prod. armor


u take control
like the xanax do

im not a fan
of the new u

black out, text my ex
new clothes, new friends
maybe smoke a cigarette
i'll inhale n i'll forget
new looks, new goals
same life, no hoes
i could fix it if i wanted
i dont think i wanna do that

like the xanax do

(i got hella if u want it
but u gotta come thru)

im not a fan
of the new u

black out, text my ex
new clothes, new friends
maybe smoke a cigarette
i'll inhale n i'll forget
new looks, new goals
same life, no hoes
i could fix it if i wanted
i dont think i wanna do that

like the xanax do

(i got hella if u want it
but u gotta come thru)

im not a fan
of the new u

the new u

prod @xoinxscoob

(it's amazing, its uh, its uh)

it's a meaning
i'm used to it 
talking about ur past
abused by it

i understand why its so
important to u all the time
i be smokin colors in the wintertime

& its amazing
that ur not tryna drive me crazy
and its amazing
it do not phase me

i feel like ur obsessed with me
maybe its the other way around
i been tryna smoke up on some pce
turn into a wizard smokin loud

every time i feel the smoke i wanna talk abt it
im struggling too, wont make a deal abt it
are you feeling it consume ur strength to walk arnd it
heart shattered in two, ill have to trap and bang it

it's a meaning
i'm used to it 
talking about ur past
abused by it

i understand why its so
important to u all the time
i be smokin colors in the wintertime

& its amazing
that ur not tryna drive me crazy
and its amazing
it do not phase me

it's amazing [+xoinx]

i live the same damn day
yes, over n over again
n i put u on a pedestal
working on my next song
why u think u next up?
this is what u flex for
u dont stick around 
u just move on to ur next whore

keep the spectacles on 
so i can see shit
i dont rlly move around 
im on some g shit

same damn day
(can u keep a secret? x2)
over n over again
over n over again
same damn day
(can u keep a secret? x2)
over n over again
over n over again

i live the same damn day
yes, over n over again
n i put u on a pedestal
working on my next song
why u think u next up?
this is what u flex for
u dont stick around 
u just move on to ur next whore

secret

are you afraid of this?
we could work together
i've been inside the abyss
think i like it better
wish i could blow u a kiss
like it's all that matters
all i can do, reminisce
smokin' on this shatter

you're empty
rotting from inside like a dead tree
you'd think it's cause of u 
but it's because of me
you're empty, you're empty.

everything i'm tryna do
it all connects together
feel like everything inside this room
will disappear forever
the world i'm in has split in two
like really shitty leather
the you i met a year ago
is infinitely better

you're empty
rotting from inside like a dead tree
you'd think it's cause of u 
but it's because of me
you're empty, you're empty.

you're empty

prod vocal

i've been waiting for her just to look at me
..and i'm dying to see the look in your eyes

you can look in my eyes
you'd choose to look anyways
my mind made of glass
every mistake that i make, i don't care
it's like there's nobody there
when you're there.

who would have thought it would be
so hard for you to speak your mind
hold on just a second, baby i'll be fine
could've bought her roses if the stars aligned
can you tell i'm disappointed by the way i lie?
i hate that when we talk i'm losing track of time
every time you're back you got a new design
it's just not the same
it's not the same as mine

let me look into your eyes
like baby, i can tell
that something isn't right
do you just play pretend?
i'm just waiting for the end

you can look in my eyes
you'd choose to look anyways
my mind made of glass
every mistake that i make, i don't care
it's like there's nobody there
when you're there.
when you're there.

spotify!

look me in the eyes

prod. vcl1

i said don't text him, i begged her
it's not a competition on who's 
better, but i'm better
be forever stained just like
the codeine on my sweater
she seemed so hard to get
but when she folds then ima get her

sin like you did, yea i begged her
i pray, despite your hate,
so are you feeling any better?
and i don't like your friends
i fell in love but they won't let her
she knows that i don't hate
i'm always pulled around, a lever
confess to what you did

would you wait for a kiss
i'm static, i need something to miss
yea, i remember sneaking thru to ur backdoor
now i wonder what i held out my hand for

i live, i live, i live on edge like 4
or maybe it was three
two years to see the floor
do exactly as i say
look in the drawer
look how pretty you are
line the coke on the board

i live, i live, i live on edge like 4
or maybe it was three
two years to see the floor
i feel i won the battle
but i've never been to war
it won't be like before
so, destroy me to the core

i said don't text him, i begged her
it's not a competition on who's 
better, but i'm better
be forever stained just like
the codeine on my sweater
she seemed so hard to get
but when she folds then ima get her

sin like you did, yea i begged her
i pray, despite your hate,
so are you feeling any better?
and i don't like your friends
i fell in love but they won't let her
she knows that i don't hate
i'm always pulled around, a lever
confess to what you did

pretty*

pretty* +vcl1

there's one thing i should know
it's that i won't live 4ever
but im feeling kinda bored
go-go out on a bender

i dont rlly care if i live like this forever
imma keep on taking benzos 
till they kill me or wateverr

take the lil pill it won't help me whatsoever
n im tired of this feeling, it'll never get better
100 xans 100 designer chemicals
any feds listening this a hypothetical

i was tryna end it on my own
wasnt gonna fuck up all the homies in my zone
took about a 20 and i landed on the floor
fuck i dont feel i might hit my plug for more

xanax is like scide lite
i might take a 20 just to see if i survive

there's one thing i should know
it's that i won't live 4ever
but im feeling kinda bored
go-go out on a bender

i dont rlly care if i live like this forever
imma keep on taking benzos 
till they kill me or wateverr

su1cide lite +vcl1

poisonenvy, vocal1 - switchblade (+aureola)

@virginiawontcry
prod. code eternal

we really off the molly
and the codeine
i take silly little pills
but i know they kill me slowly
if i need something to feel
you know i be pouring lonely
if you think you fell in love
you know you not the only
(we)

пролетая километры, я тебя давно не видел.
я не знаю почему
ты меня так ненавидишь.
зима близка шепнул мне ветер,
code8in спросил меня,
зима близка ему ответил.
ненавижу я себя уже навеки
(ненавижу)
холод пробирает, я не заметил.

karma is a bitch,
karma is a bitch,
while you walk around
we got percies in the whip
tryna hide up with some money
you forgetting that im rich
im a do it with a double (cup) yeah
bored of everybody
ima look for someone new yeah
when you come around
i get shy and this is true though
thought it was forever
but it ended and it hurts
oh well

we off percs and the molly
and it came straight from the trolley
if im feeling with somebody
i dont want them to get cocky
yeah we really off the molly
and the codeine
(we)

я не знаю почему
мешки под глазами каждый день
(мешки под).
сжимай мою шею посильней.
стала еще больше голодней.
разрываешь меня на
тысячу частей.
ты же говорила навсегда.
почему твои слова это вода?
пролетая между всеми облаками,
не учили летать, но я летаю

we really off the molly
and the codeine
i take silly little pills
but i know they kill me slowly
if i need something to feel
you know i be pouring lonely
if you think you fell in love
you know you not the only

off percs and the molly
and it came straight from the trolley
if im feeling with somebody
i dont want them to get cocky
yeah we really off the molly
and the codeine

we really off the molly
and the codeine
i take silly little pills
but i know they kill me slowly
if i need something to feel
you know i be pouring lonely
if you think you fell in love
you know you not the only

double w/ virginiawontcry +code eternal

prod. vocal1

why can't you tell me what you see?
how will i know if you won't tell me what i need?
i couldn't stomach all the shit that you would eat
i wanna stare until my eyes begin to bleed

(fuck, fuck..)

over here
built up 
just what i need
on the xylazine
isn't it weird
that when you're
right in front of me
i can never fucking breathe
i see now
what you always thought of me
i see your anatomy
but we're free now
lock away that side of me
then i rinse it and repeat

xylazine
black eyes white heart
break down fine art
pause it, restart

xylazine
black eyes white heart
too far apart
to feel what i feel

over here
built up 
just what i need
on the xylazine
isn't it weird
that when you're
right in front of me
i can never fucking breathe
i see now
what you always thought of me
i see your anatomy
but we're free now
lock away that side of me
then i rinse it and repeat

(why can't you tell me what you see?)
(how will i know if you won't tell me what i need?)
(i couldn't stomach all the shit that you would eat)
(i wanna stare until my eyes begin to bleed...)

why can't you tell me what you see?
how will i know if you won't tell me what i need?
i couldn't stomach all the shit that you would eat
i wanna stare until my eyes begin to bleed
fuck, fuck !!

(xylazine)
fuck
(xylazine..)
fuck...

xylazine (vcl1)

@hekatestation

i took my face off, of course im a loser (loser)
put you on a wall, yeah put you on a poster
i dont wanna fuck wit u if u think im a poser
i would do like anything just to hold u closer

saw a sign and i thought that it was ethereal
i didnt hear from you at all it was hysterical
took an acid tab, fuck it i met gabriel
no i wont shake ur hand that shit bacterial

if you wanted to
(thats why i wanted you)

it's gonna be okay
it's gonna be okay
its gonna be alright
so do not be afraid
(do not be afraid)
(do not be afraid)
hit up gabriel
he said do not be afraid
gabriel my homie he said we all getting paid
gabriel my homie he said we all getting paid
do not be afraid
do not be afraid

and so what if i got monsters in my closet
yeah, i got an 8ball of coke and then i lost it
if ur looking for me might be hiding in ur closet

had like 10 grams of nep and then i tossed it
i dont wanna snort that shit no more, that shit is caustic
yeah i gave a girl a shirt to clean with but i washed it

if you wanted to
(thats why i wanted you)

i took my face off, of course im a loser (loser)
put you on a wall, yeah put you on a poster
i dont wanna fuck wit u if u think im a poser
i would do like anything just to hold u closer

saw a sign and i thought that it was ethereal
i didnt hear from you at all it was hysterical
took an acid tab, fuck it i met gabriel
no i wont shake ur hand that shit bacterial

if you wanted to
(thats why i wanted you)

my shit sound so good i put that on the stereo
i miss hanging with my homies doing hella blow
got a ring above my head, it's got this nice glow
if u hit me up on ig need some nice clothes

gabriel (@hekate)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OD5nW6jkbIM

dj vocal1

do i get to see you when i'm dead?
burning holes right through my head
hit the crystal, beam a fed
oh bitch i'm risen, call me undead

mephedrone 
burn a hole in my brain
don't know what the fuck i'm taking
but i'll take it anyway
dilating my shit
blood stain on my fit
might be tweaking just a bit
research chemical spit

serotonin 
on my lonesome
serotonin 
on my lonesome

(the mess of wires in my brain)
(think that i'm insane)

do i get to see you when i'm dead?
burning holes right through my head
hit the crystal, beam a fed
oh bitch i'm risen, call me undead

dilating my shit
blood stain on my fit
might be tweaking just a bit
research chemical spit

4-MMC *MUSIC VIDEO*

spotify

-ʚ♡ɞ you hide those eyes? ʚ♡ɞ-

@8ngelonline
prod+mix by vocal

armor got another love letter
had to crush up a rock, now i feel better
watch me ruin another chance for us to be together
hit me up anytime, just hit me up whenever

i'd talk to you
but im so intoxicated
come over soon
do you know how long i've waited
i'd talk to you
but im so intoxicated
come over soon
do you know how long i've waited

why do you tell what me i'm supposed to do
don't know a thing, don't speak to me you fool
i do what i want cause to me it's all a game
give me one sec and you'll understand the pain
getting closer every day
reap what you sow
going at my own pace
know what you think i should do
even though i don't care
i want you to think that i do

armor got another love letter
had to crush up a rock, now i feel better
watch me ruin another chance for us to be together
hit me up anytime, just hit me up whenever

i'd talk to you
but im so intoxicated
come over soon
do you know how long i've waited
i'd talk to you
but im so intoxicated
come over soon
do you know how long i've waited

come over soon (w/ 8ngelonline)

@8ngelonline
prod vocal

one pick, two pick
girl i needed this
oh yeah, i'm feeling it
oh yeah, i'm feeling this
star-struck, innocence
let's take another hit
let's take another hit
let's take another hit

star-struck, innocence
fuck yeah, i'm feeling it
is this what real love is?
i'm not repeating it
fake words, dissonance
it's time to reel it in,
i'm feeling really sick
i need another pill

god damn
i'm sure with change
we'd live a good life

hot, dead and damp
just like a cave
your life inside my mind

[8ngelonline]
fried my brain 
but I keep on doing more 
It’s the rush I crave 
see the blood watch it pour 
заткнись сука блядь stupid whore 
nothing ever happens 
like it should anymore 
I think I’m cursed 
I make myself upset 
only time I’m happy when I’m counting up the checks 
yes I had to block you and move onto the next 
no time to stop or I’ll die like the rest 

god damn
i'm sure with change
we'd live a good life

hot, dead and damp
just like a cave
your life inside my mind

nothing ever happens (w/ 8ngelonline)

@hanapaw

girl, looking at you makes my heart beat faster
creases on my shoes, it's a damn disaster
tell me why i'm alive, i'm alive, i'm alive
can you bring a light to my life?
tell me why i'm alive, i'm alive, i'm alive
can you bring a light to my life?

[hana]
your eyes shine so bright
when the molly hits u act so kind
can you bring some life to me 
i really need that
but i guess you won’t call back

i’m sipping potions in ice tea
my xanax so nicely
oh god did it hit, i’m fucked up
got too many pills in my cup :(

tell me why i'm alive, i'm alive, i'm alive
can you bring a light to my life?
tell me why i'm alive, i'm alive, i'm alive
can you bring a light to my life?

faster w/ hanapaw 🐾•ﻌ• ฅ 🐾 …

⋆ // ⋆. 𐙚★𝘥𝘫𝘷𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘭111★⋆ // ⋆.
(xxxxx𝟙𝟡𝟘𝟘-ℍ𝔼𝔸𝕍𝔼ℕxxxxxx)

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X// {PROD. HEKATE} \\X

#hekate #love #benzos #heart
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@dollhaven
eternal autumn

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love u all
♡

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