CUZ EVERYTIME U SAY U MISS ME I GET HIGH AND IF U SAID U WNNA KISS ME OH MY GODD

prolog

@1wintrs / prod shadow

its always about when u gonna do this shit
and i know i know im a stupid misfit
all u do is just inflict all this pain
and i cant get u out my fuckin brain
and i know i dont wanna fuckin be here now
its come down i know what ur goin thru

i dont wanna see u goin thru the wrong things
i just want a bag i dont want u in my brain
treat me like a manikin
play me like a game
wanna go back but things r not the same
i miss u and i know it now
i remember when u were at my house
u were mine n it didnt matter how
up late takin pills till sundown

an interlude for a girl who doesnt deserve it [+ winters]

no no no no no no no no no no

rest assured

Loving You

shoutout to darii and om4ga for sticking w me on dis 
lyrics:
countin all these racks yuh
but im still by myself
sayin that im cool but i need sum fuckin help
got this choppa send u straight to hell
ahhh
talking crazy then u on the shelf 
ahhh
i go get it started 
you look r-
feel like ariana grande 
if i like it then i cop it
bitch be blowing up my phone u kno she getting blocked quick
no i cannot hop on yo track
THAT SHII IS ASS BITCH
no one ever knew my name until i went and got this fame
until i went and got this cash
no you cant get my stash
play wit (*/ω＼*)
bitch dont play wit racks cause they dont stab my back
hit em wit a slugshot (no jaydes) now his line going flat
i hate doing this sm i feel real stupid 
if i aint fucking make it whyd i even do this? 
if i aint fucking make it i think im gonna lose it
put a bullet thru his skull 
and yall still asking why he clueless (T_T)

countin all these racks yuh
but im still by myself
sayin that im cool but i need sum fuckin help
got this choppa send u straight to hell
ahhh
talking crazy then u on the shelf 
ahhh

ariana (1notrama)

so lost w/casper's pishouge

in my restless dreams, I see that town.

03.25.25

light up her cigarette
she told you, “Just one more time”
her thoughts are full of regrets
all her lies was a sign

when her head is up in those clouds
she asked if this is the only way out
light up her cigarette
to lose all her sanity tonight

her face, exposed on the screen
getting attention at seventeen
which wasn’t what she wanted all
(wanted at all)

then her phone rings
hearing her mom was everything

“when will you come back home?”
“hundreds of others don’t know where you are”
“I’m forgetting half of your face”
“in the back of my mind” 
(in the back of my mind)

and shes all alone
(alonneeneneeeeeeee)
with nowhere else to go
(to goooooooooooo)

all alone.

all alone (demo)

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

naive gf

too far gone (Deluxe)

it's hot outside

ninth song ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

ft. @bluchrist

wheres your soul? ft. Bluchrist

forgotten & lost

winter mood (feat. GUSII)

i saw a boy down on bluebell lane
he loves to play tricks but he dont got a name
i met a dog, just hope that shes been doing well
im sure shes got stories that she'll never
te-hell
that she'll never tell

we'll watch the trees as they cascade to white
your hair and the wind dont seem to quite align
your face and that smile is what ill always like
looking back on those days, it starts to
feel alright

i wanna go back to georgia
where the sun seeps in
but the room gets colder
as the world caves in
she wants to hold him closer
but she told all her friends
that shes done and hes lame
but its all the same
but its all the same

its okay

bluebell ln

It’s whatever (w/exiqutee)

afflicted1

tragic (feat. crusey, akkiro & 1crusafix)

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written by: [6imitri, CALLME HRŁI]
produced by: [peril]

key & lock

MERRY CHRISTMAS MIRACLE
Heaven on Earth — Melbourne Christmas Dream
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Merry Christmas Miracle is a cinematic Christmas album that transforms the spirit of the season into a glowing musical vision of Heaven on Earth, set against a re-imagined Melbourne CBD alive with light, joy, and motion.

Through sound, rhythm, and imagery, the album paints a festive dreamscape where decorated city streets shimmer in gold and red, Christmas lights cascade between buildings, and the heartbeat of the city moves in harmony with celebration. Hot rods and supercars cruise slowly through the boulevard, polished chrome reflecting neon angels, carols, and disco-dance energy—symbols of creativity, craftsmanship, and human joy rolling together as one.

Above it all, the sky opens into wonder. Father Christmas appears as timeless myth and memory, flying through the night in his legendary sleigh, guided by reindeer across a starlit Melbourne skyline. He is not just a character, but a symbol—of generosity, renewal, and the belief that goodness still travels freely through the world when people choose joy.

Musically, the album blends modern dance, festive pop, cinematic ambience, and soulful Christmas warmth, creating tracks that feel both nostalgic and futuristic. It’s Christmas re-imagined not as chaos or commercial rush, but as a moment where the city slows down, smiles, and remembers its heart.

Merry Christmas Miracle invites listeners into a shared vision:
A city united by light.
Streets filled with music instead of noise.
Movement without conflict.
Celebration without division.

This album is a Christmas dream, a musical postcard from a world where imagination turns streets into sanctuaries, engines into instruments, and the sky itself into a canvas of hope.

Not a promise.
Not a prophecy.
But a reminder—
That Heaven on Earth begins the moment we choose to see it.

wheres your soul? ft. Bluchrist

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