I’ve got makeup on from yesterday
Tried to fix it, but it looks okay
Coffee’s cold and I’m late again
But at least I’m not pretending

I laugh too loud, I cry too fast
Fall in love like it’s gonna last
I’ve made mistakes you wouldn’t believe
But hell yeah, they made me me

I’m not the picture in the frame
I’m the storm you can’t quite tame

I’m messy and magic
A little bit tragic
A heart on fire in a world so plastic
I don’t need fixing, I don’t need rules
I break 'em all and still pull through
I’m perfectly reckless, and beautifully real
I love how imperfect it feels
Yeah, I’m messy and magic
And I like it that way


I talk too much when I’m nervous
But silence never made me feel worth it
I dance alone in my living room
In my pajamas, under the moon


I’m not your good boy, not your sin
I’m every layer of the skin I’m in

I’m messy and magic
A little bit tragic
A heart on fire in a world so plastic
I don’t need fixing, I don’t need rules
I break 'em all and still pull through
I’m perfectly reckless, and beautifully real
I love how imperfect it feels
Yeah, I’m messy and magic
And I like it that way


You say I’m chaos, I say I’m art
This kind of soul don’t play it smart
But I’d rather fall a hundred times
Than never try to fly

I’m messy and magic
A little bit savage
I’ve built a kingdom out of damage
I don’t need fixing, I don’t need rules
I break 'em all and still pull through
I’m perfectly reckless, and beautifully real
I love how imperfect it feels
Yeah, I’m messy and magic
And I like it that way

Go ahead — call me crazy.
I’ll take that as a compliment.

Messy and Magic


If I could tell that kid who used to hide
Behind his locker when the bell would ring
Keep your head up, you ain't gotta pretend
You ain't broken, just learning to be


Younger me, younger me
Wish I could make you see
All the pain you're holding
Gonna set you free
Younger me, younger me
You're stronger than you believe

All them nights you stayed awake and cried
Thinking nobody would understand
Every scar you tried so hard to hide
Made you exactly who I am

Younger me, younger me
Wish I could make you see
All the pain you're holding
Gonna set you free
Younger me, younger me
You're stronger than you believe

Listen up, little man, I know it's hard to breathe
When everyone around you makes you feel like you ain't worth a damn thing
But every single tear that falls down your face
Every single time they make you feel out of place
That's just fuel for the fire that's burning inside
You ain't weak for feeling, that's your strength in disguise
I know you think you'll never make it out alive
But trust me when I tell you, you were born to survive
All them people talking, all them people staring
That's just noise, little homie, keep your vision clear and
Focus on the voice that's telling you to fight
Cause everything that's wrong is gonna turn out right
You don't need their approval, you don't need their love
All you need is faith in what you're made of
So keep your chin up when the world gets rough
Cause one day you'll be proud of who you become

Younger me, younger me
Wish I could make you see
All the pain you're holding
Gonna set you free
Younger me, younger me
You're stronger than you believe


That scared kid ain't here no more
He grew up and found what he was fighting for

Rewind the Clock: A Letter to Me

Breathe in, breathe out, yeah

Late and wired, tension climbs in small degrees
Not a word between us, air thick as it can be
Heavy with the taste of what we don't say, every second leans
I barely touch your sleeve, electricity unseen

Pulse in my neck, feel it pound when you're near
Got a laugh too quiet, got intentions too clear
Question in your gaze, answer caught in my mouth
Hold my ground but want to let it out, let it out

Inhale, exhale, you stay on my mind
Inhale, can't fail, you're burning my time
Inhale, show me, in your eyes I find
Inhale, only, won't leave this behind
Inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale

Susurros caen, pero nunca lo admitiste
Sigo esperando que me digas lo que sientes
Tus manos tiemblan, sé que no lo resistes
Entre palabras, tu mirada me insiste

Pulse in my neck, feel it pound when you're near
Got a laugh too quiet, got intentions too clear
Question in your gaze, answer caught in my mouth
Hold my ground but want to let it out, let it out

Inhale, exhale, you stay on my mind
Inhale, can't fail, you're burning my time
Inhale, show me, in your eyes I find
Inhale, only, won't leave this behind
Inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale

My chest on fire, holding on to a wish, yeah
Your name in my mouth beneath each breath


We don't talk about it, we just circle like smoke
Standing at the start, but the line never broke
Could you call my bluff, could you take control?
I'm one word away from letting it show


Inhale, exhale, you stay on my mind
Inhale, can't fail, you're burning my time
Inhale, show me, in your eyes I find
Inhale, only, won't leave this behind
Inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale


Inhale... (yeah)
Breathe in, breathe out

Breathe Me In


Remix of "God Gave me a girl" by Russell Dickerson. 

I gave it hell on Friday nights
All about that single life
I gave my mama a reason to pray
Didn't care about tryin' to change, no
I gave my all to those empty bars
They always left me with a broken heart
Never really ever gave love a thought
Man, as soon as I swore it off

God gave me a boy
Boy gave me a kiss
Kiss gave me a feelin' that I still get
Every time I look in his eyes
I don't deserve him and I don't know why
He gave me his hand
I gave him a ring
Then as soon as he could
He gave me his last name
Now I'm gonna give him forever
God gave me a boy, mm
Yeah, yeah

Everyone gave me a hard time
'Cause I was givin' him all of mine
But the first time they met him is when they understood
Said, "How'd you get one so good?"

God gave me a boy
Boy gave me a kiss
Kiss gave me a feelin' that I still get
Every time I look in his eyes
I don't deserve him and I don't know why
He gave me his hand
I gave him a ring
Then as soon as he could
He gave me his last name
Now I'm gonna give him forever

God gave me a boy
At just the right time
And I'd give him the world
'Cause he changed mine


God gave me a boy
Boy gave me a kiss
Kiss gave me a feelin' that I still get
Every time I look in his eyes
I don't deserve him and I don't know why
He gave me his hand
I gave him a ring
Then as soon as he could
He gave me his last name
Now I'm wanna give him forever


God gave me a boy
God gave me a boy
Oh, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
God gave me a boy

God Gave Me A Boy


I've been carrying this burden way too long
Fighting battles that I knew I couldn't win
You keep telling me that everything's alright
But I can see the truth beneath your skin


Every day I wake up feeling like I'm sinking
Every night I'm lying here just overthinking

I need to get this weight off my chest
Tell you everything before I lose my breath
Can't keep pretending that I'm doing fine
When I'm falling apart inside
Weight off my chest
Weight off my chest

You ask me how I'm doing and I smile
Say I'm great when I'm breaking down inside
All these feelings that I bottle up each day
Got me running but there's nowhere left to hide

Every day I wake up feeling like I'm sinking
Every night I'm lying here just overthinking


I need to get this weight off my chest
Tell you everything before I lose my breath
Can't keep pretending that I'm doing fine
When I'm falling apart inside
Weight off my chest
Weight off my chest

(Tell me why) Why I gotta feel this way
(Tell me how) How to make it go away
(Tell me when) When will I be free again
From this pain that's got me chained


I'm tired of the masquerade
Tired of the games we play
Time to let the truth come out
That's what honesty's about


I need to get this weight off my chest
Tell you everything before I lose my breath
Can't keep pretending that I'm doing fine
When I'm falling apart inside
Weight off my chest
Weight off my chest


Finally free
Finally me
Got this weight off my chest

Fake Fine


You build your fortress
from borrowed promises
Stack them high enough
to believe they hold

I watch you measure
distance in silence
Count the spaces
where truth used to fit

But I know what you're hiding
behind those careful words
I know what you're fighting
when the quiet gets too loud

These paper walls won't save you
from the weight of what you feel
I'm standing right beside you
but you're miles away from real

These paper walls won't hold
when the storm comes crashing through
I'm reaching out to find you
but you're lost inside your truth

You paint your reasons
in shades of maybe
Draw the lines
where courage fears to go

I see you drowning
in shallow water
Gasping for air
in rooms full of breath

But I know what you're hiding
behind those careful words
I know what you're fighting
when the quiet gets too loud

These paper walls won't save you
from the weight of what you feel
I'm standing right beside you
but you're miles away from real

These paper walls won't hold
when the storm comes crashing through
I'm reaching out to find you
but you're lost inside your truth

Strip it all away
let the falling pieces land
Strip it all away
I'll still be here to understand

These paper walls are burning
from the weight of what you feel
I'm standing right beside you
let me help you make it real

These paper walls are gone
and the storm has broken through
I'm reaching out to hold you
now there's nothing left to lose

You build your fortress
from borrowed promises
But I'm still here
when they all fall down

Lost Pages



In the shadows, where the doubts creep,

We rise together, our promise we keep.

Through the battles, the scars that we bear,

You're my refuge, with you I can dare.



When the world tries to tear us apart,

I’ll fight for you, with all of my heart.

Every whisper, every tear that we shed,

We’ll build a fortress inside of our heads.



I’m fighting for forever, with you by my side,

Through the storms and the echoes, we’ll never divide.

In this war of the heart, you’re my guiding light,

Together we’ll conquer, ignite the night.



When the nights get heavy and the silence screams,

We’ll find our solace in the tangled seams.

Every heartbeat’s a promise, every breath is a vow,

No matter the struggle, I’m here, take a bow.



Though the darkness may whisper, threatening our way,

In the light of our love, we’ll never sway.

With every moment, every scar that we share,

We’ll discover our power, inseparable pair.



I’m fighting for forever, with you by my side,

Through the storms and the echoes, we’ll never divide.

In this war of the heart, you’re my guiding light,

Together we’ll conquer, ignite the night.



In the fire of doubt, love is our shield,

Together we’ll thrive, never yield.

No fear in our hearts, no chains on our souls,

With you, my love, I feel whole.



I’m fighting for forever, with you by my side,

Through the storms and the echoes, we’ll never divide.

In this war of the heart, you’re my guiding light,

Together we’ll conquer, ignite the night.



So here’s to the battles, the love that we fight,

In a world full of chaos, you’re my heart’s delight.

Through every struggle, I’ll stand here and say,

I’m fighting for forever, come what may

War Of Hearts

Midnight silk across your shoulders, cigarette smoke drifts to stars,

You move like a secret anthem, hums of saints and broken guitars.

Velvet whispers lace the danger, every touch a sacred vow,

I’m a sinner in cathedral light—within the now.


And when you breathe, the room rewrites the rules,

Gold and shadow, we bend like jewels.

I’m fragile, trembling in the glow—

Pull me closer, suga, don’t let go.


You’re my velvet halo, burnin’ gentle on my skin,

Razor-sweet kiss, where the edges begin.

Take me, soft tremor in the fall,

I’ll wear your scars like armor—love me through it all.


Velvet whispers, silver promises, we dance in tangled sheets,

We trade our shadows for a language that sings our names,

Neon saints and midnight trains, we’re playing dangerous games.


And when you laugh, the dark forgets the night,

We rewrite sorrow into daylight.

I’m fragile, trembling in the glow

Pull me closer, suga, don’t let go.


You’re my velvet halo, burnin’ gentle on my skin,

Razor-sweet kiss, where the edges begin.

Take me, soft tremor in the fall,

I’ll wear your scars like armor—love me through it all.


Strip away the armor, show me every scar you hide,

I’ll trace the constellations mapped across your midnight eyes.

If heaven’s just a whisper, let it echo through our veins,

We’ll bless the wreckage tenderly, baptize it in our names.


Close—breathe—stay

Let the world implode outside, we’ll build another day.

Velvet halo, take me, take me


You’re my velvet halo, burnin’ gentle on my skin,

Razor-sweet kiss, where the edges begin.

Take me, we’ll leap and never fall,

I’ll wear your scars like armor—love me through it all.


Hold me in that halo—soft, fierce, and slow,

Stay my only altar, stay my velvet halo.

Velvet Halo


I've been down but I'm not out
Lost my way but found my doubt
Every scar tells a story true
Every fall just makes me new
Been through hell and back again
Learned to love this burning pain

They said I'd never make it
Said my time was done
But I'm still here breathing
My fight has just begun

I will rise again
From the ashes of my pain
Watch me break these chains
Nothing can hold me down
I will rise again
Like a phoenix in the storm
Rising higher than before
From these flames I'm reborn

Broken bones and bloody knees
Still I chase what I believe
Life keeps hitting like a train
But I'm dancing in the rain
Got my back against the wall
That's when I stand ten feet tall

They said I'd never make it
Said my time was done
But I'm still here breathing
My fight has just begun

I will rise again
From the ashes of my pain
Watch me break these chains
Nothing can hold me down
I will rise again
Like a phoenix in the storm
Rising higher than before
From these flames I'm reborn

I'm not the same man that I used to be
I've found the strength inside of me
The pain I felt has made me strong
I knew I had it all along


I will rise again
From the ashes of my pain
Watch me break these chains
Nothing can hold me down
I will rise again
Like a phoenix in the storm
Rising higher than before
From these flames I'm reborn

Yeah, I will rise again
From these flames I'm reborn

Rise Again


What if I fall and waste away the life that I have made?
What if I fail and let down everyone who trusted me?

Shadows creeping into my mind,
Lost in a haze, I feel so blind.
Heavy heart, the weight of the past,
These memories, they linger, hold me fast.
Chasing daylight, but it slips away,
Fighting demons, can't let them stay.

What if I fall and waste away the life that I have made?
What if I fail and let down everyone who trusted me?
Why does holding on feel so wrong?
It's weighing down on me
What if I fall and lose everything?

Each second gone is one I can't replace
Doubts keep growing, leaving their trace
Standing still won't set me free
The future's calling out to me 

What if I fall and waste away the life that I have made?
What if I fail and let down everyone who trusted me?
Why does holding on feel so wrong?
It's weighing down on me
What if I fall and lose everything?

There's a strength inside I've yet to find
Breaking through these walls that bind
Though the path ahead seems hard to see
I know the answer lies in me

So I'll rise above these fears today
Find the courage, find my way
What if I fly instead of fall?
What if I stand up through it all?

What if I fall and waste away the life that I have made?
What if I fail and let down everyone who trusted me?
Why does holding on feel so wrong?
It's weighing down on me
What if I fall and lose everything?

What If I Fall


Sweet poison drips from my wanting lips

Crawling to you naked on all fours
Your fingers trace my skin, I beg for more
You pin me down with a hungry growl

I can't breathe, I can't move
The air is thick, it's you

Your body dripping, soaking wet
A sweet razorblade kiss, in sweat and sin
Pulse throbbing hard against my skin
Hold me down, make me forget

Your voice cuts the dark like a blade through the smoke
Your hands ignite urges never shown
My legs entwined as you claim what you own
Sweet desire where lust consumes us both

Your lips are danger, your hands are art
Your grip around my throat makes me moan in the dark
Screaming your name as you drip with lust
Shaking, moaning, begging you please

I can't breathe, I can't move
The air is thick, it's you

Your body dripping, soaking wet
A sweet razorblade kiss, in sweat and sin
Pulse throbbing hard against my skin
Hold me down, make me forget

Marks upon my skin come alive
Let me drown in this sweet pain
Until you make me yours again

Sweat & Sin [Explicit]


Heartbeat, heartbeat—pulling me in
Night air, moment spins 

You catch my eye, I can't look away
Hands start to tremble, words slip and sway
Face to face, breathing slow
Every second says it all 

Fingers tracing lines, every inch alive
Moving closer now, I feel the drive 

When I move with you—lose the world around
Every beat, every sound, only you I’ve found
Hands on my heart, you make it race
Give me one more taste, just a little closer now
Closer to you, closer to you 

Step by step, you draw me near
Finally free when you’re right here
Talk fades away, but not your touch
Simple, subtle, means so much 

Fingers tracing lines, every inch alive
Moving closer now, I feel the drive 

When I move with you—lose the world around
Every beat, every sound, only you I’ve found
Hands on my heart, you make it race
Give me one more taste, just a little closer now
Closer to you, closer to you 

You in my arms—never apart
Every layer strips down to the start
Feel my pulse, hear it too
I’m falling through, falling for you 

When I move with you—lose the world around
Every beat, every sound, only you I’ve found
Hands on my heart, you make it race
Give me one more taste, just a little closer now
Closer to you, closer to you 

Heartbeat, steady and true
All I want—closer to you

CLØSER


Your lips are venom
Soft and slow
Tracing maps where I can't go
A whisper cuts
It burns
It bites
The taste of danger feels so right

You pull me under
I can't breathe
The fire's too sweet to ever leave

Sweat-soaked skin in lust's deep hold
As moans and sighs remain untold
Your grip sends shivers down my spine
Our flesh collides in carnal art
Raw desire rips us both apart
Every move you make
My soul's at stake

Your nails are secrets into my skin
A language filthy
Raw
Divine
The room is screaming
Walls so thin
Every echo's soaked in sin

I drown in shadows
Lost in heat
The rhythm of your body beats

Time slips away like water
Through desperate hands
Each touch a lethal spell
No one understands
The way you break me down
Build me up again
Dancing on the edge
Of pleasure mixed with pain

Consume me
Ignite me
Hold me
Bind me

Sweat-soaked skin in lust's deep hold
As moans and sighs remain untold
Your grip sends shivers down my spine
Our flesh collides in carnal art
Raw desire rips us both apart
Every move you make
My soul's at stake

Taste Of Danger

I want to be
I want to be
I want to be
Bad!

I've been good
Too long
Playing by rules
That don't fit
I'm done
Tonight I break
Tonight I take what I need

I wanna be bad tonight! 
I wanna be bad tonight!
Cross every line
Make you mine
I wanna be bad tonight!
I wanna be bad tonight!

No more waiting
No more games
I know what I want
And I want it now
Right now!
Tonight I break
Tonight I take what I need

I wanna be bad tonight! 
I wanna be bad tonight!
Cross every line
Make you mine
I wanna be bad tonight!
I wanna be bad tonight!

Tonight!
(Yeah!)
(Yeah!)
(Yeah!)

I wanna be bad tonight! 
I wanna be bad tonight!
Cross every line
Make you mine
I wanna be bad tonight!
I wanna be bad tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!
I wanna be bad! 


All these faces move past me
Colors blur, pulling me along
I'm caught between the rhythm and the weight
Tonight, I breathe in what's gone 

Under city skies I’m reaching
Unraveling things I won’t say
The lines between what’s real and wanting
Are winding and leading away 

Is anyone else lost in this?
Rushing on, holding breath, hoping I exist
Is anyone else lost in this?
Can you feel it rise—a question left unsaid 

I trace the outline of silence
Every moment changes, never still
I stand in the rushing movement
Not enough, wanting more, chasing a thrill 

Under city skies I’m reaching
Unraveling things I won’t say
The lines between what’s real and wanting
Are winding and leading away 

Is anyone else lost in this?
Rushing on, holding breath, hoping I exist
Is anyone else lost in this?
Can you feel it rise—a question left unsaid 

Can you tell me where I’m going when my feet keep moving on their own?
Drawn from every echo in this space I wander all alone
Falling into patterns—each one different but the same
Caught between the fire and the rain
It’s not about the reason, it’s not about the end
It’s every single heartbeat—like a message I can’t send
So I spin around this feeling, another step I miss
Is anyone else lost in this? 

If I reach for someone, will they see who I am?
Or just the distance that I tried to hide behind my hands
Circling, searching, waiting to begin
In a city built on longing—I want to let you in 

Is anyone else lost in this?
Rushing on, holding breath, hoping I exist
Is anyone else lost in this?
Can you feel it rise—a question left unsaid 

Maybe I’ll find myself when the morning isn’t quiet
Maybe someone’s searching too, and we both deny it
But for now, I ask—I linger in the mist
Is anyone else lost in this?

Lost In This

You think you know what's coming next
But I'm about to change the game
Everything you thought was set
Is going up in flames

I see the way you hold yourself so tight
Like you're afraid of what might break
Your careful plans, your perfect life
One move is all it's gonna take

You watch me like I'm dangerous
Baby, that's because I am
I don't follow all your rules
I do exactly what I can

You can try to stay in line
But I know what's on your mind
All that control you're clinging to
Is slipping right through

I'm gonna make you reckless
Tear down every wall you built
Make you feel so restless
Till you're drowning in the guilt
Of playing it safe for so long
When you know where you belong
I'm gonna make you reckless
Reckless

You tell yourself you're satisfied
With your predictable routine
But I can see it in your eyes
You're starving for something obscene

The way you bite your lip when I get close
The way your breath gets caught
You're fighting battles with a ghost
Of everything you're not

You can try to stay in line
But I know what's on your mind
All that control you're clinging to
Is slipping right through

I'm gonna make you reckless
Tear down every wall you built
Make you feel so restless
Till you're drowning in the guilt
Of playing it safe for so long
When you know where you belong
I'm gonna make you reckless
Reckless

Stop pretending that you don't want this
Stop pretending that you're fine
I can see you're on the edge
And you're running out of time

To keep lying to yourself
About what you really need
I'm the chaos you've been craving
I'm the voice that makes you bleed

I'm gonna make you reckless
Tear down every wall you built
Make you feel so restless
Till you're drowning in the guilt
Of playing it safe for so long
When you know where you belong
I'm gonna make you reckless

You think you know what's coming next
But I'm about to change your world
Everything you thought was set
Is about to come unfurled
Reckless
Reckless

Reckless

Every song is AI generated by using original lyrics. I AM NOT ADAM LAMBERT, nor do I claim to be. Lyrics, AI pictures, and AI voice(s) are mine. 

Jude Mercer

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