darling why does it seem like
you've been running after
things you can't find

i wish you happiness
peace within yourself
i wish you nothing but
peace within yourself

i'll see you then
on the other side
i know you'll hold on
'cause good things take time
but it will arrive

good things take time

hi, i love this song so much so i decided to make a cover of it. <3

p.s. the instrumental is by gitaris laperan on youtube. :)

one only by pamungkas (cover)

angel, leaning your head on my window
don't you worry i'm driving us home
does your head hurt?
did you have fun?
well even if you've had a drink too many
darling, you're pretty in my eyes
i'll tuck you in, get you in our bed
listen to your drunken thoughts
though they don't make sense
sleep well, dream so peacefully
i'll leave a glass of water and advil for your head
in the morning i will be there
rubbing small circles on your back
while you're bent over sick in the bathroom
angel, leaning your head on my window
don't you worry i'm driving us home
angel, leaning your head on my window
i adore you i'll care for you more when you're spent

on the drive home

hello! this is actually a re-upload of a song i posted here on soundcloud in 2017 but ended up deleting for personal reasons. i decided to upload it again because i feel like i'm in a better headspace and i can actually fondly listen back to this song as a little something my 15-year-old self wrote (due to her obsession with voltron at the time). ♡

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i don't know when it started
it just slowly became a feeling
a feeling warm in my chest

somewhere in the midst of this
our hardships and our battles
you began to mean more than i expected 

i never thought that i would be
smiling so foolishly at you, another fool

your hand on my shoulder
your words finding me a way
you were almost like the break of light
when my strength had worn away

and you can lean on me
like i've leaned on you
and though i'm not the best
at knowing what to say

maybe along the way
i want to grow with you
empower you, be a better team
a team of red and blue with you

kick ass, go to space, represent the human race (re-upload)

hello! i'm trying something newww. this beat "cherry" was produced by matthew may! you can find him on youtube or on his site matthewmaymusic.com~

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lovely summer's day
how nice, sunny weather, we're warming up
a picnic on the sand
palm to palm, fingers interlocked, whatchu smiling 'bout
well i'm happy 'cause i think that i've found the one
the one they told me 'bout 
the one they said would come around

honey, you're my love line
my love line, my love line
and i know it'll last a long time
our whole life, we're forever fated

you're something to be treasured or cared for and adored
baby no you deserve nothing less
please accept it, all my love for you

so just like this, our hands will fit
even when they're weathered down by age
they're still the same hands to hold, to kiss, or to swing back and forth

honey, you're my love line
my love line, my love line
and i know it'll last a long time
our whole life, we're forever fated

tracing the lines on your palms
something tells me you're the one
i don't care if it's just pseudoscience

honey, you're my love line
my love line, my love line
and i know it'll last a long time
our whole life, we're forever fated

love line

unpolished version of a song i'll probably never polish, but i'll post it here anyway :3

lyrics:

i should say hi
i wanna purposely talk about the band i know he likes
then he would glance my way and
i would think about it every hour of the day

i know it’s a waste
feeling things that won’t lead anywhere anyway
i’m beyond any hope but
god it’s nice to fantasize about something far away

romance – hugging, kissing, holding hands
for as much as i don’t need it
isn’t it a nice feeling? to love and be loved

but still i’ll waver
i feel awkward in my skin; i think it shows 
in front of him the most i do is
smile and laugh then go on and walk my way

god, i feel so stupid,
silly, how do they do it?

romance – hugging, kissing, holding hands
for as much as  i don’t need it
isn’t it a nice feeling? to love and be loved

to love and be loved

journal entry # i forgot

a cover of thisss because i love this song so much

happy w u by arthur nery (cover)

played around with garageband loops and musical typing and the urge to shift out of my major. 🥸

update (nov 26 2023): literally, i wrote this song while i was at my lowest 

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good morning, love
it’s time to face the day
5:25, and you begin to sigh

wash all the tears
left from last night
get out and go
though you’re barely holding on
you have to hold on

the world is spinning
faster than you’d like
there’s no time dreaming
of another try
the road not taken
must have been nice

find yourself regretting
you say “in another life,
in another life,
the world could’ve been mine.”

an ode to the burnout

god, it took you a while
started thinking it’d take you all of my life
like two parallel lines
but you’re here like all the stars have alligned

is it an angel’s last mission?
to show me every bit of warmth that i’ve been missing?
it all feels right with you
i should come running home to you

falling, falling, falling and everything is new
and with my heart bared to you, i know this much is true:
i’ll spend this lifetime loving you
i’ve spent each lifetime choosing you

again and again and again and again
again and again and again and again

☄. *. ⋆

note:

hi, this is an unfinished song i worked on in 2022 which is also loosely inspired by the k-drama that goes by the same name, ifykyk!

my little sister (lindsy--she's also on soundcloud!) actually took part in mixing the instrumentals. this has sort of been sitting in my drafts for a long while. i just wanted to post it to let it see the light of day, although it still needs more work!

ty for listening! ♡

angel's last mission (unfinished)

vel • she/her • 2002

hi hello ♡ just a clin lab sci student intern who writes songs and makes covers when her studies aren't leeching the life out of her!

velaisz

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