luvsongs (siem spark + prodbysidequest + lodoni)

self- produced

Lyrics: 
[Oh well.]
Either way
I'm unreal and afraid
Oh please don't tell me
Oh please don't tell me
Don't tell me how to breathe
You had your chance and you lost it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
Now you don't even exist
I mean honestly
What you standing for
Act like you love yourself but 
You don't do it anymore
You put yourself in poor conditions 
That you can't afford
We're both part of the problem
I'm wondering just why you bottle me

I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

[thrml]

[Oh well.]
I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

Fading away into black 
Where you go and you know that
You'll never come back
Need to stop degrading myself
Stop berating myself
Since the 9th grade I learned 
How to hate on myself
But I need to let go 
All the weight off my chest
Makes me hypochondriacal
Shaking my breath
I'm afraid for my health
And I know I need help
But I'm part of the problem 
I won't let you help me let go
Let me help you
Why won't you let me help you

ghost or am i asleep (feat. thrml)

Real Shit +Marric (wintfye)

prod. sabrr
s/o https://soundcloud.com/lyxx_lunacy
yipee first ft on this acc :D
meet canny lane and pempermint!!

//
(vex)
and im by myself i hate u and ur friends
fuck that shit and die i dont care
fucked my flow i hope you die yeah
fuck your life and nobody knows you
guess i did it for nobody
filled your words with nonsense now i get it
you didnt see me as the one
told me that you love me, did it for the fun

i dont wanna hear your voice it just makes me pissed
am i just another toy up on your list?
but its okay, i dont wanna talk to a whore
ur at rock bottom while im sitting on the floor
i hope you die, go and stab your eye
go and jump off the edge ion care as long as u die
good game, just kidding go unfollow me everywhere
said i didnt want you dead, but im wishing that you were

see the devil on my shoulder i might shake his hand
never better anyways you should kill yourself
ure just toxic just like everybody else
but you werent blatant ure just fake you bitch
tell me you didnt have a choice man i dont give a fuck
told me you didnt know how this shit works, its just common sense
oh you wanna help me okay watch this
kill yourself and maybe ill smile a bit

(lyxx)
asked that pussy where my funds at 
i been countin' guap, loadin up a compact
labels want me now but I can't sign no contracts
hella options in my bank like i use kontakt
guess I did it for nobody 
number 9 on my shoes when I walk into the party
u didnt see me as the one
now im always paranoid i walk around with guns

when i walk in
everybodys talkin
had to gun him down i had no other option
ur parents rlly shouldve looked into adoption

kill yourself +lyxx

prod. sardonyx
sped up version for those sugarheads
amv: https://youtu.be/ewJMGdfpflg?si=IGp5sSW1e4qb4TYa :)

lyrics!!!!!!!
//
i wanna share this feeling with u
nowadays everybody got their hearts out, mines out 4 u!!
and i said that itz the last time id upset u
cannot get enough
bb we live in a lovely story <3
wishin i was some1 better
i jus heard a sound could u hide inside my sweater?
got u plushies from the arcade :D
wait ur leaving way too soon just stay :(

in this world where our hearts r locked
got u flowers when i see u after so long
hold my hand ill bring u along
hoping that dis shit will last forever
since were so far away ill write letters its alright
i might not be the best but atleast i give it all my lyfe

my lifes sweet as honey
yeah, and i swear that its as sweet as her
as long as im wit u i cant die!!
sumtimes im not made for this but i always try
flowers in my way, i can never look back at those days
when i rlly hurt u im so dum
swear that ill be better, put it on my mom

stay?! 🍭

prod. kuriyai
hooray :D

lyrics
//
my heartbeat stops whenever ure around
if you talk to me, i wont let you down
give me some attention and ill want more
and i know that i messed up when i hurt you
when pulling turns to pushing ima let it blast
would you hold my hand ima let it last
when its snowing baby let me hold you
drop a text when ure sleeping cause i miss u

stepped inside this room, i didnt see you
b-baby you know how i feel im too see-through
always so pretty walking around the city
y-yeah, yeah i did it for somebody
hold up let me pause you got stories
these days feel different like a fairy tale
yeah, when the lights out ill still send u mails

w-whatll i do, i dont know
one, two, three, make it big then ill let you know
b-bring you roses at the door
four, five, six, and you know i wont let you go
and i sensed it all, to get you
i never had a thought about the bad things
all my worries just wash down the river
never ever get enough, ill deliver

yeaaaah all my problems down the river
hold my hand ill bring u around the world
dont care what they say, i wanna love u
yeah, yeah i did it for somebody
hold up let me pause you got stories
these days feel different like a fairy tale
yeah, when the lights out ill still send u mails

river 💜

i came back <3 get ready for some more drops in december :))

adamthesaint: https://soundcloud.com/777adamthesaint

lyrics:

takuxo
-
if you're just choosing fate when we dated
i dnt think that i could do anything- im waitin..
going back, going back-
going back, going baaackkkk :(

and i missed the way u kissed me </3
down with all tha whiskey
then ur going back nd go ditch me
going down the lane at like 60
dnt come at me im 2 dizzy!! >~<

adamthesaint
-
now these days i wonder if u miss me
what can i say i tend to think back when u kissed me
all my feelings tend to hit me-
out of nowhere and they got me wishing
that i could go back
to what we had
all the way in the beginning
i know its u that im missing
if u have a moment wont u listen

#takucore

going back

going back + adamthesaint (Takuori!)

put your left foot out use your right foot to slide

mirrors

prod.
@51five

notes:
had to lose somebody important to me
...

//

[shiro]
yeah im up but i always feel down
when these people always run about
tryna talk to me, but they dont kno how it really be
yeah im closed up in my circle
kept to myself, but it dont always work tho
i always try to keep a positive mental
but it dont work n this stress got me pressured

people js wanna see u w/ the rest
but when u up now, got a lot of yes men in the fest
i cant seem to get to u
that we not friends n try something new
i cant seem to hold it back, when u try to fit in
n u lackin the fact that ur there to call me twin
yeah js say what u really mean
cause u holdin back got me feelin
like im living in a dream 

yh i rlly hate this feelin,
when ur all alone pushed up to the ceiling,
people never got my back now
now im 22 n people actin like a bot now

lately i js wna kno how u doing
but u seem to act strange, never know what u brewin
yh i rlly hate this distance
wish i find a way to fix this
so im always tryna make new friends
but it never seem to last
yh people on my dick, next day they turn n laugh
like what did i rlly do?
to deserve this hate n ur crossed thru

u only cared bout what u gained
all this time uve been using me
i put my heart, on my sleeves
realize that ur not the one for me yh
im young n stupid learning things yh
cant believe what u did to me yh
 
im not sad,
but disappointed in me yh 


//

trust issues / gaslighting『51five』

(imma comeback soon!) 

@hegotjugged @v2nthan

river 💜

etomi

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