w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

cover art by @ddertbAg
featuring @cari049

Nightmares w/ cari_049 prod. ddertbAg

swag + luvlxckdown + emorave - CANT FOLD (flood + kiro + guami)

2x
eyes roll back im no longer here
my only chance to make it - lost

feel like im frozen to the ground theres no way around 
i cannot move cant make a sound ill never be found 
and i dont kno who to trust its so hard for me
they never stay at all only take my heart from me 

your so cold im freezing to death, so cold i cant catch a breath
u got me so obsessed and now theres notging left
i cant tell if im in the wrong or right 
but i know 4sure that i cannot win this fight
i think i learned my lesson 
if you love something then you should never let it go 
or you will never get it back
took me time to accept it but i might never make it
never take things for granted or you will soon regret it 

i wanna run away and dont look back 
need sum time to get things off my mind 
need sum time to realize that ive been blind for so long, blind for so long

lost「sp00 + craves」

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

spotify

involved (metis x tonari)

prod me and @delto
ft @mental

[lyrics]
it depends,,, didnt do it right but thats okay ill try again.. i dont rlly wanna fall asleep, ill lay in bed,,,,.,.., guess ill lay awake and think about my life instead. i cant run away cuz ur just stuck inside my head

i dont get the point cuz everyone will all be dead,, dont think ill forget about everything that u said,,,,,,,every week i get myself into another mess.. but its all the same, loss and gain, more or less

you cant fool me twice, i control it!ice frozen, idk ur motive,, i got shit to do but i cant focus. idk him so hes getting ghosted....talk, talk, talk, do u ever stop posting? you have no thoughts of ur own stop posing.. you must think i like you, i was joking,, i cant stop idk where im going,,

spotify ^w^

hollow +mental prod. emorave & delto

@wolfyysfine
@aimemia

i wish tht time cld stop 
but it keeps goin :/
i will drop
and youll notice
i feel lost
lost focus
i am crossed
aint nuthin like ive evr been

nd dis all da same 2 me
ive been drowning in my thoughts
like make believe
nd the waters deep
so dark i cannot c
i jus stay afloat
keep my sword in sheath

wolfyy:
youll never know how much u meant to me
come to think about it we were only 17 
so i thought we would be a forever thing 
but it was never meant to be 
no one can stop me now 
ive been hidden in the ground but i found my way out
but weve been fallin out 
too late to come around 
but its too late to come around 
u told me youd come around

ifeel_l0st(╥_╥){+wolfyy)(pr. emia)

u could never, yeah i know

prod @stellathepixie & @sprigtek
feat @sprigtek

(pixie)
otherworldly 
politics 4 kids of foreign bodies 
smash me 2 the ground 
u stop my heartbeat
fucked my perception of things around me 
blush and ill bleed

razors, ivs
i am sick and god i know what’s waiting 
flowers underneath but my ribs r breaking
sleep n keep repeating in the backseat 
live while starving 

i won’t stay young and i haven’t been happy 
coz im trying so hard 2 want what u gave me
strawberry veins run w sugar n sweet tea
ill spit the blood back and savor the green sea

kiss my body, forcibly become relieved by me
u could never, yeah i know, but at least im not on my knees 
maybe i will burn forever but my love she tastes like peace
n when divinity comes for us i know they’ll burn with me

look on the lake by the sixth circle x2
blasphemous girl your blood’s in the water x2

(patient)
losing words so slowly that u cant tell
i say something but u don’t give a fuck
oh well

nothing heard from me slow crawling
towards ur heart before i fall
the chambers cold n white walled 
not jaded yet im so appalled

i get concerned when you say nothing
and i’m waiting for your calls
my heart is burning when we speak
but u don’t seem to care at all

i knew that this would happen
now i think of back then
cover me in gas and
throw the fucking match in

but i cant go yet
don’t know why but something keeps me here
part of me is wishing i spoke less of love and left unclear 
but i cant go yet
i don’t how u keep me here

      part of me is wishing

                        part of me is wishing

sixth circle w/ sprigtek (pixie & sprig)

ft @swagtastic666 @xxsyris
prod me

[swag]
bring the drugs in the club lemme chop it
off a xan im a zombie like richtofen
ive been smokin way too loud you hear me coughin
and i've been hangin out with emo so we locked in

and i've been hangin out with scene girls, mean girls, the meanest
i can't tell you how it feels but i know that i need it
shordy snortin way too much her nose just started bleeding
shordy snortin way too much while perkies double teamin

she said wow i like your eyeliner, thank you very much
i get shy around them pretty girls, you see it when i blush
got them thighs on with stripes on, give a little touch
give a side eye, i like him, but i think too much

yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
much 

[emorave]
can u kiss my lips again so i know im still alive
at the club with swag and katie yea we do this every night
u wont get my preset cuz i mix it different every time
pull up to the rave with like 6 guys yea its just my life

im on haight st with wastey
famous like im eighty
u think im a clone yea idc like lazy
get another check i stack it up it doesnt phase me
nothing matters in the end cuz all they do is praise me

yea they praise me
yea they love me
look up in the sky and what always sits above me
all i see is nothing
please just give me something
dont know what to do im so scared of what is coming

ill be fine, if ur always mine
dont look at the time, just stare into my eyes
breath in all the light, take away my life
never leave my side, i dont wanna die

[syris]
take a fuckin knife, slit my throat
i dont wanna be here
plz dont tell me that you lied
you already know my fears
yah they can watch us
but they cant get near
this love so replacable
i drop a tearr
hahaha tell me is it true now:/
blahblahblahblah wat u wanna do now
i dont care about this shit aymore
take my gun nd ill fukcin meet u at the door
bby im just playing maybe im not tho
i know that you hate me
but ur still my wife ho
takin over blowin up i get so emotional
i know i said id take you but you gotta go

fuck this +swag & syris

prod @pearlblade

uh uh, i'm wasted, uh uh, i'm wasted
uh uh, i'm wasted, uh uh, i'm wasted

uh, i'm wasted,
i got nothing left to give!! nahh
uh, now i'm faded
only got so much left to live, no!
and my biggest regret is you (i regret you)
you tried hard and it worked too (yeah it worked too)
had to get away from you (had to get away)
hope I won't remember you (yeah)

bring me, down, told me, we're done
I'm weak, so weak, can't breathe, so numb

just get away from me, just get away
don't waste my energy, don't let it waste away

said you can't trust me, i don't believe it
you love to insult me, i know, I seek it
uh, nowhere to go
soon my heart will drop below
i try but don't
such a mess, I-I-I-I know

so get away from me, just get away
don't waste my energy, don't let it waste away

w-w-Wasted, wasted, wasted, w-w-wasted
w-w-Wasted, wasted, wasted, w-w-w-w-wasted

nothing left to give

stream on spotify

nothing left to give (pearlblade)

@odece

feel like i didn't think this through
guess there wont be no me and you
i know its wrong i always knew
i still wished you would <3 me too

i dont wanna let go, just let me hold on to you
just let me show you what i mean
and maybe you'll like it, maybe you'll be excited
fuck
what am i doing, feel like i ruin everything we have
i just can't get you out my head
im such a mess, i'm so obsessed with you ._.

nothing left to give (pearlblade)

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