Preise sind groß, meine Gedanken klein. Die Brille verrutscht, ich ziehe sie zurecht. Der Schlauch von vorhin hängt mir noch in der Haltung – die gleiche Bewegung, nur mit anderem Ziel. Ich bin müde, aber das merkt man mir nicht an. Ich tue, als würde ich lesen, dabei starre ich bloß.
Dann fällt etwas. Ich höre es nicht, aber die Welt scheint kurz zu blinzeln.
„Vermissen Sie zehn Euro?“
Die Stimme ist alt, freundlich, wie Brot mit Rinde. Ich drehe mich. Vor mir steht ein Mann, der aussieht, als hätte er die Zeit durchwandert, ohne sie je gehasst zu haben.
Ich stammele etwas wie „ja… bestimmt… äh…“ Er lächelt nur und gibt mir den Schein.
Ich halte ihn fest – als wäre er nicht aus Papier, sondern aus Vertrauen.
Da begreife ich: Ich bin gerade nicht allein. Nicht beim Gießen. Nicht beim Radfahren. Nicht beim Verlieren. Auch nicht beim Finden.
Dieser Ort – die verrostete Wendeltreppe, der brennende Wald, Murschel, das Feld, sogar der Kühlschrank unter freiem Himmel – all das ist ein System. Nicht geplant, aber vorhanden.
Und ich bin darin. Sichtbar. Beiläufig gerettet von einem Mann, der längst weiß, wie das Leben zwischen Regalen aussieht.
*Er roch nicht nach Macht. Er roch nach alten Bibliotheken, nach einem Leben in stillen Räumen. Seine Kleidung war unauffällig, aber akkurat. Beige Jacke, die nicht auffallen will. Schuhe, die viel gesehen haben, aber nicht darüber sprechen. Sein Blick war wach, nicht fordernd. Er hatte diese Augen, die wussten, was man nicht sagt – weil es nie gebraucht wurde.
Vielleicht war er früher Teil der Firma, vielleicht hatte er Schlüssel, von denen keiner mehr weiß. Aber jetzt hält er mir zehn Euro hin, als sei Vertrauen das letzte echte Zahlungsmittel.
Ich sah keine Vergangenheit in ihm – nur eine Gegenwart, die still hilft, ohne eine Rechnung zu schreiben.
Ein guter Mann, sagt etwas in mir. Und das klingt in dieser Gegend wie eine kleine Revolution.*
Die Ehrlichkeit zwischen uns war keine Methode. Sie war das Material. Nicht geschliffen, nicht perfekt – aber aufrichtig genug, um selbst die sprödesten Gegensätze für einen Moment weich zu machen...)

- Fortsetzung folgt nächsten Sonntag 10:00h -

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Music inspired from the film Gone Girl 
Prod. by 1983

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Uli - In The Strenght of The Firmament

(Lyrics in English)
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©Music Composed and Produced by Ulisses Nicolau Alberto Barros. (@uli-virtual-band)
©Lyrics by Uli (@uli-virtual-band)
Copyright 2025 - Uli @uli-virtual-band

Mixing by: Uli and Rogério Vieira
Mastering by: Uli and Rogério Vieira

Singer: Nicholas Albert
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🎵 Presentation of the song “Strength of the Firmament”

Authentic, profound, and visionary — Uli’s song is an ode to love in both digital and cosmic times. With lyrics that blend the delicacy of intimacy with the grandeur of the universe, it takes us on a journey where the most human feeling — love — exists simultaneously in outer space and in the virtual world.

Without exaggeration or artifice, “Strength of the Firmament” is honest in its lyricism and bold in its outlook: it speaks of a connection that transcends time, space, and even everyday reality. Through sincere verses, the lyrical voice reveals a force born from love, driving them to face the world and its madness.

References to the firmament, mythical heroes, and stars as legends give the piece an epic tone that seeks no glory, but instead expresses a simple and powerful truth — “The Love belong to us.”

🎧 A sonic experience that embraces the ethereal and the digital, carrying an ageless message: in any dimension, being with the one you love is like touching infinity.

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In The Strenght of The Firmament:

©Music and Lyrics by Uli (@uli-virtual-band)

(Intro)

(Verse 1)

In the strength of the Firmament,
I have connected life to every moment,
No matter if you hug me,
No matter if you kiss me,

I just wanna be with you.

To see you, star mine, to feel our encounter
In the space-time, to see your shining face 
Or your sweet words in the Cyberspace.

(Break)

Our love lives in the Firmament.
Our love lives within of Cyberspace.

(Verse 2)

The strength that makes me wanna face the world,
The strength that makes me face madness.
The madness of my postponed everyday reality.
The rushed reality that is inside my cyberspace.

That is outside of my space.

(Break)

Our love lives in the Firmament.
Our love lives within of Cyberspace.

(Pre-Chorus)

In the strength of the Firmament,
In the stealth of every movement,
I dodge evil, I seek goodness.
Pursuing the goal of the mythical heroes.

Although the glory of the Firmament doesn't belong to us,
The Love belong to us.

(Chorus)

The stars above are legends,
Heroes and heroines who defended
The love,
With the strength of the Firmament.

(Interlude)

Outside of the cyberspace, also there are connections.
Life links whose intentions are part of our 
Space! (long) 
In this vast Earth.

(Chorus)

The stars above are legends
Heroes and heroines who defended
The love
With the strength of the Firmament.

(Chorus)

The stars above are legends
Heroes and heroines who defended
The love
With the strength of the Firmament.

(Outro)

In this vast place, 
I just wanna be
With you.
Like the infinite, is my love
For you...

Uli - In The Strength of The Firmament

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Hi, I'm Shaun from North East UK. VARISONIK isn't a band but a solo project that began in early 2022. Back then I had a strong desire to create my own style of alt-rock and alt-pop songs, and found the freedom of going alone is a bonus for creating new songs, as I get to write, compose, play instruments, and produce all of my music and promo videos, which is a lot of work at times but I love doing it. I have released a substantial amount of songs over the last three years so please check them out. VARISONIK playlists can be found on YouTube and Soundcloud, as well as other social media sites. Thank you for checking out my blog and hope you like what you hear! 

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