Fucking drowning in my doubt
Thoughts behind a cloud 
Self hatred leaking through the mouth 
Feel like I’m fading 
My dopamine is out

Looking for some shit to fill the void before I blow my mind out 
Out goes my pain
Shout for help until my hope is drained
Bowing to the thought of change but I doubt I’ll go anywhere but south

Going only south even though I’m from the north
Winter ice crystals keeping cutting me like a fucking sword 
My skin is turning blue from the cold that I’ve absorbed 

I told my demons I can’t take this internal war 
They want my blood to pour
They handed a .44
They want to see to see me as a corpse, on my failures keeping score
Want my blood to pour 
Handed a .44
Want to see to see me as a corpse, on my failures keeping score

I’m climbing to the peak I’m falling on my knees 
I’m hoping at least my mind will stop, as time is running on the clock
This world grows cold as I get old and I can’t control all my fucking thoughts
Tryna reach the summit of my brain but I’m dodging rocks 
Demons at the top inducing serotonin drops
My back at the door, while my demons fucking knock
Can’t open it once again, please someone get the glock

I’m waking baking every day to save me from my fucking brain 
Take me to my fucking grave, I feel like I’m wasting space 
Never slowing down the brakes, but never wanna meet my fate
But every day I’m meeting face with my final days if I don’t change my fucking ways 

Turning into a disaster not a master of my own self 
Falling faster, I’m the captor and the pastor of my own hell 
Dwelling and I’m yelling out my mental health 
And my trauma released with every word I spell

Don’t know if my soul will ever be whole
Don’t know if my soul will ever be whole

Pounding the Ice As I Freeze in Frigid Waters

Pounding The Ice As I Freeze In Frigid Waters

Attack on Titan (進撃の巨人) final season - Akuma no Ko (悪魔の子)

vocals: 지현 @bluebrid_song 🐦

the orchestral edit is on bluebird's account:
https://soundcloud.com/bluebrid_song/aot-cover-1

produced by Nick Wondergem & Illustep

original by Ai Higuchi (ヒグチアイ)
please no sampling/re-uploads

ATTACK ON TITAN 進撃の巨人 - AKUMA NO KO 悪魔の子 Epic Rock Cover ft. 지현

down bad / prod. quintuple

art by icecapsofficail
link:  SoundCloud. com/levi-quinn

Kyn Ore  BACK AROUND

faraway worlds

Clair Boyer Sad melody

Etant à mi-chemin de notre vie,
je me trouvai dans un forêt obscure,
la route droite ayant été gauchie.

Egaré

Tryna bury all the bodies in the dirt but now they’re coming back
All this fucking hurt inside me now you’re gonna feel my wrath 
In a cave like a bat, my wings are snapped
I’m a rodent, I’m a rat, in a trap, just want my head to snap
You think you’re dying inside I’ll show you what it’s like 
Running down the hall from spiders that are leaving bites 
Grabbing the ouija board for the last time 
I’m mourning cuz I’m keeping score of lost lives 
I’m cursing at the sky, never said goodbye
I’m living life in fright of it passing when I blink my eyes
When I cry, my saturated lashes cannot look hide
I’m reflecting the moon’s light in the night
Planchette moving all over the board letters from my mind
Don’t know if I’m talking to my demons or the ones who died 
I don’t wanna have all these thoughts every fucking night 
I’m turning to a demon, I dont wanna feel it
I feel the flames going up
Bodies dumped
I’ve had enough 
Life is a movie and it’s snuff 
Like a puffer I’m blowing up
I’m at the edge of a cliff
I won’t give in 
Acrophobia preventing my end
I’m temporary 
Flicking ash all in the cemetery 
Eating poison berries as I’m lurking in the woods
I’m hallucinating tryna find the path I don’t remember any 
I track my foot steps, I’m feeling like a fool
You better run before I shoot 
Your fingertips are turning blue 
Eating chicken strips I dip them in a fucking bloody pool
All you feel is fucking gloom
When you fucking with the crew
All you feel is fucking anger when you step into the room

OUIJA

[free] alternative rock x grunge x nirvana type beat (prod. ranoch)

(SPED UP) Drake x Chris Brown 'Only You' Type Beat

Head in the clouds
is based on 2 Hood nigga trying to make it out of the clouds too the Sunshine 

Head in the cloud. Shaba. ft KiD

DM me if you wanna use a beat. I don't charge but will want credit.

(SPED UP) Drake x Chris Brown 'Only You' Type Beat

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