Name: Meet And Fuck by venonomnomicon
Duration: 1 min 39 s
Description: Roland MT-32 track inspired by PC-98 Eroge soundtracks.

The eighth track of my sophomore album, Hiraeth.

Wow! Only one more left and the albums out. This one is sort of a center piece of the record for me, and really encapsulates everything I was feeling while writing it. The word Hiraeth is Welsh in origin, and has a few specific meanings. The one that resonates with me in particular is as follows: (n.) homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past. Last year, I had really negative falling outs with a few close friends, which led to homes I felt at place in being destroyed. I struggled so intensely with this, and this track is a deconstruction of everything running through my head at the time. I hope you enjoy!


Intro:

The sun, oh it's burning
It's ripping through
Us all tonight
Immaterial, it's not all right here

Verse 1:

You wanted it all and you had it
Your 15 minutes go straight into static

You flew too close to the sun tonight
I can see your hiraeth a mile away
Is all of this just a joke to you
You'd never know what it meant until it's gone too soon

I can see your soul, you're just a broken mess
What if I told you your life was just a fuckin' test
For people more observant to follow your step
I know you know the rest, oh you know the rest

Verse 2:

I thought this was the part I'd think about my life
I guess when I'm here, I'm just obsessed with the strife
It just infects my mind, I guess it never leaves
It's in the back of my head, whatever I achieve

The afterimage of everything I made for you
It's time to burn it out, I guess I know the truth
It doesn't hurt any less, but at least I know
My hiraeth of us, it  isn't just for show

Bridge:

You go away
and I know
I won't feel
Like this forever

Chorus:

Your miserable façade won't last much longer
This is just a cloud in skies of many more 

You and I saw
You and I saw
You and I saw
My empire fall before our eyes

EDIT1: slightly adjusted vocals

Hiraeth

YEAH!
waking up everyday to a kick in the face
all your dreams are gone
you'll never leave this place
made a habit of falling into holes
this joke is getting kinda old

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

i'll carve myself a chelsea smile
like sad clowns are going out of style
i'm so tired of getting pushed around
can't wait to be six feet underground
it gets harder to breathe the longer i stay here
under the weight of it all
i'm better off alone
i feel safe in my home
oh it's all my fault

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

the joke isnt funny when ur the punchline

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