Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ

Mixed/Mastered by: bvsementt

Lyrics:

i dont really know what im supposed to do
i am 23 now and theres nothin else new
is it worth another day for it, yeah
is it worth it for the pain toll, ey
tell me baby do you even have a clue
can you give me peace of mind
can you make the grey look blue
disassociate the pain woah, yeah
and my mind is really payin fo it , yeah

the shadows pass
cause nothing lasts
without you here
i see the cracks
thats taking down, my saftey walls
thats taking down, my only home

and i dont really know what ive been doing everyday
its like my mind is fuckin movin, but not thinkin what to say
i dont really fuckin care at all, yeah
i dont really fuckin care at all, no 

i dont really know what im supposed to do
i am 23 now and theres nothin else new
is it worth another day for it, yeah
is it worth it for the pain toll, ey
tell me baby do you even have a clue
can you give me peace of mind
can you make the grey look blue
disassociate the pain woah, yeah
and my mind is really payin fo it , yeah

grey to blue (prod. by Sorrow Bringer)

Vocals by: bvsementt
Produced by: @Mystxry

Lyrics:
quickshot , see the spark
heard you talkin all that shit, who you are?
so you wanna meet my boys, fill the car
step up to your valley , rest in tar x2

7 7 7 , its the last thing that you heard
tell me what you all about
tell me who you wanna hurt
cause i know it aint gon be me
fill your head with lead and dirt
i dont really give a fuck
never cared for people first

nothin left, nothing new 
blank heart , thats the truth
snort a bag , pop a few
load the choppa, just for you

sendin shots into your brain
i spark the blunt to ease the pain
a bump to face to feel again
an addict with a psychos flame
ill never stop
i never talk 
im basement who you think you are?
theres bloody on the floor
and i think he wants some more

quickshot , see the spark
heard you talkin all that shit, who you are?
so you wanna meet my boys, fill the car
step up to your valley , rest in tar x2

quickshot (prod. by mystxry)

Mastered by bvsementt
Art by 5isdead

Lyrics:
where'd my fucking mind go, its not with me
lost inside the dark, all i feel is a breeze
i'm giving up on all my hopes and dreams
stealing all my dopamine a mental thief
i'm reaching out, just to see
who will hear my SOS
my life is just a fucked up mess
Made To Suffer across my chest

where'd my fucking mind go, its not with me
lost inside the dark, all i feel is a breeze
i'm giving up on all my hopes and dreams
stealing all my dopamine a mental thief
i'm runnin round like clockwork, there is no break
im prayin out to a god, that i know is fake
just to find some help i am losing all faith
i don't know what to say, i have lost my way

MTS//AMC

Producer: P4RA x 5head
Mastering by bvsementt
Art by bvsementt

Lyrics:

what did you say
what did you mean
nothing without you feels complete
lost on my own
lost out at sea
floating away, floating away x4

fuck you
for making me love you
you left me hangin
and crying in my room x2

what did you say
what did you mean
nothing without you feels complete
lost on my own
lost out at sea
floating away, floating away x4

nothing to prove
hung up on you
what did you say
what did you say
alone again
until my grave
floating away 
floating away

Drift Away II (prod. by P4RA x 5head)

Mastered by bvsementt
Produced by @sorrow_bringer

Off of the "Existing EP"

Made To Suffer

Lyrics:

lately ive been feeling different kind of fuckin ways
like i dont really wanna say the awful things thats in my brain
cause i dont really trust a fuckin soul
they only want their fuckin notes
just so they can stab me in the back 
its real repeatable 

and i dont really wanna do it
i dont really wanna live a life thats only clueless
cause i dont really care about the things that ive been doin
but i just had to write this fucking song to show you how im doin

you said , im all i need (all i need)
but you are , my only thing (my only thing)
i cannot live without you here
but i'd like to make it clear
im holding on, im holding on

once upon a time i remember when i was happy
i didnt need the drugs, i didnt need to relapse see
but that was long ago, and time it cannot go back see
but your love it will be cherished, no matter where im at b

now i wrote this song for you

just to show you how im doin

(just to show you how im doing)

you said , im all i need (all i need)
but you are , my only thing (my only thing)
i cannot live without you here
but i'd like to make it clear
im holding on, im holding on

Holding On (prod. by Sorrow Bringer)

Producer: @sorrow_bringer
Mixed/Mastered: bvsementt
Art: bvsementt

Lyrics: 
sick of living life, been stuck inside this awful cell
sneakin thoughts inside, in case they ask me if im well
have to go outside so i don't fucking kill myself
nothing left to rot, the sunlight did it all itself

most of me is fuckin numb i cant control it
coke and weed inside of me, im feelin sober
crash the whip into a stream, its finally over
7 dreams, and 7 needs, thats 7 broken

inside 
i am afraid (am afraid)
but outside
i mask the pain (masked the pain)

i want to feel alive
everything hurts inside
want to feel alive
i dont think i will survive

sick of just living this life and im sick of just feeling like i wanna bail
whats gonna stop me from pickin shit up, and then leavin with no one to tell
trapped by the darkness, and loved by the heartless, i feel like im livin in hell
nothing can save me, im already crazy but baby im wishin you well

out of control and they already know it
i dont want to show it, but i have it posted
a poem with feelings the feelings of death
im screaming in anger, i feel nothing left
youll see what i mean, when i show what i speak
a vision of terror, the vision of me 
buried beneath all the things that i beat
im sorry, im sorry, im finally free

i want to feel alive
everything hurts inside
want to feel alive
i dont think i will survive
want to feel alive
but i think it is my time

Vision of Terror (prod. by Sorrow Bringer)

Mix/Mastered by Bvsementt

Lyrics: 

im sick of all the things thats going on inside my brain
fucking it all up, tell me why i wanna be in pain
my actions, reactions they're way too fucked up
hurting the ones who give me nothing but trust
im just sitting here and thinking what to do 
cause living is torture but its great here with you
so tell me whats the move
and ill follow where you go
i promise not to bitch and i promise that ill grow
i wanna be better
i wanna be great
i wanna feel something
other than hate
i wanna be better
i wanna be great
i wanna feel something
other than hate

cause i want to
be here with you
cannot lose you
im sorry for the things i do x2

its me against myself and i know that is nothing new
fighting all my demons and i'm doing it for you
im sorry baby for all the things that i have said
i didn't mean to hurt you and i didn't mean to beg
my brain is fucked up 
it doesn't feel great
to deep in my thoughts
i couldn't even breathe
i wanna be better
i wanna be great
i wanna feel something
other than hate
i wanna be better
i wanna be great
i wanna feel something
other than hate

cause i want to
be here with you
cannot lose you
im sorry for the things i do x2

Whom It Regards

Mastered by Vegan Cemetery

Lyrics:
back in the business you know that we dont fuck around
cause i dont really give a fuck if you thinkin that im a clown
its vegan cemetery bitch, you know that dude who ran the town
and if you wanna talk some shit, youll end up 6 feet underground
cause i dont give a fuck, i been pushin by myself
and ill never be the person to ask anyone for help
from mental health, to pocket wealth, im dealin with the shit im dealt
like gamblin, im scramblin to find out where the fuck i fell
but i dont give a fuck
see i keep my composure, the only risk i take is never living sober
but i guess thats just the consequences to my actions
like i said before, its made to suffer bitch
this is my passion


back in the sack
you see me, but lets relax
i been smokin in the cemetery
tell me you got match
want to take it back
ill do this shit in a nap
i been waiting for my time to shine
you know i never lack x2

soon you'll see
the darker side of me
a bad, bad dream
a place you'll never leave

scratch that
i dont really give a fuck to show you how i think
ive been living all my nihilistic dreams without a blink
if i showed you what went on inside my mind, you prolly leave
i dont blame you though, if i had the choice, id choose to bleed
made to suffer bitch, i got it tatted on my skin
you think im lyin when i said im made from motha fuckin sins
triple 7's im feeling lucky, so come and spin
i been lying to myself, a couple lines will do me in

back in the sack
you see me, but lets relax
i been smokin in the cemetery
tell me you got match
want to take it back
ill do this shit in a nap
i been waiting for my time to shine
you know i never lack x2

Cemetery

Brightside (prod. by Fear Complex)

producer- Mystxry

mix/master - Aragoth

lyrics/recording - Vegan Cemetery

Lyrics:

hard withdrawals I’ll never walk it off
the drugs are in my system
i don’t think they’re wearing off
kamikaze, my visions going dark
there’s nothing left for me
and i don’t think there ever was
coke and rum, i like to mix my drugs
acid for the tummy and some shatter for the buzz
addiction love, on everything above
i feel my shadow watching
and i think i’m kind of fucked. 

sick and stoned, i feel it in my bones
i wish that i could quit
but it is how i feel at home
comatose, i’m lost in the unknown
my friends they try to save me
but it is my time to go

hard withdrawals I’ll never walk it off
the drugs are in my system
i don’t think they’re wearing off
kamikaze, my visions going dark
there’s nothing left for me
and i don’t think there ever was
coke and rum, i like to mix my drugs
acid for the tummy and some shatter for the buzz
addiction love, on everything above
i feel my shadow watching
and i think i’m kind of fucked.

withdrawals (prod.by Mystxry)

| SUZERAIN | (prod. by SLVG)

Producer: ERLAX
Mix/Mastering: bvsementt

Lyrics:

whisper
shut your mother fuckin mouth, thats how you get hurt
you keep talkin all these lies ima aim first
never catch me in disguise
caught you drowning in demise
slowly bleeding from the spine

miss her, miss her, buddy gone miss her
never find her body like the god thats in your scripture
mister, mister, can you help me mister
"i just fished a body from the river"

the motion is bullshit
ill never go sober
if you find my body
burn it for some closure
ill never get better
escaping from shelter
my life is a lie
i was made to suffer

whisper
shut your mother fuckin mouth, thats how you get hurt
you keep talkin all these lies ima aim first
never catch me in disguise
caught you drowning in demise
slowly bleeding from the spine

the distance is infinite
roll up a simple stick
flip me a fire brick
higher than liars den
flippin the lights down
"its time to pipe down"

psycho, i know
i've been living with this shit, with high hopes
mind froze, from all these lucid dreams
im sick of my lows
eyes close
i think its time to go
ill finally tie the rope
one step until i glow

psycho i know (psycho i know)
my thoughts have froze (my thoughts have froze)
pyscho i know (psycho i know)
numb to the bone (numb to the bone)

PSYCHO (prod. by ERLAX)

rotting

Producer: @mystxry

Living that Bummer Life.

Lyrics:

nothin i do ever seems right
been dealin wit shit for my whole life
depression just hit, its a dark night
need a cigarette, do you got a light?
feelin so cold on a summer night
not new to this shit, its a bummer life
not new to this shit, its a bummer life
not new to this shit, its a bummer life
ashes to ashes, and dust to dust
but what do i do when ive turned into rust
nothing can change it, im stuck with this crust
my life it is over, all love turned to lust
tryin to run, but my visions all fucked
i cant see my shadow, i cant see in front
my brain it will kill me, no testing my luck
theres nothing to save me, from hitting this truck
not new to this shit its a bummer life
not new to this shit its a bummer life
nothin i do ever seems right
been dealin wit shit for my whole life
depression just hit, its a dark night
need a cigarette, do you got a light?
feelin so cold on a summer night
not new to this shit, its a bummer life
not new to this shit, its a bummer life
not new to this shit, its a bummer life
nothing will stop me from chasing my dreams
depression, an addict whos filled up with pain
the shaking will stop once i reup again
a blunt to the brain will keep mny thoughts sane
a bummer life, no better time
to look at the shit thats not feelin right
a bummer life, feelin dead inside
from shit that you say thats not fuckin tight
a bummer life, keep me align
bipolar is shady, ill be up at night
a bummer life, no one in sight
just me by myself, and a blunt to light

Bummer Life (prod. by mystxry)

Produced by @mystxry

Lyrics:

why the fuck should i care,
about what they think of me
when im lost inside my thoughts at home
what it feels to not fuckin breathe
none of this shit is new to me
ive been feelin it since thirteen
and if you ask, i might just tell
what sucks about being me

ive lost all my sanity
ive left it with the dead
i offered them my life
but they just took my thoughts instead
now im trapped here by myself
the darkness fills my head
im orcus, watch me as i fill myself with lead

seven sevens up in the air
when i tell you to fuckin shout
lucky numbers, they dont mean shit
when all you do is fuckin pout
take a grip of your life
change the things that aint right
and if you just sit there and bitch
dont be callin my line

im sick of you bitches who just wanna front
you lie about sadness, to get a quick nut
i choke from the pillys, you choke from the bust
i do not feel sorry, for calling your bluff
out of this shit, i am taking my demons
fine by myself, i dont need a good reason
coke up my nose, i guess tis is the season
orcus is jolly, im glad that you see it


ive lost all my sanity
ive left it with the dead
i offered them my life
but they just took my thoughts instead
now im trapped here by myself
the darkness fills my head
im orcus, watch me as i fill myself with lead x2

SeventySeven (prod. by mystxry)

Produced by Genesis

Mix/Mastered by bvsementt

Lyrics: 
77 shots into my brain
when im fucked off of drugs oh it makes me feel sane
im not lookin for gallows
i am lookin to drain
all this shit that im feelin
some distance to cover the pain
i am stuck by myself, aye
with lies on the shelf
nothing to stop it, im callin for help
but no one can hear me
im muffled in hell x2

higher than shit i am stuck to the pavement
in darkness alone, i am bound to this basement
wrapped up in chains, cause i feel its the safest
for everyone else who knows that im dangerous
i am stuck by myself, aye
with lies on the shelf
show me no mercy, i want you to hurt me
a feeling thats needed, a numbness to breathing x2

Vegan Cemetery

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