sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

2am shoegaze (prod.blunkq)

Lyrics:

I really liked this flower and it was so pure
But it looked so much better 
growing on its own and of that i'm sure
Sometimes i still think about that flower 
Even though i have a garden 
And with every rose i cut and tulip that i trim 
That pretty flower is still what i miss

And In my garden i plant these seeds
Trying to grow you but i just sprout weeds
I don't regret leaving you alone
But i really wish i had one of you to grow for my own

Oh how i wish i could see you grow
Your small pedals and delicate stem
I miss you and i wish that you weren't with him
I know you'll never love me because in the end 
It’s like you said
We're just friends…

Oh how i wished that you watered me too
Oh how that i could grow alongside you

a pretty flower is best left untouched

narcissist ft. blurhie (prod. taymxru)

Lyrics:
Did you really think that we were more than friends
Friends is all that i thought we would ever be
I like the way that you would talk to me
You should've asked me sooner 
but now it's too late for me to think of you that way
Anymore
I don't like you like i did
I'm sorry that we will never be something again
I wish that i was more true to myself
But i hate the way i look and lie all the time
I'll just drag you down 
You'll never be proud to be with me
So please 
Fall in love someone else
Someone who won't hurt you and make you proud
Someone who adores the way you smile
Someone who isn't me

Why won't u tell me (pipe bomb)

VeePluto