again i do not claim to be a singer !! i am BAD

but this is a cute song about having a crush that i totally forgot i wrote! shit's crazy. i hope someday i can rerecord all my songs when my voice improves lol but for now, here it is

lyrics:

if you’re watching this there’s something seriously wrong
cuz there’s no way i’d ever show you this song
unless i like you
 yes, i like you

i like the way you do your hair
and these feelings that i hope you share
cause i like you
yes, i like you

the way your smile brightens up a room
sorry if you catch me starin on zoom
cause i like you
of course i like you

no need to rush (pause)
the tempo, let’s face the facts
i have no chance with you
but that’s okay too 
because you would never like me

still you’re my crush, crush
crush, crush
crush, crush
crush, crush 
crush

i think about you when i go to sleep
if you want my heart it’s yours to keep
cause i like you
yeah i like you

we could be the perfect duet 
you just don’t know it yet
so let’s try it
don’t deny it

i’m not perfect by any means
but you never knew you needed someone like me
a hopeless romantic
a bit too semantic

i’m pretty sometimes and sometimes funny
i just need attention, never money
a connection
and a little affection

i like the sunshine but i love the rain
days with me are never mundane
so don’t be quiet
baby don’t deny it

i could be your crush, crush
crush, crush
crush, crush
crush, crush 
crush

but if you don’t (pause)
feel the same
there’s nothing wrong with it
our friendship
won’t be ruined

i get it, don’t worry, i won’t be blue
i only want the best for you
so i’ll be happy
if you’re happy

it’s really not such a big thing
we’re lonely when we’re self-isolating
thanks corona
i’m gonna die alone-a

ill kill this crush, crush
crush, crush
crush, crush
crush, crush 
crush


also i dont own the pic on the cover its not mine

crush

(slightly) more upbeat version of a song about breaking up with someone lol
the original is like 5 and a half minutes long, and who wants to listen to a song that long?? not me

lyrics:

it seems our time 
has come to an end
i hope
we still can be friends

some things just
have to be done
i guess
you just weren’t the one

why must it always 
end like this?
cold as ice, refusing 
one last kiss

we give 
what we want to receive
it’s not you
the problem is me

you used to
fill me with bliss
maybe this will be
the one that i miss

why must it always 
end this way?
im so sorry
but i just can’t stay

i swear
that it’s not your fault
sorry to rub
your wounds in with salt￼

sometimes we
must be alone
so i can’t hurt you
with my heart of stone

wait did you want to grow old?
our fire
died with the cold

selfish, that’s what
you must think of me
i thought maybe
i could get you to see

i recoil 
from your touch
so why
does this hurt so much

ahh (x2)

maybe i was just
born to break hearts
i want to love 
but don’t know how to start

heart of stone (version b)

from steven universe:) quick little imperfect cover

peace and love (on planet earth)

vertigo - single

kinda janky cover of go k.k. rider by k.k. slider himself

go k.k. rider

this song is about someone who isn't in my life anymore, but the song itself is still really special to me because it's probably the greatest love song ive ever written and ever will write

lyrics:

hazel, your eyes
staring into mine
the melody of your voice
the sweetness of your smile

you’re beautiful
like every sunset we’ve ever seen
you’re right here
all for him and none for me

hazel, your heart
it’s just like mine
it wants what it can’t have
what do you desire?

breathless, we want it
but what holds us back?
fear, and sadness
courage is what we lack

hazel,
oh hazel


hazel, for you
ill always be right here
to make you soup when you’re sick
to catch all of your tears

ill bake you things, tell you stupid jokes
rainy evenings, root beer floats
most important, ill hold you close
and always love you

hazel, your eyes
glowing just like mine
i’ll hope against hope
think of greener times

and i know, i know
we could never be real
but i can’t just
change what i feel

hazel, oh hazel
hazel, oh hazel

-

not my picture !! not sure who the art credit belongs to since about a thousand people have uploaded it to redbubble lmao

hazel

hi, so, i dont claim to be a singer !! i am BAD and i know it i just like the songs i've written because they're like poetry and i worked really hard on them. anyways lol this is a song i wrote about breaking up with my boyfriend sophomore year 

lyrics:

it seems our time 
has come to an end
i hope
we still can be friends

some things just
have to be done
i guess
you just weren’t the one

why must it always 
end like this?
cold as ice, refusing 
one last kiss

we give 
what we want to receive
it’s not you
the problem is me

you used to
fill me with bliss
maybe this will be
the one that i miss

why must it always 
end this way?
im so sorry
but i just can’t stay

i swear
that it’s not your fault
sorry to rub
your wounds in with salt￼

sometimes we
must be alone
so i can’t hurt you
with my heart of stone

wait did you want to grow old?
our fire
died with the cold

selfish, that’s what
you must think of me
i thought maybe
i could get you to see

i recoil 
from your touch
so why
does this hurt so much

ahh (x2)

maybe i was just
born to break hearts
i want to love 
but don’t know how to start

heart of stone

shitty songs i write and record in my voice memos

laura hoesly

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