this is a song from 2020.
forgot the name of the producer.

lyrics:
and soon ill be a college kid
sorry to the younger me he never wanted this 
and i can see the future its not promising 
and everything that i have a problem with 
i just face them with alcoholic drinks 
information overload man i cannot think
this is all way too much for me i gotta dip
no way in hell am i conquering this

imma start living life on the edge
cuz no one makes it out alive in the end
i aint fine i just pretend 
i need time to comprehend
wasted time that i done spent 
i cant get it back now

left it all, then guess what i came right back to it 
wanna hang in tzone but i guess now thats ruined 
im doing fine pls dont ask me 
crazy how time went by and passed me
no point in getting angry 
idk what makes me happy anymore

nd soon ill be a college kid
sorry to the younger me he never wanted this 
and i can see the future its not promising 
and everything that i have a problem with 
i just face them with alcoholic drinks 
information overload man i cannot think
this is all way too much for me i gotta dip
no way in hell am i conquering this

yeah im trying 
hope u know that im trying 
tears i keep em deep inside 
im always hidden in disguise

grandma said u gotta keep praying
i dont want u to meet satan
you dont really know who i am i got more than 3 layers 
remember back i had 3 friends, now just one 
not a guy you wanna befriend, i love none 
for the sins gotta repent, im in love w/ my regrets
not a lover of crowds a true loner nd it aint no secret 
get high then sleep x2
then i repeat it
life and death x2 
whats the meaning?

sorry to the younger me.

like, comment and share. thank you
twitter: @verqohraps
beat by @not_spork
lyrics:
I was born in a coffin,
brought in by the marksmen
that was sent in to mark in
My soul that was darkened

later on; seeing flashing lights, time passin by, 
driver on earth, next thing u know, I crashed and die 
due to the reason of massive lies harboured on my soul
emotional control, I'm learning to master mine.
if i ever die, I'm looking for a faster bye.

wondering if this rapping might work, 
I mean it might, if i can spit a nice verse 
but I've been living in the dark, the lights hurt
but it won't help being pessimistic, I gotta try first.

fastened my seat-belts, going on a ride 
drive reckless, to die a second time 
third eye opening, 47 for STEEZ
living hellishly, so heaven, here i come, i breathe 
i breathe nonsense into your conscious cuz im a teen.
you got no options but to stand in disbelief
The artistry is in my blood, in my sleeve
(×2)yo, I'm doing this for my fam, for my bros 
they be standing there with a smile at my shows 

I mean I hope so, depression, can I cope, No 
Might as well tie my throat with a rope and choke, yo
gang gang, put a gun to my head, 
bang bang 

Sorry for the change in content 
My brains been filled with bomb threats
I lost track of where the song went,
Like i said I was born in a coffin
I act dead, so no one approaches me 
The devils wand is what's holding me 
I'm close to be,  a Homeless hobo freak
lying on the streets while seen as a ghostly fiend.

im coughin
prolly cuz I was raised in a coffin 
That's how my soul became taunted and darkened 
I'm like a board, waiting to be chalked in 
I'm now going to depart cuz I think this the part where the song ends.

cough[in] a coffin. (prod. spork.)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/32doqcOFiTH4G5AHBQGIQv

edit: thank you so much for the support !<3
if you want to download cuz downloads are finished for this song 
here is the link to download from. https://verqoh.bandcamp.com/track/i-wanna-sleep-forever-prod-aixion

prod by @aixion
lyrics:
i wanna sleep forever but i always wake up
i wanna love you, but i always fake love
im sorry... its just what im made of
i wanna be happy but cant, my pains rough

i dont wanna stay the same but cant
my brains to blame, fun fact
i try to rain my pain but cant
it just fades away then comes back

lifes boring, yuh, its always the same stuff
do something, then sleep and then wake up
but i get it, you gotta provide to stay alive
and in due times, i will prolly fade to die
then change my mind

thats my time wasted, 
nah, scratch that,
thats my life wasted
everyones pacing life but my knifes waiting
for the day im in pain and my lifes aching,

(x2)
theres more to life than what meets the eye
but i cant see thru these secret lies
i cant believe my mind, if this is all there is to give
cant unsee the time, when i was in the blue mist

15 years went past, but it felt like 5 minutes
cant wait till the day my times finish
searching in my heart but dont like what i find in it
[searching in my heart but dont like what i find in it]

theres more to life than what meets the eye
but i cant see thru these secret lies
i cant believe my mind, if this is all there is to give
cant unsee the time, when i was in the blue mist

i wanna sleep forever but i always wake up
i wanna love you, but i always fake love
im sorry... its just what im made of
i wanna be happy but cant, my pains rough

⭐SPOTIFY & OTHERS⭐

i wanna sleep forever. [prod. aixion] (now on spotify)

i love you all
edit: turned 16 :'(
edit #2: turned 17 ;(

prod by @bobotheoutlaw

lyrics:
i dont wanna grow old
just wanna stay fifteen
yes i got a cold soul
all i wanna do is sleep

ok, dont feel happy in my own skin
moved alot, dont know where home is
with homies, feel alone still
i try to find my soul in 
a bin, where they throwed it huh
fix it up, i done sowed it
my soul yes i done souled it
im not a boy, im a grown kid

and they know it doe
i try to find my ways
they all blinding my rays
i tried to find the light and escaped
hide my cries in this cold word
cold boy, need a cold girl
life wanna end me, like so world?
i dont really rap, all i do is flow words
outta my mouth, from outer space
dont be sad, dont frown your face
i just cant, im down with pain
and nowadays, i sound the same 

i dont wanna grow old
just wanna stay fifteen
yes i got a cold soul
all i wanna do is sleep

stay15 (prod. Bobo.The.Outlaw)

have a none stressful day! 
prod by @korouu

lyrics:
ive been stressing, ive been stressing out
tryna find some blessings, some blessings now (x2)

ok ive been stressing, ive been stressing out
going on a journey to let all my blessings down
confessing now, I just wanna go to hell and check the mess around
but i get too tired and start resting now.

im bleeding now
you like an angel with a demon crown
youre all i dream about
im seeing now
we could be those couples that we read about
but im feeling doubt
cuz you have wings to fly, while im seen to drown

with happy thoughts i try to be happy person
cuz i dont wanna see my family hurting, no more
and i will try my best even tho its hard
well aslong as i can finally show my happy curtains

lifes tough, so i find love
but they say dont it, cuz it blinds us and it hide cuts
but by that point, ive already fell in love
then i go and dwell for months
and you know how it goes

stressed. (prod. korou)

prod @juniordbeats 

lyrics:
im bored of life
so i record at night
thats when my storys high
i hope for a glory time  

but i seem to get the opposite
life, i aint too fond of it
on my chest, i got a lotta shit
each day, keep topping it

well who knows these days
flowing through a potent haze
knowing all my showing pain  
rowing past these hoeing snakes
slowing down to control the pace 

currently its screw life
tryna find some new rhymes
last year i flew by the clouds
and didnt notice the blue sky
im a rude guy but how

mums telling stop being a sad boi
you got a roof over yo head, be glad boi 
when u was younger, i used to buy you mad toys
so you wouldnt go around crying making loud noise
oh god oh god
forgive me for my sins
gimme all the losses and rid me of my wins
kill me till i live, skin me till i live
gimme all the losses and rid me of my wins
i hate my life so i create one with a pen
my smile, ill always fake one till the end






i really hate my life

neglected blue skies. [prod. jrd]

prod by mivadi 

sorry for not posting in a while, imma try to, this song is short but i just wanna say i love you trinity <3
love all my friends that ive made here, thank you guys for keeping me going and making me happy, i love you all, stay safe <3

live on. [prod. mivadi]

trinity vxty 1545 4ever 

lyrics:
when my heart gon die. 
when I look up in the sky, ion see stars that shine 
uh
rip it apart from time 
these lines 
will leave a fucking mark behind

and I'm tryna keep family safe 
tryna make my mums proud 
tryna keep a happy face
but nowadays my passion lays 
in the dark midst of a fucking alleyway 
i wanna be a king but they laughed away

laughed at my blackened face 
cracks in my blackened veins
never gon stop till pass away
cuz I don't give a fuck if I crash today 
cuz I'm a master in this action-packed massive game
for some reason, 
snakes in the grass wanna dap today 
I ain't having that 
cuz once they see the money, 
they gon have something to rattle at

knowledge, 
word is bond, I always keep my promise
i heard it all cuz my third is all hearing
i am mr.nobody with no fucking appearance 
a ghoul among beings 
you see what I'm seeing 
yeah, life ain't got no meaning 
im woke but its my eyes that are dreaming 
light beaming from my life that is shy screaming 
From these nights where i fight my white demons 
why is my time repeating

it seems like it never moves 
Don't feel accepted like an extraterrestrial
an outsider on earth 
so I try to fly higher like astral projection 
and die silent like Kurt 
im more violent than a tyrant on dirt 
you hear these lines that I spit more rough
then the lines that they sniff

1545 
Till the day I die 
forever staying alive 
I aint a fake and u know it 
I ain't a snake and you know it

1545 (prod. knxwledge)

prod. @juniordbeats

lyrics:

hol up, wait
lonely, hold me state
everybody moves on but the old me waits
and the cold me stays
none of my homies fake
imma fight for my rights 
thats the only way

i be workin, hustlin, grindin 
till i get the bag
you gon get stabbed, if u interfere and
mess wit that
when i leave, ill be one of the best
who stepped in rap,
and u know that is a fact

i be goin thru some moodswings
tied over some shoestrings
ion know why 
but i tend not to do things

i be fading slow
there are diff ways to cope
diff ways to go
wanna go to space and roam
& discover some planets
all my friends be vanishing
all my happiness banished
no choice but to be panicking

i be looking at the sky
wondering why
why does everyone i know
jus 
wanna 
die
i been searching for a purpose 
but my sound isn't worth it 
they don't take me serious
like a clown in a circus
are you proud of my verses 
i've been hurting 
cuz of the astounding amount of curses 
that left me in dark just lurking
around around...
not lookin up to the sky
i be looking at the 
ground groud...
jus take a look into my eyes
u can say that im 
down down 

everything in this life is just a lie
a lie...

nostalgic cries. [prod. jrd]

prod. @bobotheoutlaw
love all of you <3 im back baby

lyrics:
ive been thinking, remincing bout the past
just sittin here, just wondering on why it didnt last
(ion know)

missing the days we done had, 
and its sad
cuz theres no way to bring em back
(ik das true)

cuz nuthin ever really lasts
but still i, really wanna see u bad

and im left alone
0 calls on my telephone
sadness, what i dwell upon 
and when im happy, 
it lasts for like a second long

best to kept at home
aint no where left to go
im a devilish ghost
pessimism all i know
they dont accept me no more

i been stressing, nothing less than a awkward depressed kid
i keep a vest upon my chest, incase the opps wanna pop shit
and i play games with the devil, hoping god isnt watching
and i dont have many choices, i dont have alot of options

ive been sinking in emotion, drinking sinful sickened potions
thinking about going, time is ticking showing no end
its my life but cant control it 
so im drowning in an ocean, so many regrets
im stressing from the night untill the mornin'

ive been thinking, remincing bout the past
just sittin here, just wondering on why it didnt last
(ion know)

missing the days we done had, 
and its sad
cuz theres no way to bring em back
(ik das true)

cuz nuthin ever really lasts
but still i, really wanna see u bad

past dwelling (prod. Bobo.The.Outlaw)

ft. @imwayv 
prod. sarcastic sounds

lyrics:
as of lately, its been hard to sleep 
theres this pain in my heart that just bothers me 
war going on inside of my mind, i cant harbor peace 
honestly, im tryna move on to a different route 
regrettin' all the possible moments that i am missin out 
live in doubt 
all the stuff i used to couldnt live without
is nothing.. 
my mindset is really different now, yh
and im tryna move away from 
the pain but i cant cuz 
its buried in my veins 

as of lately, its been hard to sleep 
ive lost my artistry 
which means i basically lost a part of me
now all i do is stay up due to the monsters that haunt my dreams 
im tryna have peace in this world but it cost a fee 
but how ironic we have more money and time for war 
its sickenin but i cant really help so ignore,
so..
im getting weak, i wanna be free from you 
and when i dream, why do i always dream of you

wayv-X

Ya melting pot is overheated 
Ya stretched skin spot started bleedin
Night terrors, in my nightmares im dreamin
Fight errors never wake i stay sleepin
Im sick of all the fake people
An ex demon will always stay evil 
Numb myself i stay flyin with like 8 eagles
I cant fall for it cuz they see through
lost myself in the abyss
Rottin in hell cuz of this
Im just sick of it
Im just sick of this
Had hate since a little kid
But it ricochet and hit me in my lip
Just check this 
Im only 17 
I done lost my will to breathe
Nightmares by my side and on my team
Too afraid to ever sleep

dreams of u ft. wayv-X [prod. sarcastic sounds]

prod. @lowmeek
<3
lyrics:


in my darkest days,
i still find ways to shine thru
open up a page 
hope it displays divine truth 
moving on to a different world 
where i follow my rules 
ruling a kingdom and right beside me is my crew 

aight check, 
i lived another day 
thank the lord that im blessed 
i know i got my issues, at times i digress 
from the path i understand 
but im only a man and yet 
I'm always coming back with my best 

and that's all facts 
im bringing back raw rap 
u won't see me fall back 
your girl on my ballsack

accepted my dark soul
im at a crossroad 
devil on both sides 
who's gonna help? only god knows 

(hook)
it's another day in a life 
of a kid who gotta pay the price 
of the sins that he committed 
life's a game and he ain't play it right 
every night darkness consumes his eyes 
i been living a lie
 
no one hears me when i scream help 
life's a trip and still i haven't found my seatbelt 
finna dropout
praying, hoping that my dream sells
i know i've hurt you a couple times 
and I'm sorry just know i mean well 
ill be quick now and breif with the words 
sit down, let me tell you bout the evil in earth 
harbours every being, im certain
won't be freed from the curse 
u gotta learn to accept it 
and just be with the dirt
my soul is bleeding, it hurts 
i been feinding for more 
than being a normal person 
feels like ive seen this before  
dreaming galore 
u won't break my wings 
like an eagle I'll soar 
ill be the greatest king

(hook)
it's another day in a life 
of a kid who gotta pay the price 
of the sins that he committed 
life's a game and he ain't play it right 
every night darkness consumes his eyes 
i been living a lie

divine truth. [prod.lowmeek]

prod. @prodbycafe
mix by me 

taking a gap year so hopefully gonna start posting songs on a consistent basis
key word: hopefully// cuz i get very lazy . 
thank you to anyone who ever supported me  if that is by liking a song, following, commenting, telling your grandma bout me.
i love u and nothing goes unnoticed, it means so much to me<3
oh and lyrics are below like usual

moving on to better times
im done with having bad days
life with the weather nice,
ain't needing an ashtray
im actually tired 
haven't been inspried 
it's hard to move on 
when I'm bleeding from past pain 

hiding my emotions 
masquerading all my feeling 
exasperated with my demons 
i ain't tryna make a scene it's 
that life tends to shoot me out 
when im down, begging and pleading 
for help but the message ain't receiving  
I'm all by myself

tryna persevere thru the darkness 
u light up my eyes and u make my heart spin, 
awesome. 
I been tryna get up out this coffin,
exhausted.
eyes is getting sleepy
my soul is completely tarnished
  
before I die, first of all I wanna make my peace 
time to start growing up, ain't no need to stay15 
get accustomed to this real life
trust me this ain't make believe 
waiting for my answer 
while I'm sitting waiting patiently

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living off of borrowed time, no it dont seem fair
sorry for your suffering, wish i could be there fair
& i know  i can't but just know i tried
cant cope i know & so i just close my eyes

everything is so fast, I can't keep up
why when I sleep I always dream of you
and im wishing it can just stop now 
my life is a lie but I still seek the truth

i been losing everyone with each step i take...
uh 
can't get a break 
won't reach heavens gates 
can't meditate so instead I medicate uh 
been losing faith 
done with foolish ways

before I die, first of all I wanna make amends 
i just wanna see you
ion care if we just stay as friends 
it's so hard to deal with pain 
when it's the thing u laying  in 
i got so many regrets 
I ain't fine, I'm not okay with them

moving on w/ cafe.wav

happy birthday sara <3
prod. @juniordbeats
made half of it 7 months ago and decided to continue it yesterday and the rest is history, ily

lyrics:
im so good at losing my friendships 
and i cant change the way i am 
i miss the days when we were just best friends
and ive become afraid of the past

im so good at losing my friendships 
and i cant change the way i am 
i miss the days when we were just best friends
and i hope that u understand

im so tired nd i feel like crying tonight 
i feel so uninspired nd i feel like dying tonight

so much darkness in my brain 
i turned insane now 
smoking to alleviate the pain now
flirting w/ death in the devils playground
yeah, what r u to say now?

and i get that u need closure, closure 
but i already told ya, i told ya 
now im all alone, yh, a loner 
now im all alone, yh, a loner

i really miss the moments and time that we shared 
the ones that are closest, will hurt u, beware
im tryna fight my demons but it seems that they dont care
now all u give me are these cold stares 

u were a rose, i let u inside of my heart 
didnt know u had thorns
its tearing me apart
im tryna find my way home, lost in the dark 

im so good at losing my friendships 
and i cant change the way i am 
i miss the days when we were just best friends
and ive become afraid of the past

im so good at losing my friendships 
and i cant change the way i am 
i miss the days when we were just best friends
and i hope that u understand

im so good at losing my friendships. (prod. jrd)

my 3rd upload of this oh geez 
@prodlxve
lyrics:
cant move on from the past
too attatched 
u can see me in the background
listening to gym class

wanna shine like the stars in the sky 
but left out in the dark for too long to even try
and i been sick nd tired of living this life
its getting too much, cant up a fight

cant move on from the past
too attatched 
u can see me in the background
listening to gym class

ion feel okay
everything i see is fake, i just wanna leave this place 
i have to realise 
ill never be alright, is anybody out there? 
yh yh yh

looked at my back, so many knives in em
i miss the past, when my eyes had some life in em
tryna go back

last year seems forever i want it back now 
why am i losing everything i ever had now 
class clown turn to class act, 
yeah they mad now 
i dont do the crying anymore 
i jus laugh loud

my past is tragic yet i love it
we both have our issues
i laugh the pain away
for a second it's seems so blissful
a pile of mess, I hide in bed
with all my tissues 
im fed up with lies i say
i really miss you

is anybody out there? (prod. LXVE)

prod @sarcasticsounds
hope u enjoy :') 
lyrics: 
ive been grieving, ive been bleeding it all 
they wont miss me, they wont need me at all, 
i see the evil, hear the evil, its all in my head
im falling, falling down; no one is there to help 

they say the feel me, they dont feel me at all 
sorry mum, i think im leaving tomorrow 
i see the evil, hear the evil, its all in my head
its all in my head

i think i lost my hope today,
focused i aint focused in the rain i see my ghost in pain 
fire in my heart is burning down,
i cant control the flames. will the sadness go away, go away? 
why u talking, when there isnt nothing more to say 
im so lost in this world, i know my time is overstayed 
im exhausted, just gimme a break

ive been grieving, ive been bleeding it all 
they wont miss me, they wont need me at all, 
i see the evil, hear the evil, its all in my head
im falling, falling down; no one is there to help 

they say the feel me, they dont feel me at all 
sorry mum, i think im leaving tomorrow 
i see the evil, hear the evil, its all in my head
its all in my head

yo
what am i supposed to write 
all my life, ive been sold a lie 
hard for me to hold a smile
cope when high, so its hard staying off it 
i aint doing sober right 
might as well just make a coffin
let me in, close my eyes 
lay to rest, this is not a fatal death 
everything u dreamt of 
would u tell me what u make of it 
dont u stress
take a sec
isnt ironic that mr nobody wants to make it big

imitating smiles [prod. sarcastic sounds]

# bro said u gotta rap more #
back :) more 2 come 

lyrics:

mama said son you gotta talk to dad more 
bro said you gotta rap more 
getting angry at everything 
what im mad for 
a peace of mind is all I ASK FOR (x2)

do you ever feel that you're too aware 
got no one to speak to about it 
now you is scared,
and you dont really fit in with them, 
now you is weird 
how'd you get over there?
could've sworn that u was here 

everyone's at your party but at your 
funeral who is there 
do i even matter? if i died rn who would care?
i been feeling real pain, this not a game 
this ain't truth or dare 
i was looking for a sign of hope 
and that's when u appeared 

grandma died & i was tryna act 
cool about it 
but to be honest, it didnt hit me...
and that hit me way harder 
now the size of my pains larger 
experience this enuff times, 
ion wanna stay longer 

how i push thru, i laugh thru the bad times 
worse day in my life was seeing dad cry 
when his dad died, 
crazy how someone who had life 
is no more,
but I'm gone in the sky yh that I'm high 

they all laughing at me, 
wondering what's so funny 
been getting more problems 
when i ain't been getting mo money 
tryna be a somebody dont wanna be 
mr nobody 
you can take my life 
but you cant ever take my soul from me 
wanna be a part of us, it's a no from me 
stressed out so im blowing trees 
ain't ready 2 die, i need more time 
theres still more from me 
can i have my heart back
like how tf she stole from me 
why is it that summertime lately 
feels so cold to me

silent in my suffering, you'll only hear me 
laugh more 
i dont feel the love in my country or my 
passport 
they like sulty pick one , i cant pick one
it's so hard 2 choose,
dont feel connected to my roots
its what I'm going thru 

mama said son you gotta talk to dad more 
bro said you dont want a 9-5
you gotta rap more 
getting angry at everything 
what im mad for 
a peace of mind is all I ASK FOR

ASK FOR [prod. raspo]

hope you enjoy <3
prod. by me ( @cravinghighs )
ft. @imwayv
out on all streaming sites 
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0bHHRRqc5EMhqcPCmC7pBW
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lyrics:
Get to the lettuce, escape quick
I'm tryna relish in greatness
I know the devils gon hate this
Wait shit,
Cant we just settle this later
I dont wanna be famous
I'm just tryna get hella faded
I did so much shit down here
I dont really think heaven is waiting

I got hell 2 pay
Ay, 2 fake 2 faces
Snakes stay around me all day
I just wanna leave now
If I told you all this was fake
Would you still believe me
Why did I make the same mistake
Why did I let you deceive me

I cant tell you how it is
You gotta see on your own
You reap what you sow
Used to being all alone
Why do they leave
When I need them the most
I'll be there for bro
You know I'll be there for bro
When I look in the mirror
Cant see me in anymore
I just want peace no more war
Trinitys breaching the doors

(hook)
Uh huh, feel like I'll never see it
They dont wanna bring me in
Dont gotta lie dont pretend
Life is a movie
I'm waiting for the end
All the lies and the secrets
Followed me to the deep end
Fuck this life I dont need it
Cant you see that I'm speedin'

(wayv-X)
My eyes are wide open now
But I keep shit to my self
It’s all closing out
So i Deal w what I’m dealt

got 3 aces in one hand
Its all part of my plan
Fire off foe it get jammed
Sittin down make em all stand

Standin ovation
Just tryna make it
Ain’t no more playin no taking vacations
Just hear what I’m sayin

We tryna get to the top
Clear it out this is my spot
A spot you can’t see yet
Keep movin I cannot stop
Flame it and we out it’s vx

verqoh

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