This may not be very useful but just putting it out there. Probably even maddening to listen to me.

I probably sound pretty self absorbed and thinking I'm great but why not.. I don't actually take myself that seriously.

It touches on how I always was interested in storytelling, characters, movies, shows, lessons, principles, dating advice, sexy things and skills, qualities, likeability, creative things, creative direction although i can't claim any results in this area but I wanted..to read books on this because it sounds very cool.

So yea just things I've been interested in, that I think are cool but that I'd like to mix with recent things in my life to evolve and give the best I can to have the best output and contribution however big or small, in any way I can. 

For now I am just improving myself and working on health and keeping thinking so I may one day apply knowledge. I can in fact start now even if slowly.

No actual result forecasted for the near future however, I am just chilling, biding my time like Voldemort, feeding on alligator blood in the swamp as I have been for the last few decades.

Thanks in case for listening. 

Varun

2 Hour Spewing Of Thoughts About My Life

Hey guys, 

Not sure anyone will listen to this but anyhow just to say..:

I'm not energy efficient now. So whilst I may document my day to day. I'm kind of tired and nervous and so thought maybe I should upload things every couple of days. 

Just slowly try things in a more freeflow manner having some time right now..

Can't be too bad..

Have a good day and thanks :)

Varunfranklin1