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can i finally get a gf or do i still have to wait another 15 years

dead .mp3

ill end up in a documentary lol

stay

i hope your words haunt when you sleep
you lay with him but not with me
but will i ever go to sleep

do your worst
bring me down and fix my hurt
love me till it works
inside
tell me how it feels
to hide
do your worst
bring me down and fix my hurt
love me till it works
inside
tell me how it feels
to hide

i wonder if she burned my hoodie

making the bed for myself
waiting to tell you goodbye
i'm all alone again you see how i tried
loving you with no remorse
don't ask me how hard i cried
i could go on and on and on and on

make a wish i won't dismiss your loving

make a wish

i wish you'd call me
because i realized
i'm not the person
who's terrified of you

i wish you'd call me
because i realized
that i'm attached to your scent
no i can't but i can with you

call me

party all alone
she wishes you were someone
your reflection doesn’t match
you just wish that you were chosen

don’t lie to me
don’t lie to me
just let me be
just let me be
I’m tryna see
I’m tryna see
what we could be
what we could be

party all alone
she wishes you were someone
your reflection doesn’t match
you just wish that you were chosen

chosen

can’t pass the time, youre in my dreams
and now i know ill never sleep
do i stay and try to fix it all for her
I’m such a joke because I know that I’ll get hurt

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

so I’ll sing my songs
will you sing along
will you sing along
but you can’t

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

i know your sleeping

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes /w 9dot

stupid ugly clown party

IM GONNA FUCKING KMS I SWEAR TO FUCK I WILL FUCKING DO IT I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE IM SO FUCKING LONELY I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO IM SO ALONE MY FRIENDS GHOSTED ME I HAVE NO ONE MY DAD LEFT AND HAS 3 NEW FUCKASS KIDS AND HATES MY MUSIC AND THE STUFF I DO MY MOM IS POOR AND CANT PAY THE BILLS MY LIFE IS SO FUCKED THE ONLY WAY I CAN EXPRESS MYSELF IS THRU MUSIC PLEASE I NEED FRIENDS I HAVE NONE PLEASE HELP ME

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