i wish everyone I know could have their ears blessed like this.

Keep it up man, this is fire 🙏🙏🙏 keep making songs like this and I know you’ll blow up soon 🙏❤️

Copy of Buzzing Indie

prod. @youjiiiii lyrics, mixing and mastering by me

its hard (prod.youji2k)

fun fact: as you can probably tell this song and subject matter was inspired by Final Fantasy Seven Rebirth (2024). Hence the quote and cover

hope you enjoy it! album in july <333

imxero x jean parker - whispers

yeah tell me all your lies
so i see it in your eyes
can you decide

can you decide
will you go for a ride
are you alright
will you decide

no home
no home
no home

if i fall into my grave
and nobody knows my name
will you stay the same :/

cause ur rotting in my brain

yeah ur rotting inside my brain :/
and nowadays nothing feels the same
and nothing feels the same between us
when you decide that i'm the one that'll break us :(

how creeps kiss

This song was written about a friend of mine who was having trust issues with her boyfriend.  Even so, it's a lively upbeat song, with an ultimately optimistic message. I've managed to keep the original late 80's feel I think?
As with all the tracks on Early Years it was rescued and revived from demo's created in the 1980's and 1990's that were never released.

Love is the answer

thank you for listening.

spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/track/6jpMuFNYc0ldqxPiUqDE4V?si=1920290afede4211

@vasthearts
you’re taking up my time
i’m not the one for you
i only adore you
you dont want me in ur life
i "break myself" for you
theres nothing i cant do

-but you dont wanna be here-

ive been alone
no one to call home
but its fucking complacent
my head has been racing
i shove these pills right down my throat
and pray to god that he’ll let me go

(i shove these pills right down my throat
and pray to god that he’ll let me go)

@deadatdawn
breaking down once again
promise this wont be the end 
cant survive without you
im calling out to you
im calling out to you
you pushed me down for you
you pushed me away again
but you never really meant to

bloody massacre
its all in my hands too
im trying to fight for you
ill kill myself for you
my soul forever changed
my heart wont be the same
breaking down again
ive lost my home again

break myself + zen

otuka - scars

for fucks sake carmen

Playlist me on Spotify! : https://ffm.to/nutri3nt-coldoutside/spotify

This is one of my favourite tracks which I always return to. I wrote it on a scorching hot day during one of the warmest summers on record here in the UK, during one of the happiest periods of my life. I do not know where the sadness of the track came from. Maybe I was letting go of something...

Cold Outside

tired.

Vine on the Wall

take it all away

In the Rain

in the rain

[LYRICS]

I smelled the scent of your sweet perfume
It reminded me how it was with you
I was so happy, I was so confused
But I didn't care cus you loved me too
But then it slipped away
I noticed that you wouldn't say
Those words I loved, our love decayed
But now it's the same
I still reach for you every time I sleep
While our promises turn to memories
When I say your name in prayers I repeat
Is "no" heaven's answer to me
Is this insanity? You're bad for me
Like if only you knew how many times I've begged
For God to bring you back to me
The moonlight in the trees, I've bruised my knees
While kneeling on my bedside hoping that you love me still
How can you sleep
How can you let it be   
I never thought we'd ever fall apart
In the end but  here we are
Broken pieces, shattered bones
I've got no one to call my home
Heaven knows I want you back
Cus when I'm alone
I still reach for you every time I sleep
While our promises turn to memories
When I say your name in prayers I repeat
Is "no" heaven's answer to me
Is this insanity? You're bad for me
Like if only you knew how many times I've begged
For God to bring you back to me
The moonlight in the trees, I've bruised my knees
While kneeling on my bedside hoping that you love me still

heaven's answer

prod by. blixbeatz

breaking bottles 
all for you 
screaming loud 
what else to do?
won’t tell a lie
but ill intoxicate you
won’t tell a soul about 
the things that you do 

just leave me buried by 
your place in the snow
i’ll fade away and 
let evil take my soul 
with only whispers 
of the life that i know 
erase me away

awry

[Verse 1]
Up one minute, down the next.
Didn’t read the script, I’m skipping steps.
Heart keeps flipping like a faulty switch,
Can’t tell if I’m calm or about to glitch.

[Chorus]
yeah i know, I’m bipolarized,
Half of me burning, half of me iced.
Can’t find the middle no matter how I try,
I’m bipolarized,
Living in a loop I can’t deny.
i try...

[Verse 2]
Laugh too loud, then I fade to quiet,
Peace feels nice till the shadows try it, 
Try it..
Mind keeps racing like it’s got no brakes,
Up so high then the whole world shakes, 
it shakes...

[Chorus]
yeah i know, I’m bipolarized,
Half of me burning, half of me iced.
Can’t find the middle no matter how I try,
I’m bipolarized,
Living in a loop I can’t deny.

i try...

[Bridge]
Too hot, too cold,
Too young, too old.
I bend, I break,
I give, I take..
I bend, I break.

[outro+solo]
yeah i know, I’m bipolarized...

yeah i know, I’m bipolarized...

yeah i know, I’m bipolarized...

Half of me burning, half of me iced...

bipolarized (remade)

dumb {prod/w. summers}

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Tecnólogo en mecanización agrícola y técnico en refrigeración “SENA”.

break myself + zen

vasthearts

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