Bloody Shoes (prod Aki)

Throwaway project 
(lyrics are on genius)

monster (prod. Ruined5191)

(prod. 05alagen x disphxria)

Throwaway project 
(lyrics are on genius)

Nessa

Why won't u tell me (pipe bomb)

I Wanted To Kill You (prod. Ruined5191)

I'll Always Be Here :/ (prod. Ruined5191)

Elizalde (prod. Zil3xz)

LET IT GO!!!!! INTERLUDE!!!! (prod. holylitanies)

Lyrics On Genius// ANOTHER EP CUZ WHY NOT

I miss that girl

(prod.trynacommunicate)

Lyrics On Genius// ANOTHER EP CUZ WHY NOT

2nd place :/

(prod.kinsei)

Lyrics On Genius// ANOTHER EP CUZ WHY NOT

I love that girl

If I could see u

prod. m1qqla

{Intro]
𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙤, 𝙨𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙩

[Verse 1]
I woke up this morning feeling like I always do
I put my pillow aside, and starting looking for you
You tried running away its like you already knew
It's like you already knew

[Bridge 1]
Honestly all the shit you said to me
It get stucks in my fucking head
It's getting to me, It's getting to me

[Verse 2]
I got a two black horns, four black eyes
And everything's pitch black
I don't know where to go, you don't know?
If you hold my hand I can teach you
If you hold my hand I can teach you
We can reach into the starts
I really wanna reach into the stars
If you wanna be freed I could that
Give me all your trust and lust and maybe I could do that
And maybe, and maybe, and maybe I could do that

[Bridge 2]
Uh, maybe I could
If you help me out then maybe I could
If you help me out then maybe I could

[Verse 2]
Everywhere I go im always by myself
I'm way too paranoic, ain't nobody gonna find you
Cut the small talk, you already know Im the only thing you got
No where to stay, no where to go
Baby come back home
It sucks to let you know
Things stay the way they are
Why are you scared of me
You don't even know what Im trynna be
Give me some time don't you wanna see
This love we got ain't make believe

PARANOIC INTERLUDE

Prod. bug dillinger

[Intro]
Mom i'm a bug!

[Verse]
I keep having thoughts about ending it all
I keep having thoughts about ending it all
Talking to you is like talking to a wall
I'ma put a bullet in my- put a bullet in my mouth
And my last thought would be of you
And niggas think that I'm playing
Every time I make a song, saying how the fuck I feel
But they don't ever listen, It's so corny to them
But It's how I feel, why are we so afraid to express how we feel
Honestly it's a shame, but I'm praying it's not how-
Not how I feel, I'm probably happy Inside or something
Every time I enter my head It's the same shit
I'm probably a bad guy in my head 'cause that's what I think
I keep having thoughts about ending it all

[Outro]
Fuck, man, I hate having these thought's in my head
𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙤 (fuck!)

I'm tired bro, I'm fucking tired of the same fucking shit

(I'm tired of going through the same shit every damn day)

I'm tired of the same shit every fucking day

(the only thing I have in this fucking life is music)

Genuinely, bro, the only way I can fucking express myself ever
Is through music, and that's the only shit I fucking have

(It's the only thing I have, the only thing I have to express myself)

I have nothing else but music

(And I'm not even fucking good at it)

I don't know what my life would fucking be without this shit

(I don't even what my life would be without it)

And I'm not even good at it, this fucking sucks

I shouldve just told her how I felt but its too late noe

prod by mp333

[Intro]
In my dreams you got no face
It's stressing me that you can't relate
I wanna talk to you, and say things that I couldn't say before
I can't get no sleep, this shit keeps looping in my head
𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰
I almost forgot to put in my tag
She boutta' say the thing hollon' hollon'
𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵

[Verse]
There's a lot going on in my head
It seems that I can't forget
Upside down letter A
Do these letters reach you?
Shooting from the stars
This a messaga from pluto
To the moon, my dear, Aiko
30 Songs, and they're all about you
Will you ever notice me
Will you ever hear of me?
Uh, uh, I'm screaming out your damn name
I guess I'm not loud enough, I guess you can't hear me
Or maybe, just maybe, you just dont care

My Dear, Aiko

prod. Bowsa

[Verse]
You calm me down so good, I hope you dont get tired of me
I tried calling you this evening
Maybe you missed it or maybe you ignored it
How's therapy gon' help if you don't wanna get help
Find comfort in my sadness, my own biggest enemy
Maybe I like being alone or maybe it's just what im used to
I'm talking in a mirror man to man with you
This isn't a song, I'm just saying shit
Doesn't matter if I go outside or I stay inside
I feel the same fucking way all the damn time
And you don't know how the fuck it feels
You don't live my life, I dont give a shit about your advice man
If you were in my shoes, if you wore my face
Then maybe I'd listen to you
But you don't, but you don't
But you don't, but you don't
And you never will, and you never will
Not at all

Hated by you and everyone else interlude

Prod. Ruined5191 aka the goat

[Intro]
I wasted my time on a girl like you
You're all I want, but nothing like I remember you
You made me feel so good

[Bridge]
Dear god, Dear god, won't you save me
I don't wanna do what I'm about to do
I think I'll sin again, It's all gonna be her fault
I feel like you should die, but it all feels so wrong
I dont wanna let you go, let me choke you

[Verse]
Woke up feeling like you should-
I woke up feeling like this again
I wonder will it ever stop? does it ever stop?
Uh, uh, I'm like a monster, I'm a lustful, creepy fuck
I wanna kill you (just kidding, yeah)
I wanna make your life feel like mine
Let me make your life miserable
Yeah, yeah, I'm what you've been looking for
It's me, It's me, It's always been me
I'm what you need, I'm what you need

[Outro}
I can't shine the way they do, so what's the point!
Do you ever hear my songs?
Have you ever listened to me? I really wanna know
I'm like a monster, I'm a lustful, creepy fuck
I wanna kill you, yeah, just kidding

I Wanna Make Your Life Miserable

Prod. Bowsa

[Intro]
𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙤, 𝙨𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙩

[Chorus]
I'm tired of being angry
Tired of being bored
Tired of being tired
Tired of everyone that ain't me
That's a lie, I'm tired of myself too
Take a 47 to the head, you'll feel alive too
What a life, what a lie, what'll I do
I see through you, I'm so creepy
I'm so obsessive, I'm so goth too
Everything you did, I did right behind you

[Verse]
Oh my god, this girl's ruining my life all again
I make songs for this one bitch, she makes me mad
And I think all these hoes would want me
If they got to know me, I have such a weird ego
'Cause sometimes I feel like I'm the best
And then the rest I'm feeling like a loser
I just listen to the same songs every day, man
I wish I enjoyed them like I used to
The amount of times I tried to change my life
But nothing works out In the end, I'm stuck like this
And nobody could help, I wish it wasn't corny to say
I wanna kill myself but-

[Chorus]
I'm tired of being angry
Tired of being bored
Tired of being tired
Tired of everyone that ain't me
That's a lie, I'm tired of myself too
Take a 47 to the head, you'll feel alive too
What a life, what a lie, what'll I do
I see through you, I'm so creepy
I'm so obsessive, I'm so goth too
Everything you did, I did right behind you

tired, bored, angry :/

Prod. Bowsa

[Intro]
𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙤, 𝙨𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙩
Oh

[Verse]
Baby I'm trynna' hear you out
Baby where you going
Let me take you to the house
You feel too stressed now
Talking too loud, baby
You just gotta hear me out
I've been doing too much on my own
I don't wanna go outside now
Just me chilling in my room, I'ma rot all day
I don't got nothing to do, oh
Uh, oh, I don't got nothind to do
Oh, my life depends on you
Sorry to tell you, I'm still obsessed with you

[Bridge]
I know you don't like this life
The only thing I do Is sit in my room
And make music (that's right)
I don't got too much to offer
My honesty is the only thing I got (oh)

[Outro]
But if you give me a chance it could be me and you
Uh, if you give me a chance it could be me and you (me and you)
You probably think I'ma loser with nothing better to do
But that's the truth, I'm still in love with you
In love with you

rot all day

[Intro]
𝙒𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚
𝙂𝙤𝙩 𝙞𝙩! 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙
𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜
𝙄 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩!
𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙡, 𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙨
𝙄 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚
𝙉𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙄 𝙩𝙧𝙮
𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙜𝙚

[Verse]
I wasted calories trynna' deal with you
It was always a fight and you had nothing to do with it
I'm confused on what the fuck we are, or maybe were
I'll say I love you first, but you never say it back
Girl, do you want me dead? girl, do you want me dead?
I have the same thought in my head, It doesn't ever go away
I think I'ma really do it this time
There's no way you'd wanna be with me
I suck at the guitar, I'm ugly as shit
And I can't sing (𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝘩𝘶𝘩)
I'm just not that special to you (𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚)

[Outro]
It's not like I'm particularly pretty or anything
I can't run fast the way ayumi
I'm not cute or good at singing like kanon
I can't shine the way they do, so what's the point

My Girlfriend Wants Me Dead

prod. hw

[Intro]
I feel a certain way, dear god, dear god
Tinkle hoy free me of all my sins
Or else I'll be a-okay, What'd you want me to say?
The thoughts gon' come out my head
I wish that you could relate
I wish that, I wish that, I wish
I couldn't, (𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙤)
I couldn't see her face (𝙨𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙩)

[Verse 1]
I know what I did to you
I can't repent now, It's way too late for me
It's way too for me (forgive me for all my sins)
You stabbed me in my eye
I know you feel the same, but you can't run from me
I couldn't (you can't even run)
Woah, woah, run away
She's staring at me like it was my fault
Staring at me like it was my fault (put the blame on me)
You stabbed me in my leg, now I can't even run
I guess I'm stuck with you (all you do is just hurt me instead)
It's all you do, again, again (one, two, three)

[Outro]
I'm looking for a quick fuck
Girl won't you help me?
All these girls are not the same
Make me feel lonely
I could do it all again
Show you just a fun time
Girl won't you let me?
Let me show you, let me show you
I'ma show you, let me show you
I'ma show you, I'ma show you
Let me show you, let me show you

TINKLE HOY

the prod took this down so idk creds

Feel like life's so screwed, I don't got nothing do
I look at pictures of you, but i know there no use
Taking pills for my sanity, It's just so i sleep
When I stay up too late I start thinking weird
my teeth are ugly, and they're all misshaped
if i killed everybody would I be a saint
my face burns my sight, I can't stand me
I let my mind bleed, it thinks im a freak of nature

When god made me- well, I don't think he made me
If i wasn't a mistake, I wouldn't have a step-brother
If I did anything right, then she wouldn't love another
There's no one else, me and me, I've been crossed by the stars
So I sit by myself, and i sulk too
'Cause If i cried out, I know nobody would look
I know people got it worse than me, so I'm not gonna bitch
I just sit on my phone for hours to ignore the sad truth


your just forever unhappy and i hate that

Prod. LMG x Alex Oso

[Intro]
I can't shine the way they do, so what's the point!

[Verse 1]
Count it up, but when you wake up
There's just nothing else to do
I woke up feeling excited texting her goodafternoon
I gave my heart out to a bitch, and she just left me like the rest
So nowadays I think to myself, oh, damn
Oh, to do something else with my life
I wish I could do good, but I'm too careless
I feel like I'm belittling myself
But to this life shit, I am no stranger
All these bitches run they mouth, they think that i care
Why the fuck should I care if the bitch is damn near hairless
Everything I did there really wasn't no point to it
I just linked up with this bitch she venting
I already been thru it
Put my a gun up to my head And blow the fuse
I don't give a shit no more, I got nothing to lose
This dumb bitch was the only thing I had left
But when she left me It had me feeling heartless
I close my heart up again just to never love a bitch again
I close my heart all up again just to never let a bitch love me again

[Interlude]
Bro, I can't put trust in anyone like that again
This whole song was really just a message
It's a message straight to you
I hope you listen to me

[Outro]
How the fuck you supposed to love me
And you never show me the truth
How the fuck am i supposed be your boyfriend
When you consistantly lie and then go act suprised
Like fuck you, I'm gonna kill myself
It's gonna be your fault, I hope you know it too
I hope you know it's true. I'm gonna kill myself
And it's all- it's all for you

it's always you and june gurlll

prod. kyotosend x 80root

[Intro]
Hey there my girl
Remember when we used to stay up
And call all night, we didn't know what to say
And out of boredom you'd sing
La-la-la (𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰)
La-la-la (𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵)

[Verse]
I couldn't call you
I cried so loud I threw up on-
Up on the floor, I thought you'd bring me warmth
Talking to you felt like I was nothing more than just a bore
The girls a doll, She let's everyone knock her door
And now I'm looking back
Everything makes a little bit more sense
The way you used to get upset
The way you would accuse me
Of things I never did

[Outro]
VeePluto, that's a lame ass fucking name

bore

Prod. Sence x everestdidthis

[Intro]
Nana-nana (go)
Nana-nana (𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰)
Start everything from the top
One, two, three, go (𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵)

[verse 1]
Keep it all bottled up, I bet it feels nice
When your a hair breadth's away
But you don't look twice
Eyes glued to the screen, I cannot talk to you
I'm the only one that cares, but your not noticing
I'm not stalking you, I'm loving you from afar
I bet you'd think im insane if I start talking to you
But honestly in my brain i think your a slut
So It's okay, I got my own thoughts too

[Bridge]
Keep it all bottled up
I bet it feels nice
Put that print on your nails
No, I won't look twice
Keep it all bottled up, I bet it feels nice
Keep on starving yourself, I bet it feels nice

[Verse 2]
When your laughing away
I feel like it's at me
And when im in your prescense
I feel like you hate me
In your head your probably wishing I would leave
But it's okay, I think that I'll just read the room

[Outro]
Yeah, Keep It all bottled up
Keep it all bottled up
I bet it feels good

Keep it all bottled up

[Chorus]
That girl's just a whore
I don't think she'll ever be good enough
Rotten flesh, your corpse on my bed
You look so good in red
When your bones get dislocated, will you still find love
Everything stains on the carpet, you just seem to forget
Maybe if you cared more about me, I'd be just enough
Maybe if my looks didn't matter, I'd be just enough
𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰
That girl's just a whore (𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵)
I don't think she'll ever be good enough
Rotten flesh, your corpse on my bed
You look so good in red
When your bones get dislocated, will you still find love
Everything stains on the carpet, you just seem to forget

Whore

prod. everestdidthis

[Intro]
I can't shine the way they do, so what's the point

[Pre-Chorus]
Heres a story that i wrote real quick
I hope you understand
Is it a love story?
Or something toxic? it's just up to you

[Chorus]
We're just two seeds underground
Your flowers bloom right out
My jealousy stays around
But I don't wanna see that frown
This tree is just like you and me
Baby won't you come see
My mind is something of it's own
It's only you that I see

[Bridge]
Knew from the start
You've always shown signs your a thot
You never show me your phone
But I saw those messages, but I just let it be
I didn't want you to hate me
It's little things like that
That you'll never notice in me
I got no fucking money
And you think I'm trying to use you
But I never asked for anything on your behalf but love

[Chorus]
We're just two seeds underground
Your flowers bloom right out
My jealousy stays around
But I don't wanna see that frown
This tree is just like you and me
Baby won't you come see
My mind is something of it's own
It's only you that I see
Afraid you'll see something better
In someone else that's not me
Well It's not really a fear
When It's already happened
Maybe you'll come back around
And we'll go back underground
But you don't want that to happen
You're doing better things

[Outro]
You're doing better things, huh?

and one last thing

oh, oh
and if you didn't know
I never even meant to let you go
I never meant to say your name
biggest song and my fans know it by brain
it's my bad for letting them know
but baby let this one play

you don't learn and you don't try to
don't tell me what' you've been through
you're mind seems so unusual
you don't learn and you don't try to

I don't really care about what's on the news
if im homeless or im rich, man, who really cares
the only thing that matters is your happiness
the only free thing in this life is your will to live

and If I lose that, then what else will there be for me
is it heaven? is it hell? I wonder where I'll be
if its up to me I rather just be straight up gone
a sinful life feel like there's nowhere that I belong
I could repent but my mind doesn't let me
I'm thinking about killing you, that's like everyday
always holding in the urge I cannot pull through
I tried to live a normal life but theres nothing to do

YOU NEVER LEARNNN!!!!

If i hit my head with a brick
an angel may come and help me
I'll scream out internally
you'll be in love when im dead
it feels like I have something to prove
"I have potential" yeah shut up
why am I not good enough right now

I told santa make my life worse
I wanna see how low i can really go
I like the cold cuz all the hot bitches coming from straight from hell
I'm wearing old clothes it smells raggy and so saggy
these strech marks on my skin wont ever go away
nobody learned to love me
but I had to learn all by myself
self taught love, self taught love
I self taught love to myself
yeah I taught it to myself
'cause if not for me then who else could help
I used to whistle as a kid
it's those days, that I can't get back

I hate making wishes
they just never to come true
i hope a prayer work this time
I've been feeling sick for so long
these thoughts in my head you wouldnt understand
I blew the candles saying "god kill me"
this life of mine doesnt feel real
tormented by my thoughts, i wanna be freed
won't you hear my plead
it's always just a song til it's not
it's always just a feeling til it's not
If i had friends I wouldn't feel this way
I hate my life and I'm all alone
but honestly you shouldn't care
you shouldn't care
it's my life
you shouldn't care
you shouldn't care
you shouldn't care
it's my life

IT'S MEHH LIFEEE!!!!!

We'll always give up in the end
Pathethic creatures, you and I
Why even try? when we'll just die
My girlfriend always looks at other guys
I told myself that it's all lies
I wish I was right, I wish I cried

GIRL :/

doesn't mean you have to die
sorry If couldn't even be there twice
zombie eyes, skeleton ribs
no suprise you're fucking dead
I can probably reminisce
about things that you never did
makes my brain go fucking crazy anytime I think of you
schizophrenic tendencies I could never get over you
still trying to be your masterpiece
even though your fucking deceased

not invited to your funeral it's okay
your parents would get mad at me
saying " you fucking murderer"
everything I did for you
I just wanna hug you
they wont see that side of me
I don't think they ever will

VeePluto

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